I didnt go to the campfire tonight. After a meltdown its hard to come back out and face anyone, think of it like a panic attack. Most people saw me at my lowest and Im to tired to explain.

After my 'episode' on the hill Will eventually helped me come down to my bunk room. Im so lucky to have someone like Will in my life. He didnt ask to many questions about what happened and stayed by me as we walked into the maze of nosies and overstimulation. After being a full time camper i've gotten better at nosies and the way the other demigods recact. But after the Gaia war and tartarus its been harder to mask and i've bern spending alot more time up next to thalias tree. My cabin is one of the only other places. My old mythomagic cards sit on a desk untouched since i was 10. I would have thrown them out but someone brung them into my cabin and I wont let myself move them.

I hear a faint knock on my door and wait for it to creeck open. "Nico." I hear will and I stand up forcing myslef to painfuly make eye contact. "Will sighs "Nico you dont have to look at me in the eyes I know its hard but i want to talk to you about something." I nod and pat and spot next to my bed and will comes to sit down. "Nico I talked to chiron about whats been going on as I hurts me so much to see you in the state you were on the hill-." I snap me head up snd look at him. I cant belive he did that, the one person i trusted the one person i thought i could count on has blabbed and told my secrets to the hole camp. I thought he cared about me. I thought he wanted and liked me. Clearly not. I stand up and open the door. "Leave" i say staring at the floor. "Wha-what do you mea-" Will looks what i can only say as confused "leave." I interrupt him holding the door more open. Will walks out with a heartbroken expression.

Will's point of veiw

I stand at the doot of the hades cabin im confusion. I didnt think I had done anything wrong. I'd told Chiron about how nico was getting overly stressed (didnt mention the meltdowns and running away) and that the other campers were making rumors about him. Not once did i menton the autism. Nico trusted me with that when percy and annabth took him to get diogosed. He refused to tell chiron and took a few weeks just to tell me. I would never have shared a secret like that with anyone withoit his permission so I was so confuser when he got so annoyed and kicked me out of his room when i wanted to tell him what happened. Honestly I felt hurt, hurt that nico would assume i did something to betray him or hurt him. I slowly walked back to my cabin with tears welling in my eyes. I'd told Nico it hurt me to see him like this but him being mad with me hurt more then a knife to the stomach (and trust me I know with capture the flag). Most others would be at the campfire so i knew i would have the apollo cabin to myself.

I slumped on my bed exaused from the day. I'd spent hours comforting nico after his meltdown snd coxing him down to his cabin just to go and telling chiron to help him. And then when i go to tell him he gets mad at me and kicks me out, though I know he cant help it but sometimes i get frustrated with him taking and not giving much back.