Hello everyone, here is another One Shot! This time from Suicidal
This is Sabo telling the family about how he know Ace
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Sabo sat with Curiel in his room, the other wanting to talk with him. He had gotten to the home yesterday. Curiel looked at him. "Do you mind me asking why you were admitted?" Sabo blinked. "Didn't… didn't you get my file?" Curiel nodded. "Yes, I did, but I like to chat. Haven't read it yet." Sabo nodded, before he sighed. "I was admitted… since I tried to kill myself." Curiel blinked. "Oh, that's very serious, Sabo. What made you feel you wanted to die?" Sabo sighed. "I mean, I had no friends, my family hates me, and I just… saw nothing ahead of me." Curiel nodded. "I see. Can you promise me something?" Sabo blinked, but nodded, making Curiel continue. "If you ever have a thought like that again, please tell someone. We all love you, and we don't want to lose you."
Sabo nodded. "I will try. I've never really… had people that cared." Curiel smiled. "Well, you do now. May I ask how you tried to commit suicide?" Sabo gave a small unsure sound, before he showed his wrists, making Curiel nod. "I see. I hope you never will feel like that again, Sabo." Sabo nodded. "I do as well." Curiel nodded. "Anything else you want to tell me?" Sabo shook his head. "Not right now at least." Curiel nodded. "Then we will speak more later. I will try and read your file later today." Sabo nodded. "Okay, good." Sabo then left.
He then went around a bit, just getting himself more used to the palace he would now call home, when he ran into Thatch, who smiled at him. "Sabo! How are you?" Sabo hummed. "Okay, a bit new to be around so many." Thatch nodded. "Most feel that the first time." That he got. "So," Started Thatch. "How do you know Ace?" Sabo gave a small sound. "I met him while being admitted." Thatch blinked. "Were you admitted as well? Admitted for what?" Sabo unconsciously moved a hand to his sleeve and did his best to cover his wrist. "I just… was." Thatch blinked. "Oh, okay. Sure." Sabo didn't know what to say, or if he should say anything at all. They then had some more small talk, before he went on to get used to this huge place.
A couple days later, he had run into most, who had also asked how he knew Ace, and he just said the same, he was admitted, but not why. He didn't know if he should tell. So, the next time he saw Curiel, and they were alone, Sabo looked at the man. "I don't know… what to tell people. They wonder why I was admitted." Curiel nodded. "I know. Do you want them to know?" Sabo gave a small sound. "I don't know… I mean, what if they one day see the scars? I don't want to be judged…" Curiel shook his head. "No, listen. Everyone has their past. No one will judge you by it. I think most would be worried, but that's it." Sabo nodded slowly. "I mean… maybe? I think I should tell, I just don't know how." Curiel nodded. "If you want to, I can tell them." Sabo blinked. "You would do that?" Curiel nodded and gave a smile. "I would. I want the best for you, and I am sure no one would judge you by it." Sabo thought for a few seconds, before he shook his head. "I think I should tell. But thanks." Curiel nodded. "That's fine. If you change your mind, just tell me." Sabo nodded, and went on with his day.
After a bit, him heading to the kitchen, he ran into Thatch, who was making dinner, and struck up some talk, and when there was a small break, Sabo moved a hand to his sleeve. "I know you wonder why I was admitted…" Thatch nodded. "But, I don't need to know. I was just a bit curious." Sabo nodded, but he should tell.
Sabo tugged on his sleeve. "Umm… I was admitted… since I… tried to kill myself." There, he said it. Now he just needed to wait for the reaction, which didn't take long, and he was suddenly in an embrace by Thatch. "I'm so sorry you felt that. That that was your only option." Sabo blinked, he didn't expect him to be so understanding. "...Thank you." Thatch then let go and looked at him. "If you ever feel bad again, just tell me and I will do my best to help you feel good!" Sabo nodded, before he smiled. "Yeah, thanks." He didn't expect him to say that, but it felt… nice.
Thatch then looked at him. "Does everyone know?" Sabo shook his head. "No, just Whitebeard, Marco, Curiel, and Ace." Thatch nodded. "Cool, so I am technically the first you tell?" Sabo blinked, before he nodded slowly. "Yeah, you kinda are." Thatch smiled. "Thank you for trusting me with that." Sabo shook his head. "No, it is nothing. I thought you should know." Thatch nodded. "I hope you never will feel that way again." Sabo smiled. "I think I won't." That made Thatch smile as well. "Good. You're awesome, Sabo." Sabo was still not used to this, but he liked it a lot. To be and feel welcomed. Sabo smiled. "Thank you." Thatch shook his head. "Nah, it is nothing. Want to help make dinner?" Sabo smiled and nodded. "I would love to." He really did, he liked to help. He really did feel welcomed here.
-x-
A few days later, Sabo sat at the dinner table with everyone, and as they were in the middle of it, Sabo looked around, before he saw the mug of water, and reached for the mug, before he got it and poured himself some water. He did need to move a bit, somewhat in front of Izou, but he didn't seem to mind. Then the dinner went on, and when it was over, he went to his room to relax. As he was, there was a knock, and he gave a 'come in', and the door opened to reveal Izou, making him blink. "Izou. Did you need anything?" The man shook his head as he closed the door. "No, I just, I wanted to talk to you." Sabo nodded, feeling it was something serious. Had he done anything wrong? "Yeah, sure. What is it?" Izou sat down on a chair. "I spoke a bit with Thatch, but he didn't really say anything. It's just, I noticed you had a scar on your wrist." Sabo moved a hand to his sleeve, wanting to hide it.
Izou moved and somewhat shook his hand. "I don't mean anything bad about it. I just, I am a bit worried. Thatch said I should ask you. So, here I am." Sabo moved a hand to his sleeve and tugged a bit on it. "I…" Sabo sighed. "I met Ace when he was admitted to the psych ward, I was as well." Izou nodded, looking worried. "Why were you there?" Sabo sighed, he should tell. "I was there… since I tried to kill myself." Izou blinked. "You… were?" Sabo nodded. "Yes, I was. It's still a bit… fresh, so I am not too fond of talking about it." Izou nodded. "Does Curiel know?" Sabo nodded. "Yes. Same with Whitebeard, Marco, and Ace. Oh, and Thatch." Izou nodded. "That's good, that they know, especially Curiel, he is a huge help." Sabo nodded. "He is. I really like him. But then again, I like all of you." Izou smiled. "That's good. I just wanted to know if you were fine now." Sabo nodded. "I am, I really am." He was, and that felt… good.
Izou nodded. "Good good. That was it actually, I just got worried, not sure if anyone knew." Sabo nodded. "No, I get it. I would probably have been myself." It was still new to have people that were worried for him. But it also felt good.
-x-
Sabo was walking around when he ran into Whitebeard, who smiled at him. "How are you settling, son?" It still felt weird to be called son, but he liked it a lot. "It is going fine. Everyone is so nice, and they've been really nice about the…" He motioned to his wrist, and felt he wasn't able to say it, but Whitebeard seemed to get it as he nodded. "That's good. I am glad you feel welcomed, it is what I want." Sabo nodded and smiled. "Yeah, I am really glad you offered for me to come here." He really was, and had no idea how to thank the man. "I mean, I can never thank you enough for this." Whitebeard shook his head. "It is nothing. You're a wonderful person, Sabo." He didn't feel like that, but would try and believe it.
He then roamed a bit more around, before he ran into someone he hadn't seen much. "Hey, you're Vista, right?" The man nodded. "Yes. I haven't really been able to speak with you. I've had the night shift for a while now." Ah, that explained how he had seen so little of him. Vista gave him a curious look. "What brings you to our little family?" Sabo blinked. "Little?" Vista chuckled. "I like to say little, I know we are many. Anyone giving you a hard time?" Sabo shook his head. "No, not really. Everyone is so… welcoming." Vista nodded. "That is good. We like to be open for family. You really must have made an impression on Pops and Marco, they really like you. Where are you from?" Sabo hummed. "I used to live in the building complex on East Street." Vista blinked. "Oh, which apartment were you? I heard someone tried to commit suicide there, I was supposed to go, but an emergency happened. I hope he is okay. How do you know Ace?"
That made him blink, before he gave a relieved breath. It would have been bad if he was the one who came, he would most likely have recognized him. But still, he needed to do this. "Um… I know Ace from when he was admitted… I was as well. Because that person… was me." Vista blinked "That was… Oh my, I'm so sorry, I hope I didn't sound disrespectful." Sabo blinked. "Disrespectful? Why would I think that?" Vista shook his head a bit. "I felt I might have said it a bit carelessly." Sabo blinked, before he shook his head. "You didn't. At least, I didn't think so." Vista nodded. "Are you okay? I mean, now?" Sabo nodded. "I am, I really am. I am still going to therapy though." Vista nodded. "That is good. You seem nice." Sabo smiled with that. "Thanks." They then shared a few more words, before they parted and went their own way, and he roamed more, before he went back to his room for now. Everyone here was so nice to him. He really felt welcomed here. And it felt so good. He had never felt this way before, felt so… happy. He could only hope it would last.
And that's the One Shot!
I didn't take everyone, but if you want more of Sabo telling the rest, I will make it if you want more!
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