Olivia has created feelings for Fitz, but she is also creating feelings for Alex. the difference between both feelings, is that what she feels for Fitz is much stronger, more intense... but at the same time he has so many traumas and blocks about a normal relationship, that it makes her question whether it will really work with him. The sex with him is absolutely incredible, but she's afraid that they won't work together beyond sex. Then there's Alex... who wants to offer her a normal relationship, they work together in the same profession, they have similar tastes, he's romantic, patient... and he's managed to pique her interest.

He put his hands on her face... Alex is falling more and more in love with Olivia and he's really willing to fight for her heart.

"You and him..."

"Who?" she tried to dodge the question, but he insisted.

"The boss... today he called you into his office, the tension. The other day you and he arrived together... if you don't want to answer, that's fine... I don't want to put pressure on you"

"You've already asked me about him and I said it's complicated. me and him... it's hard to understand"

"You're in love with him, is that why you don't want to kiss me?"

"I don't think it's fair on you, me kissing you, making you create expectations of me... if I have him in my head"

"You're amazing, Olivia" he touched her face again.

She smiled... they got up from the table and walked towards the exit. he took the opportunity and hugged her... "One day you'll be mine" he whispered in her ear.

She said goodbye to him and went home. Fitz's security guard had been watching her from afar and was taking care of her safety as Fitz had asked.

Olivia entered the house and went straight into the shower... she began to remember the first time she and Fitz showered together, she missed him so much.

Olivia closed her eyes, felt the water running down her body, put her finger on her clit and began to slowly touch herself and remember Fitz...

"Fitzzzz, Fitzzzz... I'm yours" she whispered, as she touched herself. she didn't stop until she reached an orgasm...

Then she went into the bedroom, lay down on the bed and couldn't sleep. she kept moving from side to side on the bed... she wondered what Fitz was doing now. was he alone in the house? was he asleep or was he with another woman? all these thoughts ran through her head.

she took out her cell phone and called him.

Fitz was eating, he saw his cell phone ringing and when he saw her name, he immediately answered.

"Hi"

"Hi... how are you?" she asked.

"How do you think I am?"

"Are you alone?" she asked, afraid to find out that he already had another submissive or was back with Jessie.

"Why are you asking if I'm alone?"

"You know..."

"I promised you I wouldn't have sex with any woman and I'm keeping it, Olivia. I haven't had sex with anyone but you... but you don't trust me"

"Put yourself in my shoes, Fitz. you're addicted to sex, you've had so many women. it's not easy to trust you"

At first she accepted being his submissive because of the sexual attraction they had as soon as they met, she felt he had to be the first man to touch her body. then... she enjoyed sex with him so much that she couldn't stop having more and more sex with Fitz. and now... there's more than just horniness, sexual attraction... feelings involved and these feelings are pushing them both to the limit.

"I want you back, my house is so sad... without you here" he said in such a calm voice.

She smiles every time she hears him say that he wants her back.

"I miss you too, but we need this time... we need to think, make choices..."

"Can I ask you something?"

"Yes," she said.

"Did you... and that Alex... did he kiss your mouth? Did he touch your body?" he asked, full of jealousy and afraid of her answer.

"Are you jealous of me... Fitzgerald Grant?" she teased.

"Yes or no?"

She's enjoying getting to know the jealous version of him, hearing him jealous of her, wanting her all to himself... makes her feel more confident, so she decided to play along and make him even more jealous.

"And if he's kissed my mouth, if he's touched my body... what's the problem? you told me that we only have sex together, it's not a relationship" she had a look on her face like she knew he was going to go crazy with jealousy over her.

He was sitting down and then got up and started walking around.

Just the image of another man kissing her lips, touching her body, making her moan, making her come... drove him crazy.

"I don't want to imagine another man kissing your lips, touching your body, making you come... don't do this to me... Olivia"

She knows what she's doing... "Good night, Fitz" and she hung up.

The old Fitz wouldn't have wasted any time, by the time Olivia left his house, he'd already be sending messages to another woman. but the new Fitz, no longer has sex with any woman other than Olivia. he can't get her out of his mind.

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Fitz woke up, decided he wasn't going to the company today... he had breakfast, did his exercises, showered, chose his clothes and got into his car.

He drove around and around, not knowing where to go.

Then he stopped the car in front of Big Jerry's house. But he didn't get in immediately, he stayed in the car for a long time, thinking, having memories of the past, he also missed his mother.

Then he took courage, got out of the car and went to the door. Fitz started knocking hard on the door. Big Jerry immediately went to open the door "What's going on? You're going to break down my door" he complained.

Fitz pushed past him and entered, without saying a word.

"What do you want here?" Big Jerry asked without understanding what was going on. Fitz stood there, saying nothing, tears welling up in his blue eyes.

After a few minutes, he decided to speak "I just came here to tell you that I hate you. You ruined my life, you ruined me... this is the first time that I've ever had real feelings for a woman, that I've ever felt like having a life with a woman and I can't... because you destroyed my life" he shouted, tears streaming down his face.

"What's my fault? I didn't do anything... I just taught you how to be a man... you should thank me for all the whores I paid you to fuck"

"You sick old man... I was just a fucking teenager, I needed a father"

"Your brother has no problem with me, it's not my fault you've become a problematic man"

"I hate you, I hate you" he shouted again.

"What's your problem? is it that black woman? she doesn't want you... is that it? you're like this... because of that woman? you know women like her, you just fuck them and..." Big Jerry laughed.

Fitz was furious when his father tried to offend Olivia again, he went up to him and grabbed him by the collar...

"I already told you not to open your mouth to offend her, don't talk about Olivia, don't ever mention your disgusting racism in front of me again. she's the most amazing woman I've ever met in my life and I lost her... I lost her because you turned me into a man with no feelings, that's what you did to me" he let go of his father's shirt and turned away.

"You're as dramatic as your mother was... before she died, she only knew how to make dramas like yours" he shouted.

"You don't talk about my mother, you don't talk about Olivia... you don't mention them in your mouth"

"Get out of my house, Fitz. I only have one son and his name is Vincent" Big Jerry knows how to use words to ruin Fitz's psychological more and more.

He left, slammed the door, got back in his car and started driving again without knowing where to go.

Olivia went to work, went to Fitz's office several times and couldn't find him.

"Cyrus, where's Fitz?" she asked.

"He's not coming in today... he hasn't answered my calls either. what's going on between you and him? there's no point in lying"

"Cyrus, one day I'll explain everything to you" she left and left him talking to himself.

She was worried about Fitz and called him... texted him... but he didn't answer.

Fitz decided to go back to his place, he went to his room, closed all the windows, sat on his bedroom floor and cried alone.

Olivia got into the elevator and went straight to the parking lot... she took the car and went straight to his house.

A few minutes later...

Fitz gave her a key to enter his house whenever she wanted, so she went in... the house was very quiet, as it's a huge mansion, she started shouting for him, but he didn't answer.

She went upstairs and straight to his room... Olivia opened the door and found him sitting on the floor, the windows closed, the room all dark, blocking out all the daylight.

"Fitz? what's going on?" she asked frightened, because she had never seen him like this before.

He didn't answer, he was looking at a photo of his mother and crying. she walked over, approached him, sat down next to him on the floor... "Fitz? are you okay? are you crying?"