Disclaimer: I don't own Naruto or Tokyo Ghoul or Bungo Stray Dogs

Naru's POV

After injecting that syringe into my eye he took a pair of pliers and used it to cut off my fingers and toes over and over again every time they grew back. My screams and cries echoed across the walls every time I did I would count back like he taught me to.

It was to keep my mind focused so I wouldn't lose consciousness from the pain he inflicted on me. Sick bastard. I don't know how long I have been here for...it feels like maybe an hour or so I don't know.

Jason was truly monster...and so was Rize...I trusted her and looked up to her...and she betrayed me...it hurt worse than the pain Jason inflected on me.

When he would finish he would leave and come back to clean up the blood. "Look at this quite a mess you made little girl, you're truly are a goldmine." He says to me in a sadistic tone...I hated this...I hated this...I felt so helpless.

What's more...,ever since I was brought here...it feels like something has been clawing at my stomach the hunger pains was growing I was starving and what I desired wasn't the ramen I would eat at Ichiraku ramen stand.

No...it was meat, not the type of meat you would get from pig, chickens, or cows...it was from other human beings that scared me a bit...I admit...but at this point since my fingers and toes keeps growing back it makes you realize you're no longer human.

"Don't hold back, eat him...devour him...rip him to pieces." Rize's voice kept ringing in my head it was getting too much and my hunger was getting worse too. I lost consciousness finally when he placed a centipede through my ear as I could feel it dancing around in my head a bit.

I woke up in a sewers I never realized my hair was now a pure white color and my skin became a pale color as well I felt like I was floating...floating in a dark void one that would swallow me up soon. "Well well, looks like my warden had finally decided to grace me with their presence." A voice says to me I sit up and look at him my eyes looked as dead as I feel inside.

It was the Kyuubi...I didn't even feel surprised he was sealed inside me I didn't care that I was lied to my entire life I didn't care that the villagers had used me as a scapegoat and made my life Hell for no reason...I just didn't care...I felt so numb.

I noticed the fox frowning as he stares at me silently he picked me up with his tails and brings me close to his cage and face. "Listen Kit, you're going to die unless you fight back if you have to become a monster to do so then so be it, after all where has all that forgive and forget crap gotten you into this mess from the start ever since that blasted third drilled that into your head the only way you can survive in this world is to fight you must fight and kill to survive, do you understand kit?" Kyuubi asked me as everything played in my head.

He was right...I can't...keep holding back...there's just no point...not anymore...I'm no longer human...if I am go survive in this world I must become a monster...no...a ghoul.

I didn't realize it at that moment the sewers around me melted away and became a beautiful flower field with a blood red sky and a black sun and clouds and the river next to me was pure red looking like blood the flowers underneath me were all red spider lilies...they were so lovely.

I then woke up and Jason smiles evilly and talked about eating me however I then caught him off guard with smirking at him. "Oh really do you really think you're gonna be the one who's gonna eat me? Mr. Warden." I asked him in an emotionless yet dark tone. I then used my kagune to free myself and before he could react I had him pinned underneath me. "What's 1,000 minus 7?" I asked him in an emotionless tone cracking my fingers a bit.

When he refused to cooperate I stabbed him with my kagune making him scream in pain. He then began to do it and I kept using my kagune on him I eventually stopped for a moment and I pulled the centipede out of my head. "You said you were going to eat me but you're wrong instead it'll be that will eat you." I said to him and leaned down and began to eat my meal.

When I was done I was covered in blood his taste was bitter and gross like rotten meat, yet I no longer felt hungry. I left the place I was locked up in and head towards the gates of Konoha to leave. Some villagers saw me and began to yell or try to hurt me as I pass by however I was no longer the same person so I killed them.

I just kept going until I reached the gates and walked out of the village walls the two guards saw me but didn't stop me, perhaps they were shocked from the now dead look in my eyes and the emotionless look on my face or the fact that I was covered in blood.

I didn't care anymore...I just didn't care...my heart felt completely numb and dead that was caused by my many days and years of pain.