It was the day of the dinner, just a few hours before everyone would come together, and Randall felt a strange sense of calm. Yesterday, his nerves had been all over the place, his mind racing as he thought of the evening ahead. But today? Today, he was composed, despite the chaotic whirlwind around him. Pots simmering, ingredients still strewn across the kitchen—there was a buzz in the air, a sense of anticipation that had little to do with the food and everything to do with the truth he was about to uncover.
Once he got done, loaded the last of his dishes and ingredients into the car, ready to head over to Elliot's house. The plan was for his sisters and Bernie to bring the rest of the food later. The dinner had originally been scheduled for Randall's place, but Elliot had suggested his home for more space. Randall had agreed instantly—he would have agreed to anything if it meant keeping his older brother in a good mood, especially with the storm that was about to hit.
On the car ride over, the calmness he felt earlier began to fade as his thoughts started to roll in. He had seen the way Elliot looked at Olivia, and he'd heard things from their mother, Bernie, about Olivia's son, Noah—a boy who shared uncanny similarities with Elliot's kids. Randall had pieced together a story in his mind, one that seemed too big to ignore: Elliot had left the police force all those years ago not just because of stress or family struggles. No, Randall was convinced that Olivia had been pregnant with Elliot's child, and that was why he'd left his partner and the police department so abruptly.
Tonight, over dinner, Randall hoped to finally get some clarity. He planned to watch Elliot closely, observe how he interacted with Noah, and how Olivia responded to certain questions. It all made sense to him—why else would Elliot have left so suddenly, why else would there be such a palpable connection between him and Olivia even now?
As Randall pulled up to Elliot's house, the calm he had felt earlier began to waver, replaced by a growing sense of unease. What if he was wrong?
He shook off the doubts. He had to know the truth, for Elliot's sake. Maybe it would explain the tension that had hovered over his brother for years, the mysterious guilt that seemed to cloud his every decision.
Yes, he hadn't been here to see it for himself, but he heard the stories. He saw his brother teetering on the edge of breaking from this job. A trait that was dangerously similar to their father but unlike their dad, Elliot had a heart. He cared. And his caring was the one thing that brought alarm to the situation for Randall.
His act of affection and caring for these two people fell along the same lines as the way he treated his family. That was all caught from just a few minutes Randall spent with them when he showed up unannounced the other day.
Randall grabbed the dishes from the car and walked up to the house, heart pounding. He was on the edge of something big, something that could change everything.
All he knew was that, by the end of the night, the truth—whatever it was—would be out.
—-
Elliot stared at the array of ingredients spread across the kitchen counter, his mind swirling with thoughts. The rhythmic clinking of utensils and the aroma of freshly chopped herbs did little to soothe his anxiety. Tonight was a monumental step—one he had been preparing for, both emotionally and physically, for days. It wasn't just a family dinner; it was a reunion nearly thirty years in the making. His sisters, Sharon and Dee, whom he hadn't seen in decades, were coming over, and for the first time, his children would meet their aunts. To complicate matters further, Olivia and Noah were part of the equation. This was Noah's first time fully meeting what he would consider his extended family, and Olivia, his steadfast anchor through so many storms, would be meeting his unruly siblings. The kids already knew their uncle Randall and they saw Joe from time to time when he would come and go with the wind, in a moment like this Elliot was glad for that. It took some pressure off his shoulders with all the introductions he was having to do tonight.
He stole a glance at the clock. Time was creeping closer, and the pressure felt like an ever-tightening knot in his chest. His kids, restless with excitement, flitted in and out of the kitchen, their energy palpable. They had been buzzing all week about meeting their aunts. Uncle Randall had stirred them up, recounting stories from his childhood, creating an almost mythic aura around Sharon and Dee.
It also happened that Olivia was another person they were excited to see. Olivia had been a beacon in his life since they were kids, and knowing that she was here made him feel a little more at ease.
Having her here with Noah he knew that if there were any hiccups like at the last established dinner, her presence was like a safety net. One that would catch not only him but his kids if the evening spun out of control. The pure thought of that just makes him smile. Then there was Noah, her son, who had become a vital part of Elliot's world. The bond they shared was as natural as breathing and despite this being Noah's first introduction to the broader family, he knew the kids would take him in like he was one of their own. Katie, Lizzie, and Eli already having met him and got along great with him. Now it's just a matter of his other two kids but Elliot was certain everyone would embrace him with open arms. Any distinction of Liv was welcomed into the Stabler world as far as he knew it.
It was nice, Elliot thought, to have one less thing to worry about in the chaos of the evening.
The doorbell rang, jolting him out of his reverie. His heart thudded in his chest as he wiped his hands on a dish towel. Randall and Joe were out back dealing with the grill so there was no use in him trying to stall any further. This was it. Taking a deep breath, he opened the door. His mother stood there, her face alight with anticipation, practically vibrating with joy at the evening she had long hoped for. They exchanged a warm hug before she stepped aside, giving him a view of the other two people behind her.
His breath caught a little as he saw Sharon and Dee standing there at his door. Time had etched itself into their faces—laugh lines, a few gray hairs, and a certain foreignness that only comes from decades of life lived apart. Yet their smiles were as bright and familiar as they had been when they were kids.
"Elliot, you old dog!" Sharon exclaimed, pulling him into a tight hug that felt both foreign and familiar at once. It was as if thirty years dissolved in that one embrace.
"Hey Shar," he murmured, his voice thick with emotion. He had braced himself for this moment, but nothing could have prepared him for the tidal wave of feelings that hit him as he held his sister.
The hug felt like it went on forever, only being a minute, memories of their childhood rushing back —those carefree days in the same comfort he found in his sister back then. Tears began to sting behind his eyes, the emotions heavy from the simple act.
As they finally pulled apart, Dee stepped forward with a teasing grin. "I guess time really has passed," she quipped, eyeing his bald head." Your hair seems to have gone with it"
Elliot laughed, the tension in his shoulders loosening just a bit. "It's good to see you too Dee" He pulled her into a hug just as tight and just as emotional. Dee had always been the joker, the one who could lighten even the most tense situations with a well-timed joke or sarcastic comment.
Their reunion was bittersweet. The years they had spent apart weren't just a matter of geography; they were marked by different paths in life, by choices and circumstances that had pulled them in opposite directions. But standing there now, at that moment, it seemed that didn't matter.
"Come on in," Elliot laughed nervously, leading them toward the living room where his children were waiting. His kids, who had been peeking around the corner, now stood nervously in the open space of the living room, their excitement barely tempered by a hint of shyness about what was unknown. Meeting family you had only heard about a few times in stories could be intimidating, after all.
"Guys," He said, now facing his five kids, and two grandkids, their faces holding eager smiles to the women that favored their grandmother. "These are your aunts," Elliot said, his voice betraying a touch of nervousness as he introduced Sharon and Dee.
The initial awkwardness melted away quickly, though. Sharon, the caring one, immediately stepped forward to greet each of the kids as Elliot introduced them, her softer approach and warmth drawing them in. Dee, always the extrovert, followed suit with her fun and outgoing spirit; which sometimes rivaled Randall and seemed to be equally effective.
Within minutes, laughter filled the room as they exchanged stories and memories, bridging the years of separation.
Elliot hung back, watching it all unfold. He leaned against the wall, arms crossed over his chest, a small smile playing on his lips. This was the moment he had been dreading and anticipating in equal measure. He worried that thirty years apart might have created an unbridgeable chasm between them and they still did have a lot of things to talk about in regards to that. But as he watched his children bond with their aunts, he knew that those discussions could wait for now.
He realized that family had a way of enduring, of finding its way back together, no matter the distance or time.
This meeting that had been plaguing his mind seemed to be going great so far and he was taking his wins wherever he could. He still had one more obstacle to cross and he hoped there would be no irritations before then.
—-
As Elliot moved around the kitchen, resetting dishes and adjusting the oven temperature, he tried to ignore the nervous energy bubbling up inside him.
His sisters had been watching him closely since they got here, it only took them mere minutes for them to get comfortable and introduced to the kids, and it was only a matter of time before they pounced. He could feel it. They were in the living room he presumed at the moment, catching up on lost time with Joe and sharing stories that spanned their childhood to the present, their laughter and lively banter filled the house with a sense of nostalgia. He knew they'd been waiting for this—waiting to meet Olivia, the woman who had become more than just his former partner, the woman who had somehow found her way into his heart after years of shared battles and unresolved tension.
As Elliot continued to keep himself occupied in the kitchen, he heard the sound of someone clearing their throat. He turned to see Dee leaning against the counter, her eyes sparkling with mischief. "Sooo," she began, drawing out the word with a teasing lilt, " I heard from a little birdie that there may be one more no two more people showing up tonight"
Elliot chuckled, already feeling the blush creep up his neck. "Yess Dee there is"
"Ooouuu is that blush I see?" Dee teased her tone light but pointed. He could tell she was already having fun with this.
"Blush really?" Sharon said, joining them in the kitchen, eyes gleaming as she chimed in. "we hardly even started drilling you about her yet, and look at you!" Her voice was warm but edged with amusement.
Elliot can't help but laugh fully, rubbing a hand down his face in an attempt to hide the heat now rising to his cheeks and ears.
"Uh oh, sis I think our little brother here is in deep" comes Dee winking at Sharon.
He had been here before—his sisters loved teasing him about relationships, granted most of those were purely crushes until his actual relationship with Kathy in high school. Everyone in New York knew how that ended. But this time, things were different. Olivia wasn't just a date or a casual fling. She was something more, someone who mattered in a way he hadn't let anyone matter in a long time.
"Soo," Sharon continued, leaning in a little closer, "what is she like? This Olivia. Joe and Randall made her sound like quite the catch. What's the story there, Elliot?"
Elliot hesitated momentarily, searching for the right words because there weren't any that sufficed. They all just seem too little for the greatness that was Olivia. Before he could respond, Joe walked in from the backyard, his usual smirk plastered on his face
"What's who like?" Joe asked, his eyes darting between Elliot and his sisters.
"The woman in our brother's life" Dee sang out, her voice lilting playfully as she fluttered her eyes dramatically to mock her lovestruck brother.
Joe grinned. "Ohh you mean the hot woman in your brother's life," he said, teasingly looking at Elliot, whose face flushed even more at the comment.
"Hey!" Elliot protested, swatting playfully at Joe's arm.
"Ow, man you're hitting me for telling the truth," looking at his sisters with a wide grin Joe laughed and went to finish his sentence, "I'm telling you, Randall will back me up on this, the captain is gorgeous."
"No, don't—" Elliot began, but Joe was already heading out of the room to track down Randall, leaving Dee and Sharon in fits of laughter.
Elliot chuckled nervously, turning back to his sisters. He knew they meant well, but their teasing had always come with an edge that kept him on his toes. "She's... she's amazing, actually," Elliot finally said, his voice quieter now, more earnest. " You'll see when she gets here."
Sharon raised an eyebrow, her teasing tone still present but softer now. "And what about this son of hers? Noah, was it? What's his deal?"
Dee chimed in teasingly, "Yeah, little brother, we need the details."
Elliot blushed slightly, feeling a mixture of embarrassment and amusement. He knew this question would come. His sisters had a way of asking about people's kids in a way that was both curious and protective.
Elliot sighed inwardly, running a hand over his head, hoping someone would come in soon to deflect some of the attention. "Noah's a good kid. He's, uh, into dance and theater. You'll like him."
Before his sisters could respond, his second eldest daughter, Kathleen, appeared by the counter, smiling knowingly.
"Hey, Dad," she said, "is Olivia coming today?"
"Uh yeaah" Elliot replied, glancing at her fully now." Her and Noah, Why?"
Kathleen shrugged, her smile widening. "No reason me and Lizzie were just wanting to know, "
Elliot raised an eyebrow, sensing there was more to it. Kathleen caught the look and rolled her eyes, laughing lightly. "Relax Dad we were just wanting to ask her," before she could finish saying anything, the youngest stabler girl, Lizzie, came bounding into the kitchen.
"You talking about Liv, find out if she's coming?" she asked, her eyes bright with excitement.
"Yeah just trying to cool down mister skeptical over there," Katie says giving a nod in the direction of their father, " but she's on her way."
Sharon and Dee couldn't help but watch the conversation between a father and his daughters. Leaning in towards Dee whispering loud enough for everyone to hear, Sharon said "Hmm, so it looks like the girls seem to like Olivia."
Dee nodded, her expression thoughtful. "Seems like it."
"Like? Olivia is practically family." Kathleen said as if it was an obvious answer to anyone in the world.
Elliot's heart swelled at her words. It meant more to him than he could express to hear his daughters say that of Olivia. It was a relief, honestly. He had worried that after everything their family had been through they might not be as accepting of someone new. But Olivia wasn't just anyone. She had been a part of their lives in different ways for years, and now, she was becoming more than that. In a little way, she always had been.
"Yeah, I think we like talking to her more than dad." Lizzie joked.
Elliot to feign being hurt, the smile on his face showing otherwise. "What, you girls like talking to Olivia more than me now?"
Kathleen and Lizzie exchanged a glance before bursting into laughter. "Well," Lizzie began, smirking at her sister, "yeah, I think we might."
"At least Katie does" She grinned as she continued, nudging her sister playfully." you ran to Liv before you did Mom or Dad most of the time"
Katie's playful demeanor shifted for just a second as she threw a glare at her older sister. "That's not true," she said looking between her sister and dad as they just gave her a deadpan stare. "Ok, maybe it is" she muttered, her cheeks tinged with embarrassment.
Elliot couldn't help but laugh at that. The teasing, the warmth, the way his daughters were speaking about Olivia—it all filled him with a sense of gratitude he hadn't expected.
Kathleen flushed but didn't deny it. "I just like her, okay? I'm pretty sure we all can say that now" Lizzie just nodded in agreement since there was no denying that.
"Well that's good," Sharon said, smiling warmly. "And from the sound of it, we're all about to like her a lot."
He exhaled slowly, a smile tugging at the corners of his mouth. From his spot, he could see Joe and Randall coming in from outside. He tried to brace himself for more teasing that he knew his brothers would add on. It was at that same time his daughters decided to exit, leaving him with no saving grace from his siblings.
Turning away from the counter he tried to make himself seem busy, an act he knew his sisters caught on to as they started to snicker from their spots.
"So I hear we are talking about Olivia" Randall says, the way he drawls out her name irking Elliot the way he intended, a smirk plastered on his face as he sits the dish in his hands down.
Before Elliot could respond to his sibling's persistent banter, the doorbell rang, announcing Olivia's arrival. Relief washed over him as he hurried to answer it. That relief was gone in an instant as he turned to see the teasing smiles on his sibling's face. A few of his kids had ones to match.
Olivia stood in the doorway, her warm smile instantly easing Elliot's nerves. Beside her, Noah stood with a shy grin, holding a dish in his hands.
"Hey," Olivia greeted, leaning into Elliot as he went for her coat out of habit. "We're here. Hope we're not late."
She dusted off the invisible lint on her outfit out of nervousness. Her outfit was simple, deciding to go with something more casual since Elliot told her not to worry too much. She wore her favorite dark wash pair, the denim was fitted hugging her hips and thighs but comfortable. The deep red blouse she chose was soft and flowy, its rich color complementing her complexion. It had a slightly loose, relaxed fit, with delicate buttons running down the front and a modest neckline that added to its understated elegance. The sleeves were rolled casually to her elbows, giving the outfit a laid-back feel. This blouse held sentimental value—Elliot had once told her how much he loved her in it, making it perfect for an evening where she wanted to feel comfortable yet confident.
Noah was in a simple pair of jeans and a blue-green plaid button-up with a matching graphic tee underneath, something she let him pick out after a few disagreements.
Elliot shook his head, a surge of pride swelling in his chest as he led Olivia and Noah into the house. "Not at all," he said, his voice filled with warmth. "You're right on time."
Lifting his finger, he pointed at the dish with his head cocked to the side. Not needing any words Noah answered before his mom had the chance, " It's a cheesecake." Seeing Elliot's lifted brow, the young boy knew the question that was coming next. "Don't worry I got her to stop and pick it up." Came his whisper, causing Elliot to laugh a little as he ushered them further inside.
For a moment, the room seemed to freeze. The easy chatter that had filled the space moments before ceased as the Stabler siblings took in the boy standing beside Olivia. Eyes as blue as the ocean, the same sea to get lost in that mirrored their brothers. The family trait. A smile plastered on his face showing the smile lines soft yet to set but the dimples prominent. They didn't have to look up to see that the smile would be one to resemble their brothers.
It wasn't long before his kids came up, the girls all eager to get in their hellos. The anticipation for Olivia's arrival finally diminished and was overridden with excitement. Elliot shook his head, feeling a surge of pride as he watched Olivia and Noah interact with his family.
It wasn't until a squeal of excitement came from one of the little ones that the group of three seemed to snap out of their thoughts. They all gave Randall a sideways glance as he smirked, feeling like he hit the jackpot. Sharon and Dee exchanged glances, their expressions betraying the thoughts running through their minds.
As the trio stepped into the kitchen, the room seemed to come alive again, but the air remained charged with unspoken thoughts and tension. Sharon and Dee, ever the astute observers, greeted Olivia with smiles, eyes widening imperceptibly as they took in her confident demeanor.
"Sharon, Dee, it's so wonderful to finally meet you," Olivia said warmly, extending her hand.
Sharon extended her hand first, her curiosity masked by a polite smile. "Hi, I'm Sharon. It's great to finally meet you, Olivia. We've heard so much about you already."
Dee followed suit, "Hi, Dee here, and I would like to send my apologies for my brother" she joked throwing her thumb towards Elliot while laughing. "I can just imagine what you've dealt with"
That caused Olivia to laugh, the initial nervousness wearing off at meeting the final Stabler siblings. There was still this little doubt or worry in the back of her head as she watched the people before her. They couldn't help their eyes keep from darting back and forth between their brother and Noah as if trying to make sense of what they were seeing.
Sensing the uneasiness that they may be causing, Sharon cleared her throat, her expression curious but kind. "And this must be Noah," she added, her voice soft as she bent down slightly to meet the boy's eyes. "It's nice to meet you, young man."
Noah, always outgoing and polite, responds with a bashful smile "Yes, Noah Benson" Offering the dish to Sharon his dimples on full display. " I got my mom to bring this too"
"Oh my goodness, thank you!" Dee said, genuinely touched as she accepted the chilled ceramic. "How thoughtful, a true gentleman, huh"
Olivia smiled at her son, proud of how he was handling the introduction. She glanced at Elliot, who had moved to stand next to her, his hand brushing against her back in a gesture of quiet support.
"Mom can I," He asked pointing towards where Dickie had set up a game of Jenga with the youngest of the group.
"Go ahead"
She hears her name being called and turns to see Bernie sitting at the head of the table, beckoning her over with a wave and smile. She sat at the head of the table, already reserving her seat being the matriarch of the family, her sharp eyes missing nothing as she observed her grandchildren bustling about. The children talked amongst each other around her, setting the table under her watchful eye.
"I'm just gonna," she says pointing in the direction of the woman.
"Yeah no you're good," Elliot says watching her walk away before turning back to see the amused looks on his siblings' faces.
"Alright let me have it," Elliot says ready to get over with.
"How'd you pull that Elliot " Randall blurted, unable to keep his mouth shut any longer. " I mean no wonder the blonde ditz felt threatened," he continued, the words dripping with sarcasm as he referenced Kathy.
"Hey, Randall watch it," Elliot said, his voice low, but the frustration in his tone was unmistakable.
"Sorry with all due respect to the late wife," Randall says quickly throwing his hands up in mock surrender. "But come on, it's like putting Suzy Homemaker next to Jayne Mansfield. That's a big difference"
Elliot just sends a warning glare to his brother as he watches the woman that occupies his every thought converse with his family. "Let me finish checking on the food outside, since someone has forgotten about it." Elliot says keeping his frown focused on Randall as he leaves his siblings by the counter.
The moment Elliot stepped outside, Randall turned to the remaining family members, exasperated. "You mean to tell me none of you guys see it?" he asked, his voice dropping to a whisper as he glanced toward Olivia and Noah, who was now busy chatting with everyone else.
Sharon shot him a warning look, her voice hushed but firm. "Randall, enough."
But Randall wasn't done. The resemblance was gnawing at him, and he couldn't keep quiet. "Look at him!" Randall gestured toward Noah. "The kid's got Elliot's eyes. His smile. Hell, he even moves like him."
Dee sighed, shaking her head slightly, but her eyes betrayed a hint of agreement. "You know Elliot, Randall. Something like this? It's not even in his wheelhouse. He wouldn't have hidden something like this for over a decade."
"Wouldn't he?" Randall challenged, crossing his arms. "Come on, Dee. We all know how screwed up things were back then. He disappears for what? Ten years? And now, Olivia shows up with a kid around the same age? You can't tell me that's just a coincidence."
Sharon frowned, clearly uncomfortable with where the conversation was heading. "Even if it were true, which it isn't," she said quietly, "that's Elliot's business. He would tell us when he's ready, but like I said I highly doubt that it's true Randal. Now let's dead this for now."
Randall huffed in frustration, but Sharon's words had a grounding effect on him. "Fine," he muttered. "But don't say I didn't call it."
As they moved away from their spot in the kitchen, the older Stabler siblings, though still unsure of what to make of Noah, found themselves shifting their focus. Whatever Randall suspected, for tonight at least, needed to remain unspoken.
Randall however stood still, knowing his assumptions were right, the kid was a spitting image of Elliot, and the look in his siblings' eyes showed agreement. The kid was 13 at best, so he felt the timing of his trip away from New York it fit, with blue eyes that seemed to scream Stabler lineage. Randall hasn't been able to put it out of his mind. Now just how to get Elliot to admit it.
