Dear Constance.
I´m writing this letter to let you know that I´m still alive. I wish you the best on your recovery and my deepest condolences for what happened. I´m also sorry to tell you that we will probably never see each other again. I must fulfill a mission, something that is completely beyond your understanding, and if you knew about it, you would stop me. That is something I cannot allow.
I appreciate your sympathy and warmth thoughout this time, without you and the children I wouldn not have been able to rebuild my life. Sadly, now there is nothing left of that. It has been taken from us, especially from you. It is said that life is a gift, but I would add that it it's a poisoned gift. Both you and I have had a life full of suffering, and with the love of others we have been able to move on. However, we have been hanging totally from a thread so thin that has completely broken after the slightest tension. Life knows it and does not forgive. That's why each one must save himself. I remember the days of a younger and more innocent self, who believed that one day would be saved by someone she loved. It was a gross mistake that took me time to admit. So don't expect the same. It's not that I want to attack your beliefs, I just want to warn you of what may happen to you in the future.
Right now, fate is telling us to start a new stage and I will be doing just that. I recommend you do the same when you are recovered. That is why I am leaving. Because I must carry out a mission because I don't have much time to live. And as I mentioned before, I cannot give you any more details since you would not understand them, but the world needs me. It is likely that what I am going to do will lead me to death, but I will not regret anything. I will be glad If we meet again someday. I wish you a happy life.
Lovingly,
Sakura
