Warning: This chapter contains strong sexual content. Like...really strong. You have been strongly warned.
Final Project
XXVIII.
"I think we're pulling in," Beck mumbled against Tori's lips, his head tilted back as Tori looked down at him through glazed eyes. He was sitting on the edge of the bed, his feet planted firmly on the floor, his hands planted firmly on her hips. Her left knee rested by his side, but her other foot was placed in between his, her balance kept by leaning on him.
Tori grinned as she continued kissing him, "Is that an innuendo for something…?"
Instantly, Beck broke the kiss and stared up at her in mock shock, "Tori Vega…did you just make a dirty joke?"
Her cheeks flushed even more than they already were. She bit her bottom lip to suppress a giggle, but Beck's expression wasn't helping her any, "Yeah, was hoping you wouldn't notice…"
Beck chuckled, running his hands up her smooth arms, "Usually don't hear you talk like that…wasn't that hard to notice."
"Wasn't that hard? Are you sure?" Tori grinned at her second dirty joke as Beck laughed good-heartedly.
"Two jokes in under sixty-seconds? What am I doing to you?"
Tori pressed her forehead against his, "Something you should be doing more of…"
Beck's eyes glazed over again, his hands sliding the straps of her dress further down her arms, "That can be arranged…" He closed his eyes when Tori crushed their lips together again, feeling her arms leave him briefly to help slip her straps through her hands. When her dress was pooled around her waist, Beck's hands found her breasts instantly.
Tori moaned against his lips, her mouth parting. Beck took advantage of this, flicking his tongue against hers briefly before licking her bottom lip. He grabbed the bottom of her hair, tugging on it gently yet forcefully enough for her to tilt her head back so he could begin concentrating on the treasures his hands found.
Letting out sharp breaths, Tori's hands began pulling at his tie, loosening it enough to begin working on unbuttoning his shirt.
Three soft beeps came over the intercom, followed by a voice speaking Japanese, probably letting most of the passengers know that they will be let off the boat soon. It broke Tori of her trance slightly, making her raise her head to stare down at what Beck was doing to her, her hands beginning to fumble.
Sensing the small change in her, Beck wrapped his arms around her, flipping them over so she was lying on her back comfortably. Because of the position he landed in atop her, his lips made contact with her tummy, his mouth gliding from her bellybutton to her sides. This caused Tori to laugh softly, though her bare top felt exposed to the cool air.
"Hey…" She said lightly, running her hands through his hair.
"Hmm?" He asked, peaking up at her, his eyes gazing in between her breasts, causing her to blush more.
"You're…you're overdressed," she said shyly, pulling at his jacket.
Beck smiled then, which actually helped her body relax. He sat back on his knees, unbuttoning the last two buttons Tori didn't get to. His tie hung loosely around his neck, and with his shirt barely hanging onto his body, Tori practically felt herself drooling.
"You look…so good…" Tori heard herself saying as she grabbed his tie and pulled him back down to her. Beck chuckled as their lips locked, his hands dropping to either side of her so he wouldn't crush her as he fell.
Beck shifted as he kicked his shoes off, hearing them hit the floor with a small thud. He grinned when he heard Tori's shoes follow quickly after. Her hands found their way inside his open shirt, running her fingertips over his shoulders so she could slide his sleeves down his arms. They ended up in a slightly awkward position as his hands moved behind him, thus taking away his support. They were pressed tightly against each other for a moment, making Tori shift her legs, which in turn made him sink in between her knees.
Tori felt how hard he was from this position, making her involuntarily squeeze her thighs and lift her hips. Beck groaned, working harder on getting his shirt off so he could get his hands back. While is right hand helped keep him propped up, his left hand quickly traveled down to her thighs, lifting her dress up so it was scrunched up completely on her hips. Once he got the dress out of the way, his fingers worked on moving her panties aside, his index finger instantly plunging into her wet core.
"Beck!" Tori screamed, surprised beyond comprehension. Her fingernails dug into his shoulders as her body instinctively tensed around him. Even when they messed around before, he had only pleasured her from the outside, so the fact that he did something to bold, and so quickly at that, shocked her.
Upon hearing her yell like that, Beck stopped, both of their breaths loud against the others. Beck felt sweat begin to form on his forehead, and he swallowed hard to get himself under control, "I'm sorry, Tor…do you want to stop?"
It seemed like such an odd question to ask while his finger was inside her, but the sensation was so great that it was hard for her to think straight. Scared to open her eyes, she only shook her head as her voice came out cracked, "No, just…don't go…"
She couldn't quite get the words she wanted out, but was glad when Beck seemed to understand regardless. He nodded his head against her before slowly pulling his finger out, only to stick it right back in.
Tori pulled in her lips to keep herself from moaning, though the sound still vibrated in her throat. Feeling Beck's finger going in and out of her was a completely different feeling than anything else she'd ever done before, and she had to wonder if this was what it was going to be like when they actually had sex. What he was doing right now wasn't painful…it was just new. Her body seemed to be getting used to it, however, when the feeling went from different to satisfying.
"You're getting wetter…" Beck said lowly in her ear, and it was only then that Tori could hear the soft, moist sound that was coming from below. She felt her face flush, but when she felt him slowly begin to stick two fingers in, her mouth opened wide.
"Beck, what are you…" she whispered, but then bit down on her bottom lip to suppress a groan as both of his fingers went all the way in. His fingertips seemed to be hitting a point that was causing her to believe that she had to pee really bad, but didn't want to voice this concern.
"Just relax," he told her gently, stopping all motion when he felt her tense again, "This will make it easier when we actually—."
"We're…we're gonna do it?" Tori asked breathlessly, her mind trying to wrap some sense around the words they were saying.
He laughed softly at her choice of words, "Maybe…I mean, if you want to? Just let me know, Tor…now that you're really mine, I'm not so sure I can stop as easily as I did before…"
Now that you're really mine…
The words sent a chill down her spine. Yes…she was allowed to do this with Beck now. They weren't being unfaithful to anyone. And yet…because she didn't receive the closure she needed, it didn't quite feel that way to Tori.
"What about…protection?" Tori asked shyly, feeling his fingers crook for a quick second that made her whimper compulsorily.
Beck looked slightly embarrassed, "I…I went out and bought some yesterday. I wasn't sure what was going to happen and didn't want to be unprepared…"
Tori looked at him with wide eyes, "You bought it without telling me…?"
"I didn't know I had to…" Beck confessed, wondering now if he should retract his fingers or if he should keep the game going, "If you still don't want to, Tori, we don't have to. Just because I bought condoms, doesn't mean we have to use them now."
"I…" Tori wasn't sure how to answer. But upon looking into his eyes, so loving and trusting, she instantly remembered why she loved him so much. Ever since that first night they spent together, the night she finally told him she loved him, her body and mind had been craving every bit of him. How they maintained any control that night was still beyond her. But now…now he was outright asking her if she wanted to go all the way. And she realized that, yes, she wanted to, and it was only her nerves that were causing her to hesitate. She was nervous because she knew it was going to happen; "I want to."
Beck smiled softly at her, leaning down to kiss her chastely on her lips, "I love you, Tori. Now just relax…it's all about you."
Tori swallowed and forced out a smile even though she was shaking like a leaf. Beck moved his lips down to her neck, kissing the tender spot by her ear as his fingers began working their magic.
Tori maintained her grip on his shoulders, her eyes staring up at the ceiling as she made herself focus on what he was doing it her. It felt really nice, especially when his fingertips hit a certain spot all the way in the back, and it was beginning to drive her insane waiting for him to push to that point every time he withdrew.
Licking her lips, she drew in a hollow breath as she relaxed her knees to the sides a bit more, "Can you…can you go a little faster?"
"Mmhmm," he quickly agreed, his fingers obliging her request. Her mouth opened wide as the sensation increased very quickly, and she literally felt her lashes flutter the few times her eyes rolled to the top of her head.
"Oh, Beck…wow, that feels…" She gasped loudly as she breathed in, her knees folding up as her body tried to help him get the perfect angle.
"Good," Beck groaned lowly against her neck. His hand shifted angles and before she knew it, his thumb was rolling around where he had previously pleasured her, yet it was a completely different feeling all over again. Having him focus on all parts of her down there made her skin go tight and her fingers clamp down on him.
"It's…it's too much!" She warned him though it only seemed to intensify his actions, as opposed to slowing him down. She even tried squeezing her knees against his body, but he seemed oblivious to everything except giving her the release she needed. It didn't take long for her to feel her walls clamp around his fingers, and having something inside her made her pay close attention to the actions her body went through during an orgasm.
"Wow…Beck…wow…Beck!" She felt a surge of energy flow up her body before she finally released her tension through a moan. She fluttered around his fingers, glad that he slowed down a bit or else she would have gone crazy.
When she finally felt like she could open her eyes, she saw Beck grinning down at her. Feeling a bit embarrassed after her outburst, she wrapped her arms around his neck and brought his head down to her, kissing him quickly to silently thank him for doing that to her.
He broke the kiss promptly, sliding his lips down her chest and to her stomach. He latched his fingers onto her dress that was still crumpled up around her waist, pulling it down her legs, "That should be more comfortable."
Tori offered a small smile, propping herself up on her elbows to look down at him, "Can I do something for you…?"
Beck sat back on his heels when he dropped the dress on the floor. He looked down at the beauty lying in just her underwear, her curls now a beautiful mess about her head. Tori's high cheekbones housed a vibrant scarlet, her lips parted slightly to release a few more heated breaths. Seeing all this, Beck's voice hitched in his throat, "You're already doing something…"
Tori giggled, biting her bottom lip and lowering her eyes from his. Seriously, if she got any more beautiful, Beck would come undone just looking at her.
"Come here," Beck offered his hand to her, pulling her up when she placed her own hand in his. She sat up on her knees as well, the couple coming face to face again. Beck ran a hand down her cheek, cupping it as he kissed her with a gentle passion, jerking only slightly when he felt her hands slide down his chest to his pants.
Tori got them unzipped fairly quickly, shimmying them down to his thighs. She then worked on doing the same to his boxers, her petite fingers then wrapping around his member. She giggled again when he groaned and shuddered against her. He kept trying to kiss her, but every time he got close, she would grasp onto him, causing another moan to escape. Finally, Tori pushed him back so he was now the one lying on his back.
"Didn't I say that this was all about you?" Beck joked, his arms reaching out for her, but then bending over his face when she continued stroking him.
"This should be about both of us," Tori told him, crawling up toward him.
"Yeah, but…" Beck chuckled, strain in his voice, "I won't be able to go much further if you keep that up…"
Tori smiled despite the comment, watching his face as her hand moved up and down, her mouth mimicking his every time he moaned. She knew that he wasn't lying, however, when she felt him twitch in her hand as a small amount of liquid escaped from him.
She licked her lips, her heart pounding out of her chest, "Where is it?"
Letting out a shaky breath, Beck reached into his pocket (which was almost down to his ankles by this point) and pulled out a small, square package. Holding it between his index and middle fingers, Tori took it in her own trembling hand.
"Hey…" Beck put his hand over top of hers, making her look at him, "I don't want you to be nervous…I want this to—."
"Beck," she stopped him, shaking her head, "it's my first time…I'm gonna be a little nervous. I'm just glad it's with you," she smiled, glad she got him to smile, too.
"You don't think we're moving too fast?" he asked uncertainly, rubbing his thumb over her fingers.
Tori's smile widened, "I think we're moving way too fast." Then she laughed. And he laughed, too. Because what else were two lovesick teenagers supposed to do when they knew that they should slow down a bit, but had no desire to? They were both eighteen, two consenting adults, living in a moment that they have both wanted since they first met. They didn't know what kind of drama and heartache awaited them in California, and this was their last chance to act like California and everything in it didn't exist.
So with that, Tori carefully ripped open the package to reveal the condom.
"You want me to do it?" Beck asked, holding out his hand already.
Swallowing, Tori nodded and decided to give it over, scared that she would mess something up if she attempted it. She watched reticently as he slid it onto himself with ease. He did it within a few seconds, grinning as he then reached up to her, flipping her over so he could once again be on top.
He kicked his feet to finally rid himself of his clothes, hovering over Tori, glad that she already positioned her body to help him sink against her.
His breath caught in his throat when he saw her looking up at him with eyes like diamonds, housing all the trust in the world for him. He already felt her fingers digging into his shoulders, so he positioned his hips just right to reduce her waiting anxiety.
He opened his mouth to speak, but Tori beat him to it, "Don't you dare ask if I'm sure. You know I wouldn't be here if I wasn't."
Beck was shocked for a moment, but the feeling quickly turned into love and respect, "Got it. Ready?"
With a single nod, she felt Beck press right against her before quickly thrusting forward. And in one swift moment, her virginity was gone, he was a part of her, and it hurt like hell. They both gasped loudly, though for two very different reasons.96
"Are you okay?" Beck asked breathlessly, and he was obviously fighting to stay in control.
The pain was piercing, however, it was definitely not as bad as she had imagined it would be. From stories she's heard, she was expecting it to be unbearable. But no…this was very bearable. It was more like an exposed ache, yet with the right amount of pressure, it didn't feel so bad. Just looking up in his eyes, though…those soft brown eyes that were so full of worry and devotion and passion…made the emotional glory of the situation overcome the physical soreness.
"I'm fine," she answered with a strong smile, glad that he instantly believed her (or had to believe her) as he slowly pulled out, then sunk himself into her again.
She felt the dull sensation, but watching Beck was all the delight she needed. His hair was beginning to stick to his forehead as he continued his motions. Tori managed to loosen her grip on his shoulders to push some of his hair back. This not only helped relax her more, but it encouraged him to go a bit faster.
And as he continued to move within her, the more Tori began to feel the beginnings of sexual pleasure. Hearing him groan her name was also helping. The soft squeaking of the bed springs, Beck's heavy breaths, and the wet sound of their bodies meeting were all filling her senses. She began to feel her hips rise and fall with his, the fulfilling satisfaction of having their bodies move in sync overwhelming her.
"Oh, Tori…Tori, Tori, Tori…I don't know how much longer I can last…you're just so…" He groaned, each syllable seeming to match their rhythm.
"Uh-huh…" was the only comprehensible thing Tori could manage to get out, her arms tightly wrapped around him again. She was almost certain that she was not going to be having another orgasm; while she was beginning to feel the sweet sensitivity that came with good sex, her inner walls that were recently untouched were still facing a soreness that, she was sure, would not be so prevalent their next time around.
"Tori, I'm…" He gasped, his speed increasing drastically, and she could do nothing but hold onto him as he rode out his orgasm. Her skin tightened and her heart soared when she heard the beautiful moan in her ear as he reached his peak. His hips shook slightly as he thrust deeply into her a few more times before slowly coming to a halt.
Tori smiled against the side of his head as he all but went limp on top of her. She ran her right hand up and down his back as her left streamed through his damp hair that seemed to smell even better than usual.
"I love you," she told him, knowing her eyes were glowing when he propped himself up to look at her.
"Tori…I love you, too. Love you so much," he kissed her deeply, but had to keep it short as he was still trying to catch his breath. He rested his forehead back on her shoulder and she sighed contentedly. She couldn't have been happier. This was the perfect way to end their trip in Japan.
She thought back to when they first found out that they would be paired together; thought back to when they first arrived in Japan. She had no idea that anything would happen…she didn't think she would ever even get the chance to kiss him after she turned him down all those years ago…and to think about that, and then realize whose arms she was laying in, who she allowed to take her virginity…it was all too much. So much had changed within a few short weeks, and though they still had a lot to settle with their friends when they got back home, she regretted nothing.
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O.O Whoa...like, whoa? Well...from the reviews I got from my last chapter, it was unanimous: everyone wanted this lol. And so many of you have been asking for this for so long, that I just couldn't avoid it any longer. Wanna know why it took my so long to get this chapter out, though? Because this was so damn hard to write. Seriously, I haven't attempted a sex scene since I was 15...10 years ago. Granted, I guess my experience has changed a lot since then, but it's still just as hard to write. Trying to get the right emotions involved with the physical act is difficult! This was, quite literally, the hardest thing I ever had to write haha! So I hope, despite this, that it wasn't too disappointing. Lemmie know!