The Line gets crossed :)
THE LINE WE CROSSED – CHAPTER 4
Bella's POV
I avoided going to the mansion for two weeks, telling Edward every day after school some reason I couldn't come to the mansion to hang, either I had to study or do a lot of household chores or hang out with my friends I hadn't spent quality time for a while.
Finally, when Edward told me that we had a house for the weekend, I finally went to his place. We watched some movies, made out a lot and then we went to sleep.
About 1 a.m. I woke up and wanted to get a snack, so I snuck out to the kitchen and I was relieved that Carlisle wasn't home this time. There was a premade sandwich on a plate in the fridge, I took it out, closed the fridge and turned around and dropped the plate in complete startlement as the man who was supposed to be in New York, was standing there at the doorway to the kitchen.
"What the…?"
"That's what I'd like to know, Bella. What the hell are you doing?"
"What do you mean?" I asked while leaning down to pick up the pieces of the mess on the floor.
"Leave it!" He ordered me.
Reluctantly I straightened up and then while he circled towards me like a predator to a prey, I whispered, "You were suppose to be in New York?"
"I lied, obviously. I had to use some way to get you here."
"Why?"
"You know very well why. Bella, first you send me personal e-mail on my work account, that is monitored, by the way, and then you don't show up for two weeks, afraid to face me in person."
"You're mad?"
"I'm frustrated with you. You're behaving like a child."
"I am a child, teenager to be exact, you want to get to your bed. Maybe you're the one who's should be asking yourself why is that so? Why would you want to fuck a child?" I raised my voice and he made a gesture to tone it back down, which I did.
He stepped closer to me and said, "What I meant is that you were so afraid of your feelings for me that you started behaving like a child. Trust me, I don't see you as a child. I'm not some pedophile."
I snorted out a laugh and he grinned at me. We gazed at one another a moment that turned to serious.
"Is that your answer? No? If so, please tell me to my face and like you mean it."
He stepped closer to me and tucked a strand of my hair behind my ear and then leaned down and captured my lips with his own. At first, I didn't kiss back but he was patient with me like he had been with me since meeting me. He was persistent and I finally gave in and didn't look back anymore. I pushed him back against the kitchen island and deepened the kiss wrapping my arms around his neck.
Suddenly he turned around and lifted me up to sit on the island and in doing so pushed some apples and oranges down from a bowl. There were so much of them, I knew a little nudge and they would go rolling on the floor which is what just happened. But neither of us paid attention to it at first.
Only when he broke the kiss to continue on to kissing and sucking skin at my neck, did I bother to take a second to worry.
"Carlisle, what about Edward, what if he wakes up and comes looking." I moaned as I cradled his head.
"Don't worry about him, living in this house, I've learned to pay attention to the sounds my children make." He murmured against my neck and then continued to do what he had started.
I then started unbuttoning his shirt and he pulled away for a moment, "Not here."
His eyes were dark with desire as he lifted me up and carried me to his study. He had a couch there and he managed to lock that door inside.
As he laid me down on my back, he said, "This is the one place we can be alone and not be afraid that someone might hear us. The room is soundproof, I needed it when they were small."
I laughed thinking about Carlisle trying to work while little Alice and Edward were fighting and screaming. He then started kissing my neck again as his hands roamed my body. "Want to share?"
"No, it'll take you out of the mood. Tell you later."
"I believe you." He murmured.
Up until this point he hadn't touched my breasts yet, but now he pushed the shirt of my PJ set up to reveal my plump tits that he started working on next. He kissed and sucked at them one after the other sending me to overdrive. Instinctively I pushed my body up.
"Shh, I know, I know how much you want it, but let me take my time with it. We'll have only one first time."
"Will it be very painful?" I whispered.
He then pulled away to look me in the eye.
"What?" He asked.
"The sex, for the first time?" I continued to whisper. I was embarrassed.
"You mean-"
I nodded right away, I didn't want to hear him say the word.
He patted my head and asked, "Oh, Bella, what has he done with you all this time?"
"The first night I stayed, we were supposed to, he wanted it badly, but I don't know, I think subconsciously I wanted my first time be with you." I moaned to explain while he continued to kiss and lick at my nipples.
"I'm honored." He murmured.
"So will it be, painful?"
He again pulled away to look at me and patting me head, he promised, "No, Bella, not when you let me do what I do best."
"I thought operating on people is what you do best?" I joked.
"Yes, well, foreplay is my second-best gift, trust me, I have practiced it a lot."
"Carlisle, I want to feel you closer." I started to unbutton his shirt but he took the helms of his shirt and tore it open. The buttons flew on the floor and I pushed it off of his shoulders and he threw it down on the floor. Then we got rid of my shirt and the bottom half and he did his pants and boxers himself.
As his mouth continued to work on my nipples, his hand travelled down between my legs and when his fingers made contact with my clit, I threw my head back as the new sensation was overflowing me.
"You're wet, but I think we can do even better." He murmured. He started making circles on my clit and on rubbing the tip of my nipple with his other hand and of course I had touched myself like that before but when he did it, it was something else entirely.
"Carlisle, I can't take it much longer. Either send me over the edge like that or you know…"
"I do, sweetheart, I do."
He then pushed his three fingers inside me and told me, "I think you are ready, indeed."
He raised up to give me kiss on the lips but I didn't want that right now. "Carlisle, please." I begged him.
He looked at me straight as I felt his tip at my entrance.
"You're so gorgeous, Bella."
"You're-" But I couldn't say anything anymore. He entered me and as he started moving himself in me, I wondered when the pain would start. IT was like he saw the confusion in my eyes and said, "It's done, don't worry about it."
Then he kissed me passionately but all I could think about was the orgasm I was yet to have. "Carlisle, I can't…"
He then focused on the task at hand and as he thrusted faster and faster inside me, my hips tried to work with him. It helped, I finally cried out in ecstasy and he let go quite soon after that and he collapsed on top of me. We switched position and I rested a little bit with him before I had to go to Edward's.
"I hate to ask, but any regrets, sweetheart?" He asked while trailing his fingers up and down by arm.
I looked up to look him in the eye and he did the same, looking down.
"I could never regret 'that'. It was everything I imagined, Carlisle, and more."
"Good." He said kissing the top of my head.
"I have to go." I started pulling away, but he stopped me, pulling me into a searing kiss.
"When will I see you next?" He asked breaking away.
"I'm not sure. I'll come over as much as I can and stay for the night as much as I can without alarming Charlie. You know most of the times I have stayed over he has had a night shift."
"When is the next night he's at work?"
"He has two days off now, but I think it was on Thursday."
"First or all, I have a night shift then myself and secondly, I don't think I can wait for four days, Bella. It would be complete torture."
I kissed him then and smiled against his lips, "Really, need me that bad?"
"Of course." He murmured back.
"We'll figure something out, okay. But I have to go now." I said pulling away.
He didn't let me go anywhere. "On more kiss and then you can go."
"Okay, one." I said before leaning down to capture his lips and that kiss was starting something that neither of us could stop, If I didn't pull away now, so I did and he sighed in frustration.
As I put my clothes on, "I know, life is so hard on poor Dr Cullen."
"Are you making fun of me?" He asked sitting up. I was standing up looking for my bottoms, he snaked his arm around me and pulled me back. I giggled as he pulled me to sit on his lap.
"That's what you get for mocking me." He said while he used my weak spots to tickle me. I continued to squirm and giggle.
He then gave me one quick kiss and pulled my bottoms out from underneath himself.
"Come on, go, before I change my mind."
I put them on and I quickly moved to the door. I looked at him last time before leaving and the longing in his eyes, it was almost unbearable. But I had to go. We both knew it. Keeping things intact with Edward allowed us to be together.
The thing was, I wasn't heartless, I knew what I did was wrong on so many levels and I would have broken up with Edward, but where would it have left me and Carlisle. Being together and having sex in his car at some remote location until I was old enough? No ,we wanted to be together as much as possible and that meant sacrifices.