Zero stood in front of the massive floor-to-ceiling mirror in the locker room, adjusting the collar of his designer jacket, which hugged his athletic frame. His hair was perfectly styled, not a strand out of place, and his face wore that signature smirk—the one that seemed to say he was in control of everything. He always looked like he had just stepped out of a high-end fashion ad, and tonight was no different.
The Devil's game had ended hours ago, but the energy of the night still pulsed through the arena. Fans were slowly trickling out, and the players had gone through their post-game interviews, showered, and gotten dressed. But Zero, always the last to leave, was taking his time. He had other plans tonight—plans that involved Jude Kinkade.
Just as he was about to head out, Jude appeared at the doorway, his tie slightly loosened and his expression a mix of exasperation and amusement. He crossed his arms, leaning against the frame as he eyed Zero.
"You know, you don't have to look like a runway model just to go out for drinks," Jude said, his lips curving into a smile.
Zero turned, his eyes sparkling with mischief. "It's not for the drinks, babe. It's for you."
Jude rolled his eyes, but the smile on his face gave him away. "Oh, is that right? So, all this effort is for me?"
Zero stepped closer, his hands slipping into the pockets of his jacket as he cocked his head. "I thought you liked me in style."
Jude raised an eyebrow, his heart betraying him with a quick skip at the sight of Zero standing so close, that familiar teasing glint in his eye. He sighed, knowing exactly what he was getting into with him.
"You know we're supposed to keep things low-key," Jude reminded him, though his tone lacked conviction.
Zero chuckled softly. "Low-key? With us? Come on, Jude, you know that's impossible."
He wasn't wrong. Ever since they had gotten together, their relationship had been anything but low-key. From the moment they had crossed that line between professional and personal, it was like stepping into a world neither of them could fully control. It was intense, passionate, and at times, exhausting. But that was what made it impossible to walk away from.
Jude sighed, stepping into the locker room and closing the door behind him. He couldn't deny it—being with Zero was like riding a rollercoaster, and every high was worth the risk of the lows. Even now, when the rational part of his brain told him to take things slow, he couldn't help but feel that familiar pull.
"Fine," Jude said, giving in with a small smile. "Where are we going?"
Zero grinned, his blue eyes flashing with excitement. "I've got something in mind. But first, we need to get out of here."
The city lights blurred together as Zero sped through the streets in his sleek sports car, the low hum of the engine vibrating through the seats. Jude sat beside him, his fingers drumming absentmindedly on the console as he glanced over at Zero, who had that look of focus on his face—calm, confident, and slightly reckless. It was a look Jude had come to know all too well.
"You really do drive like you're invincible, don't you?" Jude remarked, shaking his head with a grin.
Zero smirked, his eyes never leaving the road. "I thought you liked a little danger."
Jude laughed softly, leaning back in his seat. "You know me too well."
There was something about nights like this—when the world outside seemed distant and it was just the two of them, speeding through the city—that made everything feel simpler. It wasn't about the press, the team, or the constant pressure of keeping their relationship under wraps. It was just them, stealing moments wherever they could.
"You've got that James Dean daydream look in your eye..."
The lyrics from Taylor Swift's "Style" played softly in the background, and Jude couldn't help but smile at how fitting they were. Zero was like a walking embodiment of that old-school, movie-star cool, and no matter how much Jude tried to keep things under control, he always found himself drawn back in.
"You know this can't last forever, right?" Jude said, his voice quieter now, the weight of reality slipping into the conversation.
Zero glanced over at him, his expression softening just a little. "I know. But that doesn't mean we can't enjoy it while it does."
Jude nodded, looking out the window at the blur of neon signs and streetlights. He hated to admit it, but Zero was right. They both knew there was no guarantee their relationship could survive in the world they lived in—where every move was scrutinized, and the expectations were high. But that didn't mean they couldn't make the most of it.
They ended up at an exclusive rooftop bar, the kind of place where only those who knew how to slip past velvet ropes could go. The night air was cool, and the view of the city skyline stretched out before them, glittering like a sea of stars. It was breathtaking, and for a moment, Jude forgot about all the complications, all the reasons he should be keeping his distance from Zero.
They found a quiet spot near the edge of the roof, the soft glow of the string lights above them casting a warm light over their faces. Zero ordered drinks, leaning casually against the bar as if he owned the place. Jude watched him, his heart doing that familiar little flip as he took in the sight of him—confident, magnetic, and completely at ease.
"You're staring," Zero said with a grin as he handed Jude his drink.
Jude smirked, taking the glass. "I'm allowed to."
Zero raised an eyebrow, stepping closer. "Is that right?"
Jude rolled his eyes, but his smile gave him away. "You know, sometimes I think you're more trouble than you're worth."
Zero chuckled, his voice low. "You don't mean that."
And he didn't. As much as Jude wanted to pretend that this was just a fling, something temporary that he could walk away from when the time came, he knew that wasn't the truth. Zero had a way of getting under his skin, of making him feel things he wasn't prepared to deal with.
"Sometimes I think you're right," Jude admitted, his voice quieter now. "But other times... other times I think we could make this work."
Zero's expression softened, and for a brief moment, there was a vulnerability in his eyes that Jude didn't often see.
"We can make it work," Zero said, his tone sincere. "If we want it badly enough."
Jude looked at him, the weight of his words settling between them. He wanted to believe it—wanted to believe that they could find a way to make this crazy, complicated relationship work. But there was always that nagging voice in the back of his mind, reminding him of how difficult it would be. Their careers, their reputations, the constant scrutiny—it was all stacked against them.
But standing here, on this rooftop with the city stretching out before them, it didn't seem to matter. It was just the two of them, and for tonight, that was enough.
Zero leaned in, his lips brushing against Jude's ear as he whispered, "Let's not think about tomorrow. Let's just enjoy tonight."
Jude smiled, his heart racing as he leaned into Zero's touch. Maybe they couldn't make this last forever, but for now, for tonight, they were perfect.
Later, as they left the bar and walked through the quiet streets, their fingers intertwined, Jude couldn't help but feel a sense of calm. It was rare, these moments where they could just be themselves, without the weight of the world pressing down on them.
"You're thinking too much again," Zero said, his voice soft as they walked side by side.
Jude laughed lightly. "Can't help it. It's kind of my thing."
Zero stopped, turning to face him, his expression serious now. "I don't care what anyone says. I'm not giving this up. I'm not giving you up."
Jude's heart ached at his words, the sincerity in Zero's voice cutting through all the doubts he had been holding onto. He wanted to believe it, wanted to hold onto this moment and never let it go.
"I'm not giving up either," Jude said softly, his voice filled with a quiet determination.
Zero smiled, his eyes softening as he leaned in to kiss him, the city lights casting a warm glow around them. And in that moment, with Zero's lips on his and the world fading away, Jude knew that no matter what happened tomorrow, tonight belonged to them.
As the night wore on and the city began to quiet down, they found themselves back at Jude's apartment, the sound of laughter and whispered conversations filling the small space. Zero was sprawled out on the couch, his head resting on Jude's lap as they talked about everything and nothing at all.
"You know," Jude said, running his fingers through Zero's hair, "we're kind of a mess, aren't we?"
Zero grinned, his eyes half-closed as he looked up at Jude. "Yeah, but we're our kind of mess."
Jude laughed, leaning down to press a soft kiss to Zero's forehead. "I wouldn't have it any other way."
And in that moment, as they lay together, tangled up in each other and the chaos of their lives, Jude knew that no matter what the future held, they would find a way through it. Because somehow, despite all the odds, they had found something real.
And for now, that was enough.
"And when we go crashing down, we come back every time..."
