Ashe
I woke up in mommy and daddy's bed, I had a nightmare last night. I am scared of these people; I don't want to them to hurt me anymore. I wanted to stay close to daddy he made me feel the safest. I know it is because he was the only one not there, I didn't want to leave him. "Ashe how are you feeling?" he asked me. "Don't leave me daddy" I said hugging him, "Awe Ashe" he said and he carried me downstairs, I didn't want to leave his side, I know that is silly, but I am scared. Jaxon was there too but I only wanted daddy, I didn't want anyone else. I never wanted to leave the house, and I wanted daddy to be with me. "She is clinging to you for dear life" Sophie said, "yeah she is scared, and I don't blame her, she is associating the 2 of you with the trauma" daddy said. I didn't know what that meant, I just hated talking about it and mommy was trying to give me food, but I wasn't hungry, "no" I said pushing it away. Daddy started to get up and I freaked out, "No Daddy please don't go" I said, "Ashe baby I just need to use the washroom" he said and he walked away. I didn't like it and I cried until he came back, mommy tried to hug me, but I didn't want her I wanted daddy. Jaxon even tried too but I didn't want them. Daddy came back and I was with him now on the couch, "Ashe talk to me tell me how I can help" he said, "just stay with me" I said and he did we sat on the couch and watch movies. I was even allowed to eat junk food all day, mommy dealt with Janna and Jaxon was with us too. He just stared at me, I don't know what they all wanted, "Ashe you need to talk to us" daddy said, "I don't want too" I said I really didn't. They didn't push it and I just sat with daddy all day, I liked this day, and I loved being close to daddy.
Jaxon
I could tell Ashe was hurting, and I knew this was my fault, I wanted to be able to help her. I wanted her to talk to us tell us what we could do to help. She was close to her dad I get that; I felt like it was because he was the only one that wasn't there when she was taken. Given the daddy's girl thing when she was an infant, it was not surprising. She was safe with her daddy, and I went to my room, I needed to see what my father found out and see if he could send some help. "Jaxon everything alright?" he asked, "Dad I need to know who did this to her, she is struggling, and I know it's my fault" I said. "No, its mine, I should have known you were working. As of right now we have no leads" he said, "Dad, I need you to send someone to help her" I said. "Fine your sister will be there tomorrow" he said, "wait dad no anyone else" I said, "she is the best and you know it. If you want the young girl to get better than your sister is the person to help" he said. I sighed but I knew he was right, "fine" I said as I hung up. My sister and I well we didn't exactly get along. She was good at her job sure, but she tried to psychoanalyze me and tried to study me, and I hated it. I stopped talking to her and well now here I am at 19 and have no contact with my 24-year-old sister, she was my dad's favorite, and we both knew it. I wanted to help Ashe and that is the only reason I was allowing her to come, as far as her and I go there is no reason for her to talk to me. This is about Ashe and her getting some help.
I headed back into the living room and told Sophie and Josh that my sister Addison was coming tomorrow, and they hoped it would help. Ashe wouldn't let her dad put her to bed. She wanted to sleep with him, I knew all of this was some sort of stem from the trauma and this is where Addison comes in. I just hated that she was hurting, I wanted the fun happy little girl back, I just needed to get over the annoyance that came with my sister. Addison Kane the only thing she had going for her as her job other than that it was terrible. She belittled me as her younger brother and told me I was not good enough to do what dad did. I knew that her coming here meant she was right, and that part is what bothered me the most. Everyone headed up to bed and I sat there in the living room trying to figure out where I went wrong. My father says it was his fault, but I knew it was mine, and I couldn't 't let this go. I needed some air, so I headed outside, I noticed a person watching the house, and as soon as I stepped out he ran off. It was odd seeing this person as the house is sort of secluded. I am sure he or she was watching the house, I just didn't know why they were watching it. I wanted to follow them, but I wasn't going to leave them exposed. I felt like the threat was after more than just the girls, Sophie and Josh were also in danger at least a part of me thought so.
The next morning things were slightly better, Ashe was sitting on her own and actually eating either way I hoped my sister could help. There was a knock on the door, and I didn't expect her so early. Ashe ran over to her dad and hid behind is legs, as I opened the door, it was Sophies mom, "is Carlie here?" she asked, "no mom what is going on?" I asked, "Carlie wasn't in her room this morning, and I just I don't know it has me worried" she said, "Did she go to school early?" Sophie asked, "she is 11 she shouldn't even be leaving the house" Ella said. "Mom I am sure she is fine" Sophie said, this had me wondering was the threat after the entire Green family? There had to be more to this than what we knew. I felt like the entire circle were in trouble, the Greens, Davis's and even the Chapmans. I ran to my room and called my dad with the theory. I felt like we needed more people on this PIGEON was going to be busy, I came back out and Ella received a call apparently Carlie was back at home. The question was where did she go? At 11 years old I didn't think she ran away, or she was seeing someone I think she was taken as well and I hoped we could figure this out, or we were not good enough at our jobs. Waiting for Addison I had so many theories but right now my main goal was making sure Ashe was alright, and right now she was struggling, she wouldn't leave her dad's side. We needed to fix this so he could get back to looking for work and Sophie needed to get back to school.
