Claire kept her head down, the dull echo of her footsteps swallowed by the low murmur of voices and the clattering of trays. She barely registered the other captives around her, didn't look at them, didn't want to feel anything. She just wanted a moment alone—a moment where her mind wasn't racing, her heart wasn't aching, her thoughts weren't stuck on everything and everyone she'd lost.
The cold metal bench creaked slightly as she lowered herself onto it. She didn't touch the tray in front of her; the idea of food was alien. Her fingers absently found the ring in her pocket, her thumb rubbing over the band's edge. It was a small, cold weight in her hand, a painful reminder of the warmth that had once held it.
The scrape of metal against concrete pulled Claire's attention just enough to notice movement across from her. She glanced up, barely lifting her head, and took in the figure that had seated himself at her table. He was tall, his broad shoulders casting a shadow that seemed to stretch across the entire length of the table. His head was shaved close, the lines of his face worn but firm, with a quiet resilience etched into his features. His eyes were sharp, piercing even, yet they held an unexpected calm, a depth that spoke of a life lived on the edge but tempered by something steadier, something almost soothing.
"Mind if I sit?" he asked, his voice low and grounding, cutting through the suffocating fog of her grief and anger. The tone wasn't one that really asked for permission, but somehow, it didn't feel invasive; it felt steady, like an anchor dropped into turbulent waters.
Claire didn't answer, didn't look up fully, but he didn't seem to need her permission. He settled into the seat, resting his forearms on the table with a relaxed ease, his fingers laced together, his gaze a quiet weight that lingered without pressing. She could feel it—the quiet study of someone who wasn't prying, just observing, waiting.
Silence settled between them, pressing in on the noise around them until it felt as if they were the only two people in the room. She kept her eyes down, her fingers closed tight around the ring in her palm, pressing it so firmly into her skin that she could feel its cool metal etching into her flesh, grounding her. It was the only thing tethering her, a small reminder of everything she'd lost and could never reclaim.
"Is that a wedding ring?" His voice broke the silence with gentle precision, each word sliding into the space between them like it belonged there. He didn't look at her with the intrusive curiosity she'd come to expect, but with something softer, something raw and unfiltered that pierced the barrier she'd wrapped herself in.
Startled, she glanced up, her gaze meeting his for the first time. His question cut through her defenses, catching her off guard, and for a moment, she didn't know what to say. She'd been braced for confrontation, for challenge—but there was nothing in his face but a quiet understanding that unnerved her.
Her thumb traced the edge of the ring, and she swallowed, feeling the familiar ache in her chest tighten, intensify. "No," she whispered, the word thick with bitterness and a grief she couldn't keep hidden. "Not quite."
He nodded, a slow, measured movement, as if he understood more than she'd spoken. He didn't push, didn't ask for more, but something in his gaze softened, revealing a glimmer of sympathy she hadn't expected to find here. "Sometimes a piece of metal can mean more than a word or a label," he murmured, his tone threaded with a kind of reverence, a respect that she'd thought only someone who understood loss could offer.
There was something in his words that resonated, cutting through her isolation and reaching a part of her she'd been trying to bury. It was the smallest crack in her defenses, but it was there, unmistakable. And somehow, his words felt like an invitation—like she didn't have to carry the weight alone, even if only for this fleeting moment in a place where connection was rare and trust was a luxury.
Claire didn't reply, her eyes falling back to the table, her jaw tight.
He didn't press. Instead, he leaned back slightly, watching her with an easy, grounded calm, like he'd been in this place long enough to know when not to push. "Name's Moussa," he said finally. "Guess they want me to use the last name 'Cissé,' but—" he shrugged, a hint of a smirk playing at his lips. "I don't give them that satisfaction."
"Claire," she replied quietly, surprising herself.
Moussa nodded, acknowledging her name without further comment. For a few moments, silence stretched between them again, a silent understanding settling into place. Then he spoke, his tone still casual but with a weight that gave her pause.
"Sometimes," he said, "it helps to talk to someone who's been in here a while. I don't have much to offer, but I can tell you this place can't take everything. Not if you don't let it."
A flicker of something unfamiliar stirred in her chest—hope, maybe, or perhaps just a small fragment of strength she'd thought she'd lost. She turned her gaze toward him, studying him a little more closely. There was a quiet resolve there, a sense of someone who had survived far longer than anyone should have.
"Why are you telling me this?" she asked, her voice wary but curious.
Moussa shrugged, a faint smile softening the hardness in his face. "I don't know. You look like you could use a reminder that they don't own you. Not everything, anyway." He tilted his head, studying her for a moment before continuing. "Besides, we're all in this mess together. Might as well make it less hellish where we can."
She let out a breath, the tension in her shoulders easing ever so slightly. "Thanks, Moussa," she murmured, her fingers loosening their grip on the ring. "How long have you been here?"
"Been here… long enough," he said, his voice low but steady. "Feels like a lifetime, though. Came in back in 2011. They got me off the streets—one minute, I'm picking pockets and making a run, the next, I'm in one of these cells." His gaze turned distant for a moment, a shadow crossing his face. "They'll do whatever it takes to get what they want from us. You learn that quick."
Moussa leaned back, studying her, his expression shifting from casual curiosity to something more intense, more thoughtful. "So… how long have you been in this place, Claire?" he asked, his tone gentle, though his gaze held a hint of sadness.
Claire looked down, tracing the edge of the table absently. "Not my first time here," she said, almost as if speaking to herself. "They've had me… on and off for years." She hesitated, the words tasting bitter in her mouth. "I'm Subject 13."
Moussa's brows lifted, his surprise evident. "13? You're kidding." He let out a low whistle, shaking his head slowly. "They're in the 100s now, at least. I thought I was old news as Subject 56, but 13? They must've kept you under wraps."
She gave a small nod, feeling a weight settle in her chest. "I suppose they did. But that number—it's a reminder. Of the people they've kept here. Of the lives they've tried to take." Her fingers found the ring in her pocket, grounding her, anchoring her to what she'd lost.
Moussa let the silence linger, then spoke, his tone curious. "You know, there's been a lot of whispering about another subject—Subject 17. They call it the 'Sample 17 Project,' using the DNA of some guy named Desmond Miles. They say they're digging through all his ancestors for… entertainment or something." He leaned closer, his voice dropping to a murmur. "But we all know it's more than that. Rumor has it they're really after Pieces of Eden—powerful artifacts, things even the Templars can't fully control."
The mention of Desmond's name was a knife twisting in her gut, the cold edge of reality slicing through the fog of survival she'd wrapped herself in. Claire felt her hands clench around the tray, her knuckles whitening as a red-hot fury bubbled up, smothering everything else. Desmond's DNA—the very essence of him—ripped apart, dissected, exploited like he was nothing more than a specimen. All the sacrifices he'd made, everything he'd endured, reduced to fodder for Abstergo's insatiable greed.
She barely registered that she'd risen to her feet until Moussa's hand landed lightly on her arm, his grip both steadying and cautionary. But it was too late. A surge of anger—raw and unchecked—consumed her. She wrenched free from his touch, her gaze locking onto the nearest camera mounted high on the mess hall wall, its unblinking lens trained on her like a lifeless, omniscient eye.
"Is this what you wanted?" she shouted, her voice echoing through the sterile silence of the room. She slammed her tray down onto the table, the metal clanging loudly. She could feel all eyes on her now, but she didn't care; it only fueled her rage. "You think you're going to dissect every piece of him? Pick him apart like he was nothing?"
She grabbed the tray again and hurled it toward the camera, the metal clattering off the wall just below, rattling against the concrete. The fury in her chest roared louder, an unyielding wildfire that wouldn't be quelled. "You sick bastards! He was a person, do you hear me?" Her voice cracked, splintering under the weight of grief she was refusing to let break her down. "Not a tool. Not a project!"
A guard approached, his face impassive as he reached for her arm. But Claire twisted away, throwing her elbow into his chest with every ounce of strength she had. He staggered back, his face contorting in surprise, but it only fueled her. "You don't get to do this!" she screamed, her voice raw and furious, directed at anyone and everyone who dared stand for Abstergo. "He died saving all of you! And you repay him like this?"
The guard regained his balance, but Claire was already stepping back, fists raised. Another guard lunged toward her, his hands outstretched, and she ducked, twisting beneath his grip and landing a sharp jab into his side. He stumbled, caught off guard by her precision and ferocity, but she didn't let up. She slammed her knee into his abdomen, feeling the force resonate up her leg as he gasped, folding under the blow.
Two more guards closed in, determined to subdue her. Claire's breath came in harsh, ragged gasps as she turned to face them, her body coiled like a spring ready to snap. One of them reached for her, but she deflected his arm, pivoting to throw her weight against his shoulder. He toppled sideways, nearly crashing into his partner, who managed to dodge in time. The distraction gave her a split-second advantage, and she threw a hard kick to the guard's shin, sending him reeling.
A flash of motion to her side—another guard, his face hardened with resolve, swung his fist. She tried to dodge, but he was faster, his knuckles connecting sharply with her right cheek. Pain exploded across her face, and she staggered back, her vision blurring as she lost her footing and fell. Her hands scraped against the cold floor, and she felt the familiar sting of a fresh bruise forming under her skin.
Disoriented, Claire fought to push herself up, but the pain in her cheek pulsed, throbbing in sync with the fury and grief tearing through her. Tears blurred her vision, hot and unstoppable, as she clawed at the floor, trying to get back up, trying to fight.
"Get off of me!" she shrieked, her voice cracking as the guards closed in again. Her legs kicked out frantically, landing glancing blows on any guard within range. "Don't touch me! Don't—" Her words dissolved into broken sobs as she thrashed, her arms swinging wildly, desperate to throw off the hands gripping her shoulders, her arms, pinning her down. She clawed at their wrists, fingers scraping uselessly against the thick fabric of their uniforms.
"Let go! Let go!" Her voice was a raw, frantic whisper now, each word gasped between broken sobs. She felt the weight of her anguish, the loss she'd been forced to carry, pressing down on her, suffocating her. She was powerless against it, powerless against them.
A new figure entered the mess hall—one of the doctors, a small vial held ready in his gloved hand. The guards struggled to keep her restrained as the doctor knelt beside her, his face impassive as he prepared the syringe. Claire's eyes locked onto the needle, and she twisted, her body writhing in a last attempt to free herself.
"Please…" she choked, the fire in her eyes flickering, fading. "Just… don't…"
The doctor pressed the needle into her arm, the sedative slipping into her bloodstream with a cold, numbing ache. Claire's resistance slowed, her limbs growing heavy, her vision blurring as the world around her dulled. She felt herself slipping, her thoughts scattering, fading into a void of black.
In her last, fading moments of awareness, Claire's mind clung desperately to the image of Desmond, his face framed by the light, his voice a whisper in the back of her mind.
And then… there was silence.
As the sedative slowly faded from her system, Claire's senses returned in hazy fragments, like pieces of broken glass catching slivers of light. The groggy warmth in her limbs gave way to the sharp edges of reality, the cold press of the cot beneath her, the concrete walls around her—silent, gray, unmoving. But her mind, drifting through memories, clung to images far away from this prison.
Desmond.
His face filled her thoughts, his warm, steady gaze, the gentleness he'd shown her even in the worst of times. Memories of him were sharp and painful, yet she couldn't bring herself to push them away. They surged to the surface, vivid as if he were right there with her.
She remembered the small moments first, those rare pockets of peace between battles—the way his fingers would trace light circles on her hand as they lay together in silence, the feeling of his arms wrapped around her, his body warm and solid against hers, like an anchor holding her steady in the chaos of their lives. There had been times when they'd stayed up all night, talking in whispers, sharing their fears and hopes in the shadows, his voice a low, steady reassurance in the dark.
She could feel his kiss against her skin, the weight of his hand cradling her face, the heat of his breath as he whispered promises she'd held onto like lifelines. Moments of intimacy flooded back, each one more potent, more painful than the last. The way he'd looked at her after a close call, his eyes dark with relief and love; the nights they spent tangled together, their touch a reminder that, for now, they were still alive, still together.
And then, the memory that gutted her the most: the proposal. They'd been on a plane, returning from a mission in Brazil, both of them worn from the struggle, their bodies bruised and exhausted. She hadn't expected anything but sleep from the flight back. But there, in the dim cabin lights, with turbulence shaking the plane, Desmond had taken her hand, looked at her with that fierce intensity of his, and asked her to marry him. No big speeches, no promises of forever—just a quiet, admission that wearing rings undercover had felt natural.
The memory of that moment crept into her mind like a whisper, bittersweet and raw. She lay there, staring at the ceiling, feeling the familiar ache intensify as Desmond's words echoed in her mind.
"You know… when this is over," he had said, his voice soft but tinged with that familiar spark, as if daring her to dream. "We should take a trip. Just the two of us. Somewhere far from Temples, power sources, and… this." She could still picture him, glancing sideways at her with that mischievous glint in his eye, his expression half-serious, half-playful—the way only he could look when talking about something both absurd and achingly real. He'd suggested a trip, something just for them, a thought so simple yet so profound that it had stilled her heart.
And in that moment, she'd let herself believe in it—the possibility of an ordinary life, a quiet escape far from hidden temples, dangerous missions, and everything that had kept them locked in a cycle of survival. She could almost feel it: warm sunlight filtering through palm leaves, the murmur of ocean waves, the absence of shadows following their every step.
"Where would we even go?" she'd whispered back, the words slipping from her lips with a mixture of hope and disbelief, as if saying them would bring them to life. She hadn't expected him to answer, not really, but he'd surprised her, his gaze dropping to their hands, to the faint gleam of the gold bands they'd worn since going undercover as a couple.
"Anywhere," he'd replied, his lips curving into a slight grin. "Or maybe nowhere in particular." His fingers had tightened around hers then, lifting their hands slightly, the weight of that plain band suddenly grounding them. And when he'd tapped her ring with his thumb, his eyes had softened with a tenderness that had unraveled her entirely. "Or maybe we could just… make this"—he'd tapped the ring again—"real."
Her cheeks had flushed, and she'd looked down, feeling the warmth in her chest spread outward as she brushed her fingers over the ring. The ring had been nothing more than a cover, a small, unassuming detail that no one was supposed to notice. But Desmond… he'd noticed. He'd remembered. And in that tiny moment, he'd made it feel real.
She'd laughed then, her voice coming out soft, shy, unguarded. "I didn't think you'd noticed we were still wearing these."
"Oh, I noticed," he'd murmured, his voice dropping, his gaze steady and warm as it held hers. "Maybe… maybe it doesn't feel so out of place anymore."
The memory was so vivid, so achingly present, that for a moment, Claire almost forgot where she was. She could feel his fingers entwined with hers, the quiet intimacy that had grown between them, the unspoken promise that, somehow, they might have more than just a mission between them. They might have a future. And it had all seemed so possible—so real—if only for that brief moment on the plane.
But now, lying in a sterile room, trapped in the hollowed-out remains of her life, the weight of that memory pressed down on her like a stone. She could almost hear his voice, feel the warmth of his touch, but the reality crashed over her like a wave, leaving her breathless and empty. Desmond was gone. All those hopes, those fragile dreams they'd spun for themselves, shattered by a single act, a single sacrifice.
She felt her chest tighten, an ache building deep within her, threatening to break the surface. But she forced herself to lie still, to stare at the ceiling, to let the cold walls surround her until the ache dulled into something she could control, something she could use.
A faint rustle by the door broke her trance, and she blinked, the dim room coming back into focus. The door creaked open, and a psychologist entered, clipboard in hand, with a guard at her side. Claire's gaze remained fixed on the ceiling, every part of her screaming to resist, to hold her silence, to keep them out.
The psychologist cleared her throat, trying to break the silence, but Claire didn't turn, didn't acknowledge her presence. She wouldn't give them that satisfaction. She lay there, unyielding, her mind tethered to Desmond, to that quiet moment between them, as if holding onto that memory might shield her from the empty words the psychologist was about to throw her way.
"Claire," the psychologist began, her voice low, almost coaxing. "I'm here to help you work through your recent… outburst. I know you've been through a lot, but we need to address—"
"Fuck off," Claire muttered, her voice sharp, cutting through the woman's attempt at calm authority. She finally turned her gaze toward the psychologist, letting every ounce of her defiance bleed into her stare. The guard shifted, but Claire didn't flinch, didn't blink.
The psychologist paused, her professional mask slipping just slightly, but Claire didn't care. She wasn't about to bare her grief, her pain, her love for Desmond, not here, not for them. They didn't deserve to know who he'd been to her, didn't deserve even a sliver of that memory.
Silence stretched as the psychologist made another attempt, her words fumbling over themselves, but Claire closed her eyes, shutting her out, clinging to the memory of Desmond's voice, his touch, his promise. Because even if they'd taken everything else, they couldn't have that. They couldn't touch that memory, or the quiet, fierce love that had bound them together, even now.
