A/N this is my first fanfic so I'm sorry about switching between first, second and third person and that I'm am trying my best to stick to one and am open to criticism as long as it's not outright rude and am also open to suggestions

please enjoy the next chapter

it's September 1st and my Aunt said that she was going to take me personally to make sure I got to my friends. all I hope is that no one treats me terribly, and that my friends will still be my friends as long as that happens I'll be happy especially since my Aunt told me (I can't remember if it was in the letter or not) that no matter who my mate is I will love them even if I didn't previously and that the wizarding world Cherishes Fae And that it is lucky to be the mate of a fae and that if a wizard is found to abusing their mate, and they canconvince the Fae they will use a ritual to change their mate. They can't choose, but it chooses someone else then person who they were previously mated to in most cases it adds them to a previously existing relationship and usually a family member of their previous mate.

In his opinion, he honestly didn't care who his mate was as long as they loved and cared for him.

That was his thoughts mostly as they drove to King Cross station...

as they walked up to the station, his aunt told him why she wouldn't cross over the barrier with him.

"I really do want to come with you, but for some reason, the magical people made a rule where muggles can't crossover the barrier and I don't know if I'm a squib or not."his aunt Petunia said she looked a little sad about that.

"you know how Muggle guardians of MuggleBorns and Muggle raised kids are all allowed to go to Diagon ally to get their school supplies" at Petunias nod he continued. "we could go to the Gringotts bank and get you tested to see if you are a squib"he offered her.

aunt Petunia smiled slightly, and she nodded "yes I'd like that. Thank you anyways enjoy your fear at Hogwarts and I'll see you during Christmas holidays. That is if you don't find your first." She gave him a wink before walking off.

I turned right red luckily my face is back to normal when I finally crossed the barrier over to Kings Cross station I kept my head down and put the hood of the hoodie I was wearing on the opportunity you bought me for this day specifically that way, I could at least have some peacebefore the welcoming feast

I let out a breath as I made it into an empty compartment. I just hoped my friends were the first one to look into the compartment

I sat there and probably read for about two hours when the compartment door opened and I saw Hermione, Luna, Neville and Ginny come in the compartment. I was about to ask where Ron was, but Hermione answered me before I could ask.

"Ron is with his girlfriend lavender brown in a separate compartment and said he was too good to associate with us anymore" Hermione practically seethed.

I looked and felt as though I was about to burst into tears. Ron was my first ever friend, and I would always treasure that but to do what he did it showed that Ron didn't care about that and I can tell that I was starting to cry, and I lifted my hands up to furiously rub up my eyes, but it was no use.

when Hermione and ginny saw that this was making him cry, they looks like they were about to murder someone and Jenny said as much "I am going to skin my brother alive" she fumed "I will help" Hermione and Neville piped up at the same time.

And while those three planned Ron's murder, Luna comforted Harry.

And that was how the train ride mostly went from there by the time they were at Hogwarts he wasn't happy, but he wasn't in a bad mood either and Hermione, Ginny and Neville had come up with a sufficient plan to murder Ron and get away with it.

'Hogwarts here we come' thought Harry with a sigh

A/N I need help with a couple things for the story. First of all I can't decide if I want Voldemort alive or that the diary was his only horror so he died when Harry destroyed that or him to be included it and I also can't decide whether I want to include the try a tournament and if I do, do I want Harry to participate in it and if I want to put his name in himself or did someone do it for him, and how should I introduce Harry's mate into the story? I have already decided his mate will be Lucius Malfoy unless you guys come up with something better. I'm thinking about there being an issue at the school and Lucius has to come there since he is the school governor. What do you guys think and before you answer the question about Voldemort, know this there's going to be a lot of chaos and Dumbledore is a meddlesome old coot in this story and all in any friends or family sorry not family paternal family that turn against him will be causing a ruckus. Please let me know what you guys think. Oh, and how should I get rid of narcissism Malfoy divorce somehow I have no ideas of how she'll die yet they were never married in the first place and just had to have a child for contract their parents signed for them. What do you guys think should narcissi a good or bad guy I'm kinda leaning more toward the bad guy and I've already decided that Lucius Malfoy is good in this story and he's a spy for the order unless I can be convinced otherwise