She can tell. I know she can. I should never have done this.

It's too obvious. Oh god, she's looking again. There's no way I can

turn that hides it...she knows. Man, right now I wish I could get off

this subway and just run.

Wow, that guy's kinda cute. Blue eyes and I love that long

hair...come on Sasha, don't stare...you'll only scare him. Like this

uniform isn't scary enough. I should've changed at the

hospital...ride home in my civvies. Gawd... it's times like these I

wish I could think ahead a little.

I bet she saw the elastic edge of plastic panties when I bent over to pick up my backpack. I knew I shouldn't of have done this. She knows and now she's probably laughing at me. Was she behind me on the ramp? She had to be. She knows. My shirt's not long enough and what on earth was I thinking when I put these tight sweat pants on?

I think I'm making him nervous...he can't seem to stop squirming. Hahaha...this is kinda fun...I wonder if he thinks I'm

attractive? Not so obvious now Sasha...be cool...let's check out the

bod...mmmm...tall...slender...mmmm...nice butt...

Okay, she's not looking at me, she's looking at that executive type over there. Nothing to worry about, you're cool Brad, she doesn't notice. She's too busy checking out mister business man.

Okay, okay, okay...one more time...a little bored kinda glance over and...yeah, but his momma dresses him. Sweats? Must be going to work out or something. Yeah...it's Saturday... he's probably

headed to the gym...keep that little butt of his in shape. Gotta get

another shot of his butt...lemme see if I can be subtle about this.

Geez, she's staring right at my butt! Oh god, she knows. She's going to start screaming at me any minute now. That guy's wearing diapers! That guy's wearing diapers! I should of stayed home with this, this is not good.

Oh my gawd...his butt is just too round. I love it! I have to

look again...come on Sasha...don't stare... come on guy...move a

little...let me see that ass again. That's it...a little to the

left...yes! Oh, baby...one more good look...no ass on earth could be

that perfect. Oh my gawd...I think he's wearing diapers!

She's smiling, oh man, now I know she knows. This is just too embarrassing. I should have skipped the doubler, my diapers way too

thick. God, I knew it, I could feel it when I left the house. I couldn't even put my legs together and my baby panties were making too much noise and now look, a really cute girl and she's making fun of me.

(Giggles) A man in diapers...how cute! His momma does dress

him. I gotta get another look...this is too funny.

I gotta turn around here. Even if she knows, and god knows she knows, I don't have to face her. Avoid eye contact. If only this lady next to me just move a little, then I could turn around. I knew this would happen. But, noooooo, I was going to go out in diapers today no matter what. I should have worn a coat or something, a long coat. I knew these sweats and this shirt weren't enough to cover me. And why oh why did I decide on thicker diapers? Leaks, oh yeah, didn't want any leaks. Man, she's making me nervous. And now she's

smiling.

I bet he's a naughty boy. Yeah, a bad boy. A bad little boy who wets his panties...(shiver)...oh.. he is way to cute. Changing his

diapers could be fun.

What am I going to do? Man, this train is taking forever. I'm going to get off at the next stop, turn around, go home. I'll blow off the library today. If she notices, how many other people are going to notice too? I knew I should have changed these blue panties for the white ones, less conspicuous if they topped my sweats, too late now.

Oh...he's turning a bit. I wanna see this...oh baby. This

train clears out a little and I'm going in for a closer look. Don't

scare him away Sasha You want to enjoy this moment. I wonder if he'd

freak if I approached him? Oh yeah...he'd freak big time...look at

the way he's squirming now maybe he has to pee...ahahahahahaha...go

ahead little boy...pee your panties...you have your diapers on!

Oh god, I gotta pee. I gotta get off this train. What if she says

something to me? What am I going to say? Oh, okay, okay, next stop

coming. Gotta get my backpack and get off. I gotta be careful here

too, if I bend over too far, she'll see my plastic pants for sure.

That's it bend down slowly, grab the backpack, Oh no, oh man, too

slow, I'm missing the stop. Oh man, I gotta pee.

Oooohhh...little blue baby panties...cute! That's right...wet your panties and let Sasha change them. Oh gawd...I wonder if he pooped in his pants? Oooohhh...what a naughty little thing to do. I'd have to spank that bare little butt of yours if you did baby. Don't worry baby... after the spanking and a fresh dry didy...Sasha would let you nurse a little. Oh gawd, my nipples are getting hard just thinking about it.

Come on, she's a nurse. Yeah, gotta be nurse, look at the uniform. She's probably seen lots of boys in diapers. Probably no big thing to her. Oh man, I can't hold it, she's making me waaayy nervous.

A nice warm wet little boy...needs his panties changed...oh

yeah...Sasha could do the job. Peel off those cute little plastic

panties you have on...unpin that wet maybe messy little didy...wipe

that mess away...spread a little lotion...spread a little

powder...maybe show that boy other ways his little pee pee could get wet...oh gawd...better watch it girl or your own panties will be

sopping soon.

Okay, these diapers aren't going to leak, just let it go. Look at her looking at me again. I know she's gonna start making fun of me and then everyone will know. Everyone will know Brad stillvwears diapers and wets his pants. Oh, this is giving me a stomach

ache.

Careful...Sasha You're making him nervous again. I just can't

help myself girl...this is way too much fun. I'm going to get closer.

She's coming this way. Oh man, I think I'm going to poop my pants!

A little closer girl...that's it...smile...let him know you're interested.

Here she comes, oh shit, what am I gonna do?

Just keep smiling...he's gonna love you girl. He lives for this.

Oh man, she's right there. I'm screwed. I'm just gonna turn

around smile, just slowly turn around and smile, yeah, smile, can't

hurt, she knows, smile.

Oh..he's a doll...don't scare him Sasha...just smile

girl...and maybe pat that perfect little diapered butt of his.

"Hi."

"Hi."

The beginning!