"Did you hear what I told you at the party? Did you hear what my past was like? I'm a man ruined. So... you want to love me anyway?" he asked confusedly. Fitz really believed that telling her everything that had happened in his past would make her give up any expectations of him.

He thought it would surely drive away any idea in her mind of having a relationship with him, but to his surprise, it was quite the opposite.

"You're not to blame for the things your father did, Fitz. he's a ruined man, you're not... you deserve to be happy" she kept stroking his face the whole time. his blue eyes had little tears forming in them.

"You're the most incredible woman I've ever met, Olivia," he said.

She smiled "I want to be yours... but not just during sex. I want to be yours at all times"

He began to caress her face...

"I'm afraid I won't be able to make you happy, the way you deserve... because of all my past"

"Do you want to know about my past?" she asked.

"Yes"

"The problem was never my parents, they're amazing and I miss them. but I had to leave the city where I was born... and then I came to live here, I met Abby, we became friends... then I met Cyrus, then you..." he sensed that she was trying to tell him something, but was trying to deflect it. as he does this with a certain frequency, he knew right away.

"What do you want to tell me?"

"I had a boyfriend, I met him at college... his name is Jake... you already know I was a virgin, he wanted to have sex with me, but I said I wasn't ready yet and he still insisted every day. at first he treated me so well, but he turned into a horrible person, he didn't want to study to get good grades anymore, he just wanted to do drugs and..." her voice was getting different, her hands were shaking, Jake had left so many traumas inside her, it had only been a few months with him, but it was enough.

He took hold of her hands, started stroking them and saying things to calm her down.

"Stay calm, I'm here with you" and then she went on.

"One day he was completely out of his mind, he held my arm tightly, he hurt me, he pushed me into his car and said that that day, he was going to fuck me... even though I said no. but as I didn't want to believe that he would have the courage to rape me, I went to his house, believing that we would have talk... we went to his room" tears started to fall from her eyes and he began to dry her tears.

"He pushed me on the bed... started taking my clothes off and tried to rape me. I was lucky his mother heard, she opened the door and pulled him away from me, so I ran out. if it hadn't been for his mother, he would have raped me," she confessed to him.

Fitz was in shock to learn that she had gone through all this alone. "I'm sorry, Liv... what kind of man tries to force a woman to have sex with him? if I put my hands on him"

"There's more... after that happened, I never wanted to talk to him again, I moved away, I ran away and he didn't stop stalking me. then I moved out of town... and now, I don't know how, but he found the address of the house where I lived with Abby, he went there..."

"He came to stalk you at the house where you lived with your friend?" Jake had aroused Fitz's hatred now, he was going to move heaven and earth to find Jake.

He held her face with both hands "Liv, look at me... he'll never come near you again, he'll never touch you again, I won't let him. ok? I know a lot of important people, I have contacts and I'll find him."

"Okay, I trust you. Thank you" she hugged him so tightly and he held her in his arms.

"Even after everything you've been through with him... you managed to trust me and gave me your virginity? That hit him straight in the heart.

"Yes, I couldn't let him ruin my life forever, I had to move on. my intuition told me to trust you"

"If I already thought you were an incredible woman, now I think you're even more incredible and strong."

"See what an incredible man you can be?"

"I'm still the same man, I like sex, I like putting you on all fours, I like handcuffing you, beating your ass with my whip, I like dominating you during sex. I don't know how to make love, I only know how to have dirty sex"

"I also like having dirty sex with you, I like being handcuffed by you, I like it when you slap my ass, I like it when you fuck me on all fours..." she looked at his penis and started biting her lips.

He immediately pulled her body close to his, squeezed her ass so hard. she put her arms around his neck.

"Are we going to keep having dirty sex in the red room?" he whispered in her ear.

"Of course we are, Fitz. We're going to keep fucking in the red room... but we can make love too, we can do both."

"I don't know how to make love, but if it'll make you happy... I'll make love to you, as many times as you want"

She put her hand on the back of his neck, started stroking slowly, she tilted his head down to her height... he opened his mouth, she put her tongue inside his mouth and he started sucking on her big lips. then they started a hot kiss full of feelings that they are both discovering together.

They took a break from kissing...

"What are we going to do this Sunday together?" she asked.

"Have you ever been on a helicopter ride?" he asked.

"No" she widened her eyes, he's so rich and sometimes she forgets that he has access to everything whenever he wants it.

"So we're going to take a helicopter ride, then we're going to eat in a restaurant. What do you think of that?"

"That's really amazing..."

She went to choose her outfit, Olivia picked out a white dress, which left her legs out, which drew her body in nicely and also a pair of white heels. she stood in front of the mirror smiling in disbelief that all this was really happening. she's managing to win his heart. she put on a lighter colored lipstick and went downstairs.

"You look as beautiful as ever," he said.

Fitz put on a blue dress shirt, which made his blue eyes stand out even more.

"And you look beautiful in a dress shirt, suit or no shirt at all..." she said smiling.

He took her hand and they walked hand in hand to the helicopter.

The pilot was waiting for them...

Fitz helped Olivia up and sat next to her.

He held her hand so she wouldn't get nervous.

The helicopter rose, they had a full view and Olivia could only smile.

"Are you enjoying it?" he asked.

"This is... this is... amazing..." she said.

She kept smiling, looking down and observing the landscape, but all he could do was look at her and watch her smile.

The helicopter landed near a luxurious restaurant... Fitz is a friend of the restaurant's owner and had reserved a private space for the two of them. everything was extremely luxurious and a world she didn't know, Fitz had done everything to make her feel happy.

"Fitz, are we going to eat alone here?"

"The owner of the restaurant is a friend of mine... this is a private setting, just for the two of us"

She sat down at the table and he sat facing her.

"What do you want to eat?" he asked.

"Fish, vegetables..." she said.

"Do you like wine?" he asked.

"I love wine"

As they waited for the food to arrive, she was afraid he was playing with her.

"You're not playing with my feelings, right?" she asked.

"I would never do that to you."

"So... what are we now?"

"What do you think we are?"

"I don't know, you tell me... Fitz?" she asked.