From Me To You

by CrypticBeans

Toshinori likes to believe he's seen it all. That he's seen all there could be. And yet nothing prepared him for the day he was invited over to none other than Hizashi and Shouta's home where his life is flipped upside down.

4. Soft Touches, Warmth, and Making Love

Toshinori liked to believe he wasn't an easily anxious person. Insecure, sure. That alone was a tough pill to swallow but the fact of the fact of the matter is that he was an insecure man due to his physical appearance. He didn't want to think that he was easily anxious; he didn't want to believe that he could be rattled easily. That he wasn't the type to be unconfident when he'd spent so much of his life portraying a confident man. A confident hero who made others smile.

He liked to believe that despite it all that he still had that confidence somewhere deep in himself. That he could drag it out at a moment's notice and that he had not a problem with playing the bold man. The confident lover who could touch his boyfriends without turning red or flinching away. But the reality of it was much different than the imagined scenarios he'd made up in his head. The truth was, he'd been an anxious wreck in the first month or two of their relationship.

He'd broken down over the gentle, calming touches of his boyfriends who only wanted to show him affection. Adoration. He wanted to be a confident, bold lover for his boyfriends. He wants to be able to reach out and touch them without flinching or second guessing himself. And he liked to believe he was getting better at doing just that; he was growing confident. Holding hands with Hizashi while accepting those sweet kisses of his as they cooked lunch together.

Or when he was curled up on the couch with Shouta's cheek nuzzled to his own with his phone between them as they watched TikTok together. There was nothing he adored more than being cuddled up with his boyfriends. When he felt their strong arms around his waist. The feel of their heads resting on his shoulders as they curled up on the couch to watch a movie together. When Eri would join them and she would cuddle up to Hizashi or Shouta as the four of them watched a movie together.

There was a domestic bliss that came with being in his boyfriends' home. Hizashi had made good on his promise on teaching him how to dance while Shouta made dinner and soft music spilled out of Hizashi's phone speaker. Weak and tinny but there was something so delightful about having his arm around Hizashi's shoulders, a hand in his, and an arm around his waist. About being spun on his feet as those green eyes glowed at him with that bright, brilliant smile on his lips when he finally got the hang of it.

And of course, it was nerve-wracking when Shouta took Hizashi's place but there was something so nice about it. About having that dark sparkling eye on him and the proud little smile on full lips when he spun gently with the black-haired man. Clinging to the hand in his. There was something so unbelievably nice about spinning in his boyfriends' arm while the scent of dinner filled the air. It was all the more adorable when Eri would come padding in with hands reaching for her father.

To have her scooped up and danced around the kitchen while she squealed and giggled. There was always something going on in the home and it made his heart flutter in his chest when he was being danced around the kitchen. Around the living room. When he was cuddled up on the bed with his boyfriends held close. And he hated going home to his quiet apartment. He hated leaving the home that always had something going on in its walls. The home that welcomed him so warmly.

And yet, despite this new confidence of his, there was still room to be anxious. Still room to be nervous. Shy. Insecure. Even if he knew both of his boyfriends wanted him it was still hard to wrap his head around. The fact that Shouta, a handsome man with that sparkling dark eye and long black locks, wanted him? The fact that a beautiful, stunning man like Hizashi wanted him as well? Two gorgeous young men who wanted him? It was unbelievable.

It had his head spinning when he would return to his apartment with his skin buzzing from the soft touches of his boyfriends. His lips tingling from all the kisses that he'd traded with them. His hands still warm from holding onto Hizashi and Shouta's hands as they cuddled together. There was so much warmth that carried him for days. Warmth that nestled in his chest. And yet he still found himself hesitating when he would lift his hand up to touch Hizashi's cheek.

To trail his fingers over the make-up covered cheeks. Hesitating when he would reach up to tuck Shouta's hair behind his ear with his fingers skinning his jaw. There was a hesitation that was as easy as breathing that was holding him back from properly touching his boyfriends. Something that plagued him despite the romp on the couch with Shouta and the heated afternoon he spent jerking off Hizashi. There was so much to this relationship that left his head spinning and swimming.

He wasn't afraid to bring it up in therapy when they'd gone that week. Listening to Shouta and Hizashi laying out how they felt about his hesitation, his nervousness, he had answered in kind. He'd been honest; open about his disbelief, about his worries and insecurities, and together the three of them were given homework. Small tasks to each work on their relationship together; something that had his heart fluttering but he was more than happy to do this homework.

It was merely a small list of exercises to do together. To make hand holding a more common occurrence. Not to push him for more until he was comfortable. To start with I statements together when they needed to express their emotions to one another rather than dancing around it. He liked to believe that it was doing nothing but making their relationship stronger. It was bringing them closer together. And he felt a bit more confident in his place in between both men.

The fact that he had acted on his desire for them not once but twice? Well, he was more than happy about it. He was more than delighted to share that desire. That he had gotten both of his boyfriends off had been an ego stroke like nothing else. It left him curious about what else they could do in the bedroom. What else they could do? What else would they do together? Shouta and Hizashi had both mentioned lovemaking so would that be their next step?

Or would blowjobs follow given he'd jerked both men off? Would that be the next step? There was an uncertainty to it all that left his ruined stomach in a mess as he tried not to overthink it. There was so much to their relationship that was unknown to him. He didn't know what the next steps would be with his boyfriends but he knew he wanted to do something. Whether that was giving someone a blowjob - something he hadn't done in years - or making love, he didn't mind which.

All he knew was that he wanted to take that next step with his boyfriends. That he was ready for whatever it was that he wanted to do with them. He didn't know what to expect when it came to Hizashi and Shouta but there was nothing he wanted more than to make sure they knew he wanted them. That he needs them. That's all he ever wanted. For there to be no doubt. Not a shadow of one. In the days following his little romp with Hizashi, he had sworn he'd never seen the blonde beam brighter.

Smile wider. There were spots of color on his cheeks that he found himself adoring. There was a delight shared between them that had him gravitating towards the other blonde. He found himself trading those casual touches with the blonde when they had a moment alone. Fingers caressing cheeks. Lips pecking together. Those adorable nose nuzzles that he found himself trading with Hizashi and with Shouta when they had a moment alone.

There had been no greater joy than knowing that he not only made Hizashi come but that he'd done his best to make him feel good and succeeded. That he'd gone above and beyond for his boyfriend who had been absolutely delighted. He didn't know what step he'd be taking next with his boyfriends but he knew that he adored their time together. He adored their quiet moments together where they found themselves cuddled up together on the couch when he came over to visit.

Or when the four of them were eating together; Eri and Hizashi dominating the conversations while he happily watched Shouta interact with his husband and their daughter. It was fascinating. There was nothing he wanted more than to take that next step with his boyfriends and he was determined to be confident. Bold. A man who knew what he wanted and knew how to get it is what he swore to himself he'd be. Who he'd be.

He wanted to be able to face Shouta and Hizashi without a drop of hesitation in him as he suggested they make love. There was nothing he wanted more than to take that step with his boyfriends who seemed so patient with him. A never-ending patience that warmed him to his core. There was nothing he adored more than that. And he knew that he was lucky to have not one but two partners who were so willing to be patient. Lovers who respected his boundaries and worked with him to connect them.

Fingers skimmed over his cheekbone pulled him out of his thoughts. His lashes fluttered on his cheeks before he forced them up with his eyes rolling sightlessly before focusing on the sight before him. Hizashi's wide, green eyes were focused on him with an intensity that had heat rushing up to his cheeks as fingers skimmed over his cheekbone again. The sunlight pouring through the window made those eyes glow like emeralds as the light touched them.

Calling attention to those soft highlights of blue that melted beautifully into the green. His blonde hair shone like gold in the lighting. It was so easy to count the minutes ticking by with the pace of their breaths. It was quiet in the bedroom; painfully quiet without the TV's murmur but he didn't mind it one damn bit. Not one. His legs were twisted and curled around Hizashi's with their knees knocking together. An arm snuck beneath the pillow and his head with that hand curling up to stroke his hair absentmindedly.

He was warm. Whether that was because of the warmth that gathered beneath the blankets or what, he had not a clue. But he was riveted to the sight of his blonde boyfriend before him as fingers continued to stroke back and forth along his cheekbone. There was a look of awe to Hizashi's face as those green eyes flickered over his face. Reading the emotion on it. What did his face reveal? His eyes? What did Hizashi see that made him look at him with such awe?

Fingers brushed along his cheekbone before reaching up to pinch his hair and coax it behind his ear. Fingers tracing the shell of it gently before sliding down to brush along his jaw until they tapped his chin. He watched Hizashi's face when he felt legs tightening around his as those wandering fingers slid upwards to touch his bottom lip. Tracing the shape of it lightly before curving up to trace his upper lip with that light touch. Fingertips just barely grazing the skin there.

It had his lips parting slightly with a tingle that had his breath trembling slightly on his exhale as Hizashi's fingers traced the shape of his mouth lightly. His own lips parting ever so slightly with a look of rapt fascination to his face as spots of pink bloomed on his cheeks. He was so lovely. So unbelievably beautiful. Hizashi was easily the most beautiful man he knew of. The most beautiful man he'd ever seen in his life.

Moving his hand, he caressed the curve of Hizashi's slim waist with a shudder running over the blonde as he twisted closer to him. His eyes looked so big, so crystal clear without his frames in front of them. Over and over, Hizashi's fingers traced his lips while he slid his hand along his boyfriend's waist gently as that desire hummed under his skin. Twisting to grab at his bones. He let the emotion gently lap at him as that arousal flickered under his skin idly as he twisted himself closer to Hizashi.

His head sliding over the pillow with his hair rustling against it when Hizashi let out a quiet, pleased hum as his hair rustled over the pillow as well. Fingers tracing his mouth with fingers sliding down then to press against his bottom lip gently. He kissed at the pads of his fingers softly which got him a sweet smile from his boyfriend. It was nothing like the bright, brilliant smiles at works. This was soft, dripping with a warm sweetness that had his heart fluttering in his chest.

The room was so quiet around them save for the rustling of their hair over the pillow case. The whisper of the blanket moving above them in response to their movements. The quiet breaths that each of them took as he reveled in the touch of Hizashi's soft skin to his own. Fingers moved away from his lips then as they trailed over his jaw softly with Hizashi leaning in with trembling breaths being taken together when Hizashi's nose brushed his own.

Breath's fanning over his tingling lips as he found himself leaning in eagerly with his lashes fluttering down onto his cheeks. Holding himself still when he felt the light press of Hizashi's top lip against his own. A silent tease that had his breaths trembling out of him before he leaned in to kill the gap. A sigh flew out of his nose at the touch of those soft, warm lips on his own as his lashes trembled on his hot cheeks.

His boyfriend twisted close to him with the arm around his shoulder tightening as that hand sank into his hair. An identical sigh fanned over his cheek as lips moved slowly against his. Soft, adoring kisses that he found himself returning without thinking twice about it. The quiet whisper of their moving lips was deafening in the silence of the bedroom. There was nothing else he adored more than to move his lips against Hizashi's soft ones.

He slid his hand along his waist when he felt a hand slid down his side gently to his waist before reaching down to caress his thigh. Then he felt Hizashi's legs shifting slightly which freed up his right leg when he felt Hizashi's hand sliding down to hook behind his knee. It had his face burning with a fresh blush when that hand lifted his leg up to curl around Hizashi's waist. It was far more intimate than anything they'd done since the afternoon he'd been allowed to touch this man.

To get him off. He felt his breath tremble out of him through his nose as he moved his lips against those soft, warm lips that were melting against his. Shaping to mold and curve to his own as they slid against his with the hand on his thigh moving in a gentle caress. Squeezing gently at him with that hand then sliding up to squeeze at his hip as he hesitated then chose to tighten his leg around Hizashi's waist. Pulling him closer with lips continuing their slow, lazy slides against his own.

It had his heart jumping in his chest when he curled his arm around Hizashi's waist with his hand skittering down his back. Something that had his boyfriend arching into his arms with lips pressing firmly to his own with that slow speed to get his heart thudding. His ruined stomach fluttering. There was something about kissing Hizashi with the afternoon light streaming in through the window. There was something so surreal about it that it almost didn't feel real. This tenderness, this passion, and this intimacy.

None of it felt real to him but he couldn't imagine this. Dream it, possibly. But as he laid here with the warmth rolling off of Hizashi as he twisted forward into his arms with lips sliding against his? Well, how could this be anything but real? Tightening his arm, his leg, around the blonde in his arms as he moved his lips against those soft, warm ones. Breath's fanning over his warm cheek as the arm around his shoulders tightened with fingers moving to scratch at his head.

It was merely one kiss of many. They'd been kissing on and off this afternoon; something that he found himself adoring. Hizashi had invited him over for tea again which he happily took up. Shouta had promised that he'd be home by dinner time to have dinner with them and Eri. But until then, Eri was at her after school activities and Shouta was wrapped up with after school work. Coming over had been nothing short of delightful when he and Hizashi gravitated towards the bedroom with their tea.

Once again, they'd put on a movie while Hizashi cuddled up to him and held onto him gently. It didn't take long after the movie had ended, their tea drunk, that Hizashi had inevitably ended up in his arms with lips on his own. Tender sweet kisses that had left him swooning into the headboard when the blonde had suggested they lay down beneath the blankets. It was only natural that shirts were quickly forgotten and they tangled together beneath the blankets together.

It was natural as breathing. As if that barrier of hesitation he'd felt was finally dissipating. Finally leaving him. He shuddered when he got another scratch to his scalp with fingers tugging idly at his hair as he twisted himself close to the blonde who held him closer. Pressing together tightly from hip to chest with not a gap of space to be found in between them. Something that he liked far more than he'd ever admit too out loud.

Moving his lips against Hizashi's, he slid his hand along his boyfriend's back gently in an up and down rub that had the blonde melting into his arms. His hand kneading gently at his hip with his thumb moving to roll circles into him as their lips moved together. The quiet whisper of each dragging kiss ringing out between them with that light smack coming intermittently to break it up. Deafening in the quiet of the bedroom as breaths were taken through noses eagerly with hands holding the other closer.

Tighter. There was nothing but pleasure that came from being held so tightly by his boyfriend. He tightened his leg around his waist with his hand drifting up and down his back. The hand on his hip sliding up to gently massage the area around his scars. It felt good. Unbelievably good as a shiver raced down his back with lips pressing firmly to his own with Hizashi humming out softly with lips sliding against his. There was so much adoration poured into the kisses that it had his heart sprinting against his chest.

His ruined stomach fluttering wildly as he returned that adoration with his own. Loving, sweet kisses that had his entire system going absolutely wild as he twisted himself into Hizashi's arms properly. Holding onto his boyfriend delightedly as he listened to the light smack of their moving lips as the hand on his side curved backwards to his back. Drifting up and down it much like his own moving hand on the blonde's back.

It was a bit awkward but he curved his hand forward so his arm was no longer stretched out. Sliding his hand along Hizashi's side had the blonde shuddering before pressing into him fervently with lips sliding against his own. Moving with that tender passion he had come to recognize from his boyfriends. Pressing his lips firmly to Hizashi's, he slid his hand up and down along his side. It had the blonde squirming and shifting slightly as his lips tingled wildly.

God, how he could spend the rest of his afternoon and night laying right here in Hizashi's arms. Right here kissing the blonde until his head spun and his lips were puffy. There was nothing he wanted more than that. Twisting himself into Hizashi's hold with his hand squeezing at his side, he found himself all too delighted in tightening his leg around his boyfriend. To hold onto him any way that he possibly could to keep him in his arms. To keep him impossibly close.

That was all he wanted from the blonde. All he needed from him. To be close was more than he could ask for. The warmth radiating off of him gathered effortlessly beneath the blanket leaving him flushed. Warm. He was dizzy off of the kisses yet he was hungry for more. Wanting more, more, more from the blonde who seemed to want him just as much. There was a notification ping from his phone then but he didn't dare break away.

Didn't dare let Hizashi pull away; if anything, the blonde seemed to twist closer to him in response as lips slid against his with that spark of eagerness. Something he'd recognize anywhere as he clung to his boyfriend delightedly with his lashes tickling his cheeks as they trembled against them. Lips moving faster against his own; a change from the slow, sweet kisses. Moving with a new, idle speed that crept past that slowness but it didn't change the sweetness.

It didn't change that tender passion he felt bleeding into the kiss. He returned those emotions happily with his hand sliding up and down along his boyfriend's side. An erogenous point that Shouta had seemed almost happy to divulge in him. He'd noticed it the afternoon he'd jerked Hizashi off; that his sides were just as sensitive as Shouta said them to be. His ears and neck. His ass was one he'd get to explore but he knew when he got bolder, when he was confident, he'd try using that spot too.

The light smack of their moving lips filled the quiet with the quiet whisper of moving hands over skin just barely made it beneath the rustling blanket. Holding himself impossibly close to Hizashi, there was a nudge of hips against him that had his heart jumping in his chest. Already? Or was Hizashi merely moving? He had not a clue but God if he wasn't dizzy from all the kisses he'd received. All the kisses that he wanted to return eagerly to his boyfriend. Kisses that had him over the moon with his eagerness.

All he wanted was to show Hizashi how much he wants him. How much he wants to kiss, touch, and caress his skin. There was nothing he wanted to do more than to express that with his boyfriend. There was another ping of his phone, another notification, and he happily ignored it when he felt Hizashi's hips nudging against him again. And then, without warning, there was a shift from his boyfriend who moved suddenly.

The blanket was flying off of him and he was being rolled onto his back with Hizashi up above him. Wheezing out through his nose, he felt Hizashi shifting himself to keep from pinning him to the bed. From pressing down too hard and causing some kind of discomfort. Instead, he hovered above him with his hand planting onto the mattress to keep from laying out on top of him. He appreciated it. And God help him if he didn't adore having the blonde up above him like this.

He tightened his leg around his waist to press their hips together once more with the brush of that soft skin against his own. There was nothing he adored more than the softness of his boyfriend's skin. Shouta and Hizashi had been bickering playfully over who got to sit with him first when Shouta let slip the skin care routine of Hizashi's. It was that night that he learned how extensive Hizashi's skin and hair routine was. Even his lips had a routine!

And he'd been fascinated for it merely explained how his boyfriend had such silky hair; such soft skin it made him envious. Hips rested against him then with Hizashi's hand digging into the bed as lips slid against his with that quick speed with that smack ringing out. He lifted his hands up to slide up and down along his sides with the blonde kissing him with a passion that left him breathless. There was nothing tender about it and God if he didn't love it.

If it didn't, somehow, strike a chord inside of him that thrummed. That fanned under his skin like flames being fanned gently as he returned that passion to his boyfriend. Sliding his hands eagerly along his sides with the blonde squirming as he arched into his hands without a second thought. Instinctive. Ready. He then felt hips pressing down firmer against him; nudging gently as if trying to gauge his response. Curious. And he was more than happy to arch his hips up.

Shifting then to rock against his boyfriend who quickly jumped to move with him. Hips rocking gently together with that firm press to get his stomach fluttering at the pressure given. Dragging his nails lightly over his boyfriend's sides earned him a quiet, breathless sound from the man above him with blonde locks tickling his skin as they slid over Hizashi's shoulders. Silky. Soft. God, his boyfriend was so soft. All of him.

It had him melting into the bed with his hips moving in compliance with the spark of eagerness he felt in his chest as lips dragged against his. Passionate, smoldering kisses that he returned without thinking twice; without hesitation. He admired the softness of his boyfriend's skin as he continued moving his hands up and down his sides gently. Shivering when the blonde letting out another of those quiet sounds that had his heart jumping in his chest.

That ache fluttered through his lower half; twisting into his lower stomach, into his crotch, as he pressed up firmly against Hizashi who pressed back cautiously. There was no sign of an ache. No sign of discomfort. And fuck, that just had him excited. Because what would they do? What could they do? There was nothing he wanted more than to explore this possibility with his boyfriend who was rocking against him tightly. Pressing down all the pressure to get his stomach fluttering.

His heart skipping as he moved his hands along his sides before curving towards his back. Brushing his fingers over the blonde's back, he felt out for a few of those scars he knew were there. Shouta and Hizashi were covered in scars but that just fed into the allure. The attraction he felt. Rocking his hips up against his boyfriend, he shuddered when he felt hips pressing down tightly against him while they moved quickly.

Both moving to rock in that tight side to side movement as he slid his hands down Hizashi's back. His fingers tracing over his lower back when he hesitated briefly before he slid his hands down over the blonde's ass. Loving the sharp intake of air when he gave a cautious squeeze only for that breath to fly out on a whine. He squeezed harder which got a shudder running over his boyfriend as he palmed at his ass cautiously. Hizashi hadn't been shy about lamenting over his flat ass,

It was something everyone knew about on the staff at U.A. Hizashi always lamented his ass to Shouta who always tried to shut it down. He knew how insecure Hizashi was about it but he couldn't deny that it felt good in his hands. Sure, it was small, sure it was flat, but it fit perfectly into his hands as he kneaded at it. Shuddering at the slight buck of his boyfriend's hips against him as they continued with their quick rocking together.

Then he felt the hand in his hair shifting out to plant onto the bed as the blonde's other hand lifted up to caress his thigh with lips sliding urgently against his own. Eagerly. Passionate kisses that he returned without thinking twice about it as he kissed the blonde above him with a low groan in his throat making its way out of him. It got him an answering groan from the blonde above him as he palmed at his ass with hips giving another slight thrust against him.

And then his boyfriend's hips traded out their rocking for a grind. Hizashi rolled his hips in tight circles that had his dick twitching in interest as the friction it gave to which he happily followed along with. Grinding up against his boyfriend as lips slid against his passionately, fiercely, to get his heart flying against his chest as their hips moved to grind together. His toes curled at that pleasure as he twisted eagerly beneath his boyfriend as lips slid against his quickly. Faster.

He listened to the resulting sharp smack of their moving lips filling the quiet of the bedroom as he palmed at his boyfriend's ass shamelessly. Squeezing harder which earned him a low moan from his boyfriend who ground down tighter. Harder. Fuck him, it had his dick twitching in a volley at the friction given as he arched beneath his boyfriend with a moan in his throat. His thighs fidgeted before spreading themselves open wider. It was so easy to find that desire.

That heat in an abundance that had his stomach fluttering wildly with that ache twisting into his lower like a vice grip. A pressure that was doing nothing but mounting when he felt his breaths trembling through his nose. Rushing out far too fast as he clung to his boyfriend with his hands curling to squeeze at his ass. Grinding up against him with his thighs twitching in their wide spread as his boyfriend ground down against him with tight circles to get him moaning out again at the pleasure it sent zipping up his back.

He didn't know when it'd happen but he hoped to get hard. He was sure he would with nothing standing in his way as he kept his grinding cautious to keep from twinging his side. He slid his hands over his boyfriend's ass then up his back where it arched with his chest pressing down lightly against him. He could feel those nipples perking up as curls of hair tickled his chest. He shuddered with his nails dragging lightly over Hizashi's shoulder blades with his hips moving eagerly up against him.

Loving how those hips moved down against him with tight circles. It sent shivers up his back as he clutched Hizashi impossibly close with hips moving together to grind against one another when his dick gave a volley of twitches. His thighs twitching slightly again with that urge to snap shut and rub against Hizashi's slim waist. Lips were moving against his with a hunger that had his skin thrumming; had an answering hunger of his own clawing its way to the surface.

He slid his hands down Hizashi's back. Curving them forward to trace along his sides while making sure to use his nails to scratch gently at his boyfriend who whined. Squirming against him with hips bucking against him in a thrust that hit against him so good. He may be new to being sexual after so long but he knew what he did or didn't like. He remembered that much. And having Hizashi's hips striking at him was the epitome of pleasure.

there was something about the strength behind it that had his toes curling. Had his back arching slightly as he ground himself up in tight circles against the blonde above him who moaned quietly at him with his hand sliding along his thigh up to his hip where it kneaded at the moving thing. He shuddered at the ripping flash of heat beneath his skin leaving him flushed in its wake as it crept down along his bones. Leaving him gasping through his nose as he continued his tight grinding up against Hizashi.

Loving the low moan, it got him in response with the blonde pressing down against him with just enough pressure to give the illusion of pinning him to the bed. And by God if it wasn't the most wonderful thing in the whole damn world then he didn't know what was. Sliding his hands along his boyfriend's sides there was a slight shift with hips nudging at him before grinding in those tight circles down against him. It had his heart thudding against his chest at the heat simmering along his bones.

A heat that threatened to burst into a combustible flame. One that would eat him up and leave nothing behind in its wake. One that would leave him gasping for air. There was nothing he wanted more than to simmer away with the blonde on top of him. There was something about having Hizashi so close to him that he absolutely adored. The citrus of his soaps clinging to his skin and hair were by far the greatest smell.

He couldn't stop himself from huffing the citrus scent that clung to his boyfriend when he stepped out of the shower. It was such a delightful, fitting scent for his boyfriend. Grinding his hips up against the blonde, he got another of those thrusts that had fire racing beneath his skin. Had his breath hitching through his nose as it trembled before it rushed out of him on a sharp exhale. Scratching his nails up and down along Hizashi's sides with the blonde letting out a shuddering exhale through his nose.

There was nothing he wanted more than to crawl under his skin. To figure out what made a man like Hizashi Yamada tick. It had his heart thudding against his chest, throbbing quietly in his ears, as his ruined stomach twisted and dropped. Pooling with pleasure like a slow building pressure; like magma poured directly into his core leaving him absolutely breathless. His spread thighs twitching as he fought the urge to cough. To hack.

The fluttering of his chest was rapid, shallow, with trembling breaths scraping down his throat as he clung to Hizashi. Hips rolling, grinding, twisting together desperately with his hands sliding along his sides with nails dragging over his waist with the attempt to drag him closer. Even if he did cough, he hoped to God it brought nothing up with it. He'd hate the thought of Hizashi growing squeamish and insisting they stop when he didn't want to stop.

He tried to clear his throat the best that he could with his racing breaths but it merely had a cough bubbling up his throat. He struggled to choke it down with his lips moving fervently with Hizashi's as hips ground together with his dick twitching in a volley. Frantic twitches as he pressed himself up shamelessly against his boyfriend who was grinding down tightly against him with circles that had his thighs trembling. Had his back arching from the bed with the pleasure it sent pooling into his stomach.

Tight circles that had him shuddering when Hizashi was shifting. And in a rather seamless movement, Hizashi was rolling over onto his back and he was being pulled on top of his boyfriend. Straddling his waist, a cough in his throat, he found himself groaning with his grinding circles stuttering when he felt hands brushing up his back as he settled into place. He found himself arching, twisting, grinding down against his boyfriend the way he had been when he'd been beneath him.

It had Hizashi groaning at him enthusiastically with hands sliding down his back with fingertips trailing over his lower back. Touching him with a featherlight tracing of fingertips of his warming skin as his dick twitched again with his boyfriend beneath him grinding up. God, he was burning up. He felt flushed; like he had a fever of sorts with his heart thudding sickeningly against his chest with such strength it had him wheezing out through his nose.

Rolling his hips down frantically in circles, he tried to keep from twisting too much to avoid hurting his side. From pulling something. He might just truly cry if he had to stop now. If they couldn't go much further because he moved the wrong way. He ground himself down against Hizashi with lips moving together feverishly with hands tracing along his waist. Sending tingles pooling into his twisting stomach when he squirmed openly with a huff flying out of him.

His waist had always been sensitive. A spot that Dave had loved to target back when they were together. His boyfriends now seemed to pick up on that sensitivity to his waist. Fuck, there was nothing better than having Hizashi's hands tracing his waist the way they were with lips moving against his. Passionate, lustful kisses that had him rolling his hips down eagerly with his heart jumping in his throat. It didn't help that fluttering cough he felt but fuck, he wanted nothing more than to keep going.

He didn't know where this would lead, what would happen, but he wants it. He wants it badly. Whether this ends up with oral or something more, he was excited to see where it would go. Unable to take it anymore, he turned his head to break off the kisses where he coughed. A hard, chesty cough that had the blonde stilling above him with fingers touching his jaw lightly as he hacked but thankfully nothing truly came up. Not the gush of blood he expected but his mouth certainly tasted like it.

He swallowed reflexively to keep any blood from welling or spilling out when the blonde's fingers rubbed gently over his jaw before reaching up to touch his cheek as he opened his eyes. Blinking away the wetness he felt in his eyes, he heaved in a shuddering breath before clearing his throat as he looked down to his blonde boyfriend. Trying to clear his throat the best that he could as he tried to keep that blood from trickling out. It had him clearing his throat slightly when Hizashi touched his cheek.

"Nori, darling, are you-you okay? Is this too much on you?" Hizashi murmured at him with fingers trailing over his cheekbone when he blinked up at his boyfriend. At the husky note to his voice that had his stomach fluttering wildly as he shifted slightly above the blonde causing the bed to dip beneath his knees when that hand cupped his hot cheek. "I don't want you to strain yourself if it's too much, darling, so just let me know, okay? I don't want you to be hurting at all. Tell me where you're at?"

Where he was at? He wanted to howl and shout for his boyfriend not to throw in the towel yet. To not give up just because he had to cough. He squirmed with his knees digging into the bed when he leaned forward with his hands placing themselves onto his boyfriend's fluttering chest. His fingers splaying out when he swallowed with his heart jumping in his throat. "I'm ok-okay! I promise, I'm fine, just had a tickle in my throat is all! I-I want to keep going with you, lovely. I'm more than fine to continue."

"Then I think I'd better ask the question then, shouldn't I? Nori, how far do you want this to go? What do you want from me?" Hizashi's fingers trailed down his cheek before hands dropped to his waist to caress gently sending tingles fanning under his skin. Thumbs rolling circles into his hips comfortingly as those green eyes glowed up at him. Blonde locks spread over the pillow like tendrils of gold. "I just need to know how far you want to go without trampling any boundaries, you know? What would you like to do, darling?"

What would he like to do? He knew what he wanted. At least, he had the vague sense of it when his face burned with a rush of heat as he looked away from the blonde. Admitting out loud what he wanted was admitting what he'd done in his apartment. How he'd cleaned himself up and out. How he'd bent over his bed with his fingers deep in himself before he'd driven over to Hizashi. It would be admitting this was premeditated. But would Hizashi mind? Would he fault him? "What do you want, Zashi? It's not just ab-about me, you know."

Blonde lashes fluttered in a blink as the blonde looked up at him with those wide, beautiful eyes of his and he swore his boyfriend grew redder. His hands squeezing his waist with thumbs continuing their quick little circles into his hips when Hizashi shifted beneath him. His tongue darting out as he licked those soft, warm lips of his before he met his gaze evenly. "I want to make love with you, Nori. I want to go all the way with you and nothing would honor me more if you wanted the same."

"I do!" He blurted out before pinching his lips together when Hizashi smiled up at him hopefully with hands squeezing him gently. His face burned when he looked down again with his hands splayed out on Hizashi's chest where he moved his fingers to gently scratch through those blonde curls. "I've-I've thought about it. About making love with you, and what that-that would entail. And I know four months isn't a long time to wait but I don't want you to-to be let down. To be disappointed with me as it's been a while."

"Nori, darling, there is not a chance that you're trying to say what I think you're trying to say! I want you to listen to me, okay?" Hands slid along his waist before sliding up his sides gently with fingers lightly tracing over his scar delicately to no doubt avoid pain. It was sensitive but not awful. "There isn't a world where I would be disappointed with you! How could I be? So what if it's been a while since you've made love? This is about us! This is about us feeling good together! About you wanting me the way I want you."

"Then you don't mind? That-That it's been a while since I've had sex? You don't care that I'm clumsy? And that I-I might not be able to go again? You truly can say with a straight face that it doesn't bother you?" He leaned forward slightly to hover over the blonde who looked up at him with all the solemn confidence in the world. He let out a slow breath as his hands twitched. "Zashi, I'm not young anymore. I'm a much older man than you and I might not be able to keep up with you. I may be only able to go one round, you know?"

"So what?" Hizashi's chin tipped up then with hands squeezing his waist gently when the blonde stared up at him defiantly. Boldly. "So, what if you can't last two rounds? Who cares if you're not young anymore? That you're an older man? I don't care if you can keep up with me for a second round, Nori. All I want is you. All I need is you. And there is nothing more than I'd want more in this world than to make love with my boyfriend. Even if it's only one time, I know there'll be more chances in the future for us to make love."

Staring down at his boyfriend with a sense of awe, he swallowed with his heart jumping in his chest. What was he doing? Why was he trying to argue his age? What would he mention next? His form? If Hizashi wanted him, if Hizashi wanted to make love with him, then what did that matter? If Hizashi wanted him the same way he wanted the blonde? "You really don't care then? Yo-You really want to have sex with me? Even if it's only been four months? You truly want to make love with me? Right now?"

"I want to make love with you. Right now." And then Hizashi was sitting up causing him to scoot back as hands traced along his waist. Green eyes blazing with all the desire in the world to get his heart beating hard against his chest as hands squeezed at him fervently with the blonde staring up at him intently. "I don't care! I want to have sex with you, I want to make love to you, and it's all I want! Nori, desire has no timeline! I've been wanting you for a while and I've definitely thought of making love to you, darling."

A shiver raced down his back when Hizashi then leaned in to kiss at the center of his chest gently. So many scars, so many marks on his skin, yet the blonde looked at him with nothing but desire. Nothing but lust. And it had his heart jumping in his throat with his dick twitching excitedly when his stomach fluttered wildly. Sickeningly. Sliding his hands along Hizashi's chest to curl his arms around his shoulders he leaned forward. "Then let's make love, Zashi. Fuck me? Touch me, please?"

"I'll gladly fuck you, Nori! I'll fuck you so damn good you'll be babbling about it for hours! I'll fuck you so good you'll be addicted to my cock by the time I'm done and you'll be begging for more!" Hands tightened on his waist with lips fluttering over his chest in pecking kisses that had him breathless when the blonde's lashes fluttered as he looked up at him from under them. "Now, do you want to reach over to grab the condom and lube from the drawer? And I'll get you all nice and ready for me?"

"I-I, um, already did some preparation at my apartment! Be-Before I came over and- Don't look at me like that!" He all but shrieked those final words at the wide smirk curling over Hizashi's lips as his brows raised at him to which he fought that strange urge to pout as his face burned fiercely when those brows wiggled. God, this man was going to be the death of him, wasn't he? "I-I didn't know what this afternoon was going to look like! I wanted to be prepared for any possibility!"

"What a smart boy you are!" Oh. Oh. That sent a shiver down his back as he placed the pack of wipes on the bedside tables surface beneath the lamp. He then reached in for the box of condoms with trembling fingers as he worked the chain out to tear one off of the end. He then tucked it back in the box, placing it back into the drawer, then grabbed the lube. Prepared to turn around when he felt the bed shifting followed by lips pressing to his back. "Why don't you strip for me, Nori? Let me see that beautiful body of yours?"

His breaths trembled in his throat when he nodded as he then turned to hand his boyfriend the condom and lube which was taken from him. He then swung his legs over the edge of the bed as he stood upright off the bed with his hands reaching down. Fingers curling into the waistband of his boxers and pants as he took a trembling breath. Slow. Even. Then he swallowed before pushing his clothing down from his hips to his thighs.

Down to his knees where he let the fabric fall down his legs as he then stepped out of them carefully one side at a time. He was painfully aware of his boyfriend's gaze on him which left him with that strange feeling of shyness. Of nervousness. He stared down at himself blindly when he listened to the quiet rustle behind him. The sound of clothing being pushed at or the blanket. He couldn't be sure. But he found himself fighting the urge to cover himself when he turned slightly.

Taking a deep breath as he turned around to fully face his boyfriend who was laid out like a Greek God. Oh, he looked so beautiful. The tan from summer lingered on his skin with smatterings of freckles on his thighs, his hips, his chest, shoulders and arms were beautiful. The blonde curls of hair covering his broad chest, the soft tan lingering and coloring his skin was glorious. Then there was the elegant scrawl of Shouta's name across his left collar bone.

The writing almost identical to that on Shouta's hip. Blonde locks spilled down his boyfriend's back and shoulders with nipple piercings catching the light streaming through the window. The charm in his boyfriend's navel traded for a simple stud. His gaze traveled over that toned stomach to his happy trail that ran down the lower half of his stomach beneath his navel. Down to where it thickened into neatly groomed blonde pubic hair that covered his pelvis.

His dick laying on his thighs dared to twitch under his ogling gaze as he shifted forward to roll onto his toes. Wanting nothing more than to take another look at the blonde laid out on the bed welcoming his roaming view. There was something absolutely mesmerizing about seeing his boyfriend laid out like this without a stitch on him. To see him fully naked? Not just half naked? It was mesmerizing. Hizashi was so damn beautiful in the lighting spilling through the bedroom window.

His fingers twirling the tube idly before he placed the condom and lube down on the bed next to him with hands stretching out towards him. Amazingly, those fingers curled to beckon him on the bed. Beckoning him closer as he swallowed down his nerves the best he could before climbing up onto the bed again. Those green eyes roaming over him like he was the handsome one. Like he was the one who was stunningly, tragically beautiful in the afternoon lighting.

Like he was worth something to desire. To lust after. As if his lanky limbs, sharp joints and skeletal body could ever be as beautiful as the slim, envy stirring figure of his boyfriend's. God he was so beautiful it was hard to believe he got to have him. That this man with all of his beauty, all of that classic handsome attraction, was his. That Hizashi wanted him of all people. He crawled forward with hands brushing his shoulders as he threw his right leg over Hizashi's waist. Straddling him again.

His heart beat wildly in his chest as his hands trembled when they came to rest on the blonde's chest and Hizashi's hands slid over his shoulders. Down his upper arms to his forearms where they twisted in a curve with hands brushing against his palms and fingers delicately. He swallowed when his fingers hooked to fit with Hizashi's briefly. Those hands were tracing along his waist with a look of such desire, of such lust, making his heart beat wildly against his chest.

And he leaned down with his breaths trembling down his throat. Pressing his lips to those soft, warm ones again which pressed firmly to his own as a sigh fanned out on his cheek. Hands sliding against his waist with a whisper when lips then began to move against his again with that passion simmering in the kiss he returned. As if they'd never stopped with hands continuing to rub back and forth along his waist leaving his breaths trembling on their way down.

Moving his lips against Hizashi's, he shuddered when hands moved towards his lower back where fingers trailed over it before hands were sliding up his back. Fingers trailing over his skin with gentle touches that had his heart jumping in his chest. His ruined stomach fluttering as that ache twisted into his crotch; into his lower stomach leaving him breathless under its force. He wants this. He wants this so badly.

There was something aweing about being fully skin to skin with his boyfriend like this as hands trailed over his skin adoringly. Breaths fanning evenly over his hot cheek with hands sliding down his back. He wanted nothing more than to tell Hizashi he didn't need to be prepared; that he'd done his best to make sure he was ready for this earlier. But there was something unbelievably exciting about thinking of having his boyfriend's slender fingers inside of him.

The idea of having those fingers reaching into him effortlessly to press into his prostate had him shuddering at the thought. Fingers continued to drift over his skin up and down with skimming touches that had his skin breaking out in goosebumps when he angled his hips lower to Hizashi's. Moving his lips against Hizashi's firmly, he listened to the resulting smack that rang out in response. Fingertips trailing, swirling, over his skin with a light touch to get him shivering again.

Pressing down to knead gently in circles that had goosebumps breaking out over his skin at the firm kneading as hands slid down his back. God, he wants nothing more than to melt into this man. Crawl beneath his skin so they could be closer. Kissing the blonde with all the passion that he had in him had that answering passion being poured back to him. Hands sliding down his back where they reached down to cup his ass.

It was nothing to write home about he felt but the blonde let out a low groan as hands rubbed over his ass. Kneading, squeezing, fondling. It had his heart jumping in his chest wildly with his breaths trembling through his nose. If he wasn't careful, he'd end up in another coughing fit and God knows Hizashi would make them stop if he brought up any blood. He shuddered with his ruined stomach twisting at the thought when he tried to focus on his breaths.

They then trembled down his throat when hands squeezed at his ass tightly. A good, hard squeeze that had him groaning lowly at his boyfriend in response with a shudder racing down his back. God, what a strong grip that was. It had his toes curling tightly with his lips moving fervently against Hizashi's with that sharp smack ringing out. Kissing him for all his worth with that firm press that had his lips tingling beautifully as he kissed his boyfriend delightedly.

Eagerly. And then hands were letting go of his ass; it was a startling change but he didn't dare question it. Not when he felt hands moving behind him followed by the crack of the lube being clawed open. It had his sprinting heart squeezing in his chest when he then listened to the sound of lube being spread over fingers. What would they feel like inside of him? He'd done his best to make sure that he was prepared before he'd driven over here. Done his best to be thorough.

It was becoming a habit to make sure he was ready for sex; for something to happen. He didn't expect it, it wasn't force upon him, but he found himself eager to do these things with his boyfriends. He'd been spending years fantasizing about it that he couldn't stop himself. He wouldn't. Fingers drifted over his cheek then which had him hissing in a breath through his nose in response. Fighting the urge to tense up as he instead focused on kissing the blonde.

On moving his lips with his when he took a slow, deep breath. Trying to calm the excitement, the nerves, fluttering through him in response to that light touch as his cheek was grabbed then tugged at. With his hips angled so long, he moved his hands from Hizashi's chest; he planted a hand to the mattress then reached down to grab his twitching dick and Hizashi's. Squeezing them together with a soft moan leaving his boyfriend with hips arching up when he felt slick fingers sneaking inwards.

It felt odd to have fingers that weren't his own touching him there. How they slipped slickly over him in rubs that he knew were meant to calm him but they did anything but. His face burned hotly with his fingers twisting into the fitted sheet as he squeezed their twitching dicks together tightly. The same way he and Shouta had done it on the couch in what felt like a century ago. The moan it got him from Hizashi had him all too eager to begin stroking them together.

It was a dry pull but it wasn't unpleasant. It wasn't the worst thing in the world. The quiet drag of his palm and fingers over skin was deafening much like the light squelch of Hizashi's rubbing fingers. Sliding up and down, up and down, up and down. He wanted to insist he didn't need this; that he was ready. And yet he was hot at the way those fingers curled inwards. How they pressed into him with just enough pressure to get him whining in his throat.

Whining into the kiss as he arched his hips back slightly when he felt his face burn at the mortifying twitch of his hole. An action he couldn't control but fuck if it didn't have him mortified. Embarrassed. Hizashi groaned at him with fingers rubbing over him with that gentle up and down motion before they swirled. Slow, firm circles being rubbed into his hole that had his breaths catching in his throat when the blonde curled his fingers in. Could he take two fingers in one go?

He believed so. He'd done his best to be thorough as possible earlier and as he squirmed against his boyfriend, he squeezed their dicks together as heat swelled lazily beneath his fingers as he continued stroking the both of them together. The brush of his palm and fingers was deafening as he took his time with slow strokes, curving and twisting lazily. Strokes that had his boyfriend moaning at him with all the delight in the world.

Fingers continued rolling against his hole which twitched again when he whined again with his hips angling backwards the best he could as he continued to stroke. Taking his time with it. The rub of Hizashi's piercings against the underside of his dick had it twitching in a volley; a sensation that was good. He gave a grind forward to rub himself to Hizashi who whined at him with lips sliding fervently against his own.

Hard kisses that had him breathless as he returned them without a second thought. He tried to pace his strokes in time with those slow circles being rolled into his hole. Circles that had his hips shaking slightly; they were delightful. Something he'd never done to himself but God if they didn't have his skin lighting ablaze. If it didn't have his dick twitching in a volley in his grasp with the blonde squeezing his cheek. Holding onto him.

Fingers curled in again with the tips of his fingers prodding at his hole lightly. Swirling in their circles that had his breaths trembling through his nose as his boyfriend thrusted into his hand. A thrust that had piercings rubbing and dragging against his skin delightfully tearing a moan out of him as he squeezed them together. He could feel Hizashi's dick twitching in a volley in his grasp as he thrusted into his hand again with that dry rub against the underside of his dick.

It had him shuddering with his heart thudding against his chest when he hissed in a breath. Holding it down in his lungs when Hizashi's fingers prodded at his hole again. Fingertips rolling along the rim of it teasingly but they were pressing at him. Nudging at him before there was a give and those long, slender fingers were pushing their way into him. His breath flew out of him on a moan that mirrored Hizashi's as he squeezed around those slender fingers that reached so deep.

Squeezing tightly around those fingers, his dick twitched in a volley when he felt Hizashi beginning to stiffen in his grasp. Hot. The blood gushing down as his dick began to harden much to his delight as he squeezed them together with his hips thrusting slightly. A moan bubbling out of him when he broke off the passionate kisses of theirs. Taking a breath to soothe the ragged dryness of his throat but Hizashi hardly seemed to mind.

In fact, those soft lips of his were trailing down to his jaw where they fluttered against it before moving down to his throat. Kisses that made his heart flutter in his chest as those fingers curled experimentally inside of him before rolling circles into his inner wall. Firm circles meant to soothe him as he clenched tightly around them sending a shiver up his back. They felt good inside of him. So good.

Fingers continued to move gently to roll those circles into him when his back arched with his jutting backwards eagerly. A keening moan spilling out of him as Hizashi's lips trailed down his throat. His breaths trembling on their way down with the threat of making him cough. Making him hack. And he had to control that the best he could as his breaths raced in anticipation with his hand stroking the two of them together. Hizashi's erection rubbing against his dick had it twitching in a volley.

His boyfriend was so hard in his hand. So damn hard. It had his hips rolling forward to grind himself against the blonde who moaned at him encouragingly. The hand on his cheek squeezing at him with fingers then stretching out; it had him gasping at the sudden stretch that had his back arching. A stretch that burned just lightly but God if it didn't feel good. If it didn't have him moaning at his boyfriend when he felt that gush.

A gush he'd been waiting for that rushed down, down, down as those fingers stretched out again. And again. Again, again, again. As if he were testing his inner walls to see if he had been serious earlier about preparing himself. Stretching out to make sure he was "loose" enough for him. And fuck, it had him moaning with each stretch of his boyfriend's fingers that pushed insistently at his inner walls. Pushing out, out, out with fingers trembling lightly when teeth nipped at his throat.

Nibbling at him. It had his heart pounding viciously against his chest with heat exploding under his skin to which he whimpered at his boyfriend pleading. Fingers stretching out again and again with pushes that had his inner walls trembling. They tried to bring those fingers together but the blonde was unrelenting. Pushing, stretching, expanding. It had his back arching as his dick twitched in a volley with that gushing blood rushing through his veins.

So fast it was aching as it pooled into his twitching dick as he began to harden. It had him whining at his boyfriend who merely groaned into his throat as lips pressed softly against him. His mouth opening to press an open-mouthed kiss to his throat with teeth nibbling gently at him when fingers stretched out again. Ohhh, that stretch was everything. They pushed out relentlessly before coming together to thrust into him sharply. Thrusting, thrusting, thrusting into him again and again.

Moaning at the slick slide of his boyfriend's fingers within him, there was something so good about having his fingers in him. The heat of his mouth on his throat. Moving his hand to stroke them together, he moved his hips to grind himself against Hizashi's erection. Loving it when he felt Hizashi grinding back against him with his hand squeezing them together. Stroking quickly as fingers thrusted, thrusted, thrusted then spread out. Pushing at him.

He couldn't stop himself from moaning as his boyfriend stretched his fingers out again and again; relentless. Insistent. Then those fingers came together to thrust into him with a slick squelch ringing out as he shuddered with hips thrusting forward into his stroking hand. Both hard in his hand when the hand on his cheek let go to curve forward with a keening moan spilling out of him. Shuddering when Hizashi's fingers began to rub into the heads of their erections.

Smearing away the pre-come as sparks raced up his back when the tips of Hizashi's fingers traced his slit. Grinding into with his back arching as he thrusted against those rubbing fingers with a keening moan spilling out of him that was echoed by his boyfriend. A snapping, guttural moan spilled out of the blonde as he continued his stroking which he sped up to match the thrusting speed of his boyfriend's fingers.

Grinding himself shamelessly against Hizashi's erection as his own twitched in his grasp. His back arching with another moan spilling out of him as he fully hardened in his grasp against the blonde. His boyfriend squirmed beneath him with lips pressing frantically to his throat and shoulder with teeth nipping and nibbling at his skin playfully. Fingers thrusted into him with quick, shallow thrusts that snapped into him again and again sending shivers up his back.

It had his face burning hotly in response to the fierce blush burning there causing his cheeks to throb lightly. Hot, hot, hot. His skin felt so hot much like his face and there was nothing he could do about it. Shivering at the slick slide of his boyfriend's long, slender fingers within him when they pushed out once again. Stretching him out before fingers were reaching deeper. Stretching inside of him where they rubbed over his prostate.

It had him jolting at the touch with a whimper in his throat when the blonde began to nibble at his throat gently with the heat of his mouth on his skin. Oh, oh, it was amazing. The blonde wasn't even inside him yet and he was already boiling in his own skin. So, so hot. Squirming in his hold, his hips bucking into his stroking hand, he squeezed their erections together tightly. His hand moving quickly in time with those shallow, slick thrusts of his boyfriend's fingers.

The drag of his dry palm felt damn good as pre-come welled along the slit only to be smeared by his boyfriend's rubbing fingers. Moving in unison with his thrusting fingers that felt so, so good inside of him. He'd admired Hizashi's hands before; admired those long, slender fingers of his. Nails that were always neatly, beautifully painted. And the fact they were so soft? Well, they were all just bonuses. Fuel to the fire of his fantasies and reality turned out to be so much better.

His boyfriend thrusted his fingers sharply into him with that shallow depth with a moan spilling out of him in response when fingers rubbed over his prostate again. Rubbing over it with that slick squelch of his thrusting fingers ringing out as the blonde began to target his prostate with each thrust in. Rubbing over the gland to get him jolting, jerking, as a moan spilled out of him enthusiastically. Ecstatically. And then the blonde was stretching his fingers out again inside of him.

And again. Again, again, again. His breaths rasping down his throat with a shiver when the blonde then brought his fingers together before pulling out of him all together. The blonde then reached out with nails dragging over the fitted blanket with a whisper. Patting. Searching. There was a crinkle then the blonde was pulling his mouth away from his throat. And his heart jumped to his throat at the golden wrapper he held in his hand.

He squeezed their erections together before pulling away as he sat backwards on the blonde's thighs. He watched Hizashi pick up the lube to squeeze a dollop on his fingers. Watching him spread it over the shining studs of his Jacob's ladder before ripping into the condom. Spitting out a strip, he watched trembling fingers grab for the slipper ring within. And then Hizashi was pulling the ring out, pressing it to the head of his erection and rolling it down carefully over his piercings.

He found himself turning his head to cough lightly at the sudden sure of emotions in his chest when he cleared his throat. Looking back to Hizashi who stared at him worriedly but he merely shook his head. And then he was shifting forward to straddle his boyfriend's waist once more. He reached beneath him to grab Hizashi's erection which he held up as hands reached behind him to grab his cheeks. Spreading him open as his heart pounded against his chest as he tried to keep his shaking breaths from racing but it was hard.

Especially when that anticipation was twisting tightly into his stomach. His chest. Leaving him breathless as hands pulled tautly at his cheeks when he swallowed, squeezing the twitching erection in his grasp when he lowered himself down. Green eyes glowed up at him as he lowered his hips with the head of his boyfriend's erection pressing against him. Hips rising up with that head rubbing slickly against his hole. it was a nudging that had his heart jumping right up to his throat making it tight.

Making it hard to breathe properly. He felt hands tightening in a squeeze to calm him with the blonde staring up at him with awe. Excitement. The pupils in those green eyes were blown wide rendering his iris to mere rings of color. His cheeks were smothered in a beautiful blush that colored his throat and collar bones gently. His hair spread over the pillow like strands of gold. His lips were parted ever so slightly as his mouth hung open with racing, hitching breaths being taken that made his chest flutter.

The light catching the studs running through his nipples with each upwards heave. He was beautiful. Stunning beneath him. Rolling his hips down with the head grinding against him sent a shiver up his back as he placed his left hand on Hizashi's chest while squeezing his erection with his right. Pushing down while Hizashi pushed up against him with a gentle, insistent pressure there was a give. Something that had him sucking down a gasp as his back arched when a choked sound flew out of him in response.

A choked, garbled sound as he sank down on Hizashi who moaned up at him enthusiastically with hands kneading at his cheeks. Gentle. Sweet. His mouth dropping open wider with that moan as he sank, sank, sank onto the blonde with his inner walls tightening instinctively. And God, he'd forgotten the pleasure of having something so big inside of him. He'd forgotten how good a stretch like this was. It had him moaning as he let his head fall back as he sank down further onto the blonde.

Fuck, he was big. Just the perfect thickness while remaining slender and reaching so deep inside of him. Moaning out again with his hand sliding along Hizashi's chest, he lifted his other hand up to plant onto the blonde's chest as he took a trembling breath. Slowly, slowly, slowly. He bottomed out with his ass hitting Hizashi's pelvis lightly with both holding still. Hands let go of his cheeks to slide forward to grab at his hips where thumbs rolled soothing circles into them.

His erection rested against his ruined stomach with a happy twitch as pre-come welled along the slit of it. Smearing onto his skin. And Hizashi looked so beautiful. Blonde lashes fluttering as he squinted up at him with hands holding onto him tightly. Eyes flaming up at him with a look of such desire it robbed him of breath. Then his boyfriend was moving; rolling them both over. He let himself be moved in accordance to the blonde who gently planted him down onto the bed as his head hit the pillow once again.

Blonde locks spilled over Hizashi's shoulders with those eyes locked onto him as hips pressed tightly against him. He clenched tightly around the blonde instinctively which had the both of them moaning out in near unison as the blonde planted his hand to the bed with the other coming up to touch his cheek. Adoration glowing in those green eyes as his lips parted with a slight swell to them from their kisses that they'd been trading on and off all afternoon long.

He reached up to grab those softly freckled shoulder with a whimper in his throat as he squeezed around the blonde's erection again. Fuck, he felt so good inside of him. Absolutely perfect. Amazing. It had his heart jumping in his throat with his hands clutching at his boyfriend's shoulders before curling his arms around them as Hizashi leaned down. Blonde lashes fluttering in their half-lowered position before leaning in.

And he happily closed his eyes as he welcomed the touch of Hizashi's lips onto his own again. Soft. Gentle. There was something so surreal about this moment. Something so hot about it that it had him taking shaking, rasping breaths through his nose. Lips slid against his with all the tenderness in the world as hips remained tightly pressed against him as he moved his lips against Hizashi's. A whimper in the back of his throat as he tightened his arms around his shoulders to hold him tightly to him.

Wanting him to be closer to him; as close as he could possibly get him. He shuddered at the twitch of Hizashi's erection buried inside of him when he squeezed around the blonde again. He was so deep inside of him. It had been so long since he had someone inside of him like this. And here Hizashi was, buried to the hilt inside of him with lips moving tenderly with his own. Kissing him with all the sweetness in the world to get his heart thudding against his chest as his feet pressed into the bed.

His thighs shaking with his legs fidgeting as his feet continued their press into the bed. He'd never been so full in all of his life. He'd never felt so content. Happy. Delighted. There was no word to describe the emotion in his chest as he clung to his boyfriend. Hips twitched against him then before they gently, cautiously, began to rock against him. A gentle side to side motion that he found himself whining at as he kissed the blonde above him.

He tightened his arms around his boyfriend's shoulders as he held onto him with breathes trembling in his throat. Letting Hizashi set the pace, he then began to rock his hips gently with the blonde. Moving with him with that spark of eagerness in his chest that had his breaths shaking through his nose. There was a tenderness to this that had him melting into the bed. He couldn't believe it was finally happening; he couldn't believe that he was making love with his boyfriend.

That his boyfriend was inside of him. It had his back arching slightly from the bed with a moan in his throat at the thought as he squeezed around the blonde's twitching erection again. He felt so hard; it was just like when he'd jerked his boyfriend a handful of days ago. Fuck, he felt amazing inside of him and he can't get enough of the stretch. The feeling of having Hizashi so deeply inside of him like this. It had him shuddering with his feet sliding over the bed slightly.

His knees bent inwards with a moan in his throat. Kissing the blonde with the adoration, the passion, that he felt in the kiss being given to him. He squeezed Hizashi close to his chest as those soft, warm lips dragged against his own in slow kisses that had his head spinning. Hips rocking together gently side to side with the blonde taking care not to move too fast on him. There was nothing he adored more than having Hizashi so close.

He inhaled that faint citrus scent as he buried a hand into those silky blonde locks while sliding his left arm from around his shoulders. Touching his boyfriend's side, he slid his hand along it in a gentle up and down stroking rhythm. Just like the hand on his hip with that thumb moving roll circles into him for him to remain calm. Not to clench up to tight. But when Hizashi twitched inside of him he couldn't stop himself from tightening around the twitching thing in him. Squeezing. Admiring.

He couldn't help a moan when Hizashi groaned down at him with hips continuing their gentle side to side rock. It was a guttural groan like the blonde's bones were breaking apart. A sound filled with such pleasure that it had his ruined stomach fluttering. His erection twitching against his stomach with that pre-come dripping onto his skin shamelessly with his inner walls twitching around the blonde. He'd never had someone so deep and Hizashi felt absolutely perfect inside of him.

He felt so perfect it had his head swimming with the huffs he took through his nose nowhere near enough as he tightened his grip on those blonde locks. Sliding his hand along his boyfriend's side before curving his hand to his back where he dragged his nails over his shoulder blade. Anything to bring Hizashi impossibly close to him as lips continued their idle drags against his; kisses that he returned with that spark of eagerness.

Shuddering, he dragged his nails down his boyfriend's back earning himself a keening whimper from the blonde above him. A sharp, ear ringing sound that had him flinching into the bed before Hizashi cut it off. Choking it off in his throat with Hizashi's hand slid along his thigh. Squeezing gently at him. There was nothing he wants more than to be held by this man. It was a pleasure like nothing else in the damn world to be laid out like this beneath him.

His erection buried in him to the hilt with hips rocking gently against him. There was nothing he wanted more than to make love with this man who was taking his breath away from him. He was being so tender. So sweet. He squirmed with a whine in his throat as the blonde rocked quicker. Moving gently when he moved his hips in accordance to his moving hips. He shuddered with his hand tightening on those silky blonde locks tearing a moan out of the blonde when he scratched at his waist.

Rocking, rocking, rocking. He wanted nothing more than to burn into a puddle. To become something malleable for this man. He'd happily offer himself up to be molded into whatever Hizashi needed him to be. It was a sizzling thought that had him moaning in response as he rocked his hips quickly with Hizashi. The blonde felt so hot against him; his skin feverish as it slid and rubbed against his own with the blonde groaning down at him when he squeezed.

Clenching around him tightly with the blonde's erection twitching deep within him as he clung to his boyfriend. The hand on his thigh sliding comfortingly from knee to hip when he let out another moan yet it rang with impatience. Something he couldn't hide even though he desperately wanted too but he can't deny it. He was a bit impatient; wanting to feel the strength of Hizashi's hips. To feel him move inside of him the way he was resting there. He wants to feel him slipping in and out.

He wants to convince himself he can feel those piercings rubbing against his inner walls through the condom. He wants the blonde to make love to him. To fuck him into the bed while remaining gentle. Tender. There's nothing he wants more than to feel the blonde moving inside of him. He wants to feel the gentle hit of his hips against him. His thighs trembled before pressing in against Hizashi's slim waist with a whimper breaking out of him in response to his thoughts as he slid his hand along his boyfriend's side.

Scratching just above his waist where his thighs pressed tightly against him. The blonde kept up that tight rocking with his hand clenching his thigh tightly with a squeeze before sliding up to his moving him. Squeezing at him when the blonde then pulled his hips back with lips lifting from his as trembling breaths were taken. Gasps. And then the blonde was thrusting forward; a shallow, cautious thrust that had him gasping delightedly with his hips squirming eagerly.

Then Hizashi pulled his hips back again then thrusting forward shallowly into him again tearing a moan out of him. He tossed his head back to press into the pillow with Hizashi's lips fluttering along his lips as his hips pulled back then thrusted forward shallowly again. And again. Again, again, again. His toes curled as his thighs rubbed restlessly against his boyfriend's waist with those shallow, cautious thrusts being given slickly. The squelch of the lube and condom rubbing together filling the quiet of the bedroom.

Moans slipping out of the both of them in unison as his boyfriend kept up his shallow thrusts. The rub of his erection against his inner walls was absolutely amazing. Oh, oh, oh the faint scratch of the condom through the lube rubbed against his inner walls just enough to get his back arching. To get him gasping as he pressed his head back into the pillow with his hair rustling over it as his boyfriend thrusted into him. Curling his arm around him with his nails dragging over his shoulder blade.

He lifted his feet up from the bed to curl his legs around his boyfriend's waist with a keening moan. The blonde seemed giddy; happy with those shallow thrusts being given as he slipped in and out, in and out, in and out. Oh, there was a cautiousness to it; keeping his thrusts even as he could but God if he didn't love the feeling of Hizashi moving inside of him. The gentle tap of his hips against him as he snapped his hips forward with those shallow thrusts.

And by God, there was nothing better than feeling Hizashi moving inside of him like this. With shallow slides that rubbed against his inner walls so damn good it had him tightening around him. Squeezing around that twitching erection inside of him with a moan spilling out of him while soft lips fluttered along his throat. His legs tightening around the blonde's waist desperately with his hand sliding down his back while the other clutched at those silky blonde locks.

Holding onto the blonde who thrusted into him shallowly with that slick squelch ringing out. Hot. He was so damn hot as he arched beneath his boyfriend with those gentle, rhythmic strikes of his hips against him as the blonde moaned into his throat. Nibbling on his collarbone gently with the hand on his hip squeezing at him with nails lightly digging into his skin like little pin points of burning pressure. He loves it. Loves, loves, loves it.

He squeezed his legs around his boyfriend's waist again with his heels digging into his lower back as he jerked Hizashi forward the second he pulled back. Quick. Shallow. They were thrusts that he could effortlessly keep up with if he were riding the man. He licked his lips before dragging his teeth over his lower lip fiercely with a bolt of pain running down to his chin as he squirmed. Twisting beneath his boyfriend who was moving faster, faster, faster with his hips pulling back subtly.

Already inching slowly past that shallow depth and he had not a problem with that. Not one. He swore he could feel those piercings as they popped over the rim of his hole in and out with rubs over his inner walls that left him gasping with delight as he tightened his arms around his boyfriend. Holding onto him desperately like he was an anchor he had to keep hold of or float away. He clung onto his boyfriend with a whimper tearing out of him with each thrust given that struck against him gently.

Hizashi's trembling, racing pants fanned over his chest as his lips began to press down the center of it softly. Kisses that had him raising his head from the pillow with a burst of excitement in his chest as his boyfriend trailed his lips over his chest. And then he felt a kiss placed to his nipple. A kiss that had him gasping with excitement as he arched his chest up towards the blonde with his hand tightening in his hair.

Loving the moan he got from the blonde was he watched his mouth open and his tongue lap across his nipple. The wetness had him shuddering when he watched the tip of Hizashi's tongue trace his areola lightly; delicately. Then lapping over him again with his piercing rubbing over his nipple as his tongue lapped at his areola. It sent shivers racing down his back when the blonde closed his mouth around his nipple to which he whimpered shrilly at his boyfriend.

Squeezing his legs around his slim waist, he bucked his hips instinctively with the blonde moaning into his chest as hips continued to strike gently at him despite the change in depth. No longer shallow but something a bit longer; piercings popping over the rim of his hole through the condom only to rub over it as they slipped back into him. Ohhhh, it had his back arching from the bed as he pushed lightly on the back of his boyfriend's head where he moaned out with his heart thudding sickeningly against his chest.

His teeth digging into his lower lip. A fierce, hard bite that had screamed down his chin as he pressed his head into the pillow with his hair rustling over the cover. Deafening in his ears as Hizashi moved with a moan vibrating over his chest again. Suckling at his nipple with a pressure to get him shuddering; the wet heat of his mouth was something else. The way his tongue flicked and swirled around his nipple playfully as he sucked as much of his areola as he could into his mouth.

Suckling at him with all the delight in the world with his back arching as he clawed at the blonde's back slightly with his fingers tugging on blonde locks. Holding him close, close, close with his hips twitching again as his erection throbbed lightly against his stomach. Twitching. Dripping. He was making a mess all over himself but could he be blamed? Could it be held against him that he was painfully, excruciatingly excited? Hizashi, his boyfriend, was making him feel good.

Was giving him a pleasure he'd not felt in years. A pleasure that he wanted to experience again and again with the blonde as those hips struck gently at him with their fast, snapping speed. Pulling back eagerly only to dive forward with moans muffling themselves into his chest as he clutched his boyfriend impossibly tight to his chest. Holding onto those silky blonde locks as he dragged his nails down before shifting his legs down lower.

To dangle behind his thighs rather than dig into his lower back when he reached down to grab at his boyfriend's ass. Jerking him forward with a moan spilling out of the blonde when he squeezed hard at the cheek that he held in his hand. Huffing, shaking pants being taken by the both of them as Hizashi began to come forward with a bit of strength. Thrusts that had him moaning delightedly at his boyfriend as the bed bounced lightly beneath them from the vigorous movements of his boyfriend.

The headboard lightly, intermittently, tapping against the wall from the rocking motion of their bodies. There was a spring that squeaked lightly at random intervals. There was so much pleasure that he was drowning in it. It was hard to think, to breathe, around the pleasure that he had pooling into his stomach. Racing up and down his back. Hizashi wasn't even pounding at him and was still so gentle but for the love of God if it didn't feel hot.

If he wasn't burning like the blonde had set him ablaze. As if he were fucking him roughly into the bed. There was so much tender gentleness to the way that his boyfriend was moving and it was making him burn hotter. Making him arch and twist beneath him with his legs tightening around him as he squeezed his ass. Loving how Hizashi moaned into his chest with vibrations rocking over his skin.

The way he suckled his nipple and areola into his mouth with his tongue flicking and swirling. Suckling on him as his hips struck at him gently despite the quick speed that he was using. He was being gentle on him and there's nothing he loves more than that. There's nothing he wants than to relish in this pleasure with his boyfriend. All he wants is to stay just like this. There was nothing he wanted more than to spend all afternoon long with his boyfriend fucking him so gently.

Making love to him so passionately, so tenderly, that it had his throat tightening up on him. A lump forming there as he kept his arms wrapped tightly around his boyfriend who was moaning into his chest delightedly. Ecstatically. He clenched tightly around that twitching erection inside of him with a moan of his own as his hair rustled over the pillow case again. It didn't stop him from catching the notification ping of his phone that had him squirming with a low groan.

He didn't want the outside world to exist to him yet. He wants his world to consist of this fiery heat and the passionate, tender, gentle fucking he was getting from his boyfriend. He wants to stay in this bedroom where the only person existed to him was Hizashi, Hizashi, Hizashi. All he wants is to drown under this heat as his body twisted and arched in ways they hadn't for years. He couldn't stop himself from whimpering when Hizashi popped off of his nipple.

Licking his way across his chest to his left nipple. Watching the tip of his tongue trace his areola in a wet, shining circle before lapping his tongue across it and his nipple. His piercing rubbing against it sent shivers down his back as heat flared under his skin breathtakingly. A burst of heat that had him arching with his hand pressing eagerly against the back of Hizashi's head. And then the heat of his mouth was covering his nipple and areola which were sucked gently into Hizashi's mouth.

His hips striking at him as he began to pull back further. Changing the depth of his thrusts once again but God if he didn't care. In fact, it had him tightening his hold on his boyfriend's ass tightly with a jerking pull that had him coming forward faster. It had him moaning in unison with the blonde above him as his back arched from the bed. His legs trembling as he tightened them around his boyfriend as he dug his nails into his ass.

The slap of their skin meeting again, again, again was growing in frequency; in occurrence. A slap that had him eager for another thrust. Eager for his boyfriend to come flying forward as he gasped beneath him with his back arched up to push his chest against Hizashi's head. Harsher suckles were given to his nipple that sent tingles fluttering down to his twisting stomach that pooled with pleasure. Like magma.

It had him gasping with his fingers twisting into his boyfriend's hair as he found himself squirming eagerly when his hips pulled back further, further, further. He swore he could feel those piercings of his rubbing over the rim of his hole as they popped in and out. Swore he could feel them rubbing against his inner wall through the condom. It was a sensation that had him moaning at his boyfriend as he squeezed around that twitching erection.

Fuck, it felt so, so good inside of him and he can't get enough. He may not be able to go a second time but fuck if he wasn't enjoying every damn minute of this. If he didn't feel alive. If he couldn't feel how badly this man wanted him in how hard he was. How eager his snapping hips were as he struggling to remain gentle but he didn't mind it one damn bit. If anything, it excited him. He wanted nothing more than to make his boyfriend feel good.

He hoped he was managing to do that each time he yanked his hair or clenched around him. He hoped he was doing it each time the blonde moaned at him with his lips pressed tight to his skin as he suckled on his nipple fervently. Delightedly. He was set aflame. Burning hotter, hotter, hotter with each passing second as he clung onto his boyfriend. He was so hot. He didn't know if it was his own heat, that of the heaters or the heat radiating off of Hizashi but it didn't matter only that he was flaming.

Hotter than he'd ever been in his entire life. He clung to the blonde above him desperately when he popped off of his nipple with his tongue lapping over it with a purposeful rub of his piercing against it. Sending fluttering tingles down to his pooling stomach as he arched beneath his boyfriend with that sparking eagerness. Gasping delightedly when his boyfriend kissed up his chest towards his throat again where he nipped at his Adam's Apple.

A playful nip that had him shuddering with his fingers clinging to those blonde locks eagerly. Squeezing at Hizashi's ass tightly earning himself a snapping growl from the man. And oh, if that didn't sent shivers racing down his back at that sound. A guttural, snapping sound that had him whining at his boyfriend who bit softly at his throat. A gentle, mouthing pressure on the spot before nipping at his jaw. Hips were moving fast, fast, fast as his boyfriend pulled back further then snapped forward eagerly.

Hitting against him gently as he gasped and twisted beneath him. Holding onto him as his erection throbbed against his stomach with the silent plea for something. Anything. A touch, a caress, a squeeze. Something. And yet he couldn't find the air for his words when Hizashi was nipping at his jaw again before kissing his way up his hot cheek. e whined shrilly when lips pressed to the corner of his mouth. He happily turned his head over the pillow to find those soft, warm, kiss-swollen lips with his own as they slid against his slowly.

Pressing down firmly with all the passion in the world to light him ablaze. All the passion to get his stomach fluttering wildly as he clung onto his boyfriend desperately. His nails digging into his ass as the blonde's hips struck at him firmer. Hits that rang out with a crisp slap as their skin met again and again. Something that had him moaning at the blonde above him who moaned back at him into the kiss when there was another ping of someone's phone.

Whose, he had not a clue but it didn't matter. It didn't exist outside of the pleasure pooling into his stomach. The pleasure that zipped up and down his back as his boyfriend slipped and slid into him slickly. Rubbing against his inner walls so damn good while giving him something to squeeze and clench around. Something that had him moaning into the kiss with growing volume. Just like his boyfriend was gaining volume of his own as they squirmed and twisted together.

Fitting together properly as his hips hit against him again and again. God, there was nothing better than this. Absolutely nothing better than feeling good with his boyfriend. Knowing that he was the reason he was moaning like that. That he was the reason Hizashi was growing more eager. Moving faster, faster, faster with snapping thrusts that hit against him with just enough strength to get him moaning louder. Growing louder, louder, louder with the blonde increasing in volume with him.

Shouta had told him their room was professionally sound proofed and he couldn't help but be thankful for that. The slick squelch of the condom and lube rang out like shots of sound. The slap of their skin mixing in with the rather lewd sound. The huffing, gasping pants taken through noses that fanned onto hot cheeks. The smack of their lips moving together as they pressed harder together. Moving their lips faster with passionate kisses that had him absolutely swooning into the bed as he kissed his boyfriend.

He couldn't imagine life getting any better than this. Couldn't imagine his life getting any better than this as he clung to the blonde above him. Holding onto him any way that he could as he writhed and twisted with a whimper in his throat when the blonde kissed him with such hunger, such desire, that it left him breathless. To know he was wanted this badly? That Hizashi wanted him this badly? It was a turn on like nothing else as those hips struck at him again and again.

Harder. Faster. It had him moaning up at his boyfriend who let out another of those snapping, guttural growls as lips slid against his hungrily. Like he wanted to devour him when he clenched tightly around his twitching erection. It was throbbing inside of him, just like his own erection laying ignored against his stomach. Throbbing, throbbing, throbbing. Twitching. Dripping. Sharp pants taken through noses when he was surprise at the blonde pulling away from his kisses.

Shivering at the sharp smack as trembling gasps were taken again. Hips moving desperately with snaps hitting against him so good, so good, so good. He wanted to howl. To shout and plead for him to keep going as those hips hit against him with just enough strength to get him moaning up at his boyfriend delightedly. Ecstatically. He clutched him close, close, close as lips trailed over his hot cheek when he felt those racing pants fanning over his ear.

Teeth nipping at his earlobe with the blonde snapping his hips back and forth as he clenched tightly around that twitching erection tightly with all the delight in the world. Pleasure pooling like hot magma into his stomach leaving him a trembling mess on the bed as his boyfriend panted into his ear when he caught a throat clearing. Gentle. Quiet. It had his heart jumping in his throat as he clung to his boyfriend. There was so much pleasure it felt like his head was going to spin off. He'd never felt so good in his life.

"Yo-You are so beautiful, you kn-know that, Nori? You ar-are so, so, so bea-beautiful!" The gasping, crooning voice of Hizashi's was husky yet breathless. Something that sent shivers racing down his back as he arched from the bed with a whimper as their chests pressed together. Hips striking at him with that same hesitant strength when Hizashi nipped his earlobe again. "Can yo-you feel how hard you make me? How-How good you ma-make me feel? You ar-are the most beautiful man in-in the world!"

Whimpering at his boyfriend again, he found his face burning hotly at those sweet words. Somehow, they choked him up more than any vulgar dirty talk that his boyfriend could come up with. Then any vulgar word that could be said. Swallowing, he shivered when the blonde snapped his hips forward with a firm hit against him. "Yo-You're prettier! Much prettier! Ah! Mmmm! Go-God, you're stunning, Zashi! I lo-love how you feel inside of me! Yo-You're so handsome! Se-Sexy!"

"I love ho-how good you feel wrapped 'round me, Nori! Oh! Ohhhh fuck! God, darling, yo-you're perfect! So per-perfect! I could ma-make love to you all night long!" Hizashi's voice was rough; a husky pitch that had his heart thudding against his chest wildly. Frantically. Thuds that left him feeling sick as his stomach dropped airily. "Squ-Squeeze me tighter, darling! Like that! Just like that! Mmmm! Fuck, Nori, I-I love you! Love you so mu-much! Nnn!"

It had that lump forming in his throat again. A knot of emotion that had his eyes pricking with tears when he gasped as Hizashi's hips changed their angle slightly then slammed forward with a hard hit that had him crying out. Tightening his holds on the blonde as he threw his head back as the blonde began to move faster. Harder as he gasped. "I lo-love you too! I love you so-so much, Zashi! Ah! Ohhh! The-There! Right there!"

He absolutely writhed when Hizashi kept that new angle of his. Slamming into him faster, faster, faster with that new strength that rocked him lightly as the bed wobbled beneath them. The sharp slap of their skin meeting rang out like shots of sound as his boyfriend moaned down at him as he tightened around him. Squeezing tightly unintentionally this time round as he clutched at Hizashi with gasps being taken by the both of them. He was so hot, so hot, so hot.

There was fire racing up his back with a pleasure so intense it rocked him to his core. Pleasure that was choking him with each thrust his boyfriend gave. Was that his prostate then? It felt strangely different than having Hizashi's fingers stuffed into him the way that they had been. He arched and bucked his hips with his legs tightening around the blonde who merely groaned down at him. That spring beneath them squeaked rhythmically rather than randomly as Hizashi moved faster.

The light tapping of the headboard against the wall as a background sound he'd lost track of. His hand was still buried in the blonde's hair yet his right hand clawed down the blonde's back as he arched his legs up. Curling them around his waist properly again as the blonde moaned. He scratched at his scalp, his back, with a moan bubbling out of him deafeningly at the fire racing up his back in waves. Waves that crashed over him again and again causing him to jolt and jerk beneath his boyfriend.

Ohhhh, it was amazing! Hizashi felt so good, rubbing against his inner walls, and hitting at his prostate perfectly. It had him moaning louder than intended but it merely had his boyfriend moaning with him as he clenched tightly around him. Holding onto those silky locks of hair, he moved his legs then reached down to grab at his boyfriend's ass again to jerk him forward faster. Harder. Loving the grunt it got him as Hizashi began to come forward harder. Faster.

Hitting against him with the crisp slap of their skin meeting again and again ringing out. The hits against him that nudged him lightly along the bed as he gasped in his air desperately only to have it hit out of him. Each strike of Hizashi's hips had him writhing. Twisting. His lung burned as he fought that urge to cough as he panted raggedly but he knew he'd lose in the end. He just hoped that they could both come first. Both reach that peak.

He tightened his legs around the blonde desperately with his feet crossing over one another as he slid against the sheets with his head pressing back into the pillow. Welcoming kisses, nibbles, and the heat of his boyfriend's mouth on his skin. Gasping, twisting, arching as each hit at his prostate drove him closer. Another thrust that came slickly with that squelch ringing out as he held onto Hizashi desperately. His world was a feverish heat; it was sizzling under his skin.

Making his blood boil in his veins from the force of that heat that clawed beneath the surface of his skin. He gasped frantically with his brows squeezing together tightly as his mouth hung open as he tried to control his pants. He knew it would be to no avail but he didn't care. All that mattered was the force of his boyfriend's thrusts as he grunted and growled above him. Blonde locks slithering over his shoulders to tickle his feverish skin.

All he wanted was for Hizashi to be closer, closer, closer. He could feel that fluttering in his stomach pulling together mortifyingly with each rubbing hit to his prostate. The pleasure raking up and down his back in waves was becoming too much for him. Maybe his stamina was awful from his years that he'd abstained. Maybe he didn't have the stamina of his youth. But it had him whimpering as Hizashi began to hit against him harder.

Slamming into him fervently with a frenzied pace that had him clutching at the blonde desperately. Like he was his one and only anchor in all of this heat that was eating him up. God, he didn't think sex could be so good . Making love with Hizashi was his favorite thing. It had him gasping, panting, arching beneath him as he twisted and clawed at his back, his scalp. Loving the snapping moans, it got him from his boyfriend in response as his hips hit against him without that restraint he'd been giving.

Hitting against him properly as he tightened his legs around his waist with trembling thighs rubbing against it. His hands shook in their places in his hair and on his back which Hizashi didn't fail to notice. Soft kisses were feathered over his throat and his heaving chest as hips slammed against him. Everything about this was magical. Everything about this was absolutely perfect. To think his first time was with Hizashi just made it all the better. There was no one he trusted more than Hizashi and Shouta.

There was a tender adoration he felt welling in his chest as his toes curled tightly with heaving gasps being taken by the two of them Hizashi kissed at his chest desperately when he tugged his hand out of his hair. He found the hand resting on his hip with his own and he weaved his fingers in between Hizashi's. The strength in which his boyfriend squeezed his hand was absolutely breathtaking. It had him arching as he clung to the hand in his as they trembled when that hand squeezed his tight, tight, tight.

Was he going to come untouched? It was an embarrassing thing but he didn't mind it. Not one little bit. He found himself gasping out his boyfriend's name again, again, again. Over and over again repeatedly on a loop that he couldn't stop himself from saying. Hizashi, Hizashi, Hizashi, Hizashi! He's all that mattered to him in the world at that moment. Not his priorities, not his work, not even his need for something to drink and eat.

There was only Hizashi in his world that was flaming hotter with each passing second with each hit directed at his prostate. And he was drowning; he couldn't breathe around the pleasure that pooled into his stomach with a nonstop force that had his ruined stomach tensing. His hips bucking desperately as he arched and squirmed, twisted and writhed, beneath his boyfriend as he held onto his hand tightly. Crying out shrilly as he threw his head back into the pillow again with lips fluttering along his jaw.

Moving down to his throat where the blonde nibbled at him. Pressing open-mouthed kisses to his skin where he shuddered at the heat of his mouth. The wetness of it. He jerked his left hand from Hizashi's back to wedge between them as he wrapped his hand desperately around his throbbing erection. Mewling at the touch of his fingers on the throbbing thing as he began to stroke in time with those fast thrusts of his boyfriend's.

Stroking fast, fast, fast with his fingers squeezing tightly as he clamped down tightly around the twitching, throbbing erection inside of him. Hizashi was moving faster; coming forward harder as the bedframe knocked rhythmically into the wall. The spring squeaking beneath them. The slap of their skin meeting again and again mixing in with the vulgar squelch of the lube and condom. The back of throat sounds that didn't quite make their way out of the both of them.

The breathless chant of Hizashi's name leaving his lips like a prayer. A curse. A praise. And it set his skin aflame to hear his boyfriend grunting into his throat with those breathless calls of his name mixing in with the smaller chant of 'yes, yes, yes!' leaving his boyfriend. Alternating and God if he can't stop himself from copying him. If he can't stop himself from pressing his head back and howling out a 'yes, yes, yes, yes!' of his own.

He mirrored his boyfriend's quiet chanting as hips struck at him harder. So damn hard he swore his thoughts were flying out of his head. He bucked to meet a thrust before thrusting up into his stroking hand. It was all so hot. He didn't know how much hotter he could blaze as his trembling thighs began to tense up. Began to shake as his ruined stomach flexed and tensed up on him as he stroked faster, faster, faster.

Trying his best to keep up with Hizashi as he cried out desperately at the blonde who merely began shouting back. Howling with picture frames rattling on the wall from the booming volume of his voice that dug into his ear drums. It had him flinching into the bed but that hot spark twisting into his stomach refused to be ignored. Nothing could put it off and he was chasing it down eagerly. Climbing up that mountain faster than he wanted to admit as he panted raggedly before thrusting into his hand urgently.

His teeth digging into his bottom lip. He ripped up that metaphorical mountain faster than he anticipated but he didn't mind it one damn bit. Not when he had Hizashi panting his name into his throat with all the love in his voice to get his stomach fluttering. Squeezing his shaking thighs around his boyfriend's waist, the hand in his tightened painfully but he didn't dare complain. Not when he was squeezing just as hard with breathless gasps through his nose when he teetered on that edge.

All it took was a shrill cry from his boyfriend, a pounding hit to his prostate, and he was done. Maybe his stamina was shit but God if it didn't have him shouting as he threw his head back again. Coming, coming, coming. White-hot heat ripping over him leaving him breathless under the weight. Rushing over him as he held his breath down in his lungs to avoid hacking as he spilled over his stomach. Hot spurts landing on his ruined stomach as his hips bucked desperately with Hizashi snapping his teeth together.

Pressing his mouth into his throat as a muffled shout left the blonde who slammed into him and held himself tightly against him. Grinding. He could feel his erection pulsing inside of him much like his own that pulsed in his hand. Each spurt seeming to leave him faster than the last as if his body wanted to take the chance to come. To get it out of him. He held onto Hizashi's hand tightly through it as he ground himself weakly against the blonde's pelvis as he squeezed around him tightly.

Each pulse had his stomach fluttering as his boyfriend moaned low in his throat as his lips remained pressed to his throat. Keeping himself quiet. He stroked himself lazily with each spurt flying out of him until he felt the heat of his orgasm fading. It could have been a year. A century. A decade. But the heat ebbed out of him on throbbing waves that had him wheezing out as his hips thrusted weakly to aid that final spurt of come.

Shuddering in relief as he slumped into the bed, his air flew out of him on a hacking cough. One that rattled his chest as he coughed with Hizashi holding his hand reassuringly. He could still feel that erection throbbing inside of him, Hizashi sitting so stiffly he trembled, and he clung to his hand as he coughed. Once again, the taste of blood pooled in his mouth when his boyfriend finally sighed out.

And then hips were moving sluggishly backwards to which he choked out a hoarse whimper when he felt Hizashi sliding out of him. Not yet, not yet he wanted to cry out but he couldn't find the air in between his coughing. Hizashi crawled over the bed to no doubt take the condom off when he heard the slick squelch. The snapping of rubber at fingers. The low curse of the blonde and then the rustle of the trash can's bag. Then the wipes were grabbed at when he felt something wet drip down his cheek.

He swallowed against the metallic taste in his mouth; grateful Hizashi never went for the French kiss of his. The last thing he needs is to taste the blood on his tongue. And then Hizashi was crawling back to him with the wipes in hand with a tender expression pinching at his face. And he watched as Hizashi tugged four wipes out of the pack. The first used to gather the come off of his stomach and the few spurts that had reached his chest.

Wiping it up then using the second to scrub his skin gently with suds forming around his fingers as he did so. Scrubbing him down when the blonde surprised him by using the third to gently touch his cheek. Rubbing over his cheek to the corner of his mouth when he pulled it away and cursed at the blood he spotted on the wipe. The fourth was used to gently scrub his cheek with the blonde clicking his tongue at him when he swallowed again when the blonde gathered the wipes up.

Hizashi grabbed a fifth to clean himself off before turning to crawl across the bed. Tossing them into the trash before turning back to him with that adoration pinching at his face. And before he knew it, the blonde was flying across the bed with a breathless laugh as his arm threw itself around his waist and he was tugged close to his boyfriend. And he couldn't stop himself from laughing breathlessly himself with a wheeze to it that he wished would dissipate.

Laughing together with arms thrown around one another when he began to kiss at his boyfriend's face. Tears were pricking at his eyes with that lump forming in his throat again as he kissed at the face, he so adored. Cheeks, cheekbones, the side of his nose, the bridge of his nose and the arch of his eyebrow. His forehead and his jaw. The tip of his nose. Hizashi's lips pressed to his face in that same flurry as arms held him closely to the other blonde.

Knees pressing together as Hizashi held him tightly to his body. He slid his hand along his back only to be surprised by the sweat he found there. A thin layer covered his own body but he'd been so out of it he failed to notice. He cuddled up to the blonde with arms wrapped tightly around him when he laughed hoarsely again. He'd done it. He'd made love with his boyfriend and he loved every second of it. He kissed at Hizashi's jaw when the blonde pulled back and their noses bumped together.

Then they were nuzzling their noses gently together which he absolutely adored. It was quickly becoming one of his favorite actions from his boyfriends. He nuzzled at Hizashi before pulling back with his gaze meeting those shimmering green eyes. They stared at him with such adoration it made his heart pound against his chest when he leaned in to press his lips softly to Hizashi's. And it had lips sliding against his slowly, gently, with all the tenderness in the world.

He tightened his arms around the blonde as his erection softened between them once more as he squeezed the blonde close to him with those sweet, tender kisses being given. It had him absolutely swooning when he pulled away with a smack. He took a trembling breath as racing pants were taken together when he licked his lips. The taste of blood on his tongue was overwhelming but the euphoria following his orgasm was just as good. It was amazing. And that knot of emotion tightened in his throat when he swallowed.

Tears were welling on his lashes when he pulled back to stare at the watery view of his boyfriend's face as fingers trailed along his back. A soft, gentle touch that had him absolutely melting into the blonde who held him tightly. Tenderly. And God he felt silly for that lump in his throat, the tears in his eyes, but he was falling apart as he clung to the blonde. "I-I love you, Zashi, I re-really do! I love you so-so much. Thi-This was- I don't ev-even have the words fo-for it! This wa-was everything, Zashi. Tha-Thank you for making lo-love with me!"

"I lo-love you too, Nori! I love yo-you so damn much it's crazy! I kn-know we've only be-been dating for four mon-months but I can't imagine it an-any other way! I ado-adore you, Toshinori! Ma-Making love has been the gr-greatest thing in the world!" Green eyes shimmered but his gaze was smearing in colors when he blinked and a tear dripped down his cheek as he felt a hand lift from his back. Flicking it away from his cheekbone. And then those soft, warm lips were on his and he was flying higher than the moon.