Chapter 11

Here it was Thursday. The day had both dreaded and longed for. I had so many mixed emotions about seeing Collin again and yesterday's mishap had only made it worse. There was a slight chance he hadn't got the message yet. But he would eventually. Normally I didn't care what people thought of me. I had worked so hard to be that way and now it was like my protective shell had been completely deteriorated. Well at least where Collin was concerned. I grabbed some jeans and a red t-shirt and headed to the kitchen. "Hey sis I left your cereal on the table." Avery calls from the living room. "Ok thanks Ave. Hey don't get to upset if Collin doesn't show today ok. And if he does do not mention yesterday ok." I say grabbing a bowl and spoon. "Uhhh sis." Avery starts. "I mean it don't tell him about the message and don't you dare tell him that I talk about him in my sleep." I say flatly pouring my cereal in a bowl still never tuning to face my brother in the living room. "Ummm Evie." Avery says again almost pleading in his tone. "I mean it Avery he can never know. That would be so humiliating I say as I pour the milk in my bowl. "Evie I don't think." Avery begins. "What you don't think it would be humiliating if he knew that I dreamed he kissed me?" I ask. Just then Lilly came down the hall. "We'll I'm off to work. I'll see you guys later. Bye Avery oh hey Collin it's always nice to see you. Bye now!" She says and I'm frozen in a state of shock. I slowly turn around to face them. I feel the blush that is now on my face as i look at them. Avery is shaking his head but there's humor on his eyes. And Collin is beaming from ear to ear. You would think he just won the lottery. "Hey Evie. Collin is here." Avery tells me. "Good morning Evie." Collin says with a smile. I slowly pick up my breakfast and walk to my room. As soon as I get there I slam my door and put my bowl on my nightstand. I throw myself on my unmade bed then I grab a pillo scream in to it. This is just great now it doesn't matter if he ever gets the message cuz I just told him in person! I wish I could just crawl in a ball and disappear. This is so embarrassing!