I'm getting back into the swing of things; I hope everyone in the US had a happy Turkey Day and didn't get trampled on Black Friday. Enjoy this update; it's pretty smutty.

Olivia arched her back and moaned. "Trevor!" She pulled him into a passionate kiss and ran her hands down his back. She broke the kiss and panted. "Oh baby, I'm cumming!"

Trevor moaned and caressed her face. "That's it, baby. Cum for me."

Olivia whined and felt her orgasm take over her body, her walls milking him, her hips gyrating and her body writhing beneath him. "Oh my god!" She cried out.

Trevor moaned and shot off inside her. "Olivia!" He cried and collapsed on top of her, rubbing her clit, making sure she rode out her orgasm. "You're so beautiful, baby."

Olivia moaned as she felt his fingers on her clit. "Oh Trev, baby," she pushed his finger away, the sensation overwhelming her.

Trevor smiled and kissed her passionately and rolled off of her, laying in the middle of the bed, pulling her close.

Olivia moaned and nuzzled into him. "You're wonderful."

Trevor smiled and kissed the top of her head. "That's you, my love."

Olivia closed her eyes and let her breathing return to normal. "Will you tell me about Simone?"

Trevor took a deep breath. "She was… amazing. She was beautiful, smart, funny, sexy… I don't know how to use words to describe her, Liv."

Olivia smiled softly. She could tell he truly loved her. "Can I see a picture?"

Trevor sat up and reached into his nightstand and pulled out a frame with a picture in it. He handed it to Olivia and smiled softly. "This is my favorite picture of her. It was a candid shot she didn't know was being taken. It's just… pure joy."

The picture was of a blonde woman with her eyes scrunched as she laughed, Olivia could almost hear her laugh. She smiled gently. "She was beautiful, Trev."

Trevor smiled. "Nowhere near as beautiful as you."

Olivia looked at him. "Don't do that, Trev," she said softly. "You can still have a place in your heart for her. You can call her beautiful. You can still love her. I'm not threatened by her."

Trevor sniffled and quickly broke down. He did still love her, he did still have a place in his heart for her. And he couldn't lie. She was beautiful.

Olivia hugged him. "I'm here. It's okay," he whispered. "I've got you."

Trevor held her tight and cried into her hair. "I truly loved her."

Olivia rubbed his back. "I know, and that is okay Trev."

Trevor nodded and wiped his eyes and sniffled. He gently took the picture from Olivia. "Thank you. For letting me still love her. For being interested in the woman she was."

Olivia smiled softly. "I know how it feels to have someone you love die," she whispered. "It was a little different for me because we were broken up and he'd gotten married, but my god I loved Ed Tucker. I keep a picture of the two of us in my desk. He has a goofy smile on his face, and I remember thinking that trip was the most relaxed I'd ever seen him." She said softly. "I will always have a place in my heart for Ed, but at the same time, I can love you. Truly, madly, deeply love you."

Trevor smiled and kissed her forehead. They maneuvered themselves to Trevor was resting on her chest and she was stroking his hair. "I love you too, Liv."

Olivia smiled and kissed his head. "Let's rest, baby."

Trevor closed his eyes and fell quickly into a peaceful sleep.

Olivia closed her eyes and fell into a far less peaceful sleep. About 2 hours after she fell asleep she shot up to a sitting position in a cold sweat. Sending Trevor, whose head was resting on her chest, tumbling down before he woke up. She looked around panting and looked down and saw Trevor. "Oh, liv, I'm sorry."

Trevor looked at her concerned. "I'm fine, are you okay?"

Olivia nodded, resting her hand on her chest. "Yeah, just had a really realistic nightmare." She took a few deep breaths. "Excuse me a minute." She got up and went to her bag and took out her anti-anxiety meds that she carried with her when she would sleep somewhere else for this exact situation. She took a pill out and popped it in her mouth, swallowing it. She let out a breath. "I'm okay."

Trevor watched her, concern all over his face. "What triggered it?"

Olivia took a deep breath. "Sleeping on my back," she said softly. "I haven't been able to sleep peacefully on my back since Lewis." She said looking down. "I take anti-anxiety meds at times like these to break the cycle of the nightmares otherwise I'll be up all night."

Trevor got up and walked over to her and gingerly caressed her cheek. "Why didn't you tell me, sweetheart?"

Olivia took a deep breath. "I didn't want you to think I was still broken." She sniffled and wiped at her eyes. "I'm sorry."

Trevor wrapped her in his arms tightly and she relaxed, melting into his arms. "I would never think you're broken, and don't you dare apologize for what that monster did."

Olivia nodded and started to silently cry, but Trevor felt her tears on his chest. "I don't know why it still affects me."

Trevor rubbed her back. "Because it was traumatic." He whispered. "Come on, let's get you some water and something small to eat." He eased his grip on her and took her hand, walking with her to the kitchen.

Olivia smiled softly. "Thank you," she whispered, running her hands over his chest. "You take such good care of me. I know you're hurting too."

Trevor smiled and lifted her onto the counter. "I am, but helping you feel safe again helps me. It helps me realize that yes, I love a great love, but I have a great love in front of me, and she needs some TLC sometimes. And that's okay."

Olivia smiled softly. "I'm so lucky." She said gently, looking at him.

Trevor stood in front of her, looking up into her eyes. "I'm the lucky one."

Olivia smiled and caressed his cheek. "Kiss me," she whispered. "Please. Kiss me."

Trevor smiled. "Never have to ask," he whispered. He kissed her passionately.

Olivia melted under his touch, under his lips. She broke the kiss and smiled. "I love you."

Trevor smiled. "I love you too." He ran his hand over his thighs. "Water and food." He got her a glass of water from the filtered tap and handed it to her and he looked in the cabinets, knowing the refrigerator was empty. "We have popcorn and… canned vegetables." He looked back at her. "Should we order?"

Olivia chuckled silently. "I think we should. We can have popcorn later, we'll watch a movie with some popcorn, it'll be lovely.

Trevor went to the island and opened the drawer, handing her some takeout menus. "Take your pick."

Olivia looked through the takeout menus and picked out Jacob's Pickles. She smiled, "Oooh biscuits with the fixings and matzo ball soup. I'm sold." She said, continuing to look over the menu. "We can get some jars of pickles and a bag of biscuits with some maple butter so that we have something small in the house to eat when we want something small and we don't have to order out."

Trevor smiled. "You're a genius." He stood between her legs and kissed her softly.

Olivia smiled and kissed him back. "Hardly. I just have moments."

Trevor smiled. "I love your brain. Your genius moments. Everything."

Olivia smiled and ran her hands through his hair. "I love your brain," she whispered. "I love everything about you."

Trevor kissed her and ran his hands over her sides and thighs. "Let's order, eat, and pack. Otherwise, we'll get lost in each other and I won't be ready to move tomorrow."

Olivia giggled and caressed his face. "One condition," she whispered, resting a finger on his lips.

Trevor kissed her finger. "Name it," he whispered.

Olivia smiled. "Tonight I want you to make me cum over and over again." She took a deep breath and closed her eyes. She ran her hands over her body. "Mm."

Trevor groaned and wrapped his arm around her waist, his other hand resting on the cabinet, his lips close to her ear. "You're a goddamn tease baby."

Olivia smirked and turned her head and looked at him. "Kiss me. Like you mean it."

Trevor caressed her cheek and ran his thumb over her lips. He leaned in and kissed her lightly, their lips barely touching. He moved his hand, reading his hand on the back of her head, tangling his fingers in her hair. He gently pulled her face to his, their lips touching ever so softly.

Olivia moaned and melted. "Trev," she mumbled. Not wanting him to stop, having nothing more to say. She pulled him closer and kissed him harder, but still not the deep animalistic kiss she was expecting when she told him to kiss her like he meant it. He continued to surprise her and she would do anything to keep him surprising her.

Trevor groaned and picked her up and carried her to the couch. He broke the kiss and watched her eyes flutter open. He looked into her eyes and he caressed her face. "I love you, Olivia Margaret."

Olivia smiled and looked back into his eyes, getting lost in the pools of green-blue. "I love you, Trevor James." She caressed his face. "We really need to order food." She giggled.

Trevor chuckled and kissed her again quickly. He leaned in and whispered into her ear. "I could have you for dinner."

Olivia's jaw dropped. "You dirty, naughty boy." She smiled and pushed him up and straddled him. "Tonight I want to fuck you. Make myself cum on your cock." She whispered. "Ride you like you're a damn carnival ride until I've had my fill. Then again for good measure."

Trevor gasped. "Shit Liv."

Olivia smirked. "You like that?" She asked in a whisper.

Trevor let his head fall back. "God yes," he moaned.

Olivia giggled. "Order food and I'll take care of you while we wait," she said with a smile, climbing off of him. "Already hard I see," she bit her bottom lip.

Trevor groaned and looked into her eyes, lifting her chin with one finger. "What you do to me, Olivia." He got up and grabbed the menu and his phone. He called and ordered the food then walked back to the couch, anticipation coursing through his veins.

Olivia smirked and knelt down in front of him and stroked him. "You ready?" She asked in a sultry voice.

Trevor met her eyes and groaned. "Work your magic."

Olivia smiled and took him into her mouth, moving her lips down over him, sucking gently. "Mm," she flicked her eyes up to meet his. She used her mouth and hands to work him, getting really into it. Now and then she would flick her eyes up and hold his gaze for a minute or two.

Trevor groaned, watching his cock disappear into her mouth and hands. He held her hair in his hand. "Ah, yeah. Mmhmm. Right there."

Olivia worked him over harder and looked at him longer, feeling him tighten in her hands. She let him go with a pop and gave him a sultry smile. "Come on baby. Cum for me. Let me taste you."

Trevor groaned and saw and felt her take him back into her mouth and he shot off in her mouth. "Oh fuck, Liv."

Olivia swallowed every last drop he gave her, hungrily, and she kissed back up his torso and sat next to him. "Mm. So good."

Trevor rested his head on the back of the couch and closed his eyes. "God you're so good at that."

Olivia smiled and curled up next to him. "You know the saying practice makes perfect? They're right."

Trevor smiled. "You absolutely perfected that."

Olivia giggled and kissed his cheek. "We better put clothes on before the food gets here."

Trevor smiled. "You can stay naked, I'll get the food and we can eat it in the bedroom since that's the room we need to pack."

Olivia smiled. "You just like seeing me naked."

Trevor kissed her softly. "Guilty."

A/N: Thank you for reading. I hope you enjoyed it! Please remember to leave a review, and I'll see you in the next one.