Chapter 9 – Of Regret and Loss
In the dim, oppressive silence of the basement, the cloaked figure stirred, lost in restless slumber. His dreams were a tangle of fragmented images and emotions, sharp and jagged like broken glass. The nightmarish memories of an ancient curse, of blood that ran through his veins—blood that had once been human but was now something else—tormented him as if they had never truly left. The cursed immortality. The unyielding weight of eternal existence.
Michael Roa Valdamjong was a man caught between two worlds: one bound by time, frail and fleeting, the other untouchable, immortal, the very essence of eternity. He had once been nothing more than a mortal man, ignorant of the forces beyond his comprehension, but now... now, he was something else—something far older. Far darker.
The pursuit of immortality had been his only obsession, a singular, consuming passion. But immortality was not a gift granted freely; it was something earned at great cost. His soul had paid that price long ago.
Immortality. Eternal existence. Such lofty desires, such unreachable ambitions. What could a mere mortal—a being whose heart beat with the tick of time and whose blood was confined to the cycle of life and death—hope to achieve in the face of something so transcendent?
Roa, once a devoted acolyte of the Church, had become a man of forbidden knowledge, a seeker of truths that lay hidden beneath the surface of the world. The truth, the undeniable truth, was that immortality was not a myth. There were beings who lived outside the laws of time. Beings who had transcended the human condition and now existed in the shadows of eternity.
Vampires.
Many would dismiss them as legends, as figments of fearful imagination. But Roa knew better. He had seen their power firsthand. He knew that these creatures—these vampires—were real. The only obstacle in his way had been the shackles of humanity. To achieve the immortality he craved, he had understood that he must give up everything that tethered him to his fragile human existence.
But there was something else. A force that had appeared in his life, disrupting his plans, a presence that tainted his ambition. A woman.
The princess.
Her name was Arcueid Brunestud, and she stood as a paradox to everything Roa sought. Her beauty, impossible in its perfection, was a thing of legend. Her golden hair, shimmering like sunlight on a field of pure white flowers, and her eyes, crimson as the blood of those she hunted, burned with a fire that defied the very nature of mortality. She was perfection incarnate. A being whose very existence was proof that immortality was no fleeting wish but a tangible reality—one that Roa longed to possess.
But what was this feeling that stirred in him at the thought of her?
Roa clenched his fist, a dull ache pulsing through his chest, a pain that did not belong to a man who had long since abandoned any attachment to mortal emotions. Her image lingered in his mind, persistent and haunting. He remembered the first time their fates had collided—under the silvery moonlight, amidst a field of white blossoms. Her form had stood before him, ethereal and otherworldly, and for a moment, he had wondered if he had stepped into a dream. No, not a dream—this was something far worse. She was no mere woman. She was a vampire, a True Ancestor.
A being beyond comprehension.
It had been weeks since that fateful encounter, but her presence still lingered in his thoughts like the echo of a bell. Her golden hair, her ruby eyes—he could still see her, clear as day. Arcueid Brunestud. Her name whispered in the silence of his mind, both a balm and a blade.
Her words echoed too: "You seek eternity," she had said, her voice calm and filled with the weight of untold centuries. "But eternity is not something that belongs to mortals."
Her voice, soothing yet indifferent, had pierced him to the core. There had been no malice in her tone, but an unspoken certainty, as if she knew something he did not. She was eternal, unchanging. And in that moment, he had realized something that shook him to his very foundation. She was not the answer to his quest for eternity—she was the embodiment of everything that made his pursuit feel futile. Her presence challenged his every belief, as if he were a fool chasing shadows.
And yet, despite everything, he longed for her. A longing that tore at him, gnawed at his soul.
Roa's hand hovered above the tome on his desk, fingers twitching with unspent energy. He had read of beings like Arcueid before. Immortals, beings whose existence had transcended time and death. But there had been no mention of the agony they could bring—a torment that twisted within his chest, an ache so deep it could scarcely be described. What was it? What was this feeling that could so easily weaken the resolve he had spent years building?
Her voice had not been one of challenge or animosity. No, it had been something more insidious—something that made his desire for eternity feel small and childish. Her words had stripped away his pretense, leaving him vulnerable, exposed. She had seen through him, past the layers of intellect and ambition, into the very core of who he was.
The thought of her stirred something inside him that he could not control. It was not awe—no, it was something more dangerous. It was longing.
Roa gripped the edge of the tome, his breath ragged as he fought to steady his racing heart. The desire to achieve eternity was all-consuming. Yet now, it seemed incomplete, hollow, as if the endless passage of time would be an unbearable eternity without her by his side.
He laughed bitterly at the thought. Love? Was this love? A fleeting emotion of the weak, a distraction for mortals who were bound by the inevitable decay of time? He had never been one to entertain such thoughts. They were chains, binding him to the human condition. And yet, despite his resolve, despite everything he had worked for, the thought of Arcueid would not leave him.
The ache in his chest was unbearable. What was this?
His voice, low and strained, escaped him like a rasping whisper. "What is this feeling?"
The longing, the yearning, it defied all logic, all reason. Was this love, or was it something far more dangerous? Something that threatened to undo everything he had worked for?
Roa clenched his fists, a harsh breath escaping his lips. "I cannot afford this," he muttered, forcing his thoughts back into focus. "I cannot afford to feel this way."
But no matter how many times he told himself that, the ache remained. His resolve cracked, if only for a moment, as the image of her—of Arcueid Brunestud—lingered in the corners of his mind. What if eternity meant nothing without her?
He shook his head violently, banishing the thought. He would not allow himself to be distracted by such feelings. He would not let his pursuit of immortality be clouded by desire.
But even as he turned back to his studies, the thought refused to die. Arcueid lingered like an unshakable shadow, her golden hair, her ruby eyes, a constant reminder of what he desired, and what he could never have.
The moon hung high, a silent witness to the scene unfolding in the field of flowers. The pale light bathed everything in a soft, ethereal glow, making the night air seem impossibly heavy, as if the very world held its breath. And there, in the center of it all, she stood—Arcueid Brunestud. Her figure was like a vision from another realm, one of perfect beauty and terrifying power, her golden hair swirling around her like a river of light, catching the moon's glow with every movement.
Roa approached, his heart drumming in his chest, every step weighted with anticipation, every breath a prayer to forces beyond his understanding. She had sensed his presence before he had even come close—he could see it in the way she turned, her eyes locking onto his with a sudden sharpness, as if the very depths of her being could feel the heat of his gaze.
Her lips parted, a breath caught somewhere between surprise and something else—something he could not quite decipher. Her voice, when it came, was soft, as if speaking to herself more than to him. "You again...?" The words hung in the air like the faintest of whispers, trembling against the wind, but there was something more there, something he could not ignore.
Roa's heart twisted. She was a witch, a siren, a creature from beyond the realm of mortal understanding. He could feel it in the very marrow of his bones. If she had spoken, if she had sung, he knew he would have fallen victim to her spell without a moment's hesitation. There was no question in his mind—her voice alone could entrap him, enslave him, and bind him in chains of desire so deep and consuming that escape would be impossible.
Still, he pressed forward, summoning every ounce of composure. His hand, trembling yet resolute, reached out to her. It was an invitation, tentative and hesitant, but it was also filled with a raw, unspoken need. A need he could not deny, even if it meant risking everything.
And then, after what seemed like an eternity, she accepted. Her hand, soft and delicate as the finest porcelain, slipped into his. Her skin was as flawless as he had imagined, her nails pale pink and perfectly formed. When his fingers brushed against hers, a hunger stirred within him—a hunger so deep, so primal, that it almost hurt.
For a moment, time itself seemed to hold still. Her hand was so close, so beautiful, and Roa felt an overwhelming, almost obscene urge to mar it— to stain it with blood, to see her delicate skin twisted by the violence of his desire. The thought flickered through him, dark and insidious, and he smiled—an expression that was equal parts pleasure and torment.
He leaned forward, slowly, bringing her hand to his lips. He could feel her breath quickening, the tension rising between them, and he hesitated just before pressing his lips against her skin. A moment of weakness, perhaps, or perhaps the cruelest of impulses—he wanted to tear into her, to violate her perfect exterior, to make her scream with the rawness of his hunger. The thought of her blood, of seeing her innocence shattered, thrilled him like nothing else ever had.
But that was not his purpose. No, his purpose was greater than mere hunger. His purpose was eternal life, immortality. And Arcueid—she was the key.
Before he could take the next step, before he could give in to the madness creeping at the edges of his mind, something shifted. Arcueid pulled away from him suddenly, her body trembling as if gripped by an unseen force. Her hand flew to her head, fingers twisting in her hair as if she could claw away the pain, the torment she was feeling. Her breath came in ragged gasps, her eyes wide with something far darker than he had ever seen.
Roa's heart twisted in his chest. This is it, he thought. This is the moment. The moment when he could claim what was his.
"Your Highness..." His voice was barely a whisper, but it cut through the silence like a blade. "Are you alright?" His voice was gentle, though his heart pounded in his chest, blood rushing in his ears. Was this the moment he had been waiting for? The moment when she would finally give him what he craved?
But in response, all she could do was scream—a sound of anguish so raw, so primal, that it tore through the night like a banshee's wail. Her body swayed as if it might collapse, her legs buckling beneath her, but she refused to fall. One arm stretched out in front of her, her hand raised as though to keep him away, while the other clutched her head in agony.
Roa's resolve hardened. He could not let this opportunity slip away. Not now. Not when eternity was within his reach.
He stepped closer, his eyes locked onto hers. "Please, Princess," he said, his voice laced with desperation. "Let me help you. You won't harm me. I trust you. Are you in pain?"
But she shook her head violently, her whole body trembling with the force of her rejection. She tried to pull away, to escape him, but Roa was relentless. He closed the distance between them in a single step, seizing her wrist with a force that left no room for resistance. His fingers dug into her pale skin as he drew her toward him, her body fighting against his grip, but he would not let her go.
Her golden eyes met his once more, but there was nothing left of the dignified princess he had once admired. The light in her eyes was gone, replaced by something darker, something primal. Her lips curled into a twisted, almost mocking grin as her fangs descended, gleaming in the moonlight like ivory daggers.
It was no longer Arcueid, the princess. It was something far more dangerous—a creature of hunger, of destruction. She lunged at him with a terrifying speed, her mouth crashing against his in a brutal kiss.
It was not a lover's embrace. It was savage, violent, the act of a predator claiming its prey. Her teeth sank into his neck, tearing through skin and muscle with a sickening rip, and Roa gasped as the blood flowed, hot and thick, pouring down his neck in a crimson torrent.
They fell to the ground in a heap, Roa's back striking the earth with a dull thud, but even as he lay there, half-dazed, he wrapped his arms around her, holding her close. There was no more restraint in him now—only the raw, undeniable hunger that surged through his veins, the overwhelming desire for what he had sought for so long.
Arcueid pulled away, her head lifting only to bury her fangs once more into his neck, her body trembling with the sheer force of her need. She drank deeply, her hunger insatiable, and with each pull, Roa felt himself slipping away, his life flowing out of him in a single, irrevocable moment.
And then, as his vision blurred and his breath grew faint, a twisted, satisfied smile spread across his lips.
Michael Roa Valdamjong, the man who had once sought immortality with unwavering determination, the man who had loved and hated in equal measure, drew his final breath. But even in death, there was no fear. No regret.
For Roa had become what he had always sought to be—an immortal, a being beyond the reach of time. And in his final moments, he had been reborn as something far more terrible. Something that would haunt the world for eternity.
The ultimate Dead Apostle.
The cold darkness of the basement pressed down upon the cloaked figure like a weight. He awoke with a groan, the sound muffled in the suffocating stillness of the air. The floor was hard beneath him, the chill seeping through his cloak and into his bones. His eyes fluttered open slowly, the dim light of dawn barely visible through the narrow, grime-covered windows that lined the stone walls. For a moment, he remained still, allowing the fog in his mind to clear, the remnants of fragmented dreams slipping away like smoke.
He sat up, the rough fabric of his cloak rustling softly. A headache throbbed behind his eyes, a dull, insistent pounding that only worsened as he moved. His fingers, still numb from the weight of sleep, reached up to touch his forehead. There was something wrong. Something in the air felt different, and the feeling settled deep into his gut like an omen.
The cloaked figure grimaced, standing shakily and pushing himself up against the cold stone wall for support. As he moved to steady himself, the feeling only deepened—like the weight of time had shifted in a way he could not yet grasp. He reached for his robe, pulling it tighter around his form, as if to shield himself from the chilling unease that gripped him. His movements were deliberate, practiced, though he couldn't shake the sensation of something lingering at the edges of his mind, waiting to be acknowledged.
A voice broke the silence.
"Did you sleep well?"
The cloaked figure froze mid-step, his body stiffening in irritation. He recognized the voice instantly—the smooth, almost taunting cadence of Baron Vordenburg. The man had a way of speaking that made everything sound like a challenge, as though every word was a game, a subtle attempt to prod, to provoke. The cloaked figure's shoulders tensed, his mind racing for the answer he would give.
He turned slowly, his cloak swirling around him like a shadow, and there, leaning against the doorframe, stood Baron Vordenburg. The baron's pale face was illuminated by the faint light filtering through the cracks in the room, a cold, almost indifferent expression on his face. He wore his usual attire—a fine, tailored suit of dark velvet and silk, the collar turned up slightly, giving him a look of insouciant arrogance. His dark eyes glinted with something between curiosity and amusement as they regarded the cloaked figure, his lips curling into a knowing smirk.
"Not particularly," the cloaked figure muttered, his voice low and gravelly, laced with irritation. He could feel the weight of Vordenburg's gaze, probing him, as though the baron knew something he didn't. The cloaked man didn't care for the way the baron's gaze lingered, as though it sought to pick apart every layer of his being. The discomfort was almost palpable.
Vordenburg chuckled softly, stepping further into the room. "I can see that. You're not looking quite yourself today, my friend." He paused, his eyes narrowing as he took in the cloaked figure's posture, the tension in his movements. "Something's on your mind, I gather. The loss of our dear Malkav weighs heavy on us all, doesn't it?"
The cloaked figure's eyes flicked to the floor, his jaw tightening. He had known the blow was coming, but hearing Vordenburg's words made it feel all the more real. Malkav, their most valuable asset, was gone. Gone because of a foolish miscalculation, a slip in their plans that had brought ruin instead of victory. The cloaked figure had tried to anticipate every move, every countermeasure, but there had been no preparing for the relentless persistence of the hunter. And now, the one person they had counted on, the one piece that had been so critical to their grand design, was lost to them.
He took a slow, deliberate breath, pushing down the frustration that threatened to boil over. He could not afford to be weak. Not now.
"Yes," he finally said, his voice barely above a whisper, like the hiss of a snake. "The loss of Malkav is... regrettable." The word tasted bitter in his mouth. Regrettable wasn't strong enough. It wasn't enough to encompass the depth of the loss. But there was no point in dwelling on it. Not anymore.
Vordenburg, sensing the shift in the cloaked figure's mood, took a step closer, his expression turning more serious, though still tinged with a subtle edge of mockery. "I suppose you have a plan, then? Because losing Malkav… well, that wasn't part of the plan, was it? You were counting on him, weren't you?"
The cloaked figure stiffened again. Vordenburg's words were like needles in his skin, each one a reminder of his failure. He couldn't afford to show weakness, to give in to the anger that surged within him. His gaze sharpened as he turned his attention back to the baron.
"We carry on," the cloaked man said, his voice steady, but the edge of steel was undeniable. "The loss of Malkav changes nothing. We still have what we need to move forward."
Vordenburg raised an eyebrow, clearly unimpressed. He gave a short, almost sardonic laugh, shaking his head. "Ah, yes, always so calm and collected. I sometimes forget how… unflappable you are." He let the sarcasm hang in the air for a moment before his tone shifted. "But seriously, what now? Malkav was… invaluable to us. His presence was essential to our next steps, and now we're left without one of our most precious assets."
The cloaked man's eyes narrowed, his patience wearing thin. "I know what we've lost. But it's not the end. It never is." He took a step forward, his hand reaching toward the table where various tomes and arcane symbols were scattered in disarray. "We have something far more valuable now. Something that can't be measured in blood or power alone."
Vordenburg tilted his head slightly, curiosity piqued. "And what is that, exactly?"
"An assessment," the cloaked figure said, his voice cold and deliberate. "We have a far clearer picture of the hunter's strength now. We know what he's capable of, and we know his weaknesses. We've learned more than we ever could have hoped. And that knowledge will guide our next move."
The baron smirked, though his eyes showed a glint of something deeper—perhaps concern, perhaps something darker. "So you're saying you'll take the next charge, then? No more games, no more waiting? You'll strike directly?"
"Yes," the cloaked figure replied, his voice unwavering. "It's time to move. We can no longer afford to hide in the shadows, waiting for the perfect moment. The pieces are in place, and the game is now ours to control."
Vordenburg was silent for a long moment, his gaze flicking between the cloaked figure and the scattered remains of Malkav's plans. Finally, he let out a slow, thoughtful sigh. "I hope you're right," he said softly. "Malkav's loss was a heavy blow. One we may not recover from so easily. But… if his sacrifice was worth it… if it brings us the victory we seek… then I suppose we'll see."
The cloaked figure didn't respond immediately. Instead, he turned toward the door, his back to Vordenburg. His hands rested briefly on the handle, the weight of the decision pressing on him like the heavy cloak he wore. He couldn't afford to show hesitation. Not now.
"All will be worth it," he said, his voice low, full of certainty. "We have everything we need. And soon, we will have everything we desire."
Vordenburg watched him for a long moment, his eyes calculating, weighing the figure before him. Then, without another word, the baron gave a half-hearted shrug. "Very well. But don't say I didn't warn you. If this plan fails, we'll have more than just Malkav's loss to contend with."
The cloaked figure turned, his gaze sharp, and for the first time, the slightest hint of a smile crossed his lips—cold, unfeeling, yet undeniable. "We will not falter."
And with that, he left the room, his footsteps echoing in the silence behind him.
Vordenburg lingered for a moment longer, his eyes drifting toward the shadows where the vampire's plans had once been carefully laid out. The loss was indeed heavy. But the game was still in play. And with a quiet sigh, he followed, the shadows of the past lingering just beyond the reach of the present.
…
The grand throne room of Castle Krakenburg was an imposing sight, bathed in the cold, amber light of the setting sun that filtered through the towering windows. The heavy scent of polished stone and aged wood mingled with the sharp tang of battle-worn metal from the armor and weapons that lined the walls. At the heart of this intimidating space sat King Xander, the regal figure at the head of the Nohrian royal family, his imposing presence further accentuated by the armored attire he wore even in the absence of immediate conflict. Beside him stood his siblings: the ever-composed Leo, the fiercely protective Camilla, the youthful and empathetic Elise, and the enigmatic figure of Corrin. At the far end of the room, standing tall with quiet grace, was Abel—his demeanor as rigid and controlled as ever.
Xander leaned forward in his throne, his voice carrying with the weight of a king's authority as he spoke.
"Abel, you have my deepest gratitude for the valor you've shown in Windmire. The defense of the city against Malkav would not have been possible without your assistance. But now, as much as we celebrate that victory, there is another matter we must discuss. I trust you understand the stakes we face here in Nohr. There are other Dead Apostles, and I would know what we're up against. You mentioned that there were others. How many? And who are they?"
Abel's gaze swept over the Nohrian royal family, lingering briefly on Corrin before he answered. The weight of their eyes, expectant and focused, pressed down on him, but he held firm. His loyalty was to Nohr and its royal family, but the truth of the Dead Apostles was a cold and dangerous reality, and it was time to face it head-on.
He looked at Corrin, who nodded slightly—a quiet signal that now was the time to reveal the full truth. He took a breath, his voice calm but carrying an edge of urgency.
"There are at least two others in Nohr," Abel began, his words cutting through the stillness of the room. "The first is Baron Vordenburg, a Rank VII Dead Apostle. He is a dangerous figure, highly manipulative, and carries with him an intricate network of followers. His power is not something to underestimate. The second... is a cloaked man. His identity is still unclear, but I would advice not to underestimate him. These are the individuals you should focus on now. They are the ones who will present the next significant challenge."
As the Nohrian royal family processed the news Abel shared, the room was charged with tension, each royal processing the revelation in their own way. Xander, the King, stood straighter, his expression darkening with concern. Camilla's usual composed demeanor faltered as her eyes narrowed in both curiosity and protectiveness, while Leo appeared intrigued, his calculating mind already turning. Elise, always the most innocent, looked confused and somewhat frightened by the gravity of the situation. Corrin, however, looked to Abel, waiting for clarification, trusting his judgment.
The first to speak was Xander, his voice steady but tinged with the weight of responsibility. "Dead Apostle... ranks? You speak of them as if this is common knowledge, but I have no understanding of these ranks. Are you telling us that these creatures are categorized by power? What does this rank system mean?"
Abel nodded slowly, his face serious as he prepared to explain. "Yes, that's exactly what I'm saying. Dead Apostles are divided into nine ranks. Rank I is the weakest, and Rank IX is the strongest. These ranks are grouped into three categories: the Dead, Ordinary Dead Apostles, and the Greater Dead Apostles."
"Greater Dead Apostles?" Camilla's voice cut in, her tone tinged with suspicion. "What makes them 'greater'? And why are we only hearing about this now, after dealing with Malkav?"
Abel turned to her, meeting her gaze directly. "The greater Dead Apostles are beings of almost unimaginable power. These creatures, unlike the lower ranks, are capable of feats that transcend the ordinary limitations of their kind. But let me clarify the ranks first." He paused briefly before continuing. "Ranks I to III are what I would classify as the Dead—these are the weakest and the most disposable."
Xander leaned forward slightly, his eyes narrowing. "Go on."
Abel took a deep breath and began to explain, his voice steady but firm. "Rank I is called 'Corpse.' These are essentially just dead bodies animated by a basic instinct to move. They don't have any will of their own. Malkav used these in his assault on Windmire—mere puppets, controlled by stronger Dead Apostles."
Elise's eyes widened in horror. "So those things… they were all just bodies brought back to life to attack us?"
Abel nodded. "Yes. But it gets worse."
He continued without pausing. "Rank II is a 'Ghoul.' Ghouls are corpses that mimic their former selves, but they lack any coherent thoughts. They're not mindless, but they cannot think or reason as humans do. They are more like living shadows, driven by a basic will to survive, but without the intelligence to function as normal beings."
Leo raised an eyebrow, intrigued. "So, they're like shells, then? A copy of the person they once were?"
"Precisely," Abel answered. "And they are still dangerous, even in their reduced state."
Abel's voice grew more grave as he moved on to Rank III. "Rank III is 'Undead.' These are lowly vampires, living corpses that have regained some semblance of life, but their mental faculties are still unstable. They lack their sense of pain and taste, and they can live a sort of simulated human life, but they are far from what we would consider truly alive."
"That's... horrifying," Elise muttered, her hand instinctively going to her mouth as she absorbed the grim details.
Abel nodded. "Yes. But it's only the beginning. Rank IV is when things start to get more dangerous. We call them 'Nightkin.' These are vampires who have managed to retain their human identity after being turned by their sire. They are intelligent, aware of who they are, and they retain their personality. They can act like normal humans, but they suffer extreme coldness and thirst as a side effect of their transformation. They are rare—only about one in a thousand can reach this rank."
Camilla's voice rose in disbelief. "So, you're saying that someone like that still holds onto their humanity, but at the cost of becoming something monstrous?"
Abel nodded somberly. "Yes. It's a curse, but for those who manage to control it, they can become formidable enemies."
Leo's voice was cool, detached. "And what of Rank V? What's that?"
Abel's eyes darkened. "Rank V, 'Nightmare,' represents an advanced stage of transformation. These Dead Apostles can manifest special powers, either drawn from their sire or created from their own strength. They are not just powerful—they are dangerous in ways that go beyond physical combat. They are manipulative, deceptive, and they can control aspects of their environment that others cannot."
"So, they're the ones we really need to watch out for?" Corrin asked, her voice quiet but filled with intent.
Abel nodded again. "Yes. But even then, they are still not the greatest threat. That comes with Rank VI—'Dead Apostle (Inferior).' This is the rank I held when I was still an unbound Dead Apostle. These are fully self-sufficient vampires, capable of ruling their own domain. They are powerful enough to control entire territories and serve as lords over lesser vampires. They have no human ability to procreate, but their power is immense. Only one in ten thousand can achieve this rank."
Xander, taking in the information, leaned back in his seat, his expression hardening. "So, Malkav was a Rank VII Dead Apostle, and he used Rank I and II Dead to attack Windmire. Now, we must contend with Baron Vordenburg, another Rank VII, and a cloaked man whose rank we don't fully understand yet, but we suspect he's stronger than a Nightmare?"
Abel shook his head, the grimness in his voice palpable. "Unfortunately, that's not the case." He paused, eyes narrowing as he recalled the story. "Malkav wasn't naturally sired. He was part of a twisted, scientific experiment conducted by a female Dead Apostle, one named Lululily Araku Paranodahlia. A mad scientist, obsessed with creating a serum that could artificially turn humans into Dead Apostles to swell their numbers."
The room quieted, the Nohrian royals hanging on his every word. "Her work, however, was ultimately in vain," Abel continued, his gaze turning distant for a moment. "Until Malkav came along. I was surprised to learn he had come from her experiments—and even more surprised that he had managed to reach Rank VII, despite everything. When we crossed paths, Malkav boasted that he was a 'perfect imitation' of a Dead Apostle Ancestor, but I'm certain it was just him gloating."
Corrin tilted her head, looking genuinely confused. "Dead Apostle Ancestor? What does that mean?"
Abel paused, then answered with a deep, almost resigned sigh. "A Dead Apostle Ancestor is the progenitor of the Dead Apostle line. These are the original beings—more powerful and more ancient than any of the others. Their bloodline is the very foundation of the Dead Apostle race, and they possess unimaginable power. The higher ranks of Dead Apostles, like Malkav or Vordenburg, may be formidable, but an Ancestor is on an entirely different level."
Camilla's sharp gaze flicked toward Abel, her protective instincts rising. "But if Malkav wasn't a natural Dead Apostle... what makes him so dangerous? If his power is based on an experiment, why was he still able to pose a threat?"
Abel nodded thoughtfully. "Malkav may have been the product of a failed experiment, but he was still a Rank VII Dead Apostle. Even if his existence wasn't 'natural,' he still retained a substantial amount of power. And despite his origins, he was able to command lesser Dead Apostles, which made him incredibly dangerous. His artificial creation didn't hinder his ability to wield power—it only made him more unpredictable."
Leo, ever the skeptical one, folded his arms tightly across his chest. "So this Lululily Araku Paranodahlia woman... what happened to her? Was she defeated as well?"
Abel's expression darkened as he mentioned Lululily Araku Paranodahlia. A fleeting thought crossed his mind, unbidden yet undeniable. It had been decades since he last saw her, and yet the memories of their shared past lingered like the sharp sting of a wound that never quite healed. They had never been anything more than fleeting, easy moments between two individuals who, despite their differences, found solace in one another's company. Their connection was never born from affection, nor was it tainted by the need for anything deeper. She had been… a form of distraction.
He could still remember the last time they'd crossed paths: the way she had smiled with that maddeningly disinterested expression, as if their interactions had always been a game. A mutual understanding that their time together was only meant to satisfy a temporary need. Nothing more. And yet, even in the midst of their brief encounters, there was something about her—the way she carried herself, with that dangerous combination of brilliance and madness—that made her hard to forget.
"It's been decades," Abel spoke, his voice sharper now. "Since I last saw her. After her failed attempts at creating artificial Dead Apostles, she disappeared. I haven't heard a word from her since. It's like she vanished into thin air."
He leaned back slightly, glancing around the room at the royal family, his tone hardening. "She was obsessed with her experiments. Driven by a need to surpass the natural laws of vampirism, to create Dead Apostles from nothing but a serum. Madness, really. But she was clever—so clever in her designs that it was hard to tell whether she was truly insane or simply a genius on the edge of something profound."
His gaze drifted momentarily, lost in thought, remembering how she had spoken of her goals with a fervor that bordered on mania. "She was unpredictable. Reckless. And that obsession… it consumed her, just like it consumed anyone who got too close to her. I don't know what happened to her after that. I don't know where she went or what became of her work. But I can say one thing for certain: If she's still alive, she's still out there, somewhere—lurking."
Xander looked pensive, his expression grave. "And this Baron Vordenburg… a Rank VII, you say? What exactly makes him different from Malkav?"
Abel exhaled deeply, the gravity of their situation clear in his eyes. "Vordenburg is a Dead Apostle who achieved his power through his own means. Unlike Malkav, who was part of a failed experiment, Vordenburg's strength comes from his own cunning, manipulation, and ruthlessness. He has the experience of centuries on his side and is no doubt a formidable foe. As a Rank VII, he possesses power that far exceeds the lower-ranked Dead Apostles. He's one of the greater Dead Apostles, and his reach extends far beyond what we've faced."
Elise, who had been quietly listening, spoke up with a hint of worry in her voice. "And this cloaked man… you think he's higher-ranked than Malkav? Is that possible?"
Abel paused for a moment, his eyes narrowing slightly. "It's hard to say. The cloaked man is still a mystery. We don't fully understand his abilities yet, and his true rank is uncertain. But based on his actions and the aura surrounding him, I believe he may just as powerful as Malkav. We must prepare for that possibility."
Corrin looked around at her family, her expression resolute. "Then it's settled. We need to face these threats head-on. Whatever it takes, we'll do it together."
Xander looked at Abel, his face a mask of determination. "If we face these Greater Dead Apostles, we'll need to be fully prepared. This isn't just a matter of strength—it's about strategy and understanding the enemy."
Abel nodded firmly, his voice low. "Exactly. We cannot underestimate the Dead Apostles. They may appear to be monsters, but their intelligence, their tactics, are just as dangerous as their strength."
Camilla placed a hand on her sword's hilt, her eyes burning with intensity. "We've faced overwhelming odds before. If we stand together, we can defeat them."
Abel's lips twitched into a small, approving smile. "I hope you're right, Princess Camilla. But remember—this will be no ordinary battle. We must be prepared for anything. The Greater Dead Apostles play the long game. Their actions are always calculated, their moves planned. We can't afford to be careless."
Leo stepped forward, a determined look on his face. "Then let's start planning. We won't let them take what's ours."
Xander stood, his voice commanding. "We'll face this threat as one. As a family. And we'll show these Dead Apostles that they've underestimated us."
The room fell into a heavy silence, the weight of their task now fully realized. The fight ahead was going to be long, and it would demand everything they had. But for the Nohrian royal family, there was no turning back.
After Xander dismissed the meeting and the rest of the royal family began to filter out of the throne room, the air felt charged, heavy with the weight of the revelations that had been shared. Most of the Nohrian royals seemed preoccupied with the gravity of the situation. But not Corrin. As the others continued their discussions, she lingered behind, her steps quiet on the stone floor as she moved closer to Abel.
Abel, who had been lost in thought, his mind still processing the weight of the conversation, turned to face her as she approached. Her gaze was thoughtful, but there was something more, a quiet gratitude in her eyes that he hadn't quite expected.
"Abel," Corrin began, her voice soft yet sincere. "I... I just wanted to thank you for being so open with us. All this information, it's more than I could have imagined. But I know it wasn't easy for you to share."
Abel blinked, caught off guard by the earnestness in her tone. She had thanked him, but there was something in the way she spoke—something that made him pause. For all his years as a Dead Apostle, he wasn't accustomed to gratitude, certainly not from someone like Corrin, who seemed to view the world with a level of innocence he had long since lost.
He gave a small, almost imperceptible nod in acknowledgment, but before he could speak, she continued, her expression now shifting to something more curious.
"I noticed... there was hesitation when you spoke about Lululily," Corrin said, her eyes narrowing slightly as if probing something hidden beneath the surface. "You mentioned her briefly, but... you hesitated. Why is that? What's your history with her?"
The question hung between them, and for a moment, the world outside the throne room seemed to vanish. Abel's mind raced, a thousand thoughts flashing before him. So she noticed, he thought, his heart quickening for an instant before he managed to quell the unease that stirred within him.
He hesitated, his lips slightly parted as if searching for the right words to explain something he hadn't shared with anyone for decades. His history with Lululily was... complicated, to say the least. What can I even say about her? he wondered. What do I want her to think of me?
For a moment, he considered brushing her question off, but something in Corrin's expression—her genuine curiosity, her perceptive gaze—made him reconsider. She deserved an answer, even if it wasn't the whole truth.
"Lululily," Abel started slowly, his voice quieter now, "she was... someone I knew long ago. Someone who shared a lot of the same... interests as I did. We had a... complicated relationship, and in truth, I haven't seen her in decades. I don't know what happened to her after I lost track of her, and frankly, I've been avoiding that question myself for a long time."
Corrin nodded, sensing the weight of his words, but she didn't press him further. Instead, she looked at him with understanding. "I see. But I could tell there was more to your hesitation. It wasn't just about the experiment, was it?"
Abel's breath caught in his throat. He could feel the faintest pulse of discomfort, something he hadn't allowed himself to feel in years. He swallowed, his fingers tightening around the hilt of his blade. He had been prepared for the questions, even the hard ones. But the question about Lululily, about their connection, was... more personal than he had anticipated.
He had never spoken of her this way. Not to anyone. And now, with Corrin looking at him with such quiet understanding, he felt exposed in a way he hadn't in a long time.
There was a time, years ago, when Lululily and Abel, or rather Kain, had been... close. Their relationship was a strange, messy affair—one born not of love, but of necessity, curiosity, and mutual benefit. They both sought to understand the darkest corners of the mind, and they shared more than just experiments and blood. There had been moments of tension, of shared fleeting pleasures, but also moments of quiet understanding, unspoken connections that ran deeper than either of them cared to admit.
But that was then. And Abel had long since learned to bury those parts of his past, to lock them away in a distant corner of his mind. He didn't want to revisit it. He didn't need to.
But Corrin was patient, her gaze soft but unwavering. She wasn't prying—she simply wanted to understand, and for reasons he couldn't quite explain, he found himself wanting to tell her.
"I guess you could say... we were connected in ways that don't really make sense. At least, not anymore," he muttered, his voice barely audible. "But that was a long time ago. I've moved on."
Corrin stayed quiet, allowing him to gather his thoughts. She didn't push him, but the silence between them was thick. For a moment, Abel wondered if she had guessed the full extent of what had transpired, or if she was simply reading between the lines.
Corrin stayed quiet, allowing Abel to gather his thoughts. She didn't press him, but the silence between them buzzed with a peculiar energy, thick with things unsaid. Despite her outward calm, her thoughts raced, piecing together his words, his hesitations, and the subtle changes in his tone when he spoke about this "Lululily." Her mind spun, weaving together a story she couldn't confirm but also couldn't quite ignore.
Complicated relationship? she mused, her gaze still fixed on him, though she tried not to seem too obvious about it. What does that even mean? Were they… partners? Rivals? Both? Her imagination began to run wild as she considered the possibilities.
Abel's reluctance and the way his voice softened when he mentioned Lululily only fueled her thoughts. It wasn't just professional, was it? she thought, trying to suppress the small twist of unease curling in her chest. There's no way he'd get that worked up if she were just a colleague. Did they... Corrin caught herself mid-thought, her cheeks warming slightly. No, no, that's ridiculous. It's not like they—
But her mind betrayed her, filling in blanks with increasingly exaggerated scenarios. She imagined Abel and Lululily in some dark, gothic laboratory, exchanging witty banter over bubbling cauldrons of vampiric serum. Were they... testing those serums together? Sharing "close quarters" while they worked? She winced internally. Ugh, stop it, Corrin. Focus on the facts!
Still, her thoughts spiraled. What if they were lovers? She was clearly brilliant—Abel said so himself. And she was probably beautiful, wasn't she? Some mysterious, sultry scientist with the perfect balance of intelligence and danger. Corrin's eyes flicked to Abel's face as he stood silently, lost in his own memories. Did he love her? Or was it just some... twisted fling?
The idea of Abel being involved with someone so enigmatic made Corrin's stomach do an uncomfortable flip. She quickly reminded herself that it wasn't her business, but that didn't stop her from feeling an odd mix of curiosity and—if she was honest with herself—a touch of jealousy. Why does it even matter to me? It's ancient history! And yet…
Her thoughts took a sharp, absurd turn. What if she's still alive? What if she suddenly appears out of nowhere and throws herself into his arms, declaring her undying love for him? What would I do then? Would I just stand there awkwardly, or—
Corrin bit the inside of her cheek to keep from laughing at herself. Get a grip, Corrin, she chided internally, shaking off the ridiculous mental image of herself standing in the background like some forgotten extra in a romantic drama. You're being ridiculous. He literally just said it's been decades since he last saw her. She's probably gone, or… I don't know, off making more weird experiments somewhere.
But as much as she tried to dismiss the thoughts, they lingered in the back of her mind like an unwelcome guest. She couldn't deny that her curiosity about Lululily had been piqued, and her reaction—however irrational—made her feel a little embarrassed. Still, she decided not to dwell on it too much. This isn't about me, she reminded herself. This is about Abel and the threat we're facing. Stay focused, Corrin.
Still, as she listened to Abel speak again, she couldn't help but keep imagining. Maybe someday she'd ask him outright. For now, though, she kept her musings to herself, offering him a small, encouraging nod that she hoped masked her runaway thoughts.
"Thank you for sharing what you could," she finally said, her voice steady. "I know it's not easy to revisit the past."
Even if that past involves someone as infuriatingly intriguing as Lululily.
Corrin's thoughts drifted to the dream she'd had before, unbidden and vivid, as if etched into her memory. It had been strange and unsettling, an intoxicating blend of fear and longing that left her shaken upon waking.
She saw Abel again, standing in her room, his piercing eyes fixed on her with a hunger that was impossible to ignore. In the dream, his resolve—so steadfast in reality—had crumbled under the weight of his vampiric nature. He had succumbed to the beast within, his fangs bared, his once noble demeanor replaced with a predatory grace. He approached her, his movements fluid and deliberate, as though he were a hunter savoring the inevitability of his prey.
She had felt frozen under his gaze, not from fear, but something else entirely. A pull, deep and primal, that stirred in her chest and spread like wildfire through her veins. When he reached her, he had whispered her name—not as an apology, nor as a warning, but as a promise.
Then, he claimed her.
His lips, impossibly warm, took away her protests with a fervent, almost desperate passion. His touch was electric, his hands unyielding as they pulled her closer, binding her to him. Yet even as his fangs grazed her skin, she hadn't resisted. Instead, she had tilted her head back, surrendering to him entirely, her heart pounding with a rhythm that matched his own.
The dream hadn't stopped there. No—it had twisted, darkened, becoming a scene she could barely reconcile with herself. A reflection of her own form had appeared, its presence ethereal and almost mocking. The doppelgänger stood entwined with Abel, her fingers tangled in his hair, her lips moving against his in a way that was both tender and possessive. It wasn't just her reflection—it was the part of herself she barely dared to acknowledge. The part that wanted him not just as an ally, not just as a companion, but as something far more consuming.
When she woke, the remnants of the dream clung to her, leaving her breathless and disoriented. Now, standing beside Abel, the memory of it flared to life again, unbidden and unwelcome. She couldn't shake the image of his shadowed form, the phantom sensation of his hands, the whisper of his lips.
Her cheeks flushed, and she cast a sidelong glance at him, only to find him lost in his own thoughts. What is wrong with me? she wondered, her heart twisting with a mixture of guilt and confusion. Abel had been nothing but honorable, nothing but composed, and here she was, letting her imagination spiral into absurd fantasies.
It's the stress, she rationalized to herself, desperate to find an explanation. The battles, the uncertainty, the... intimacy of this mission. It's making me imagine things that aren't real, things that shouldn't be real.
But even as she told herself this, another thought crept in, quiet but persistent. What if it's more than that? What if this feeling isn't just a fleeting reaction to the situation? She pressed her lips together, trying to banish the thought, but it lingered, stubborn and unyielding.
Corrin tried to dissect her emotions logically, but the dream and her waking reactions had left her shaken. Was this fascination with Abel borne of admiration? Gratitude for his honesty and his willingness to protect her kingdom? Or was it something deeper, something that scared her more than any enemy they might face?
You're being ridiculous, she told herself firmly, shaking her head as if the gesture could dislodge the thoughts. Yet the warmth in her chest, the quickening of her pulse whenever he was near, told a different story.
For now, she kept her turmoil to herself, burying the dream and her conflicted feelings deep within her. But as she glanced at Abel one more time, she couldn't help but wonder if he could sense it—the storm brewing inside her.
Abel observed Corrin out of the corner of his eye as they walked, noting the faint flush in her cheeks and the way her gaze seemed to dart away whenever their eyes met. He frowned slightly, concerned. "Are you feeling unwell?" he asked, his voice steady but tinged with a hint of worry.
Corrin's head snapped up. "What? No, no, I'm fine," she said quickly, waving her hands as if to dispel the notion. "I think I just... needed some fresh air."
Abel studied her for a moment longer, his golden eyes searching hers. Then he nodded, accepting her answer. "The gardens, then?" he suggested. "It's a good place to clear one's thoughts."
Corrin smiled, grateful for the change in pace. "Yes, let's go."
The afternoon sun hung high in the sky, its warm rays bathing the castle gardens in a golden glow. The fragrant scent of flowers and the gentle rustle of leaves in the breeze created an atmosphere of serenity. Corrin glanced at Abel as they strolled along the cobblestone paths. His face, usually calm and inscrutable, seemed softened by the light of day. She noticed how he occasionally tilted his head upward, letting the sunlight touch his skin, almost as if he were marveling at the sensation.
Unable to contain her curiosity, Corrin asked, "What's on your mind?"
Abel paused mid-step, his gaze still fixed on the sky. A small smile tugged at the corners of his lips before he turned to face her. "I was just thinking... this is such a strange feeling. Alien, even. Yet somehow familiar."
"What do you mean?" Corrin asked, tilting her head.
He exhaled softly, his voice low and reflective. "For most of my existence as a vampire, I kept to myself. Solitude was my companion, and the shadows were my domain. When I wasn't alone, it was because I was... well, attacking. Villages, settlements—humanity was an enemy to be fought, not a people to defend." He paused, his smile fading into something more melancholic. "That was my reality for almost a century."
Corrin's steps slowed as she listened, her heart tightening at the weight of his words. "And now?" she prompted, her voice gentle.
Abel's gaze shifted to the vibrant flowers lining the path, their colors bright and vivid under the sun. "Now," he continued, "I walk in the sunlight, in a human city, alongside human companions. I converse, I protect instead of destroy. It's... surreal. If you'd told me back then that I would one day defend humanity instead of prey upon it, I would have mocked you."
Corrin studied his expression, the way his brows furrowed slightly as if he were grappling with his own transformation. "Do you regret it?" she asked softly.
Abel turned to her, his golden eyes meeting hers. "No," he said firmly. "It's not regret—it's wonder. I never imagined this could be possible. It feels like... like a second chance, one I didn't know I wanted but now can't imagine losing."
His honesty struck a chord in her, and she found herself smiling. "You've come a long way," she said. "I think anyone who knows you can see that."
"Perhaps," Abel replied, a faint smile returning to his lips. "But the weight of what I've done... that never truly goes away. I suppose this—walking in the sun, speaking with people like you—is my way of finding peace."
Corrin's heart softened at his words. "You're not defined by what you were, Abel," she said quietly. "You're defined by the choices you make now. And I think... I think you're making the right ones. And I will remind you of that as long as I have to."
Abel looked at her for a long moment, his expression unreadable. Then he nodded, a gesture both of gratitude and quiet acceptance. "Thank you," he said simply.
As they continued their walk, the sunlight danced across the garden, and for the first time in what felt like ages, Abel allowed himself to feel the warmth it offered—not just from the sun, but from the human connection he'd thought lost to him forever.
The sunlit surroundings offered a contrast to the thoughts swirling in Corrin's mind. She glanced at Abel out of the corner of her eye. He walked with an unhurried grace, his expression calm but his green eyes distant, as though part of him was far away, locked in memories she couldn't begin to touch.
Corrin's thoughts began to wander, picking apart the enigma that was Abel. Who was he, truly? A vampire—a creature of the night who had once fought humanity and fed on them, yet now stood beside her as an ally. The Abel she had come to know was quiet but thoughtful, dangerous yet protective. She couldn't ignore the strange duality of his existence. Was he still haunted by the blood he'd spilled? Did he see her and others as fellow beings, or as fleeting moments in a long, endless existence?
She thought back to the dream—the surreal image of Abel succumbing to his vampiric nature. His face, so close to hers, had been both terrifying and... intoxicating. A shiver ran through her as she remembered how vividly the dream had captured his touch, the intensity in his eyes. It was hard not to imagine what it might mean if Abel ever lost control. Could she trust him as much as she wanted to?
Then again, hadn't he already proven himself? He'd fought to protect Nohr, even though he owed them nothing. He'd shared his past, as dark and tragic as it was, without flinching from the truth. That level of honesty wasn't something to take lightly, especially from someone with so much to hide. He didn't shy away from his mistakes, and that made her trust him... at least most of the time.
But what about Lululily? Corrin frowned slightly as she replayed the hesitance in Abel's voice when speaking of her. Who was this woman to him? She seemed to have left an impression on him, one deep enough to shake his usually unshakable composure. Did they have some kind of... relationship? Corrin tried to push the thought aside, but it lingered like an unwelcome shadow.
He probably cared about her... Maybe even loved her once, she thought, her chest tightening at the idea. Then she caught herself. Why does that bother me?
Her gaze flicked to Abel again. His face was serene, a faint smile playing at his lips as he looked out over the flowers. The sunlight framed his features, softening the sharpness of his usual demeanor. He looked... human. And perhaps that was why she couldn't stop thinking about him. He wasn't just a vampire, or a warrior, or even a former Dead Apostle. He was Abel, and he defied every label she tried to pin on him.
Why does he affect me so much? she wondered. Was it because he carried an air of mystery, or because he treated her with a quiet respect that few others managed? Or maybe it was the way he seemed to see through her, to understand her without her having to explain herself.
Corrin felt her cheeks grow warm and quickly looked away, scolding herself for letting her thoughts drift so far. Abel chose that moment to speak, his voice cutting through her musings. "You're very quiet today," he said, glancing at her curiously. "Is something on your mind?"
Corrin shook her head quickly. "No, nothing in particular," she said, forcing a smile. "Just... thinking."
Abel's smile widened slightly, his gaze returning to the path ahead. "Fair enough. You strike me as someone who thinks deeply about things."
You have no idea, Corrin thought wryly, fighting to keep her composure.
Abel was quiet for a long moment. His usual air of contemplation was heavier today, something about the serene beauty of the surroundings making his thoughts drift to deeper places. He glanced at Corrin, his golden eyes thoughtful, almost guarded.
"Corrin," he began, his voice soft but carrying an unmistakable weight, "I've been thinking about something Jakob told me... about your past." His gaze lingered on her, measuring, cautiously probing. "I can't help but wonder... how do you feel about it all? About everything you've lost? Your family?"
Corrin froze for a brief second, her footsteps slowing as the words hit her like a sudden storm. She glanced at Abel, trying to gauge his intent. His expression was neutral, but there was a softness in his eyes that she wasn't used to seeing. He was genuinely curious, not in the invasive way that some would have been, but in a way that made her feel as if she were an enigma he wanted to understand—though he wasn't sure how to approach it.
The question hung in the air between them, and Corrin felt herself drawn into it. Her eyes lowered to the ground, as if she could gather her thoughts better that way. She hadn't expected this conversation. But then again, she'd never really expected to have anyone ask her these kinds of questions. Not with Abel, not with anyone.
How do I feel about it all? She reflected, her mind flashing back to her tumultuous past. The countless battles, the suffering, the fractured pieces of her identity. She thought about her family—Hoshido, Nohr, the chaos that had ensued. She thought about the war that had torn them all apart, and the emptiness that remained in her heart after the destruction.
"I don't really know," she finally murmured, looking up at him with a wisp of vulnerability in her gaze. "I think about it a lot, but it's hard to make sense of it all. Losing my family… my home… I had to leave everything behind, not just once, but twice. And yet, no matter how many times I try to forget or pretend it doesn't hurt, it always comes back. A part of me still aches for them."
Abel nodded, his lips pressing together in a thoughtful line. He had seen the pain in her eyes, the way she carried her burdens. It made him wonder what it must have been like for her—the war, the betrayal, fighting her own family... A life that had been shattered, but one she still carried, as if she was determined not to let it be forgotten.
"And yet you still fight," Abel said quietly. "You still protect Nohr. You still move forward, even when the past keeps knocking on your door."
Corrin's gaze softened, her heart feeling the weight of his words. It was true. Despite everything, despite the fractured pieces of her past, she continued to fight. She continued to serve, to protect those who needed her. It was almost as if, by holding on to the future, she could somehow make peace with what she had lost.
"I think... I think I have to keep moving forward," she replied, a faint smile tugging at her lips. "If I stop, if I let myself sink into the past too much, I won't be able to keep going. There's too much at stake, you know?" Her smile faded, her expression turning inward. "But it's not easy. I sometimes wonder if I'll ever truly be able to heal."
Abel watched her carefully, the silence stretching between them as the weight of her words settled in. He could see that Corrin, despite her strength, still carried the scars of the past. And he wondered, in some quiet corner of his mind, whether she could ever truly escape the shadows of her past. He knew that the weight of one's history wasn't something that could be discarded so easily, no matter how much time passed.
"What do you think your family would want for you now?" Abel asked, his voice quiet but insistent. "Would they want you to mourn forever, or to fight for what's ahead?"
Corrin took a deep breath, her fingers tightening around the hem of her sleeve. "I think... they'd want me to keep going," she said, her voice strong. "They would want me to live. To protect the people I care about." She met his gaze, her eyes unwavering. "I'm not sure if that means I'll ever truly be free of my past... but I know it's what they would have wanted for me."
Abel's eyes softened, and for a brief moment, he understood. He understood the complexity of what it meant to keep fighting, to keep living even in the face of loss. It was something he himself had struggled with for so long, though perhaps in a different way.
Corrin looked at him then, her gaze softening as the tension between them eased. There was something in her heart, something that wanted to share this burden with him. But she didn't. Not yet. Instead, she gave him a small smile, one that held both gratitude and uncertainty.
"Thank you," she said, her voice light but sincere. "Thank you for listening. I didn't expect to talk about it, but… I'm glad I did."
Abel nodded, offering her a small, knowing smile in return. "It's alright. Sometimes, saying the words out loud helps more than you think."
The afternoon sun began to set, yet Corrin could feel the weight of the conversation still hanging in the air. She had shared her story with him, and now, she wanted to know more about him. There were so many questions she hadn't asked yet, and something told her this might be the right moment.
She turned to him, her voice soft but inquisitive. "Abel… what about your family?" she asked. "I know you've lived a long time, but surely, there must have been someone you cared for, someone you consider family." She felt a strange knot in her chest at the question, as if she were somehow piercing through a deep, unspoken pain in him.
Abel remained silent for a moment, his eyes slightly downcast. His steps slowed, his gaze drifting to the sunlight that danced across the ground. It seemed like a question he had been asked many times, yet one he rarely answered, at least not truthfully. He considered Corrin for a moment, seeing the earnestness in her eyes. She was different from others—she wasn't just curious for the sake of curiosity, nor did she seek to expose some dark truth.
"My human parents?" Abel's voice was quiet, reflective. "They're long gone. I haven't seen them in... decades, no, over a century." He paused, his lips curling into a faint, rueful smile. "If anything, their faces have faded in my memory, lost to time." He spoke with a strange kind of detachment, as if the loss of his human family had long since ceased to affect him in any significant way.
He glanced at Corrin, his eyes flickering with a hint of something. "As for family," he continued, "I came to view my fellow vampires as my family. It wasn't a choice, really—it just... happened." His gaze turned inward, his expression darkening with the weight of the memories that had begun to resurface.
"I didn't have much choice in the matter after I was turned," he went on, his tone slightly bitter, though the words themselves weren't hostile. "Elesia, my sire, was the one who... made me what I am. She was the first one to take me in, the one who showed me what it meant to live in this cursed existence. And then there were others—my progeny, those I turned myself. I watched them grow, and in a way, I felt... a kind of kinship with them. We were all bound by the same curse. In a world where I could trust no one, they became... my family."
Abel's eyes wandered to the sky, as if trying to sift through the weight of time. "I suppose, despite the twisted deeds I've committed, despite the bloodshed, I found a sense of belonging with them. It was... strange. And yet, in a way, it was the closest thing to love I had known."
Corrin's curiosity flared as she listened, her gaze fixed on him. She could feel his internal conflict, a storm swirling beneath the calm surface of his words. She couldn't help but press further, her voice tentative but eager for understanding. "Elesia…" she repeated, her brow furrowed. "You speak of her with such... complexity. You seem torn. Did she give you that sense of belonging, or did she take it from you?"
Abel's lips twitched as he regarded her, a flicker of something in his eyes—pain, perhaps, or guilt. "Both," he murmured, his voice far softer than usual. "She took my humanity, yes. She dragged me into this world, into the shadows. But at the same time..." He trailed off, his mind racing back to the moments he had shared with her, those fleeting, precious instances of comfort amidst the chaos.
"She was the one who comforted me when no one else would," he continued, his voice tinged with something close to regret. "She saw something in me—something she valued. Even when I hated myself, she was there, always willing to remind me that I wasn't alone in this wretched existence. I can't ignore that." He paused, as though weighing the truth of his feelings against the dark memories. "But I've also come to resent her, too. I can't help it. She's the one who set me on this path of destruction. If it wasn't for her, I wouldn't be the man I am now. And I wonder... if she saw me as something more than just a tool, if she knew the pain I would endure for the rest of my life, would she have made the same choice?"
Corrin's heart went out to him, and she took a moment before speaking, her voice soft but filled with empathy. "It sounds like she gave you both love and pain. A dangerous combination, I imagine."
Abel met her gaze, his eyes intense yet softened by the weight of what he had shared. "Yes," he replied quietly. "Love and pain, all in one. It's a strange thing, Corrin. Sometimes I wonder if it's better to have never loved at all, to have never felt that kind of connection. But when I think of Elesia, I realize I wouldn't change what happened. Even if I could. That love, as twisted as it was, made me who I am today. It made me stronger. But it also made me a monster."
Corrin stayed silent for a moment, taking in the complexity of his feelings. She couldn't imagine living with such a burden, such conflicting emotions about someone who had shaped his entire existence. Her heart swelled with sympathy, but she also understood that Abel's past was his own, something he could never fully share with anyone else. Not completely.
Finally, she spoke again, her voice almost a whisper. "It must have been... hard, carrying that with you all this time."
Abel nodded, his gaze distant. "It still is."
Abel sighed deeply, pulling his pipe from the inner pocket of his coat. He took out the small tin of crystallized blood, the dark red substance glittering faintly in the light. With practiced ease, he filled the pipe, tapping it gently, and then retrieved a lighter from his coat as well. The flicker of the flame was brief but comforting. He lit the pipe, taking a few measured inhales, the smoke curling upward into the afternoon air. It was a ritual, something that nourished him, a substitute for the raw blood that his vampiric nature craved but which he no longer sought out so recklessly.
The substance, though not as potent as fresh blood, satisfied the body's need for blood. It was, in its own way, a way to stave off the gnawing hunger that never truly went away. Even after all these years, it was something he had grown accustomed to. Yet as he exhaled the smoke, his thoughts drifted elsewhere, to the quiet companion walking beside him, to the question that lingered unspoken between them.
Corrin's mind wandered back to the dream she had had earlier, where Abel had completely given in to his vampiric nature. In that strange, twisted dream, he had claimed her—his fangs sinking into her flesh, his eyes cold with hunger, his touch as intense and consuming as the bloodlust that had taken over him. She had felt it then, that strange desire, that dark attraction, but now, walking beside him, the question lingered in her mind: How did it feel for him?
To drink blood.
She couldn't help but imagine it. The way he had closed his eyes in her dream, the satisfied expression on his face as the blood filled his mouth, the sharpness of the moment when he took what he needed. Did it feel like a rush? A flood of power and satisfaction that swept away any remnants of doubt or guilt? Or was it something more—something that gnawed at his soul, even after so long?
Corrin, couldn't help but wonder if it was more than just a physical necessity for him. What was it like to feel that deep, primal hunger? What did it mean to feed in such a way, to take someone's life essence for one's own survival? She couldn't deny the curiosity gnawing at her, though she quickly dismissed it as a fleeting, irrational thought.
Her eyes shifted to Abel, watching him silently as he puffed on the pipe, the calmness in his posture betraying the inner conflict she knew still simmered within him. He had been human once—his blood had been human once—but now, he was something else, a creature caught between worlds. She couldn't fully comprehend it, not the way he could, but for a brief moment, she felt the weight of his existence pressing in on her.
"Abel," she said softly, breaking the silence, though the question remained unspoken in her mind, lingering in the space between them. "Do you ever miss it? Being human?"
Abel's eyes flickered toward her, his face unreadable as he exhaled another plume of smoke. He didn't answer immediately, and for a moment, Corrin wondered if he had even heard her. But then, after a long pause, he spoke.
"Miss being human?" he echoed, as if tasting the words in his mouth. He took another drag from the pipe, his gaze turning toward the horizon, his mind no doubt wandering to distant memories. "Sometimes. Sometimes, I do. But those moments are few and far between now. I've lived this way for too long to want to go back. What's gone is gone, Corrin. I can't change it." He glanced at her then, a faint smile tugging at the corners of his lips, though there was a sadness in his eyes that lingered longer than his smile did. "But I suppose, in a way, it's why I live the way I do now. The quiet moments like this... with you and the others... they're the closest I get to what I once was."
Corrin didn't know how to respond to that. His words seemed to stir something in her chest, a strange sense of connection, of shared isolation. She didn't speak further on it, letting the silence stretch between them for a few moments. But in the back of her mind, she found herself reflecting on the question she'd almost asked earlier—about the blood. And the strange, conflicted way Abel seemed to exist between worlds. She couldn't quite bring herself to voice her curiosity, though, not when he looked so... resigned.
The evening sun dropped lower and lower. The shadows enlarged. The tranquil scenery was shattered by a voice—a dark, mocking voice that seemed to seep from the very shadows around them.
"My, my... never figured that the mighty Nosferatu would be so brooding."
Abel's gaze snapped to the source of the voice, his body tensing as his eyes narrowed into slits. A figure emerged from the darkness, stepping from the shade of a nearby tree. The cloaked man, his movements as fluid and eerie as the night itself, stood there with an amused smirk playing on his lips. The same man who had shown up at Ice Tribe Village—the one whose very presence seemed to exude a palpable, dangerous energy.
Corrin instinctively stepped back, her hand moving toward the hilt of her sword, her heart beginning to race. Her eyes flickered toward Abel, who had immediately positioned himself between her and the newcomer, his body radiating a quiet, dangerous calm. Abel's stance was protective, yet his eyes were full of a burning focus.
"Who are you?" Abel's voice was low, dangerous. He wasn't surprised, not exactly, but his senses were razor-sharp now. Whoever this was, he had a purpose, and Abel wasn't about to let him get close to Corrin. Not after everything.
The cloaked man chuckled darkly, his laughter barely more than a breathy rasp. "Who I am is of little consequence," he said, his tone taunting. He took a few slow, deliberate steps forward, his black cloak trailing like ink in water. "But if you must know... I am the one who has come to see what the great Nosferatu is truly capable of."
With a graceful, almost theatrical motion, the cloaked man drew a sword from within his cloak. The blade was unlike anything Abel had seen before. The steel shimmered with an unnerving aura—a deep, unsettling crimson-black hue that seemed to pulse with life of its own. The blade thrummed softly, almost like a heartbeat, its pulse steady and rhythmic, as though it was a living thing in the hands of its master.
Abel's hand instinctively gripped the hilt of his own blade. His other hand reached for the cold steel of his pistol, a practiced motion that came with decades of experience. He wasn't sure who this man was, but he knew that the presence he exuded wasn't one he could afford to underestimate. His thoughts raced, calculating his options.
Corrin's breath caught as she watched the exchange. She was on edge, her instincts screaming at her to be ready. This man... she had felt a dark aura when he appeared, one that felt eerily familiar, like something she couldn't quite grasp.
"Abel... who is he?" Her voice trembled, though she did her best to keep it steady, her hand hovering over the hilt of her sword.
Abel's eyes flicked back toward her, a silent assurance in his expression. "Stay behind me, Corrin," he said softly, his voice filled with authority and care. He didn't look at her fully, his attention fixed on the cloaked man, but the warning was clear. He would protect her.
The cloaked man tilted his head, eyes narrowing slightly as if amused by Abel's readiness. "How quaint. Protective to the end," he said, his voice dripping with sarcasm. "I must admit, I've always found it fascinating how the mighty Nosferatu cares so deeply for those beneath him. But that's neither here nor there."
Abel's grip tightened on his sword, his eyes now hard with the sharpness of a predator. "Who are you? Speak plainly," he commanded, his voice carrying the weight of authority and irritation.
The man smiled again, that same unsettling grin. "You want to know who I am, Nosferatu?" His words were a mockery, drawing out the moment for effect. He took another step forward, the sword in his hand pulsing slightly. "Let's just say I'm a messenger. A reminder that the world of shadows is far more complex than you might think."
Abel's mind was racing. A messenger? For what? For whom? He took a step forward, raising his blade slightly, the intent clear. "If you've come here for a fight, then you'll get one."
The cloaked man chuckled, the sound sending a chill through the air. He raised his own sword, the crimson-black blade now shimmering ominously in the sunlight. "Oh, I'm not here for a fight," he said with a mocking tone. "I'm simply here to see how long you can keep up this... little act of yours."
With that, the cloaked figure dropped into a fighting stance, the dark energy around him growing heavier, like the very atmosphere was suffocating under the weight of his presence. Abel's senses were alert, every muscle in his body coiled, ready for the inevitable clash.
Corrin stood back, her heart pounding. She didn't want to be a hindrance to Abel. She would wait—watching, ready to act should he need her—but the tension in the air was thick, and she couldn't shake the feeling that this would be a battle unlike any other.
The stage was set. Now, only time would tell how this would unfold.
