The Witch and the Traitor
The fire in the hearth flickered weakly, casting long, trembling shadows across the cold stone walls of Loghain's private chamber. He sat hunched over the war table, one hand gripping the edge tightly, the other tracing absent patterns across the surface of a map. Reports of rebellion, treachery, and the coming Landsmeet lay scattered before him like shattered glass, each fragment another piece of his kingdom crumbling beneath him.
He closed his eyes and exhaled deeply. His enemies were gathering. Eamon. The Bannorn. The Grey Wardens. Even his daughter's loyalty, once unshakable, seemed strained under the weight of his decisions. And through it all, the Blight crept closer, devouring the south while Ferelden turned on itself.
The air in the room grew cold, as if winter itself had seeped through the stones. Loghain stiffened, his instincts sharpening. He reached for the dagger at his belt, though something in the back of his mind already knew what this was. He had felt this before.
A voice broke the silence, smooth and sharp as a knife sliding across flesh.
"It has been a long time, Loghain Mac Tir."
Loghain froze. The dagger fell from his hand and clattered against the table. Slowly, he turned toward the hearth, where a shadow had detached itself from the flickering flames. From the darkness emerged a figure cloaked in tattered robes, her face angular and weathered yet radiating a power that sent a shiver down his spine. Her golden eyes glimmered like twin embers in the dim light.
"Flemeth," Loghain said, his voice low and hard.
The Witch of the Wilds smiled faintly, her lips curling into a shape that was neither warm nor cruel—just knowing. "Ah, you remember me. How flattering. So few do, these days."
Loghain rose to his feet, his towering frame imposing even in the witch's unnatural presence. "I should have expected you. Chaos seems to draw you out, doesn't it?"
Flemeth laughed, a dry, throaty sound that reverberated through the room. "Chaos, yes. But it is not chaos I seek, my dear Teyrn. It is you."
Her words sent a flicker of unease through him, though he refused to show it. "I have no need of you, witch. I remember the last time we met. You helped Maric and me escape the Orlesians, true, but I never trusted you then, and I don't trust you now."
Flemeth's eyes gleamed with something like amusement. "Trust is a luxury for those with choices, Loghain. And you... you have so few left."
Loghain's jaw tightened. He remembered the rebellion well—those desperate days when he and Maric had fought tooth and nail against the Orlesian occupation. He remembered the Wilds, the endless, suffocating mist, the sound of Orlesian hounds baying in the distance as they pursued them. And he remembered her.
Flemeth had appeared as if summoned by their need, stepping out of the shadows and offering them shelter in her strange, ramshackle hut. Her presence had unsettled him even then. She had watched him with those piercing, inhuman eyes, her expression one of curiosity mixed with contempt. But it was what had happened after that stayed with him.
Maric had gone with her, alone, deeper into the Wilds. For hours, Loghain had waited, pacing like a caged wolf, his sword always in hand. When Maric had finally returned, his face had been pale, his expression distant. Loghain had pressed him for answers, demanded to know what Flemeth had said, but Maric had only shaken his head. "It doesn't matter," he had said. "Not now."
And then they had fled.
"Why are you here, Flemeth?" Loghain asked now, his voice cold. "Why come to me? What game are you playing this time?"
Flemeth stepped closer, her movements fluid and graceful despite her weathered appearance. "Oh, Loghain, do not flatter yourself by thinking this is a game. You think yourself a player, but you are nothing more than a piece. A rather important one, perhaps, but a piece all the same."
"I have no time for riddles," he growled. "If you've come to threaten me, then do it quickly. I've far more pressing matters to attend to."
Flemeth's smile grew faintly wider, as if she had been waiting for those very words. "Ah, pressing matters. Yes, the Landsmeet looms. The Bannorn conspires. The Grey Wardens whisper rebellion. Your daughter's faith wavers. And all the while, the Blight consumes your land. Tell me, Loghain—how do you plan to win this war?"
Loghain bristled. "I will do what must be done. As I always have."
"Will you?" Flemeth tilted her head, her gaze sharp and predatory. "You have done much already, Loghain. Abandoned your king. Branded the Wardens as traitors. Sold your own people into chains. And yet, still, you flounder. Tell me, how much more of yourself will you give before you see that you cannot win alone?"
"I don't need your help," Loghain snapped, though the words rang hollow even to him.
Flemeth took another step closer, her voice dropping to a near-whisper. "Do you remember what I told Maric, all those years ago?"
Loghain's breath caught, though his expression remained stoic. "No. He never told me what you said to him."
"Ah, of course he didn't," Flemeth said, her voice laced with amusement. "He didn't want you to know that I saw the truth in you. That I told him how you would betray him. How you would betray Ferelden. Over and over again, worse each time."
Loghain's fists clenched, his jaw tightening as rage bubbled beneath his carefully constructed mask. "Enough. You think you know me? You think your words will shake me? I do what I do for Ferelden."
"Do you?" Flemeth's golden eyes burned brighter now, her voice soft but cutting. "Or do you do it for yourself? For your daughter? For the legacy of a man who left you to carry the weight of a kingdom alone?
Loghain's breath steadied, though his fists remained clenched at his sides. Flemeth's words struck deeper than he wanted to admit, but he wouldn't let her see that.
"I don't need to justify myself to you," he said, his voice low, venomous. "I have sacrificed everything for Ferelden. And I will keep sacrificing, as long as I have breath in my body."
Flemeth tilted her head, as though appraising him, her eyes glinting like molten gold. "Ah, sacrifice," she murmured. "Such a noble word. And yet, it always hides the truth, doesn't it? What is it you truly sacrifice, Loghain? Your pride? Your conscience? Or is it something... greater?"
The Battlefield
Her words hung in the air, the room impossibly quiet. Then, without warning, Flemeth raised a hand. The fire in the hearth roared to life, flooding the room with heat and light. Loghain instinctively reached for his sword, but when he blinked, the chamber around him had vanished.
He was no longer in his private quarters.
Instead, he stood in a battlefield wreathed in fog. The ground was soaked in blood, the bodies of soldiers—Fereldan and Orlesian alike—strewn across the earth like discarded dolls. The metallic scent of death filled his nostrils. He recognized this place.
The Dales, he realized, his throat tightening. The rebellion.
But this wasn't the rebellion he remembered. This was wrong. The banners of Maric's forces lay in tatters. The sky above was an endless black void, pierced only by strange streaks of crimson lightning. And across the battlefield, he saw himself—standing tall and bloodied, his sword raised high.
The other Loghain—the younger Loghain—was shouting orders to unseen soldiers. But his face... it was different. Twisted. Hardened into something cruel, something monstrous.
"What is this?" Loghain demanded, turning sharply to Flemeth, who now stood beside him as though she had always been there.
She smiled faintly, her gaze fixed on the scene before them. "A glimpse of what could have been," she said, her voice distant. "Or perhaps... what may yet be."
Loghain's eyes narrowed. "What game is this, witch?"
"No game," Flemeth replied, her tone almost gentle now. "Only a mirror, held up to the man you are. Do you not recognize him, Loghain? The man who would betray his friends, his king, his people—over and over, worse each time."
He turned back to the twisted reflection of himself, watching as the younger Loghain strode through the blood-soaked battlefield. The sky was dark with ash and smoke, thunder rumbling in the distance. The ground beneath was thick with mud and slick with blood, and scattered across it were corpses—Fereldan, Orlesian, even some of his own men.
But it wasn't the carnage that held Loghain's attention.
It was the man at the center of it all.
The younger Loghain stood tall amidst the chaos, his armor smeared with dirt and blood, his eyes like ice. In one hand, he gripped his sword, its blade dripping crimson. In the other, he held a torn Fereldan banner, streaked with grime and trailing in the mud. Behind him knelt prisoners—soldiers and nobles alike, some in Orlesian armor, but many wearing the golden lion of Ferelden. His own men.
One of them raised his head, his face bloodied but defiant. "You've lost your way, Loghain," the man said, his voice raw. "This isn't the man we followed into battle. This isn't the man we trusted to save Ferelden."
The younger Loghain's expression didn't falter. He turned to the man with cold, calculated precision, his voice carrying over the battlefield. "Trust is meaningless without loyalty. And loyalty is meaningless if it falters in the face of fear." He gestured to the kneeling prisoners, his sword gleaming in the pale light. "These men failed Ferelden. They questioned orders. They hesitated when they should have acted. They were weak."
The prisoner glared up at him, his jaw set. "They were human! Not everyone is as willing to become a monster as you are."
For a brief moment, the younger Loghain hesitated, his hand tightening on the hilt of his sword. Then his expression hardened. "Weakness is a disease," he said quietly. "And it cannot be allowed to spread."
Without another word, he stepped forward and drove his sword into the man's chest. The soldier gasped, blood spilling from his lips as he crumpled to the ground. The other prisoners flinched, their cries and pleas filling the air as Loghain turned to them, his face devoid of emotion.
The real Loghain staggered back, his breathing uneven as he watched the scene unfold. "No," he muttered, shaking his head. "This isn't real. I would never—"
But his words died in his throat as a new figure stepped forward, and Loghain's heart stopped.
Maric.
The young king stood amidst the chaos, his golden hair matted with blood and dirt, his once-bright armor battered and broken. His blue eyes, usually so full of life and determination, were clouded with something else—something Loghain couldn't quite name. Around him, the remnants of his loyalists knelt in the mud, their weapons discarded, their faces pale with fear.
"This has to stop, Loghain," Maric said, his voice hoarse but steady. "These men are Fereldans. Your own people. You can't do this."
The younger Loghain turned to him, his expression unreadable. "I can't do this?" he repeated, his voice cold. "No, Maric. You can't do this. You can't lead. You never could."
The real Loghain froze, his chest tightening. "No," he whispered. "This isn't how it happened. I swore to him... I swore..."
Flemeth's voice slithered through the fog like a dagger. "Did you? Or did you swear to Ferelden?"
The younger Loghain stepped closer to Maric, his boots squelching in the mud. "You told me once that my loyalty was to Ferelden, not to you," he said, his voice calm, almost conversational. "Do you remember that, Maric? You said Ferelden needed more than a friend, more than a servant—it needed someone who would do what was necessary."
Maric's expression softened, and for a moment, he looked almost... sad. "And this is what you think Ferelden needs? Betrayal? Murder?"
"You're weak," the younger Loghain said, his voice rising. "You always have been. Your kindness, your mercy—it's why we're here, why our people are dying! You think you can save Ferelden by holding their hands, by forgiving their failures?" He shook his head, his grip tightening on his sword. "No, Maric. Ferelden needs strength. And you... you don't have it."
Maric's jaw tightened, but he didn't flinch. "And you do?"
The younger Loghain hesitated, his gaze flickering for the briefest moment. Then he raised his sword.
The real Loghain surged forward, his voice ringing out. "NO!"
But the younger man didn't hear him. The blade came down, slicing through the air with brutal efficiency. Maric gasped as the sword plunged into his chest, his blue eyes wide with shock. He staggered back, his hand clutching at the blade, before falling to his knees. His blood pooled around him, staining the mud red.
The real Loghain fell to his knees, his breath ragged. "This isn't real," he whispered, his voice shaking. "This never happened."
"But it could," Flemeth said softly, her golden eyes gleaming with something like pity. "And if it did, would you not call it justice? Would you not call it necessary?"
Loghain turned to her, his face twisted with rage. "I would never betray Maric!" he roared. "Everything I did, I did because he asked it of me! He told me—he told me to put Ferelden first!"
"And so you have," Flemeth said, her voice calm and unyielding. "You put Ferelden above your king. Above your friends. Above your own soul. But tell me, Loghain—how much more will you sacrifice in the name of loyalty?"
The battlefield dissolved into darkness, the blood and screams fading into silence. Loghain found himself back in his chamber, the fire crackling weakly in the hearth. His hands trembled as he gripped the edge of the war table, his knuckles white.
"You cannot save a kingdom by destroying its heart," Flemeth's voice echoed in his mind, soft and mocking.
The room was silent once more, but the vision lingered, vivid and unrelenting. Loghain sank into his chair, his chest heaving as he buried his face in his hands. Maric's lifeless body haunted him.
"This is not what I wanted, Loghain. Not like this."
For a long time, he sat there, the weight of his choices pressing down on him like a shackle. Finally, he whispered to himself, his voice trembling:
"I am not that man."
But deep down, he wasn't sure if he believed it anymore.
„Done reflecting? We are not done yet," he noticed that the witch was standing across the room as his vision began to fade anew.
The Depths of Memory
The shadows around Loghain twisted and coiled, swallowing the light of his chamber. The air grew damp, heavy with the scent of rock and decay. When the darkness receded, he found himself in a place he hadn't seen in decades—the Deep Roads.
The jagged stone walls rose around him, faintly illuminated by the eerie glow of lyrium veins. The stale air pressed against his skin, thick and suffocating. He recognized this place immediately: the endless, cursed tunnels he, Maric, and Rowan had once braved to escape Orlesian forces during the rebellion.
This wasn't just a memory—it was that memory.
He turned, and there they were: his younger self and Rowan.
The younger Loghain stood near the edge of a cavern, his armor streaked with dirt and grime, his face set in its familiar, hardened mask. But his eyes—those sharp, calculating eyes—were different then. They burned with a fire that had long since dimmed.
Rowan stood a few feet away, her auburn hair loose and damp from the humidity of the tunnels. She had removed much of the armor from her upper body and was now dipping a cloth into a stream, carefully wiping her armor pieces clean. Her green eyes shone, as piercing as ever, but there was something else there: pain.
The real Loghain stood frozen, his chest tightening as he watched. He had buried this memory long ago, buried it beneath years of duty, war, and sacrifice. Yet now it was raw and vivid, as if it had happened only yesterday.
"I hear you," Rowan complained to the shadows, putting down her wet cloth.
"I'm sorry," the younger Loghain responded quietly. "I can leave, if you like."
Rowan seemed to consider it but then turned to him. "No," she said reluctantly. "It's all right."
The younger Loghain settled himself beside her by the stream bank and ran his fingers absently through the fresh water.
"I didn't know," he said.
"I didn't think you did."
They were both quiet for a time, and she picked up her cloth again, running it over her breastplate.
The real Loghain remembered it clearly. It was shortly after they had discovered that Maric and the Orlesian spy—Katriel—were in love.
"It would be easier," Rowan sighed, "if I could simply hate him. After what he's done, I should be able to, shouldn't I?"
"He's a hard man to hate." With that sentiment, the young Loghain was right, thought the older Loghain.
"I miss my father and what Maric once used to be," Rowan continued, her voice thick with emotion. "Back then, it was easier to pretend. I didn't even care about the throne like my father did. And Maric's smile... his smile made everything worthwhile. And sometimes... sometimes I could make myself believe it was just for me." Her throat caught at the end, and she stopped. "But you don't need to hear this. I'm sorry."
"You deserve more than pretending, Rowan," said the younger Loghain, his eyes now fixed on her.
"Do I?" she asked, tears beginning to form in her eyes. "I'm not sure I do. Maybe I really do hate that poor elf just because... because she caught his eye, not me. All those years I thought we were meant to be, and I was just fooling myself."
The real Loghain could feel his heart break, just as it had back then, as Rowan began to cry.
"He could still change his mind," the real and younger Loghain said at the same time.
"No," Rowan said quietly. "I don't think he could. And I don't think you do, either." Then she shrugged. "And it shouldn't matter. At least he's happy."
They sat in silence—a silence that crushed Loghain then and crushed him now.
"Do you blame him?" the younger Loghain reluctantly asked.
"For all this? No."
"What about for your father?"
She seemed to think about that for a few seconds. "No, we knew what we were doing. I think my father would have approved."
"I blamed him," the younger Loghain said, whispering as quietly as he could. "For my father's death. For being dumped in our laps, for forcing our hands. I wanted to hate him, too; you're not the only one." He gazed along the stream. "But we can't hate him. And it's not because we're weak. It's because we are strong. He needs us."
"He needs you, not me."
"You're wrong," the younger Loghain whispered gently. A hand reached up to brush a lock of her hair away from her face. "And I hope one day he sees that."
"Th-There is nothing to see," she insisted.
"That's not true."
The real Loghain could feel tears forming on his face. So much time had passed since he had allowed himself to think about this moment, about Rowan. The grief he had never allowed himself to feel was now fighting to surface.
Rowan turned her face away from the younger Loghain as she began to cry. "It isn't?"
"One day," he said bitterly, "he will see what he had all along. He will see a strong warrior, a beautiful woman, someone who is his equal and worthy of his utter devotion, and he will curse himself for being such a fool." His voice became husky. "Trust me."
The real Loghain remembered how he had silently turned away back then, only for Rowan's hand to grab his forearm.
"I'm sorry," the younger Loghain whispered. "I didn't mean—"
"Stay."
"I'm not him," the younger and real Loghain said in unison, a tear slipping down the real Loghain's cheek.
She took his hand and brought it slowly to her face. They kissed. The younger Loghain now had tears in his eyes as well. "I don't want him," Rowan whispered. "I've been the one who was a fool."
Her voice cracked slightly on the last word, and she turned her head away, but not quickly enough for the younger Loghain to miss the glisten of tears in her eyes.
The real Loghain stood frozen, his chest tightening as he watched them sink to the cavern floor. Their armor was cast aside, their breaths mingling in the cold air. For that one night, they gave in to what they both knew they could never have.
„Oh the warm embrace of two young lovers and what of it has last?", Flemeth noted playfully.
The real Loghain turned his gaze away, tears clouding his vision as the scene shifted again.
The memory shifted, and Loghain found himself in Rowan's room in Gwaren. Days ago, they had taken Gwaren by force, and moments ago, Maric had killed Katriel. She had turned out to be a spy, and now Maric was on the verge of breaking down completely.
The younger Loghain, hardened by the events of the last few months, stood before Rowan, his posture rigid as he delivered the news.
"Maric killed her," he said flatly.
"Did you tell him everything?" Rowan demanded, her voice rising sharply. When he didn't respond, she marched toward him, anger flashing in her green eyes. "You told him, didn't you? That Severan put a price on her head? That she must have—"
"It doesn't change anything," the younger man stated firmly, cutting her off.
"All ice and sharp corners now," came Flemeth's voice, her tone cold and sharp. "The man she used to know... gone."
"Loghain," Rowan said, her voice trembling as she struggled to find the words. "What if she really loved him? All this time, we thought she was just using him... what if we were wrong?"
"We weren't wrong," said both the younger and real Loghain at the same time, their voices filled with a grim finality. The younger Loghain closed his eyes briefly before opening them again and fixing Rowan with an intense gaze. His jaw tightened as he continued, his voice steady. "She did hurt him. We thought she was a spy, and we were right. We thought she was responsible for the slaughter at West Hill, and we were right."
"She saved his life!" Rowan shot back, her voice cracking with emotion. "She saved our lives! How could we do this to him?"
"A betrayal indeed," Flemeth whispered, her voice like a blade slipping between ribs. The real Loghain shot her a menacing glare but said nothing.
"I stand behind my decision," the real Loghain declared, his voice unyielding.
"It's done!" he snapped, his voice rising with frustration before he forced himself to take a breath and compose himself. He reached out and placed a hand on Rowan's shoulder, his touch firm but meant to steady her. "Rowan," he began again, his tone measured. "It is done, and now this can go one of two ways. Either Maric wallows in self-pity and becomes no use to anyone, or he realizes that being a king and being a man are not always the same thing."
Rowan looked up at him, her expression a mix of anger and sorrow. "And why do you come to me, then? It's done, as you said."
"I cannot reach him now," he said evenly, his voice steady but carrying a note of weariness.
Rowan's eyes widened slightly as realization dawned. "But I can," she finished for him, brushing his hand away. Her eyes narrowed as she studied him, and for a moment, an almost imperceptible flicker of sorrow passed over her face.
"You are still his queen," the younger Loghain said, his voice low. He tried to sound detached, but the ache in his words was impossible to hide, no matter how much he tried.
Tears welled in Rowan's eyes. "And what if I do not wish to be his queen?" she whispered.
Loghain turned his gaze away, his jaw tightening as he forced himself to speak. "Then... then be Ferelden's queen."
Rowan's composure shattered. She rushed at him, pounding her fist angrily against his chest, but he caught her wrist before she could strike again. She struggled, trying to free herself, and struck at him with her other hand. He grabbed that one too, holding her firmly as she began to sob.
Her resistance faltered as the tears came in waves. She cried openly, her body trembling as she leaned against him, her head resting on his chest. Loghain stood still, his hands still gripping her wrists, his own breath unsteady.
For a long moment, there was nothing but the sound of her sobs and the silence of the memory pressing down on him.
Then Rowan tilted her head back, her tear-streaked face meeting his. She saw it then—the tears welling in his own eyes, the grief he was too proud to let fall. The sight broke something in her.
She reached up, her hands now free, and cupped his face. Slowly, they drew together, their lips almost touching.
But then Rowan turned away, pulling back at the last moment.
The real Loghain's knees felt weak as he watched the scene unfold. His chest tightened painfully, and a single tear slid down his cheek. His fists trembled at his sides, and the weight of everything he had buried for so many years threatened to crush him.
The grief that had risen so suddenly in him was overwhelming, clawing its way to the surface after years of being locked away. His breath came in short, ragged bursts, and he pressed a trembling hand against his chest as if trying to hold himself together.
From behind him, Flemeth's voice came again, soft but cutting. "Ah, such sorrow," she said, her tone almost pitying, though her golden eyes gleamed with amusement. "Such strength wasted on duty, such passion buried beneath the weight of a crown. Tell me, Loghain—how much of yourself did you lose in that room?"
Loghain's hands curled into fists, his nails biting into his palms. His voice was low and hoarse as he whispered, "I demand you get me out of here."
Flemeth's smile widened, sharp and cruel. "Oh, but why would I? This is where you belong. With the ghosts of what you could not allow yourself to have. With the pieces of the man you once were."
Loghain spun toward her, his eyes blazing with anger and pain. "Enough!" he roared, his voice shaking. "You know nothing of me!"
"I know more than you think," Flemeth said, her voice softening, almost gentle. "And so do you. You have been running, Loghain Mac Tir... running from this moment, from her, from yourself. But the past... oh, it is a persistent thing, isn't it?"
Her laughter echoed as the shadows began to close in, the memory dissolving into darkness. Loghain stood trembling, the weight of his choices pressing down on him like an iron shackle.
And with that the shadows twisted the scene one last time.
The Landsmeet
The shadows around Loghain twisted and churned, swallowing the throne room for a brief moment before it reassembled itself with even greater clarity. The noise of the Landsmeet was deafening. The voices of the gathered nobles blended into an indistinct roar, a cacophony of accusations, disgust, and anger. Loghain's voice rang out over them, sharp and commanding, but no matter how loudly he spoke, it seemed no one was listening.
"They are traitors!" he bellowed, his hand slamming against the pommel of his sword. "The Grey Wardens abandoned us at Ostagar! The Bannorn conspires with Orlais! And now you would all stand against me? Against Ferelden?"
His words echoed across the chamber, but they fell on deaf ears. The nobles murmured among themselves, their faces twisted with contempt and distrust. Some pointed at him openly, their whispers growing sharper. He could feel their disdain like knives cutting into his skin.
And then there was Anora.
She sat on her throne, poised as ever, her expression unreadable. Her golden hair framed her face like a crown, and her gown shimmered faintly in the flickering torchlight. She was every bit the queen he had raised her to be—calm, calculating, and strong. But when their eyes met, Loghain felt a sharp pang in his chest.
She looked away.
"She's stronger than you imagined," Flemeth's voice coiled around his thoughts, low and almost amused. "You taught her to be a queen, but you forgot what that truly means, didn't you?"
"No," Loghain muttered under his breath, his voice trembling slightly. He stepped forward, his gaze locked on Anora. "Anora. You understand why I've done this. You must understand. Everything I've done—everything—has been for you. For Ferelden."
Her eyes flickered toward him for a brief moment, and he saw something in them that made his stomach twist: hesitation. No, not hesitation. Judgment.
When she finally spoke, her voice was calm, cold, and deliberate. "What you have done, Father, is divide the kingdom. You speak of saving Ferelden, but all I see is a nation turned against itself."
Her words struck him like a blow, but he refused to falter. "I have done what Maric would have wanted!" he snapped, his voice rising. "I have protected Ferelden when no one else would! Do you think these people—these nobles—care about anything but their own power? Their own titles? They will sell us to Orlais the moment it suits them!"
Anora's gaze hardened, and her voice sharpened like a blade. "And what of the alienage, Father? The elves you sold to Tevinter? Was that for Ferelden as well? What of the Grey Wardens, the men and women who have fought the Blight for centuries? What of your king—Cailan—who you left to die?"
"Ah," Flemeth whispered, her voice almost indulgent. "She cuts deeper than even you could, doesn't she? How strange it must be, to see the world through her eyes for once."
Her words rang out across the throne room, silencing the nobles for a moment. All eyes turned to Loghain, the weight of her accusations bearing down on him. His breath caught in his throat, his chest tightening as he struggled to form a response.
"Cailan was a fool," he said finally, his voice low and bitter. "He would have led us to ruin with his obsession for glory."
"And you think you've done better?" Anora retorted, her tone icy. "You have led us to the brink of war. You have turned the Bannorn against us. And now, you stand here, blaming everyone but yourself."
The room erupted into shouting, the nobles' jeers and accusations like thunder in his ears. Loghain's grip tightened on the pommel of his sword as he tried to drown out the noise, but the chaos only grew louder.
It was then that Arl Eamon stepped forward, his commanding voice cutting through the noise like a blade. "Enough!" he called. The chamber quieted, and all eyes turned to him. "We have heard your excuses, Teyrn Loghain, but the evidence is plain. You abandoned King Cailan to die at Ostagar. You sold Fereldan citizens into slavery. And you branded the Grey Wardens—our only hope against the Blight—as traitors."
Beside Eamon stood Duran, the Grey Warden, silent but steadfast. His presence was like a monument to everything Loghain had tried to crush, and the sight of him burned Loghain's pride. But it was the figure next to Duran that made Loghain's blood run cold: Alistair. Maric's bastard.
Alistair stepped forward, his voice firm despite the anger simmering beneath the surface. "You betrayed my brother," he said, his tone steady but filled with barely restrained fury. "You betrayed my father. And now, you stand here and tell us that this is all for Ferelden? Don't insult us, Loghain. You did this for yourself."
The nobles roared in agreement, their shouts echoing off the stone walls. The room seemed to close in around Loghain, the shadows deepening. His hands trembled at his sides, his heart pounding.
"She is stronger than you think, Loghain," Flemeth whispered again, her voice dripping with mockery. "She sees the truth, even if you do not."
He turned sharply, his voice rising. "Anora will stand by me!" he shouted, desperation creeping into his tone. "She knows why I've done this! She must know!"
But when he looked back at her, Anora's expression was cold, resolute. She stood slowly, her head held high as she addressed the room. "Ferelden does not need him anymore," she said, her voice steady and clear. "Loghain Mac Tir has brought us to ruin. He will answer for his crimes."
"No!" Loghain bellowed, his voice breaking. He drew his sword, the steel gleaming in the torchlight. "I will not stand here and be judged by you! By any of you!"
"Ah, there he is," Flemeth murmured, her tone almost delighted. "The wolf backed into a corner. Will he fight, I wonder? Or simply bare his teeth one last time?"
The chamber erupted into chaos as Loghain stepped forward, his blade raised. But Duran was faster. In one fluid motion, the Grey Warden unsheathed his weapon and met Loghain in the center of the chamber. Their swords clashed, the sound ringing out like a bell of finality.
Loghain fought with the ferocity of a cornered beast, his movements precise and deadly. But he was outnumbered, outmatched. Duran's strikes came hard and fast, and soon Loghain's strength began to waver. Alistair joined the fight, his blows fueled by righteous anger, and together, the two Wardens disarmed him.
Loghain fell to his knees, his sword clattering to the floor. His breath came in ragged gasps as he looked up at Anora, his vision blurring with tears. "Anora," he whispered. "Everything I did... it was for you."
Her expression didn't waver. "No, Father," she said softly. "You did this for yourself."
The silence that followed was deafening. Eamon stepped forward, his voice steady as he pronounced the verdict. "Teyrn Loghain Mac Tir, you are hereby found guilty of treason against the crown of Ferelden. Your punishment is death."
Duran nodded grimly and raised his blade. Loghain closed his eyes, his mind flashing with images—Rowan, Maric, Anora as a child. The people he had loved. The people he had lost.
The blade fell.
The Crossroads
The vision shattered, and Loghain was back in his chamber. The fire in the hearth crackled softly, its flickering light casting long shadows across the cold stone walls. But the warmth it offered felt hollow. His breathing was ragged, his heart pounding against his ribs like a trapped animal. Sweat clung to his brow, and for a moment, he struggled to ground himself, to remember where—and when—he was.
Flemeth stood before him, her expression calm, almost kind. The golden glow of her eyes softened into something unreadable, though the weight of her presence was as suffocating as ever. She took a step closer, her movements slow and deliberate, as if savoring the moment.
"You stand at a crossroads, Loghain Mac Tir," she said, her voice low and measured, reverberating in the silence. "One path leads to salvation, the other to ruin. I have shown you what lies ahead. The choice, as always, is yours."
Loghain's hands trembled at his sides, his knuckles white as he fought to steady himself. Quickly, he hid them behind his back, forcing his posture upright. He straightened, pulling himself together with a resolve that felt brittle, like dried leaves crumbling underfoot. When he spoke, his voice was low but firm, though it carried the faint tremor of a man still shaken.
"And what do you gain from this, witch?" he demanded, his words edged with frustration. "Why do you care what I choose?"
Flemeth's lips curved into a faint smile, enigmatic and unsettling. It was not the smile of someone amused, but of someone who knew the ending to a story they were watching unfold. "Oh, I care little for your choice, Teyrn," she said smoothly, her golden eyes studying him like a scholar observing a specimen pinned to a board. "But I care greatly for what follows. The storm that comes will shape this land for centuries, and I simply wish to see the pieces fall where they may."
She turned slightly, her tattered cloak billowing behind her, but she did not leave—not yet. She lingered, her gaze piercing as she looked him over, as though she could see through him. "Choose wisely, Loghain," she said, her voice softening as though in warning. "The weight of a kingdom is heavy, but the weight of regret... that is far heavier."
Her words hung in the air like smoke, curling into his mind, where they lingered and burned. Something in her tone froze him. He clenched his jaw, grinding his teeth against the rising tide of anger and despair.
"What do you know of regret?" he spat, his voice harsh, a defensive edge creeping into it. "You speak as though you understand what I've sacrificed."
Flemeth paused, her head tilting slightly, her golden eyes narrowing with curiosity. "Oh, but I do," she said, her voice barely above a whisper, a snake's hiss in the quiet. "I have seen the weight you carry, the choices you've made, the people you have cast aside in the name of Ferelden. Do you truly think your sacrifices are yours alone to bear?"
Loghain's fists curled tightly, his breathing uneven as he struggled to hold back the surge of emotions her words stirred in him. "I did what had to be done," he said, his voice trembling with suppressed anger. "Maric understood that. He knew Ferelden's survival would require more than hope and loyalty."
"Ah, Maric," Flemeth said, her smile widening ever so slightly. "The golden boy. The hero king. The dreamer. You loved him once, didn't you?" She took a step closer, her eyes gleaming. "Not as a friend, not even as a king. You loved him because he carried a light you never could. And yet, when the time came, you turned away. Not from him, no—but from what he represented."
Her words struck a nerve, and Loghain flinched, though he held his ground. "Maric asked for my loyalty to Ferelden," he growled. "Not to him. Not to Rowan. Not to anyone. Ferelden is all that matters."
"And yet," Flemeth said, her voice soft but sharp, "what is Ferelden, Loghain? A throne? A banner? Or the people you have abandoned one by one, until you stand here, utterly alone?" Her eyes bore into him, unrelenting. "What of Rowan?" she asked, her voice cutting deeper than any blade. "What would she think of the man you've become? Would she call you a hero? Or would she see what I see—a man so blinded by duty that he gave her away. Not for love, but for a crown neither of you would wear."
The name was like a blade to his chest. Loghain turned away from her, his jaw tightening as memories flooded his mind. Rowan—her fierce spirit, her loyalty, her fire. The way she had looked at him when they were young, before war had consumed everything. Before Maric had taken his place beside her. Before he had pushed her toward Maric, forcing her to bury her own dreams for the sake of Ferelden.
"She... she would have understood," Loghain said, his voice quieter now, less certain. "Rowan believed in Ferelden as much as I do."
"Oh, she believed in Ferelden," Flemeth agreed, her voice soft but laced with mockery. "But she also believed in you. She saw something in you once, something beyond the ruthless general, beyond the man willing to break himself for a crown he would never wear. And still, you gave her up. You gave her to Maric, and why? For a throne? For Ferelden? Or was it simply easier to lose her by choice, rather than risk her choosing someone else?"
Loghain's breathing grew heavier, his hands trembling as they gripped the edge of the war table. His mind swirled with images—Rowan's smile, her tears, her voice calling out to him in anger and in despair. The woman who had once told him she didn't want to be a queen. The woman he had made into one, despite her protests.
"She's gone," he said finally, his voice hollow. "She's gone, and it doesn't matter anymore."
"Oh, it matters," Flemeth said, her tone sharp. "Because she was the best part of you, Loghain. She was the last piece of yourself that wasn't consumed by this—this obsession with duty. You gave her up for Ferelden, but tell me: did Ferelden ever give anything back to you?"
Loghain staggered back, the weight of her words pressing against him like a physical force. His chest heaved, his fists trembling as the weight of her accusations bore down on him. He felt exposed, raw, as though she had stripped away every shield he'd spent decades building.
"Enough!" he roared, his voice shaking. "You think you understand me, but you don't. Everything I've done, every sacrifice I've made—it has all been for Ferelden! Not for Maric, not for Rowan, not for anyone but the people of this land!"
"And yet," Flemeth said, her voice calm and unyielding, "the people you fight for despise you. Your daughter turns from you. The allies you once trusted stand against you. Tell me, Loghain—how many more will you sacrifice in the name of Ferelden before you realize there is nothing left to save?"
Loghain's chest heaved as he glared at her, his mind racing. The weight of her words pressed against him like a physical force, threatening to crush him. For a moment, he felt as though he might break.
But then his jaw tightened, and he straightened his posture, forcing the doubt back into the recesses of his mind. He would not yield. He could not.
"Whatever it takes," he said, his voice low and resolute. "I will save Ferelden, no matter the cost."
Flemeth tilted her head, her golden eyes gleaming with a faint trace of amusement. "Ah, such conviction," she said softly. "But remember, Loghain—the cost is never what you expect."
Her form began to dissolve into shadow, her voice lingering in the air like a haunting whisper. The faint scent of wildflowers and decay clung to the room as she vanished, leaving him alone once more.
Loghain stood in silence, his mind racing. The visions she had shown him lingered, vivid and unrelenting. The battlefield. Rowan. The Landsmeet. They clawed at the walls of his mind, threatening to unravel him. For the first time, he felt the cracks in his resolve, the creeping doubt that whispered of failure, of ruin.
He turned back to the war table, his eyes falling on the scattered maps and reports. Slowly, he picked up his dagger. The blade gleamed faintly in the firelight as he raised it, then drove it into the center of the table, splitting the map of Ferelden in two.
"Whatever it takes," he muttered to himself. But the words felt hollow, as though spoken by someone else.
And somewhere in the shadows, Flemeth smiled
