The Sound of Silence
Chapter 12
A/N: Sorry for the super long wait! I have been super busy and to be honest not inspired at all to write… :/ I don't really feel like this chapter is very good because I kind of forced myself to write. But hopefully you still enjoy!
Also apologize for the shortness, but I just really wasn't inspired, but wanted to go ahead and get this up for you guys!
Santana climbs out of Brittany's car, the blonde taking her hand to help her out. Santana smiles bashfully, just like she does everyday when Brittany opens the door for her and helps her out. It's not that she needs the help or even asks for it, but she does kind of like it. She's never been treated this way by anyone before.
Once she's out and has her backpack on her back, Brittany holds her hand out once again. Santana looks up at her a bit questionably and Brittany just smiles shyly.
Brittany takes Santana's hand in her own, and laces their fingers together. "Is this okay?" She asks, a bit unsurely. They'd yet to show much PDA at school other than a few hugs and a couple of kisses on the cheek. She's not sure how comfortable Santana is with it. "I've never really been a fan of PDA, but when I'm with you I can't exactly remember why…" Brittany says honestly. Brittany is constantly wanting to be touching Santana in some way, and even more so, she wants everyone to know that Santana is hers. She's never had a need like that with any past relationships.
Santana bites down on her lip and beams back at Brittany. letting her know that it's okay. She starts walking and tugs on Brittany's hand, to get her walking as well.
They walk into the school and Santana fears that she's going to get some kind of harassment for holding Brittany's hand, but nothing really happens. They get a few surprised looks, and almost everyone's eyes go down to their hands, but nobody says anything. She isn't sure if it's because they don't really care or because they're scared of Brittany. Probably the latter.
They get to Tina's locker and are surprised to see Artie at her locker as well, talking to her. They slow down their pace, not wanting to interrupt anything, but it seems that they're just talking so the two slowly approach.
"Hey guys." Tina greets the both of them, her eyes glancing down to their laced hands.
"Hey Tina." Brittany greets with a polite smile, and Santana smiles at her best friend as well. Both of their eyes then move down to Artie who is also staring at their hands, looking a bit confused.
He clears his throat a bit awkwardly and blushes a light shade of pink, glancing up at them. "I'll see you later Tina." He says a bit shyly, looking up at her before rolling off down the hallway.
Santana gives her best friend a curious look, once Tina's attention is pulled away from Artie's retreating form. "What?" Tina asks, trying to sound annoyed, but the smile on her lips, contradicts it.
Brittany isn't really sure what's going on so she just watches curiously and a bit confused. "Are you dating Artie?" She asks, making both Tina's eyes and Santana's snap up to her. Brittany gives her girlfriend a small shrug, not really knowing what she did.
"I-what? No." Tina says, her face turning bright red. She turns to her locker, shaking her head furiously and starts, fumbling around with folders that are stacked up in her locker, not actually having something to do. "No, we're friends." She continues, still shaking her head.
Santana cracks a grin and looks up at Brittany who raises both brows in slight amusement. "He was my lab partner last year, he's…nice." She says, not really being able to come up with anything else. He really was a sweetheart and obviously smart, he's just not her cup of tea. But it is cute how Tina seems to have a big crush on him.
Tina turns to look at Brittany and gives her a small and slightly shy smile. "Alright, you ready for class?" Tina asks, shutting her locker and turning to look at Santana.
Santana nods in response, and the three of them start walking down the hallway, Brittany and Santana's hands still intertwined. When they reach the door, Tina walks inside, leaving the two of them alone to say their goodbyes.
"I'll see you after class." Brittany says, although, it's obvious that she'll be there and it didn't really need to be said. She's been walking her to and from all of her classes almost since they met.
Santana nods her head, smiling at her girlfriend and reluctantly releases the blonde's hand. Then Brittany leans in and places a soft kiss on her cheek, making her blush like crazy. When Brittany pulls back, Santana smiles bashfully at the blonde and glances around the hallway to see if anyone was staring at her, but they weren't.
Brittany grins back at her girlfriend and chuckles softly. "Go to class babe." She tells her, nodding her head towards the door.
Santana blushes even harder at the term of endearment and her heart skips a beat. Maybe even a couple beats. She gives Brittany one last smile, before walking into her classroom, that goofy, love sick smile still very present on her face.
When she sits down next to Tina the Asian girl just shakes her head and chuckles at the wide grin on Santana's face. "It's still so weird seeing you like this." She remarks with a smile, but Santana frowns slightly. "It's good though, just different." She assures, making Santana give her a soft, slightly embarrassed smile.
o0o0o0o
Santana walks into the cafeteria, Brittany at her side. It had taking some convincing and a bit of pouting, but she'd convinced Brittany to have lunch with her and her friends in the cafeteria today, instead of going off campus with Brittany's. It's not that she didn't want to, because really she's starting to really like Brittany's friends, except Quinn of course. She wants to like Quinn, but it's obvious that the girl doesn't like her. But she wants Brittany to get to know her friends as well.
Brittany glances around the cafeteria, looking kind of like a lost puppy. It amuses Santana how out of place Brittany seems to be. She wraps her fingers around Brittany's wrist, gaining her attention and raises a brow at the blonde. She nods her head towards her usual table, where her friends are already sitting.
When they get to the table, all of her friends look up at them a bit confused. Santana just smiles and sits down next to Tina, pulling Brittany down next to her.
"Hey Brittany," Tina greets, giving the girl a small smile.
Brittany just smiles back, a bit awkwardly and nods her head up in a greeting. "What's up guys?" She asks, looking around the table at all of Santana's friends who are looking at her as if she'd grown two heads. God, and she thought her friends treated Santana badly. "I hope it's cool that I have lunch with you guys today." She says, her voice still just as awkward. But she's making a effort and that is what counts.
"Of course it is Brittany." Tina says, before glancing around at the rest of the table, giving them encouraging looks, which make them all nod and smile as well, even if some are fake.
Santana smiles at all of her friends, before pulling the peanut butter and banana sandwich out of her lunch bag. She pulls one half of it out of the sandwich bag and passes it over to Brittany, giving her a smile.
Brittany gives it a curious look and hesitantly takes it from Santana. "What is it?" She asks curiously, flipping one of the corners up to get a look at it, which makes her grimace. "Peanut butter and banana?" She asks, scrunching her nose up. "I think I'll pass." She says with a chuckle, handing it back to Santana. "I'm not really hungry anyway." She says with a shrug.
Santana gives her a look that says she doesn't believe her, because she doesn't. Brittany is always hungry. She had told Brittany last night to bring something to eat for lunch since they were eating in the cafeteria and the Cafeteria food is like the worse thing you can eat. But obviously, Brittany hadn't done what she told her.
Santana then pulls out an apple from her bag and passes it over to her girlfriend. Brittany shakes her head, smiling at Santana, and takes the apple from her. "Thank you." She says sweetly. "I'm going to go and get a drink. Do you want one?" She asks, pulling a few dollars out of her pocket, and looking over at her girlfriend, who nods her head. "Water?" She asks, getting up, and Santana nods once again. Brittany gives her a smile before heading over to the vending machine on the other side of the cafeteria.
"So you guys are like serious? You're exclusive?" Kurt pipes up when Brittany is out of earshot.
Santana looks over at him and gives him a smile, nodding her head firmly.
"No offense, but that's weird." Rachel comments, making Santana frown at her. "Come on Santana, just a month ago she was throwing you into dumpsters and tossing slushies in your face." She says matter of fact.
Santana shakes her head, her brows furrowed, because Brittany has never done that. Sure, her friends have, but Brittany has never targeted her before. She's not sure if there was a reason behind it, or just her luck, that she'd never gotten in the girls way. She's pretty good at hiding and can say she hasn't been thrown in the dumpster nearly as many times as her friends.
"Guys, come on I think she really likes her." Tina says, relieving Santana. She's not comfortable enough to speak during lunch to them, so she's happy that at least Tina is on her side and trying to help her out. "Look, I'm not exactly 100% team Britt, but Santana is happy, so I'm giving her a chance." She says, making Santana beam at her.
She leans over and nudges Tina with her shoulder making the Asian girl smile at her.
Santana then feels hands on her shoulders, making her tense for a few seconds before relaxing, knowing that it is Brittany. A water bottle appears in front of her face and she grabs it, looking up at the blonde who is smiling down at her. She sits down next to Santana, keeping her body turned to the side to face her girlfriend, and the rest of her friends, considering she is sitting on the end.
Santana gives her a thankful smile, before turning back to her sandwich.
Brittany watches her take a bite, grimacing a bit, but unable to not smile at her. "So gross," She says with a chuckle, scrunching her face up. Santana narrows her eyes at her as she chews and Brittany just sticks her tongue out at her.
The others watch the scene in front of them, with shocked and very confused faces. None of them have ever seen Brittany act this way, or think that she was capable of acting this way with another human being. It's a little weird to see.
Brittany directs her attention off of her girlfriend and picks the apple up that she had been offered. She takes a bite and notices all of Santana's friends looking at her, which makes her suddenly feel a bit self conscious. "What?" She snaps, making them all jump a bit, and pull their eyes off of her.
Santana gives her a look, that tells her that was not okay and Brittany just shrugs.
"So Santana, I don't mean to be a bother, but have you given anymore thought to the Glee Club? Regionals are coming up and we don't have the full amount of members that we need." Rachel says, matter of fact. "It would really help all of us out, if you could join. You don't have to do anything, but sway in the back." She tries explaining hoping that the girl will give in.
Santana looks down, and sighs a bit. She's getting annoyed with Rachel, for always asking her. She has given an answer, and that answer is no. Yes, she wants to join, she always loves watching them perform and she always wishes it were her up there, but she just can't. She'd pass out or have an attack in front of all those people for sure.
Brittany looks from Rachel over to Santana who is looking down at the sandwich on the table, picking at the crust. She places her hand on the girls back and leans in to her. "Do you like to sing?" She asks curiously, not knowing this fact.
Santana looks up at her and just gives a small shrug in response. She loves to sing, and it's her dream, but nobody knows that. It's not like she could ever do it. She can't even talk to her friends at lunch, how is she supposed to get up on a stage in front of thousands of people and sing for them?
"It doesn't matter if she likes to sing." Rachel responds, interrupting the two of them and pulling Brittany's attention over to her. "She doesn't have to, we just need bodies. You are welcome to join as well." She says, giving the blonde a small smile and a nod.
Brittany lets out a chuckle and shakes her head. "I'm not joining Glee Club." She says as if she's offended that she had even been offered. "No offense." She adds quickly, noticing the hurt expressions on all of their faces. "Just not my thing." She adds with a small shrug, before looking back over at Santana.
Santana looks over at Rachel and shakes her head, letting the Diva know her answer for like the 100th time. Rachel huffs in response, but doesn't say anything and returns to eating her salad.
Santana looks guilty, and looks back down at her lunch, feeling bad that she isn't able to help out her friends. Brittany notices, and starts rubbing her back comfortingly. "Don't feel bad," She says quietly, leaning in closer to Santana. "You don't have to do anything you don't want to do." She assures her, before placing a soft kiss to her temple. "Leave her alone about it." Brittany then says louder, directing her attention over to the Diva who suddenly looks startled. "If she wants to join, she will, but quit bugging her about it." She says firmly, making Rachel nod her head vigorously.
o0o0o
The girls get into Brittany's car that afternoon after school, and Brittany turns to her girlfriend, watching her put her seatbelt on. "It's weird always having so much free time after school." She says with a small smirk. "Normally my afternoons are spent in detention." She says, chuckling.
Santana grins at her and shakes her head a bit. "I guess I'm k-keeping you out of t-t-trouble." She says with a smirk of her own.
"You are." Brittany nods in agreement. "Who would have thought," she says with a sigh, and a smile. "Seriously, it's kind of weird if you think about it." She says matter of fact.
Santana nods in agreement. "A quiet n-nerd b-being able to make badass Brittany Pierce whipped, and keep her out of trouble." She says then giggles a bit. "D-Doesn't make any sense." She adds with a small shrug.
Brittany's eyes widen a bit and she tilts her head at the girl, frowning. "I am not whipped." She says firmly. "Brittany Pierce can't be whipped." She adds, and Santana just bites down on her lip, trying not to laugh. Brittany gasps at her and reaches out to shove her shoulder. "Take it back!" She says firmly, though she can't help smile.
Santana bites back her laughter and shields herself away from her girlfriend's slapping hands, Okay, ok-kay! You're not whipped!" She says, trying to stop the attack on herself. Brittany stops her attack and sits back in her seat, satisfied with herself. She gives Santana a smirk and turns around in her seat, putting the car into reverse. "But you t-totally are." Santana pipes up, not being able to hold back a giggle.
Brittany gives her an incredulous look, and tries keeping it, but it doesn't work and she bursts out into a grin as well. She lets out a loud sigh and shakes her head, choosing to ignore Santana's statement. "I was going to ask if you wanted to come over, but I kind of think I just want you to go home." She says in a faux serious voice.
Santana gasps at her, and then pouts. "I w-want to g-g-go to your house." She says, giving the blonde her best puppy dog eyes. "P-Please."
o0o0o
The front door opens and Brittany's head snaps up, startled. Santana sees her whole body tense up, and it freaks her out a bit. She scoots closer to the blonde and gazes at her curiously and a bit fearfully. "W-who is it?" Santana asks in a small voice, hoping it's not like a burglar or something.
Brittany's eyes never leave the entrance to the kitchen where you can see the living room, but she shakes her head a bit, snapping out of her stupor. "Uh, my mom." She answers simply. "Santana, we should go." She says, finally pulling her eyes away from the doorway to look at Santana.
"W-why?" Santana asks confused. Her brows furrow, and she frowns as noises can be heard throughout the house, her mother making her way closer to them.
Brittany grabs her hand and starts to pull her out of the kitchen but before they can make it to the door, they see Brittany's mother walking towards the stairs and some man behind her.
"Oh, Brittany, I didn't know you'd be home." The woman says, obviously surprised to see her daughter. She also seems a bit annoyed.
Brittany nods her head and pulls Santana a bit closer to her, making the woman's eyes move over to the Latina. "Mom, this is Santana." Brittany introduces in a voice that Santana had never heard her use. It sounds so vulnerable and almost fearful. "My girlfriend." She then adds with just a bit more confidence, but her eyes still seem a bit fearful.
The woman looks Santana up and down, and gives her a polite smile that Santana can tell is fake. "Nice to meet you Santana." She says in a too sweet voice. It's so sweet that it's actually a little creepy to Santana.
Santana gives her a small smile and looks her in the eye for a few seconds, before having to look away, being too nervous. She focuses her eyes on her hands, which she is wringing in front of her.
Brittany's mother raises a brow at Santana and then turns to her daughter. "Can she not speak?" The woman asks a bit rudely. "Or is she just stupid?"
"Mom!" Brittany shouts incredulously. She knows that her mother doesn't know about Santana's condition, but that still doesn't mean she has to be so rude. Brittany turns to her girlfriend and pulls her closer to her. "We were just leaving." She says, glancing back over at her mother, ignoring the man that is still behind her, watching the scene impatiently.
Without another word, Brittany grabs Santana's hand and just about drags her out of her house. She doesn't stop until she's at her car, opening the door for Santana. "I'm sorry," She mumbles, shaking her head, obviously frustrated and a little angry. "I didn't know she'd be home so early." She continues apologizing as Santana climbs into the car.
Brittany then makes her way over to the drivers side and climbs in. She looks over at her girlfriend who has her hands folded in her lap, her head bowed and Brittany can see her shaking slightly.
Sighing, Brittany turns in her seat and places her hands over Santana's. "Santana, I'm so sorry." She apologizes once again, and Santana shakes her head, but makes no effort to look at her or speak to her. "Baby, are you okay?" She asks worriedly, bringing one hand up to caress the back of Santana's head.
Santana still continues staring down at her lap, making no effort to move or speak. Brittany can see her chin tremble and it infuriates her even more. She hates that her mother has made Santana feel so bad. She'd never intended on her meeting her mother, not that she was ashamed of Santana, it's actually the other way around.
"I'm going to take you home alright?" Brittany says gently, and once again gets no response from her girlfriend. Letting out another small sigh, Brittany leans over and places a gentle kiss on the side of Santana's head, before turning back around and starting her car.
The whole ride over is completely silent except the music Brittany turns on, keeping the volume low. She keeps glancing over at her girlfriend, hoping to get some sort of reaction out of her, but the entire ride, she sits staring down at her hands, her head bowed and her shoulders slumped. It worries Brittany, and also just fuels her anger towards her mother.
When they finally get back to Santana's, Brittany climbs out of the car and jogs around to the passengers side, opening the door for Santana. "Alright babe, you want to go inside?" She asks softly, placing a hand gently on Santana's leg.
Santana finally looks over at her and nods her head. It's then that Brittany sees the unshed tears filling the brunette's eyes, which breaks her heart even more. "Oh Santana, I'm so sorry." She says for the hundredth time, feeling a few tears stinging her eyes as well.
Santana doesn't do anything to respond, but she slowly climbs out of the car. She wraps her arms around herself and glances back at Brittany who is standing beside the car a bit awkwardly.
"Umm, do you want me to go?" Brittany asks hesitantly, before tugging her bottom lip between her teeth. The last thing she wants to do is leave Santana right now, but a part of her feels like Santana probably doesn't want to be around her right now.
But Santana shakes her head at the question, looking up to meet the blonde's eyes. Her bottom lip quivers, a few tears escaping her eyes making Brittany pull her into a tight hug. She kisses the top of Santana's head, caressing her hair with one hand and the small of her back with the other.
"Let's go inside." Brittany suggests softly, pulling away from the brunette. Santana nods her head and Brittany takes her hand, leading her up to the front door.
When they get inside, Manny and Maribel are both in the living room. Manny is on the floor doing some exercises for his knee and Maribel is sitting on the couch, on her laptop. And as soon as they enter, both look over at them.
Brittany turns a bit nervous and bites down on her lip and Santana walks over to them sitting down next to her mother. She curls into Maribel's side, and Maribel looks confused but moves her laptop and quickly wraps her arms around her daughter.
"What the hell did you do?" Manny asks, looking over at Brittany angrily. He moves over to the couch as well and sits down on the other side of his sister.
"I-I didn't-" Brittany tries to say but then she stops, not really knowing what to say. "I'm sorry." She just about whimpers, feeling terrible for letting this happen. "My mom, she came home and I didn't know she'd be there." She tries explaining, although it doesn't really say much about why Santana is upset.
"What happened?" Maribel asks, a lot calmer than Manny.
Brittany frowns, her brows deeply furrowing and she looks down at the ground. "My mom came home and she met Santana and she can be rude and it just upset her." She explains, wrapping her arms around herself, looking guilty.
Maribel sighs and directs her attention down to her daughter, "You're okay honey." She tells her softly.
"What did she say?" Manny asks, looking as if he is about ready to go over to Brittany's and kill the woman.
Brittany shakes her head, trying to push out all the guilt and need to comfort Santana, so that she can focus for a second and speak to Manny. "She just made a remark, asking if Santana can't speak or something, because she introduced herself and Santana didn't." She explains. "She doesn't know." She adds, referring to Santana's disorder. "And she's just kind of overall a bit cold and intimidating. She made Santana uncomfortable." She says, her voice cracking a bit, the guilt getting too much.
"Brittany, honey, it's not your fault." Maribel tells her. "You can't control other people." she says, knowing how Brittany feels. The guilt is radiating off of her, and Maribel can tell she looks almost as distraught as Santana, if not more. "Things like this happen." She says matter of fact. She's raised Santana and so she is very used to Santana having panic attacks or just being extremely distraught from an uncomfortable situation or a person saying something.
Brittany just nods her head, but doesn't say anything in response, not entirely believing Maribel. But she's definitely not going to argue with her.
"We've got her now, you should probably go." Manny says in a surprisingly calm voice.
Brittany opens her mouth to protest, then thinks better of it. She nods her head and glances over at Santana who is still curled into her mother's side, her face buried in her neck.
Brittany turns for the door but before she can even take two steps, Santana says, "Don't go." Brittany spins around to look at her girlfriend who is now untangling herself from her mom. Santana stands up and walks over to Brittany, wrapping her arms around the blonde's waist. "Don't go," She repeats, only this time it's mumbled as she buries her face into Brittany's neck.
"I won't." Brittany says softly, wrapping her arms tightly around Santana. "I'm not going anywhere." She assures her.
o0o0o0o
"W-who was t-th-that man with you mom?" Santana asks, looking up at Brittany from her place in Brittany's arms. They've both changed into some onesies and are cuddled up on her bed, watching TV.
Brittany's body tenses underneath Santana and she lets out a sigh. "I have no idea." She answers honestly. She bites down on her lip and hesitates to tell the girl anymore, but she decides to just do it. She trusts Santana, and honestly she is the first person that she has ever talked about this with. "She brings home different guys all of the time." She admits quietly.
Santana lifts herself up and turns to look at Brittany, holding her weight up on her forearm. "Like she…she ch-cheats on your d-dad?" She asks a bit confused.
Brittany just nods her head, reaching up to brush a stray piece of hair behind Santana's ear. "I like when you wear your hair down." She says, randomly, but affectionately.
Santana blushes, and averts her eyes a bit, biting down on her lip. She looks back at Brittany and smiles at her. She looks hesitant for a few seconds, before she finally leans down and kisses Brittany quickly on the lips.
Brittany giggles and brings her hand up to the back of Santana's head, pulling her back down to her. She pulls Santana into another kiss, pressing her lips more firmly to the girls, not being satisfied with the other kiss.
Santana giggles against her lips, before pulling back. She smiles down at her girlfriend, then turns a bit more serious after a minute. "Does your d-dad know about your m-mom?" She asks curiously, though she is sure that he doesn't.
Brittany shakes her head and pulls out of Santana's grasp, making her frown. "I don't want to talk about my parents." She says then suddenly pushes Santana down onto her back. Santana gasps making the blonde smirk.
Brittany rolls over onto her side and smiles down at her girlfriend. She brings one hand up to caress the brunette's cheek gently, before leaning down and pressing her lips against Santana's. She adjusts her body a bit, leaning over to hover halfway over Santana as she moves her lips against Santana's.
Santana's hands come up and wrap around Brittany's neck as she kisses the blonde back. Her heart is hammering in her chest and she's pretty sure that Brittany can probably feel it too. She had no idea that kissing someone could feel this good. Her breath catches a bit when she feels Brittany's hand, run gently down her side and then back up.
A bit hesitantly, Brittany pokes her tongue out of her mouth, gently licking Santana's bottom lip, before retracting it again to see how Santana would react. When she feels Santana's fingers dig into her neck and a whimper escape her mouth, she knows that Santana wants it.
She smiles into the kiss, and caresses her fingers softly against Santana's cheek as she licks Santana's bottom lip once again, but this time a bit firmer and longer. The brunette gasps and Brittany takes that as an opportunity to slide her tongue into Santana's mouth.
Their tongues meet and Santana moans loudly into the kiss, her legs shifting beneath Brittany. Her hands move up behind Brittany's head, tangling her fingers in blonde locks.
Brittany leans over Santana even more, resting her forearm on the opposite side of Santana. Her other hand comes rests gently on Santana's neck, her thumb caressing the girls cheek as their tongues continuing to battle one another.
After a couple of minutes, Brittany pulls back then places a soft peck to Santana's lips before pulling back more, and looking down at the girl. She smirks when she sees Santana slowly flutter her eyes open, looking dazed. "You okay?" She asks gently, smiling down at her girlfriend.
Santana nods her head, her face going flush. She smiles bashfully and averts her eyes away from Brittany's gaze, letting out a small giggle.
"You're adorable." Brittany says sweetly. She can't take it anymore and leans back down, attaching her lips to Santana's once again, this time a bit more forcefully. She hears Santana gasp once again underneath her, but she doesn't hesitate to reciprocate the kiss again, not taking long for their tongues to find each other again.
Brittany's hand runs up and down Santana's side again, then over her stomach and back to her side, like they just don't know where to go. Really, she knows where she wants them to go, but she also knows that is probably way too fast for Santana.
After a few minutes, Brittany is the one to pull away, groaning just a bit, making Santana frown. "What's wrong?" She asks a bit fearfully. "D-did I d-do something wrong? I know I'm p-probably not the best k-kisser but-
"Santana, baby, it's not that." Brittany interrupts her with a small chuckle. "I just…I need to…cool down." She says matter fact, making Santana's eyes widen a bit. "Before I can't control myself." She adds with a smile, bringing her hand up to cup Santana's cheek.
Santana blushes, and smiles shyly. "Oh, okay," She says quietly, averting her eyes away from Brittany, a bit embarrassed for some reason.
Brittany sighs and smiles down at Santana, tapping her on the nose. "Why are you so perfect?" She asks, half groaning, resisting the urge to lean down and kiss her again. She wants to kiss her and never stop, but she also knows if she does that, she won't be able to stop herself from going further and she knows that Santana isn't ready for that. She just wants her so bad, and it doesn't help that she's used to getting sex pretty regularly, but hasn't had it in weeks.
Santana rolls her eyes at Brittany's comment but smiles, blushing a bit harder. "You're p-perfect." She says, bringing her hand up to Brittany's cheek.
Brittany leans down and nuzzles her nose into the crook of Santana's neck, making the brunette giggle, her hands coming up to the back of Brittany's head. Brittany places a gentle kiss on the brunette's neck, followed by another.
Santana keeps giggling from the tickling sensation, tilting her head, squishing Brittany's head between her own and her shoulder. When Brittany's kisses continue, turning more into sucking and nipping, Santana can't help but moan. She tilts her head in the other direction, giving Brittany better access, her fingers tangling in blonde locks. "B-Brittany," Santana just about gasps out.
Brittany continues kissing her for a few more seconds before pulling back with yet another groan. "I'm sorry," She apologizes. "I c-can't seem to control myself." She says with a smirk, holding herself up over Santana. "But I'll b-be good." She says, turning her body and lying back down on her back. "Come here," She says, reaching out for the girl.
Santana smiles and curls herself into Brittany's body. "I'm s-sorry," Santana apologizes quietly, her fingers, tracing the pictures on Brittany's onesie.
Brittany, picks her head up to look down at Santana, though she still can't see anything but the top of her head. "Why are you sorry?" She asks curiously, running her fingers through Santana's hair.
"F-For not wanting to…d-do that yet." She explains, blushing a bit at the topic.
"Don't apologize for that." Brittany says firmly, wanting Santana to know she really doesn't need to. "I understand that you aren't ready and it's completely fine." She says honestly. Sure she wants Santana in every way, and it's getting harder and harder to control her urges, but she'd never push Santana into anything. "I don't want you just for sex Santana, I care about you and yes, I want to do that, but only when you are 100% sure that you are ready." She says, giving Santana a squeeze.
Santana can't help but blush when Brittany admits that she wants to do that stuff with her. Sure it should be assumed, since they're dating, but it's weird because she's never had anyone want her like that. It makes her feel all tingly everywhere, and her stomach flip. She tilts her head up and places a soft kiss to the underside of Brittany's jaw, before snuggling into her even more. "Thank you," She says softly.
A/N: I apologize if this chapter disappointed! Hopefully, I'll get some inspiration back really soon! Maybe some awesome reviews could help! Also ideas on something you'd like to see whether it's big or just something really small and cute or something, I'd love to know!
Also me and my new awesome friend Shiix, created a RP on tumblr based loosely off of this story! I'm Santana and she is Brittany and it has a Brittana endgame. We have most characters but are adding a few new ones, so if you'd like to audition I'll love you forever! I'll also love you forever if you go check it out (: status-quo-rp. tumblr. com