Hey everyone! I'm glad you guys enjoyed Jacobs perspective in the last chapter. What is happening to Bella will be made clear in the next few chapters!


BellaPOV

I knew Jacob was mad, but I couldn't ignore the Cullens. Seeing Edward, I clutched me stomach even though the hole had healed , it felt like it had been wedged open again, burned around the edges. I decided not to think about it, as I parked outside outside the house, I noticed that Charlies police cruiser was pulled into the driveway as I hopped out. I walked inside and heard the tv on.

"I'm home." I said in the direction of the living room.

"Hey Bells, how is Jake?" Charlie asked me. He still didn't know that we were dating, but I knew he would find out soon. I knew he suspected it, but he hadn't said anything. I knew we would have to tell him, not the wolf part obviously, but the dating part, yes. But not tonight.

"He's fine, I gonna go upstairs." I said.

"Ok Bells, sleep well." He said as I stared walking up the stairs. I went into my room and fell over onto my bed. I was exhausted. But I knew I wouldn't be able to sleep, not yet anyway. I thought about today, to much had happened. Alice and the Cullens came back, they said it was because of me. I shuddered at the thought. 'Why? Why did the have to come back?' I knew that I had missed them, but right now all I felt was anger and sadness. I was mad... at myself. This was all my fault. I loved Jake, but what would Edward do? I was worried, but I had been fighting my eyelids for too long. They closed and I fell into I restless sleep. I had a nightmare, I hadn't had a nightmare in the last few days. But I was used to them.

I was in the woods, before I heard a howl of pain. I rushed through the woods and saw Jake, my favorite russet wolf lying on the ground in pain. I rushed over to his side, trying to help him. But I didn't know how, I then saw the other wolf fighting the Cullens. It was horrible, there was screaming and yelping. I wanted to help, but I couldn't. I was crying next to the bleeding russet wolf.

I suddenly woke up, in to much pain to register. I noticed that it was light outside, dang it school! I couldn't thik about school though, all I could feel was pain and heat. I held back a scream as I felt the heat and pain spread through me, before fading away. I felt a gasp of relief as I got up. 'What is happening to me?!' I knew that Charlie would be at work and Jacob would most likely be at school. So I got up and went downstairs. I called the school and Charlie, telling them I didn't feel well and was staying home. It wasn't a lie. I noticed that the heat wasn't fully gone, I was sweating. I felt nauseous. I knew that the only people, well not really people, but vampires who would be home would be the Cullens. But I knew that I would NOT, be doing that. I decided to call Billy, Jacob was at school, but Billy would probably be home. He picked up on the second ring.

"Hello?" He spoke first.

"Billy, its Bella." I said, I noticed my voice sounded horse and creaked.

"Bella, why are you calling, aren't you supposed to be in school?" He asked me, his voice sounding like he knew what was going on.

"Yeah, but I really don't feel well. I think I have a bad fever." I answered.

"Bella, you should rest, how bad is it?" He didn't sound concerned. Why?

"I tried resting, but I keep getting sharp pain in my stomach and the heat gets worse. It has been happening more frequently and it hurt more each time." I told him, I though he would say something like, call Charlie or go to the hospital or something. Instead he said.

"Bella, why don't you come over, I'll call Jake home." He said suddenly sounding concerned.

"No! Please don't worry Jake. But can I come over, it's getting worse?" I didn't want to bother Jacob, he was already worried enough.

"Of course Bella, be safe. See you in a few minutes." He said before hanging up.

I knew he must know something, why was he acting like this? I knew I didn't want to be alone in pain, so I went upstairs to get ready. I put on a fresh pair of clothes and then went into the bathroom. I looked into the mirror in shock. I was taller, not by much, but probably 2 inches. My hair was one or two shades darker, not that anyone would probably notice. It also looked like I had tanned. Barly tanner, but still. I was very confused. What was happening to me?! It reminded me of when Jacob was gone, but I had no Quileute blood. Plus Jake hadn't had one and off pains. I decided that it was just that i was sick, I quickly brushed my hair and rushed though the door. Before I could get into my truck though I noticed the silver Volvo parked in the driveway. 'Please no.' I couldn't deal with this. I tried to just walk past it, but Edward grabbed my arm.

"Bella, can we please talk?" He pleaded. I gave him a 'leave me alone' look, he ignored.

"No, I'm going to Billys." I said, trying to free myself from his grip, it was no use.

"Uh, fine!" I groaned and walked over to the car. He held the door open for me, I rolled my eyes and hopped in. I knew Jacob would freak out when he found out. Edward closed my door and quickly got into his own.

"Thank you." He said, looking at me. I turned to stare out the window. He must have known I didn't want to talk, I had no idea where we were going. But we pulled up in front of his and the rest of the Cullens big and beautiful house. I got out before he could open my door for me. He seemed sad about it, I rolled my eyes at him and got out. He held out his hand hopefully and started walking at a human pace. I didn't take his hand, he looked pained that I didn't. But right know all I wanted was to not be alone with him. He stared at me, before walking up toward the house, I stayed where I was.

"Bella, please come inside." He requested. I stayed where I was.

"No thank you, we came talk out here." I said crossing my arms around my chest. He walked back over to me and started to talk about what he dragged me here for.

"Bella, I know I hurt you, but I love you, please come back." He pleaded. I just stared at him. How could he expect me to just jump back into his arms and forget what he did!? I was anger, sad and hurt. He must have seen the pain on my face, as he came over to comfort me. I knew he was trying to hug me, but I tried to push him away, it didn't work obviously. But he walked back and stood a few feet from me. Pain clear on his face.

"No, why would I do that Edward? You HURT me! So much, I love Jake not you!" I yelled at him. he seemed surprised that I yelled at him. He suddenly looked angry.

"That DOG! This is all his fault!" He said, angrily. I flinched.

"No, it's not, leave Jake out of this!" I screamed in his face. He got even angrier and flashed his teeth. I took a whole step back. He then looked regretful and pained.

"Bella Swan, you should be here with me!" He snarled. I was so angry, but I felt the pain and heat coming back, I pushed them back. This wasn't over yet.

"NO! I AM NOT YOURS! I'M MY OWN PERSON!!" I yelled so loudly that he even flinched.

"BELLA MARIE SWAN! I demand that you stop seeing that... that DOG!" He yelled. I couldn't take it anymore. The pain came rushing in waves, pain and heat. I let out a groan of pain and he looked concerned. I noticed that I had also started shaking slightly. I wasn't sure why, but I didn't want him to see me like this. I didn't want him here, I wanted Jacob here with me. I heard Edward rush inside and talk to someone. This was my chance. I manged to get up and started running, I knew they would catch up, but I didn't care. I heard a loud piercing howl in the woods. The pack. I had run for some time, before it became to much, I fell down onto the hard cold forst floor, the sun was gone it had started raining. It was agonizing, this time it felt like somone had lit me on fire. It reminded me of when James had bitten me, but it was so different. I felt the pain again and let out a piercing scream. I couldn't do anything, I curled myself into a ball. It didn't do anything, the pain and heat stayed. Then I heard her. I froze terrified. Victoria...

"Long time no see." She said, excitement in her voice. I manged to look up and see her rushing towards me, revenge in her eyes. I knew there was nothing I could do. But I couldn't go down without a fight. I pushed through the pain and manged to get up just in time, barly dogging her attack. I only had to dodge her until the pack got here. And mabe the Cullens. I kept my eyes on her, pain rushing through me, I felt the heat aching its way through my body. She lunged again, I wasn't paying attention this time, she pinned me down. I was screwed.


I promise I won't keep this cliffhanger hanging here! I promise to get the next chapter up soon. I hope you guys are as excited as I am for the next chapter!