In class all I can do is can't think.I am gifted! Am I gifted?I think. I keep looking over at Jaime and he keeps looking over at me. He can remember everything that happened but no one else can since I used my magic to reset the time clock. I reach down to check if I am still on my period. I am no longer on my period...so clearly by undoing the timeline I undid the sex too.

"Oh my god Jaime nobody knows."

"Yeah we better keep it that way."

It is now nine o'clock at night and I am listening to "a little less sixteen candles a little more touch me" by fall out boy, laying across my bed in a red lace and satin dress. Emotionally, I'm bleeding out. Physically, I am dry...eyes washed with a shower of tears like a hot depression shower of my sorrows, now dried with the reality towels. I can't help but mourn the sex that we had that never no longer happened... so much passion. It was so much romance. His kiss was like a punch to the face but instead of pain, it was love.

I don't blame you

For being you

But you can't blame me for hating it

So say what are you waiting for?

Kiss her, kiss her

I want Jaime to come in here and we redo what we did at Sansa's bar but not in front of everybody but he's off in his dorm tonight because he said he needed to do some thinking. I think he wants to break up with me but I want to marry him so bad. or at least go on a second date.

"Whisper where were you tonight? You left without a word. I was scared."

"Pound salt you waif."

Skipper leaves and goes to her room.

"Hey Skipper!" I call. "Get in here!"

Skipper comes in. She is annoyed and scowling. Why am I not surprised!?

"Oh my god skipper why are you always like this? Your so mean. Always. All I was going to do was ask you to heat up some cocoa for me in the kitchen. There is my mug. On my dresser. Please fill it up with cocoa and heat it up and bring it back."

"Why?"

"I'm your sister you have to do what I say. Don't be such a freaking brat!"

Skipper picks up the mug hesitantly. "you know you could've gotten it yourself. I WAS busy."

"Ok but your not the one depressed because Jaime might be dumping you!"

"What makes you think he is dumping you?"

"Well he didn't want to come over tonight. He said he wanted to be alone in his dorm."

"It was one date. Maybe he wants to think about it first."

"SKIPPER STFU!" I grab my hair brush I use for brushing my long black hair that complements my piercing purple eyes and i throw it at her screaming. "SKIPPER JUST GET MY COCOA."

Skipper says nothing and leaves to go make it. I stay in my depression on my bed and turn off fall out boy and put on "i don't love you" by my chemical romance and i crank up the volume and scream along. Jaime is all I can think about and I want him so bad. I don't know if I ever want to get married or if I just want to be like this forever you know like how it was at the bar and on the date.

I get up out of bed after being depressed enough and I put on my torn up black skinny jeans and black converse shoes and blink-182 crop top and I put on my black mesh hot topic jacket and I head out. Skipper brings me my cocoa.

"Heres your cocoa."

"Skipper, what's it freaking look like I'm doing?"

"Leaving?"

"Yah, so obviously I'm not gonna take my freaking mug out where I could break it."

"What the hell Whisper? You threw a brush at me for not making it and now you don't want it."

"Seriously Skipper you need to back off right now because you are such a newsance. Please. You need to stop. I am going to go to the concert in the quad with Jon."

"What? Are you insane? What if Jaime sees you? He'll be so upset."

"Sit on it Skipper."

"Srsly!?"

I drink all the cocoa in a mouthful and hand the mug back to her. "There you happy now? I drank your freaking cocoa."

I storm out and go to the quad.