Francis's yacht the next day
Jason's room
They had to make a stop so they are delayed by one day but they are going to Palmero where they have contacts and will be protected. They have been on this yacht for a week and it has been a revelation. The more he is around Elizabeth and sees her with their son, the more he wants to remember and get to know his other son. Something is bugging him and he needs to share his thoughts and see if they can make sense of this mess. He knocks on Elizabeth's door and she tells him to come in.
She looks comfortable and beautiful in her shorts and off-the-shoulder sweater. " I wanted to run something by you that has been bothering me," Jason says. She pats the bed, sits on the edge, and tilts her head in amusement. " You are going to fall off the bed. You may as well stand up or sit closer. I don't bite well only when you do that thing with your hips and when…." She laughs at his expression. " Don't stay over there, I am being serious," Jason says weakly. She sits on his lap and puts her arms around his neck. She lifts his face and he can understand why his former self was in love with her. There is this light and fire that draws you in.
" This is not what I came in here for," Jason says as he slams into her as she rides him. " But are you sorry?" Elizabeth whispers into his ear as she nibbles it. " Fuck no. You feel too good to ever regret. I love how tight you are and how your walls have my dick in a vise grip." Jason grunts and feels himself coming. She silently moans and falls into him. " That is because you are so big and know how to use i," Elizabeth says and Jason hardens again. "Give me like five minutes and we can go again. Jason behave." She says. "It is not my fault. I love the sound of your voice. I bet you have the voice of an angel." Jason says.
She holds his voice and says " You once asked me to sing for you and I sang off key on purpose and I never told you but I felt so safe and comfortable with you that I sang off key on purpose because I knew you would not judge me. I was too young to realize it but looking back that is the moment I fell in love with you. Your love was just too much for me to take at the time and I love all of my boys and yet there are moments where it would save us both heartbreak if we both would have admitted how we felt and not run."
" At this moment I understand why he loves you. I felt protective of you the moment I saw our son embrace you for the first time because he felt safe with you. I know I love him and I am sure I love my other son but do you ever wish all of your kids were mine?" Jason asks. " I had my moments when I wished that true life would be easier and they would all have a father who I know would sacrifice anything for them but I do know that you are the kind of man that biology means nothing to you. It is like cake. You know one layer is good but biology just adds another layer to love. You asked me to marry you even when you did not know if Jake was yours and even if he was not yours you still would love him." She says.
" Do you believe that my former self loves you now?" Jason asks. She thinks about it and says " I think he loves me as the mother of his child and as his friend and because we have a special connection but other than that I can't say. It took us several years to admit we were in love and before that, I doubted his feelings for me. He always pushed away more than anyone and used his lifestyle as an excuse. When we thought Jake was gone I thought we had a chance but he used that excuse even though he was getting a divorce it hurt when he did that again. I have been in love with other men but he always had a piece that was reserved just for him. While he may be the love of my life I am not sure if I am his" She says.
" I wish I could answer that for you but if he feels half of what I feel I believe you are the love of his life. I am sorry in the ways I have hurt you because I can see the doubt in your eyes but I will do whatever I can to remove it. I don't doubt he loved those other women but they are not you. I had what Francis said and how I have you on a pedestal. I think that is true because that would explain why I pushed you the hardest and furthest away. We both feel like we don't deserve you. You have this light that I want to protect but this fire that draws me in." Jason whispers and he does not give her time to respond because he shows her how much he means to him until she falls asleep.