I will forever, cause you'll forever be my one true broken heart, pieces inside of me and you forever, my baby -Dave Matthews Band, Baby Blue
Drizella's p.o.v
Stuck at the crossroads of life, my body was a foreign strange land to me. Adversity and self-pity went hand in hand for me. It was the day when I exploded with grief and rage. An unforeseeable great big storm, cancer, was on the horizon. I felt as if I was drowning in quicksand.
Avalon's p.o.v
Fading fast back to black, echoes of doom and gloom, my own personal sad song. Hope flies all around me like a dove. A bittersweet beautiful long goodbye, your lovely haunting stare is a silent prayer from your heart to mine. It is such a shame that everything between us couldn't stay the same forever. I can barely say your name since you have been gone.
Time Period: The Present Reality
Emma's p.o.v
You had power, but you still collapsed in my arms like an unsteady tall tower. Fate took control over the stirring wheel of your life. You were stuck in a vegetative state. It was too late for me to save you. My bloody red tears and screams went nowhere but up with the birds. An unspeakable and unjustified loss of mine, my beautiful bittersweet memories. Barely scratching the surface, your silence has spoken volumes to me. I have learned to embrace and absorb your afterglow.
Time Period: The Present Reality
Situation: Emma has continued to mourn for her daughter Spirit
Emma's p.o.v
My desire to recapture and rekindle what we lost in the fire slips away with each passing moment. There is a long pregnant pause between us. I am haunted by your loving intense stare. My spirit is a snow white dove that is buried beside your fragile body. I feel as if I am attending my own funeral although your corpse is on display. Your love is true and immortal even from afar. You are a bittersweet memory that is always flying high above my head. Your demise unlocked the door to an imaginary paradise. You were designed and groomed to be different and a sacrificial lamb ever since you were in the womb. I still wonder why we couldn't witness another new sunrise together. Lingering scattered ashes, lingering sights and sounds of our past lives, remind me that sorrow nor death have the final word. My world is empty without you, but I know our separation will not last long.
Killian's p.o.v
You were my flesh and blood's heart and spirit. You were born with an extraordinary gift and purpose. Your destiny was already set and I bet you felt truly free in knowing that you could fly. My voice drowned in all the white noise. I waited patiently at the crossroads for you. You were a diamond in the rough, but you were wise beyond your years. It was very poetic, prophetic, and yet tragic when your tears transformed into bloody raindrops. It didn't make any sense as to why you sacrificed yourself for a cruel world that gave you scars. I carried your love and held onto it like a cross.
Spirit's p.o.v
I floated on cloud nine until I was dragged out onto the battlefield. You were a ghost to most except for me. I became lost in the beauty of your existence and vice versa. Was it a sweet dream or a nightmare that my heart melted like ice cream in your hands?
Emma's p.o.v
Life is a beach and you are out of my reach. You seek solace and peace in an underground sanctuary. Your temporary road trip turns into an extended long vocation. Death creates a huge great divide between us. I can barely say your name as I watch your flame go out. It is an unavoidable absence and empty space. Grief eats me up inside, but I hide it behind my strength. A bleeding heart stirs something deep within me. I miss you very much.
Drizella's p.o.v
I am shaken to the core of my existence. I have received the worst news of my life. I have been given the greatest test of my life. I have absolutely lost the plot. This devastating experience feels unfair, unjustified, and makes no sense at all. This revengeful death angel, cancerous beast remains my curse. My heart is broken because I am missing a part of myself. While you can smile, I am struggling to resurrect my dying world. I wonder if I will ever be normal again.
Time Period: The Present Reality
Date: 11-20-2024
Situation: Francis and Dizzy have continued to support Drizella through her breast cancer journey
Francis' p.o.v
Unmerciful, reality hits me hard with full force once again. I run out of pennies and dimes for my thoughts when I become stuck at a crossroads. I still love you and embrace you in the best and worst of times. You will always be my only one and true baby blue. I often feel sorry for you. You still tell me not to worry. Cancer has stolen your hair, but it hasn't taken away your big heart of gold.