March 2025
My dearest Renesmee,
There is a lot that you don't know about me as I tried to keep a lot from you about the horrors of my mother's world and the people there. Though you have seen your fare share of horrors due to the lies some people have believed about you because of an idiot. Your father may have told you somethings from his time there but it wasn't the whole picture as something happened or someone did something to him that cut his access to the world. When I saw what happened afterwards, I was saddened as that aspect of your father always treated me like a little sister.
And I tried to restrict your mother's access completely as I've never really liked her and I felt like she didn't deserve the information of that world. I felt as if she did not deserve that information, even after her transformation after your birth, as her entitled attitude got worse. I tried to leave so many times because of my dislike for your mother but I was stopped each time by either my father or your father. Whenever I was around her, it was like she didn't want me there and to leave everyone alone as it was her family now and I should not be apart of it.
But everyone knew how she felt about me and told her that she had no right to kick me out of the family and if she tried anymore, she would be the one kicked out. Your mother had shut her mouth after that but whenever we were in the same room, she would glare at me, though she would be stopped if someone saw her. She tried to stop coming over, at Rosalie's happiness, whenever she knew that I was there as she didn't want to be near me. But whenever she did come over, almost everyone was out with me so she couldn't really bond with the others in the coven like she had wanted.
On those days, I would be doing one of four things doing that time that your mother was not privy to or allowed to come with. One, I shopping with Rosalie, Alice and Esme while my father, Jasper and Emmett were out hunting so they wouldn't rip off a human head. Two I was out having a daddy/daughter day and everyone else was doing their own thing as they didn't want to be home. Three everyone was together at a movie theater and your father didn't want to come as he wanted to be with her.
And four, I decided to treat everyone to a vacation and I would purposely not buy your mother a ticket and announce it in front of her. That was one of my low points as at that moment in time, all I thought about was hurting your mother and not caring about the consequences. That moment, all I wanted to do was push your mother out of the family so I be free of her toxicity, but alas, I lost that battle. I'm only telling you this as you had seen with your own eyes how much of a bitch your mother can be, especially when its aimed at me when I have done nothing but make her welcome.
I was only a bitch to her when she wouldn't stop being one to me as I have no idea why she would act like that to me when Rosalie was the one openly hostile to her. She didn't even stop when I had started bringing my husband around and was hanging off of his arm and every word. I think she got worse when I brought Sherlock to the house, hell I've even seen her throw your father away so she could flirt with Sherlock for the week he was there. It was hilarious watching your mother fail over and over again to make Sherlock look at her and be with her over me.
That was only second best because Sherlock had told her, in the most harsh that he could muster, that he wouldn't throw me away like she had her boyfriend. I think that was the time everyone decided to move from Forks to London and leave her behind as she needed a lesson on not treating people like crap. We all wanted to make your mother see that we could leave at the drop of a hat whenever she acted like an entitled little spoiled bitch.
That we wouldn't entertain her delusion of making her the queen just because she hated me and saw everyone as pawns. The lesson worked on your father and everyone else in the coven but it didn't work on her attitude towards me all that well. Your father was happy that he was getting treated better, but he was still upset that his love was still treating me like trash just like before we all left. But I didn't really care as I had my own life to deal with and didn't need the permission of some prissy little bitch to make me happy.
Your father had once told me that your mother hated me because I was a threat to her relationship with him and I needed to die in her eyes. But by her logic, Alice and Rosalie she hate me as well, but they don't hate me, they treat me with respect like people deserve. Your mother is the living embodiment of the toxic mother in law trope that I keep reading on 'Am I the Asshole' or story time subReddits. I've even made a Reddit post about your mother once, about 19 years ago, everyone on it agreed that your mother was in the wrong and I should have her kicked out.
Though it was before you were connived and was one reason why your parents were moved to a little cottage on the far side of the property. Though when I first brought up the post and the comments on it, Rosalie joked about how we should ship your parents to live with the volturi. Now as you know, I'm a half vampire half human hybrid like yourself and I tried to teach you certain skills we have over the years. But your mother had keep you away from me because of her unwarranted hatred towards me and wanted you to hate me as well.
But we both know that she is just crazy with the need to be the center of attention due to being an only child with over compensating parents. So I'm leaving you this letter with a spell I had made myself that can only will let everyone except your mother can read it. I needed to tell you somethings without your mother finding this letter and burning it before you read it for yourself. I needed to get this out as my final goodbye to you before you leave for Alaska and I leave for Australia.
I want to tell you a story that you have been wanting to tell you for a very long time, the story on how I came to be.
Long Long Ago, In The Far Away Time Of 1982 There Lived A Beautiful Redheaded Witch……
