Chapter delay update:

First I wanna say I'm so sorry for not updating. I've run into technical problems as well as health problems.
Couple have asked will I be posting an I will try! currently right now my laptop has crashed; I got it to work but it runs like utter shit! word almost crashes every time I try to type one word it freaks out an closes! I've typed half of the chapter on my phone but its hard to go an proof read. So as for now I will be trying my best to get me a laptop. Why must I have bills -_-' DAMN IT LIFE!

ANYWAY! I am working on it I promise just be patient please. I will try my best to figure out to upload from my phone(once I figure out how to do that from Microsoft from my phone to the app). any suggestion would be awesome!

Also I blame my friend for my busted laptop cuase she asked me to download osu and once it got to 98% and severaly crashed xD she a sweet heart though an it wasn't anyone real fault. I've had this laptop for 4 to 5 years.

Story update:

As I said before the next few chapters will be mature themed due to abuse, suicide(attempt) and other dark themes.

so I have changed the rating to mature just for the how things are going to go in the next few chapters as well as in the future.

The next chapter is rather long due to a lot having to be explained and cleared up a tid bit of backstory.

The chapter after will focus on the twins during the two years and yea xD.

over all I will complete this story damn it!

I WILL TAKE THIS UPDATE DOWN ONCE IM READY TO UPDATE A CHAPTER. MY MOM AGREED TO LET ME USE HERS. HOWEVER MY UPLOAD SCHEDUAL WILL BE OFF.