A/N: Think this is the one everyone's waiting for ;)
Valentine's Day.
The morning had dawned with a light dusting of snow. JJ had attended both of her workouts as usual, with her dad dropping her off in the afternoon instead of her driving herself.
It was at the end of afternoon practice when JJ looked up to a sweet surprise. She had known Will was picking her up; with Will's parents away at their family cabin for the weekend, she was spending the night with him to celebrate their first Valentine's. What she hadn't expected was the bunch of red roses, although, knowing Will, she guessed she should have.
"Happy Valentine's Day," he said with a smile as she walked up to him in the gym foyer. Beaming, JJ stretched up on her toes, pressing a kiss to his lips.
"Are these for me?" she asked as she pulled away.
"Nah, they're for Nick," Will teased, getting a laugh out of both JJ and her coach.
"Why thank you, Will, you shouldn't have," Nick said with a grin as Will pressed the flowers into JJ's hands.
"You ready to go?" Will asked, turning back towards JJ.
"I've still got ten minutes-"
"No, it's ok," Nick cut in with a smile. "We're done for the day anyway, you guys go and have a good night"
JJ beamed. "Thanks Nick"
Will had cooked up a storm for the two of them for dinner. JJ had absolutely no idea how at only eighteen years old, he could cook the way he did, but everything he made left her full to bursting.
They had retreated to the lounge room, where Will had set up a bed using spare mattresses so they could spend the night relaxing while they watched their favorite shows. JJ was wiped out from training, so even though it wasn't a fancy night out, it was still perfect, and perfectly low-key for her.
It didn't take them long before their attention became more divulged in each other as opposed to the TV. As the show they had been watching rolled over to the next episode, both of them were completely oblivious to it. Tangled together on the makeshift bed, they kissed deeply, passionately, hands roaming lightly over each other's bodies. Tousling her fingers through Will's hair, JJ tilted her head to one side as Will broke away from the kiss and began kissing a trail along the underside of her jaw.
"That's so nice…," she breathed, her chest heaving beneath him as she tried to catch her breath after their kiss. "Keep doing that"
Will obliged, suckling gently on the spot beneath her ear, one of his hands sliding beneath her sweatshirt and running along the warm skin of her stomach. She let out a sigh, her entire body buzzing from the light stimulation. It felt like she was slowly being lit on fire by his touch. She wanted more of him than she had ever had. For the first time, her heart was pounding purely out of excitement, and the anxiety was nowhere to be found.
He lifted his lips from her skin, using his free hand to turn her face back towards him. His other hand had come to rest on her ribs, just below her breast, his thumb gently stroking back and forth as he gazed down at her clouded blue eyes. Bringing her hands up to cup his face, she stared silently up at him for a moment, the silence permeated only by the forgotten show on the TV. Her heart was racing as he gazed at her with darkened eyes, and for the first time, nothing but certainty had washed over her.
"Can we go upstairs?" she whispered. Will's eyes brightened ever so slightly, his Adam's Apple pulsating hard as he swallowed thickly. He nodded, pulling away from her and getting to his feet, holding out a hand to help her up. She took it, getting to her feet and allowing him to lead her out of the lounge room, the TV playing in solitary behind them.
As they reached the foot of the stairs, JJ pulled back on his hand, stopping him in his tracks as she whipped past him. Before he could react, she turned, grabbing his face and pressing her lips to his in a heated kiss. Sliding his arms around her so his hands were resting on her ass, Will pulled away from the kiss just long enough to lift her off her feet. She giggled, looping her legs around him and locking her ankles together as he started up the stairs. She clutched on, pressing hot little kisses to the side of his neck and the underside of his jaw as he carried her to the second floor and across the landing. His breathing was interrupted at best, and she knew she was teasing him well and good when he practically threw open his bedroom door and crossed the room in record time. He dropped her down on the bed, making her laugh as he crawled over the top of her. The laughter quickly drowned in her throat as he captured her lips between his again, his hips rolling against hers. She felt a jolt of pleasure, deep between her legs, making her breath catch short in her throat.
"I love you," Will breathed, his hand sliding beneath her shirt again.
"I love you too," JJ whispered back, unable to fight off the loving smile that crossed her face. His fingers ghosted across her skin, trailing their way back up her abs to where they had left off before. She practically melted at the touch. A low groan echoed in her throat as his warm hand came in contact with her bare breast, kneading it gently beneath his palm.
At the same time, his lips met the underside of her jaw, pressing hot kisses along her jawbone. Slowly, he inched his way over her skin towards her ear, remembering that she had a particularly sensitive spot beneath the join of her earlobe.
"Oh...," she sighed, pushing her chest into his hand as he simultaneously rolled her nipple between his fingers and nipped her earlobe with his teeth. "That feels good"
"This?" he murmured teasingly, lightly pinching her nipple between his fingers and running his thumb over it. She drew in a sharp breath, quickly cut off by Will placing his lips against hers and kissing her deeply. His hips were rolling ever so lightly against her pelvis. Every so often, he'd roll them just right, sending a jolt of pleasure rushing up from between her legs.
"Take off my shirt," she breathed as they broke apart. Will sat up, still kissing her as she followed him into a sitting position. With fumbling fingers, he tugged at the hem of her shirt, pulling the oversized fabric up and over her head. The cool air hit her skin immediately, bringing goose bumps up along her flesh. They froze for a moment, chests heaving. Will's eyes roamed appreciatively over her naked chest, seeing her properly and fully for the first time, before they came back up to meet her gaze.
"You're beautiful," he whispered, bringing his hand up to cup her chin, pressing a deep kiss to her lips. As he kissed her, she brought her hands to the fabric of his own shirt, tugging it up his chest. He pulled away long enough for her to pull it over his head and throw it aside, before he kissed her again and slowly lay them back down across the bed.
Breaking away from her lips, he kissed his way down her neck, leaving a trail like a wildfire burning into her skin. One of his hands slid beneath her, his fingers ghosting down her spine as he brought his lips to her nipple and ran his tongue around it. A groan, much louder than before, escaped her, her eyes falling closed as his mouth worked its magic on her breasts. His free hand came to her other breast, gently massaging it beneath his palm. By now, she was sufficiently aroused, her nipples having risen to a hard point as all the blood in her body seemed to race south. She needed stimulation… she was starting to feel a little impatient. One of her hands slid down her stomach, slipping beneath the waistband of her track pants. Through the cotton of her underwear, she could already feel how wet she was. Clearly the little nerves she had had earlier hadn't stopped her from getting incredibly aroused.
"Hey," Will whispered, making her open her eyes. He was hovering above her, a little smile playing in the corners of his mouth. "Let me get that for you"
She inhaled sharply as he shifted back, his fingers grasping the waistband of her pants and slowly sliding them down her toned legs. He cast them aside, before bringing his hand down to cup her through her panties. She sighed, her hips relaxing and letting her legs fall open as she automatically ground towards his hand. He'd touched her like this before, funnily enough right here in his bed… but even this felt different. More exciting… far more intimate.
Moments later, her underwear was being pulled down, thrown aside into the growing pile on the floor. Her eyes were still closed, her heart racing with excitement as he pressed a kiss to the side of her knee. His lips came to her skin again, about an inch higher, making her heart thump incessantly as he inched closer and closer to where she really needed him. But when his lips met her inner thigh, suddenly she was aware of how close his face was to her intimates. Her heart sped up in her chest, her mind racing as she closed her eyes.
It was ok. This was part of having sex. He wasn't going to judge her-
"Stop!" she cried out suddenly, pushing herself up on her elbows as she drew her legs together. Her heart pounded in her chest, but this time, out of vulnerability and fear. Will immediately pulled away from her, his eyes wide and bright.
"I'm sorry," he said softly, his hand resting on her knee.
"No… it's ok," she breathed, lifting a hand towards him and beckoning him closer. He obliged, crawling over the top of her as she slowly lay back down.
"Are you alright?" he asked, brushing her hair back from her eyes. Swallowing thickly, she nodded, running her hands along his arms and back up towards his shoulders.
"I'm just not ready for… that," she whispered, avoiding his gaze as she ran gentle circles on his biceps.
"That's ok," Will assured her, lifting a hand and tipping her chin up so she was looking at him. "We don't have to do it if you're not ready"
She nodded, sliding her hands along the back of his shoulders and up into his hair as he dipped his head and pressed a soft kiss to her collarbone.
"Do you want to keep going?" he murmured against her skin, sending a shiver down her spine.
"Yes," she breathed, tousling his hair between her fingers as he peppered her neck with hot, open mouthed kisses. A moan slipped past her lips as he nuzzled her pulse point, one of his hands coming back up to her breasts. He rolled her nipple gently between his strong fingers, his tongue darting out against her neck to lick the spot he'd just kissed. JJ let out a sigh, her legs falling open again to allow Will to settle fully against her. She became so engrossed in what he was doing to her neck that she was caught by surprise when he slipped a hand between her legs and ran his fingers through the slick arousal that had gathered there.
"Oh wow," she gasped, making Will laugh against her skin.
"Yeah, you like that don't you?" he said softly, lifting his face to meet her gaze as he found her clit and circled it with his fingers.
"Yes," she hissed, grinding her hips down into his hand. He let out a soft laugh, bringing his lips back to the pulse point on her neck as he glided his fingers lower and slipped two of them into her.
There was a tiny sting as her muscles stretched around his strong fingers, but he was so gentle that it faded almost as quickly as it had started. He slowly thrust them in and out of her, being careful not to stretch her too much too quickly. She let out a pleasured sigh, bringing her hand up to tangle in his hair as he brought his lips to her jaw.
As he shifted his weight, she felt him press into her thigh. He was already hard, clearly aching with arousal, which made his loving attention to her even more wonderful.
He slipped his fingers out of her, running them around her clit once more before pulling her into a passionate kiss. JJ took the opportunity to reach down between them and slip her hand beneath the waistband of his sweats. She'd never seen him naked before. Sure, they'd gotten more than acquainted with each other's bodies on a few previous occasions, but their clothes had always stayed on. When she closed her hand around him, he let out a groan, breaking the kiss and dropping his head to her shoulder.
"I'm not gonna last that long, JJ," he breathed, bucking into her hand.
"Then why don't you hurry up and get the rest of those clothes off," she whispered back, letting go of him and pulling her hand back out of his pants. Without hesitating, she pushed the waistband down over his ass, prompting him to pull up on his knees and push them down. As he did a funny little shimmy to get them over his lower legs, JJ giggled.
"Despite what you see in the movies, there is no way getting undressed is sexy," he chuckled, throwing them aside before he climbed off the bed. Sitting up on her elbows, JJ shuffled around until she was lying with her head on Will's pillow. She watched him as he turned away, the toned muscles in his back rippling in the soft light. He pushed his boxers down, letting them fall to the floor. JJ felt a rush of almost schoolgirl like appreciation for his ass; it was very clear that he worked out, and he worked out hard.
As he turned back towards JJ, her breath caught in her throat at the sight of his swollen penis pointing straight at her. She swallowed hard, watching as he moved to his bedside table and reached into the slightly open top drawer.
He was bigger than she'd expected. She drew in a deep breath, wondering how much it was going to hurt. But before she could worry too much, Will was climbing back onto the bed, nervously rolling on a condom.
"I know you said you're on the pill… but better to be safe than sorry," he said quietly. Settling himself between her legs, he crawled over her, pressing a deep kiss to her lips and lacing one of his hands with hers.
"You're sure about this?" he breathed. JJ nodded, licking her lips as she flicked her eyes up to meet his.
"Are you?" she asked. He nodded, glancing down as he placed himself at her entrance. She closed her eyes, breathing out slowly as he pushed into her. Pain shot up from between her legs, and as much as she tried to suppress it, she couldn't help the whimper that escaped her lips.
"You have to relax babe," Will whispered, freezing for a moment to allow her to adjust to him. "Do you want me to stop?"
She pressed her lips together, shaking her head. Bringing her other hand up to his bicep, she held onto him, taking a deep breath as she willed her body to relax.
"I'm ok," she breathed. "Just a little pain"
"Ok," Will replied, leaning down and pressing a hot kiss to the sensitive spot below her ear. She let out a content sigh, turning her head to allow him easier access. As she softened beneath him, her legs fell apart, allowing Will to sink completely into her with a loud groan against her skin. She felt her body stretching, the pain seeming to intensify for a moment before it stagnated out.
Clearly it was just going to hurt.
His hips bucked instinctively, prompting JJ to lift her legs around his waist. He rolled agonisingly slowly against her, pulling out almost all the way before he thrust back into her. For her, it was still painful, but she didn't want to let it ruin this beautiful moment of intimacy they were sharing.
And then, with one more deep thrust and a helpless groan, Will collapsed against her, rolling his hips through a release that had come all too quickly.
Holding onto him as he buried his face in her neck, JJ couldn't help but feel a little disappointed. For all she had heard and learnt about sex, it had sounded like a truly wondrous, climactic experience. This… hadn't been that. After all, she hadn't even orgasmed.
Was she supposed to orgasm every time she had sex?
"I'm sorry," came Will's voice from near her shoulder, and as if in immediate response, her somewhat selfish thought disappeared from her brain. "I got a little… over-excited"
She smiled, running her fingers through his hair as he lifted his face to look at her. He looked so disappointed… but she didn't want him to feel bad.
"It's ok," she said softly, bringing her hand down to the side of his face. He shifted, slipping out of her as he settled his weight just beside her.
"You didn't cum though," he replied, his left hand running gentle circles over her stomach. She felt her cheeks flush, although she wasn't sure if it was from embarrassment or arousal.
"It's ok," she said again, lightly squeezing his bicep where her hand was still resting.
"No," Will breathed, dipping his head back down to her neck as his hand slid down between her legs. "It's not"
She let out a gasp as his fingers deftly slipped into her folds, trailing through the damp heat that had gathered there. He easily found her clit, circling it with the tip of his finger as she let out a groan and pushed her hips down towards his hand.
"You like that?" he murmured against the skin of her neck, sucking on her pale skin with every intention of leaving a mark.
"Yes," she moaned, her voice catching in her throat when he slipped two fingers deep into her core. She moaned louder, pushing her hips hard into his hand as he rubbed her clit slowly with his thumb. He thrust his fingers repeatedly into her, his own sense of arousal increasing as he felt just how wet she was.
"Oh god… Will!" she cried, rolling her hips towards his hand as she felt something strong building in the pit of her stomach.
And then it released, like a snake striking for attack, sending powerful waves coursing through her body. She let out a cry, which faded to breathless whimpers as Will slipped his fingers out of her and pulled her into a deep kiss.
"I love you," she moaned breathlessly against his lips, wrapping her arms around his muscled shoulders as he pulled her to his chest.
"I love you too JJ," he murmured, pressing a kiss to her forehead as she lay breathless in his arms.
They lay in the silence for a little while, the only sounds being their slowing breaths. Will drew his arm around her a little tighter, kissing her temple lovingly before resting his forehead against hers.
"You ok?" he asked softly, his free hand coming to rest on her hip. JJ nodded, not having the energy to speak right away.
"I'll be right back," Will assured her, kissing her forehead again before slipping out of the bed. She lazily turned her head, watching him as he walked towards the trashcan by his desk.
"Uh… Jayje? I think you're bleeding," he said suddenly, dropping the condom into the trash before turning around. "There was… there was blood on the condom"
Sitting up, JJ glanced between her legs, letting out a defeated groan as she realised he was right.
"Are you alright? Do we need to go get it looked at?"
Lifting her face, she shook her head, standing up and picking her sweatshirt up off the floor.
"No, it's ok… this is one thing I do know for sure. It's normal," she assured him as she tugged her shirt back over her head. Crossing the room, she stretched up on her toes, pressing a kiss to his lips.
"I'm gonna go get cleaned up. I'll meet you back downstairs?"
He nodded, smiling as he leaned in and kissed her again.
Fifteen minutes later, JJ came into the lounge room, all cleaned up and fully dressed again. Will was already downstairs, sprawled back across the mess of blankets they'd made earlier, a confused frown fixed upon his face as he watched the TV.
"Hey," she exclaimed, leaping down beside him and startling him out of his stupor. He laughed, looping an arm around her as she snuggled up beside him and laid her head on his shoulder.
"All good?" he asked. She nodded, playing with a loose thread on his hoodie as his strong hand held her even closer.
"I'm sorry I hurt you," he said softly, nuzzling the top of her head.
"No, don't be sorry," JJ said quickly, lifting her head. "I was just a little nervous… and it was only a little blood. I'm fine"
"You're sure?" Will asked. JJ smiled; it was cute how worried he was. Stretching over, she pressed a quick kiss to his cheek.
"I promise… what's way more important is that it was still special… because it was with you," she said, loving adoration dripping from her voice. Will broke into a hopeless smile, bringing his free hand up to cup her cheek as he pressed a warm kiss to her lips.
"I'm so happy I'm with you," he breathed as they broke apart. JJ felt a lump rise in her throat, but she quickly swallowed it away.
"Me too"
