It wasn't long after we got to the scrapyard. We all transformed and I decided to hop over the gate instead of waiting for it to open. I don't have much patience today and Bee noticed before Sunny, Jazz and I left.

After I landed on the other side of the gate, Bee walked up to me. "Can we talk now, Blue?"

"I told you there isn't anything to talk about. Why are you being so persistent about talking with me?"

"Cause I wanna know about the undercover mission you were on and why never told me you were dating Sunstreaker."

"Its none of your business, Bee. What I did before we met doesn't concern you. Now leave it alone."

Sunny noticed the argument between Bee and I and wasn't happy. He walked over and asked what the problem was.

"No problem now, Sunny."

"I do have a problem, Blue. I deserve to know why you won't tell me about this undercover mission."

Just then, Jazz and Sides walked over.

"Everything ok, Blue?"

I looked at Jazz and shook my head no.

"Is Bee pestering you about the undercover mission?"

"Yeah. I told him its none of his business and it was long before we met. He won't leave it alone and its pissing me off."

"Sideswipe, get your brother and Blue out of here. Go see Ratchet about that problem we were talking about."

"Sure thing, Jazz. Let's go see the grumpy old medic."

"He's going to smack you with a wrench, Sides."

"Let him. He is a grumpy old medic."

We were in hearing range of said medic when a wrench went flying towards Sides' head and nailed him. He fell flat on his back.

"I warned you, Sides. Next time listen to me."

"Sorry about my idiot brother."

"Don't be sorry. That'll teach him. Now, what can I do for you 2?"

"Sunny and I have a problem and thought it best to come to you about it."

"What's the problem?"

"Since Blue and I are both spark split twins, we were wondering what would happen if we got bonded. Could it hurt our perspective twins in some way?"

"That's a good question, Sunstreaker. Can I ask why you're wanting to know?"

"Sunny proposed and I said yes."

Ratchet was shocked but quickly turned into a smile. "Congrats you 2. I never figured you to want to settle down, Sunstreaker."

"War is over, so why not. I couldn't be happier with the femme I have standing next to me."

I looked at Sunny and smiled then kissed his cheek. "I love you too, my sunflower."

Ratchet looked up the pro's and con's of 2 spark split twins bonding to each other. He read through all the info that he could find on spark split twins and bonding and didn't find much. There was one piece of info that he found that Sunny and Blue weren't going to like.

Ratchet looked at us. We didn't like the look on his face. "Something tells me you have bad news, Ratch."

"I'm afraid I do. There wasn't much on spark split twins bonding to each other, but the little info I found wasn't good. You 2 were right to be concerned."

"Are you saying what I think, Ratch? That Sunny and I…"

"You 2 won't be able to get bonded due to the stress on all the sparks. You and your twin, Blue. You and your twin, Sunstreaker. I am very sorry. I know you looking forward to it."

I had to go cool off before I hit someone. I was pissed, but I was also sad cause I wanted to spend my life with Sunny as his bonded mate. Now its never going to happen.
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Later in the day, Jazz had went looking for me. He found me in Crown City, weaving in and out of traffic.

"Does she have a death wish?" Then he radioed me. "Leave me alone, Jazz. I'm not allowed to be happy with anyone."

"What happened? Did Sunstreaker hit you?"

"No. He knows better. We found out that we can't get bonded to each other. It'll put too much stress on all 4 of our sparks. I don't get to be happy. Tell Sunny I'm sorry and tell Bee the team is his again."

"You're leaving? You're going to hurt Sunstreaker again?"

"If I can't bond with him, then I'm breaking up with him. Tell Bee that he earned his rank of Lieutenant back."

"I can't let you do this to Sunny again, chica. Its going to crush him if you leave him like this."

"I can't face him and not break down and cry."

"You're allowed to show emotion, Blue."

I had made it to the other end of the city and left. I also shut down my radio and transponder. I didn't want anyone to come look for me. Not even Sunny.

Jazz made it to the other end of the city, but not in time to stop me. He couldn't get a lock on me or contact me.

Jazz contacted Bee first to tell him that the team is his again and that he's earned his rank back. He knew Bee was going to get pissed and attempt to go after Blue.
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The Scrapyard. Bee was going over who they had captured when his comm. went off. "Hey Jazz. Where'd ya go?"

"I went after Blue, but was too late to stop her. She's given the team back to you and your rank of Lieutenant has been reinstated."

"She left? I feel bad now for yelling at her."

"Its not your fault, Bee. She found out that she can't bond with Sunstreaker due to both of them being spark split twins. Ratchet said it would put stress on all 4 of their sparks."

"Have you told Sunstreaker that Blue left?"

"No, not yet. I figured I should tell you first before talking to Suntreaker."

"He's going to be so devastated when you tell him. He may even go after her."

"She's disabled her GPS transponder and comm."

"Sounds like she doesn't want to be found. Come on back, Jazz. I'll help you talk to Sunstreaker."

"Roger that, Bee. Jazz out."
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About 20 mins. later, Jazz arrived back at the scrapyard. He had no idea how to approach the topic of Blue. He knew it would kill Sunny to hear that Blue left and possibly never coming back.

After Jazz came through the scrapyard doors, he transformed and walked over to where Bee was. Ratchet was giving him a check-up since the fight with the Stunticons.

"I told you I didn't need another check-up, Ratchet. I'm fine."

Ratchet was about to hit Bee upside the head with a wrench, when Raf stepped in.

"Don't argue with him, Bee. You know his rep with wrenches."

Bee sighed. "You're right, Raf. I just have a lot on my mind today."

"Blue?"

"Yeah. She left and may or may not come back. I'm worried how Sunstreaker is going to take the news."

Ratchet was shocked when he heard that Blue left. He knew it was due to the info he found online. He sighed and Bee noticed.

"You ok, Ratchet?"

"She knows about the info I found on spark split twins and bonding. As well as what it will do to all 4 of them."

"She can't bond with Sunstreaker, can she?"

"How'd you know?"

Just then, Jazz walked up. "I told him. Blue gave the team back to Bee. Now I have to tell Sunny the bad news about Blue."

Sunny and Sides had walked up shortly after Jazz did.

"What about Blue? Is she ok?"

Jazz turned around and saw Sunny and Sides standing behind him.

"I need to talk to you alone, Sunny. Its about Blue."

"I will ask again. Is she ok? Where is she?"

Jazz guided Sunny away from everyone so they could talk privately. Bee came with them.

"Blue left, Sunny. She may or may not come back. Bee already took over as the team leader again."

"Its from the info we got from Ratchet, isn't it? That's why she left?"

"I'm afraid so, Suntreaker. I know you 2 wanted to get bonded so bad. I know the feeling. I also know how much you're hurting, too."

"You both have history with her, so I'm glad you both understand what I'm going through. I need to go after her and talk everything out."

"You can't. She disabled her GPS transponder and her comm. She doesn't want to be found."

"And with the Sunticons still out there, she could be in serious trouble."

Jazz completely forgot that the rest of the Stunticons were still out there. He knew that Blue had taken out just one. Going against any of them can trigger the memory loss.

Jazz ran back to the command center and had Fixit radio Heatwave immediately.
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Griffin Rock Firehouse. Heatwave was practicing his martial arts when his comm. went off.

"Now who the frag would be calling me other than my sister?" He answered his comm.

"Hey Heatwave. Its Jazz. You busy? I have a problem."

"What's the problem, Jazz?"

"Blue took off and we can't get a hold of her or track her. We need your help."

"You're lucky its my day off, Jazz. I can be there real soon. Just need a groundbridge."

"You got it. One groundbridge coming up."

Heatwave saw the groundbridge open and walked through to the scrapyard.

"Tell me everything that is going on with her, Jazz. I mean everything."

Jazz explained everything to Heatwave and to say he was pissed is an understatement. He was livid.

"It would explain why I can't get through to her through the bond. She's blocked me off." Then he turned to Sunstreaker.

"I am so sorry, Sunstreaker. I didn't even know she was dating you. Last I knew she was with Bee."

"She was, Heatwave. Jazz and I had asked her to decide who she wanted to spend her life with and we were voted out. She went to go listen to the NASCAR races with the twins and ended up with Sunstreaker. Its ok, though. Her and I, hopefully, will stay friends."

"Who are you kidding, Bee? Its not ok with you. You're miserable and don't lie to us."

Heatwave tried to reach out to his sister through the bond and got blocked again. He sighed.

"You ok, Heatwave?"

"No, I'm not ok. She keeps blocking me out of the bond. I keep trying and she keeps blocking me."

"Try her comm."

"Didn't you just say that she disabled it and you want me to try anyway?"

"Yes. We need to get her to come back."

Everyone noticed that Sunny was pacing and it was driving Sides nuts. He can't get his brother to stop pacing.

"Bro, you're making me dizzy with your pacing. We'll get her back here."

"And if she refuses, Sides? I lost her once, I'm not losing her again."

Bee walked over to Sunny. "I give you my word, we will get her back, Sunstreaker. She's made a positive impact on the whole team. We all want her to come back."

Sunny looked at Bee with energon tears running down his face. It's the first time in a very long time that his own twin has seen him cry. Sides took one step over and hugged his brother. Sunny returned the hug.

Mr. Macho mech has been reduced down to a sparkling. It took Bee by surprise to see Sunny crying. He put his hand on Sunny's shoulder and he looked over at Bee. He gave Bee a small smile and Bee smiled back with a nod.

"Sideswipe, why don't and your brother go for a walk around the scrapyard for a bit."

"Good idea, Bee. Let's go bro."

"No. I'm not going anywhere until I know she's ok."

"Sunstreaker, you need to relax and leave everything to us."

Sunny got dangerously close to Bee's face. "I. Said. I'm. Not. Moving."

Heatwave stood between Sunny and Bee and got extra close and personal with Sunny.

"My sister knows how to take care of herself, Sunstreaker. You know that. I've been trying to reach out to her and getting blocked at every corner. I don't know what else to do."

Bee walked over to the command center and asked Fixit if there's another way to locate Blue,

"I have been trying to find another way, Lieutenant. I can manually turn her GPS transponder on, but she won't be happy."

"Do it. We'll deal with the fallout after. Sunstreaker won't settle down until she's back here."

"How is Heatwave doing?"

"He keeps trying to reach out to her. She seems to be very adamant about not being found."

"She won't have a choice in about 2 mins." Then Bee heard a beep, which meant Blue's transponder was turned on manually.

"Great work, Fixit. Where is she?"

"Looks like she's in…Nevada. Jasper to be exact."

"There's nothing left of the old base in Jasper. Wonder why she would go back there? Set a groundbridge for Jasper, Fixit." Then he turned around.

"Heatwave, Sunstreaker, Sideswipe. Come with me. Fixit found Blue."

Sunny ran up to the command center. "Where?"

"The old base in Jasper, Nevada."

"But, there's nothing there. We cleaned out any remaining artifacts and weapons from there about a yr. ago."

Strongarm walked up and asked what was going on. "Blue took off and is in Jasper."

"Your old base, Lieutenant?"

"Yeah. No idea why, though. Would you like to go with us, Cadet?"

"If you don't mind. I don't wanna seem too excited. I learned a lot last time."

"That's why I'm offering you the chance to come with us again."

"Then sure. Someone has to keep the punk in line."

"That's what his brother is for."

Sideswipe walked up to them with a worried look on his face. "What's wrong, Sideswipe? Where's your brother?"

"Took off through the groundbridge. He couldn't wait for you and Heatwave."

"Blast it! Fixit, get that groundbridge up and running again."

"Will do, Lieutenant."

"Heatwave, Sideswipe, Strongarm. Let's go."
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Jasper, Nevada. I went rummaging through what was left of our old base looking for any relics that might have been hidden and wasn't found.

While I was walking through the base, I heard something ding. I scanned my systems and noticed it was my GPS transponder. It had been manually activated. I had a sneaking feeling I know who had it done.

'You are so going to get it when I get back, Bee.'

~Sis, are you ok?~

~I thought I blocked you, Wave?~

~I've picked up a few tricks to get around your wall. Why did you leave? Everyone is worried about you, me included.~

~I have my reasons, Wave. Reasons that don't concern you. Now leave me alone.~ Then I blocked him again.
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I nearly trip walking down the hall where we kept all the relics. After I got my footing back under me, I looked to see what it was that I had tripped over. It was one of the relics that Smokescreen used.

"I thought he took this with him? Maybe Prime told him he couldn't." I picked it up and subspaced it then went looking for any more.

My comm. was going off while searching for more relics. I knew I had disabled it, so how was it going off? I decided to answer it while searching.

"Who dares interrupt my peaceful day?"

"Its just me, Blue."

"What do you want, Sunstreaker? I'm busy."

"Are you mad at me or something?"

I sighed. "I'm coming in. I'm right outside the base."

"I.." I sighed again. "I need the day to myself, Sunny. I have a lot to think about."

"I don't like when you're alone, Blue. Makes me feel uneasy. Especially since the Stunticons are still around. Don't need to try and bring you back to your senses again."

"Are you that worried about me? I can take care of myself, Sunstreaker. Don't ever assume otherwise." Then I ended the call.

"How dare him." Then I heard someone walk into the old missile silo. I turned around and saw Sunny walk in.

"I told you I wanted the day to myself."

"I heard you and I don't care. All I care about is you. I worry about what could happen if you tangle with the Stunticons again. I didn't like the look in your optics last time."

I sighed once more. He walked closer to me and grabbed my hands, then pulled me closer to him. "What is going on with you?"

"What do you think is going on with me?"

It took a few mins. for Sunny to think back at the conversation we had with Ratchet. He felt bad now.

"The discussion with Ratchet earlier, huh?"

I nodded my head. "Maybe I should go back to Bee. At least I can bond with him."

"Please be joking about that. I know you wanted to get bonded to me, and I'm sorry we can't, but we can still have the family we want."

"No, we can't. We can't get bonded and you're sterile."

"That's why we asked Jazz to help us. Are you having second thoughts on that, too?"

"Kinda. I know Jazz better than you do. He'll want to be in the babies' life."

"That's fine with me. Tell you what, if you want to bond with Jazz, I'd be fine with that."

"And hurt you?"

"Do you wanna talk with Jazz about it?"

"Yeah, I do. I had this problem before when Bee made me choose between him and Jazz. You're making me do the same thing."

"No, I'm not. I want you to be happy. I know you're not happy with me cause we can't get bonded or have kids. I'm telling you I will be fine with this. Honest."

"No, you won't and I don't want Jazz in that way. I don't wanna bond with him. There has to be a way to bond with you and it not hurt our twins."

"Let's talk to Ratchet again and see if there's a way to. I love you so much, but I don't want you to be miserable if we can't get bonded."

Just then, the groundbridge opened and Heatwave, Strongarm, Bee and Sideswipe came through.

"What the hell, Bee?"

Heatwave walked up to me and smacked me upside the head. "What the frag, bro? What was that for?"

Sideswipe walked up to his brother and did the same thing. Sunny smacked his brother in response. Then they started tussling on the ground.

"Break it up, you 2. I so don't need this right now."

When they refused to stop, I grabbed both of them and threw Sides to one side of the room and Sunny to the other side. They hit the walls hard and slid down to the floor.

"Are you both done now?"

"Yeah, we're done. Sorry, Blue."

"Yeah, sorry beautiful. You have enough going on. We weren't thinking."

"I'm glad you realized that, Sunstreaker. You're right. I have too much going on right now. I just don't know what to do."

Strongarm walked up to me and took me aside. Away from prying audios.

"I know its not my place to say anything, but can I ask why you left and came here?"

"Sunstreaker and I can't get bonded cause we're both spark split twins. Heatwave is my twin and Sideswipe is Sunny's twin. If we get bonded, it will cause stress on all 4 of our sparks. It could result in our deaths. Sunny and I also can't have sparklings."

"I didn't know. I'm so sorry. Isn't there some kind of solution to the bonding issue?"

"We're going to talk to Ratchet again and see if there's a way around the stress of our sparks. I love Sunny so much, and if there isn't a way around the issue, then I'll ask him to leave and find someone new to date."

"Would you go back to Bumblebee?"

"Probably not. I'd just stay single. I'm better off that way. Thank you for listening and understanding my problem. Please don't say a word to Bee about this. He's already hurting cause I broke up with him."

"What about your brother?"

"He knows how I'm currently feeling. Take a look." I pointed at Heatwave. She noticed that he had put his hand over his spark. He looked up at me and I nodded. He nodded back.

~You're worried that you won't be able to bond with Sunstreaker at all, aren't you?~

I just nodded. ~Don't mention this to Bee. He'll think he may have another chance with me.~

~You don't plan to go back to him?~

I shook my head no. ~What will you tell Sunstreaker then?~

~I'll ask him to leave and find someone new that he can bond with.~

~You know he won't accept that, sis.~

~I know. I just wanna go and enjoy my long overdue vacay.~

~I can ask for a groundbridge to Griffin Rock for us.~

~Great! Let's go.~

"Hey Bee, can Blue and I get a groundbridge to Griffin Rock? Blue wants to take that vacay now."

"Yeah, no problem. I'll call Fixit right now." Then he called him for a groundbridge.

"One groundbridge to Griffin Rock coming up now." Then the groundbridge opened to Griffin Rock. Both Heatwave and I walked through it and into the firehouse. The groundbridge closed behind us. I was so glad to be finally taking that much needed vacation.

"Welcome back, Blue."

"Thanks Blades. This was long overdue. I just wanna chill for the next 3 months. I just wanna watch bad TV, and drink high grade energon."

"Bad TV is about all you're able to do, sis. I don't allow high grade energon here cause of Blurr."

"Do tell, bro. What happens when he gets a hold of high grade?"