Ashe

I woke up the next morning and I went to see my parents, but they were not in their room. I made my way downstairs, and they were fussing over Janna. I mean she is fine, why do they need to fuss over her. I had my party ruined already and now no one even noticed I was in the room. I was sad and I ran back to my bedroom. I wondered if anyone would even notice if I was missing, I found some clothes and put them on. I walked out of my room, and they were all in the kitchen now. I didn't think anyone noticed me. I walked outside, I knew this was a risk because there were a lot of people out there. I wanted to go see my cousin Ryder, so I saw a bus stop, I didn't know if it was going to take me to him. I waited for a little while and then I saw the bus, I was just about to get on when I was grabbed. "Ashe you scared me half to death" Jaxon said, "I am surprised you noticed" I said. "Excuse me little lady, I went upstairs to check on you and you were gone" he said. "Well mommy and daddy don't care" I said. "That is also not true, they are freaking out at home" he said. "They are more worried about Janna" I said. "Ashe, this breaks my heart to hear, and I am sure it will break theirs too. Your parents love you very much. I can prove it to you if you come with me" Jaxon said. I nodded but I didn't believe him, just as the bus pulled away, I saw mommy. "There is mommy" I said, Jaxon looked, and he picked me up and ran.

"I am glad you never got onto that bus" he said, and I knew in that moment it wasn't mommy, we made it back to my house. "Ashe oh thank goodness" mommy said as she hugged me and do did daddy. "Where did you go baby girl?" mommy asked, "I um wanted to go see Ryder" I said, "why?" Daddy asked, "I didn't think anyone would notice" I said, Mommy hugged me tighter, and I felt that she loved me. "With everything going on Ashe we were so worried" mommy said. "I felt like you guys didn't care, Janna ruined my party" I said, "yes, we know, and we feel awful about that but Ashe your daddy and I love you so much. We want to make it up to you, but we are still trying to figure it out" mommy said. "Okay, I am sorry I left" I said, "it is fine we are just glad you are okay" daddy said, and he played with me and all my new toys. I was loved after all, and I was being silly. I knew that I was making a mistake and had I got onto the bus I would have run into the fake mommy. I still did want to talk to Ryder but maybe mommy and daddy could invite him or something. I felt like he was an outcast like me. I mean I am not that much of one but sometimes I have to share my time with Janna. I don't really like that; she is little I get that, but she always steals my fun. She just started to crawl, so she is getting into everything and even taking my toys now. I am always told I need to share, and I hate that so much. She just puts it all into her mouth, she is so annoying.

I also overheard daddy telling mommy that he wanted another baby, that scares me because one is enough for me. I can't imagine having 2 it is just ugh not cool, Jaxon and daddy were playing tea party with me at least. "So, she was on the bus?" daddy said, "yeah, I mean this girl really does look like Sophie, it scares me because I don't even know what her real face is" Jaxon said. "This is not how you play tea party" I said, and they both laughed and played more, it was time for dinner and mommy cooked us food. I felt like this day was better and even though Janna ruined my party I was happy today was better. I still didn't know what the surprise would be, but I was going to find out soon, I am sure. I wanted it to just be mommy, daddy, Jaxon and me. I didn't want Janna to come and ruin all the fun. With my luck though she would most likely be coming, and I was just going to be told to suck it up. I didn't even know how Janna was taken out of the house; it was being discussed amongst the adults. I heard Jaxon mention Leila's name, and she was at my party. So, she took Janna to the bad guys why would she do that it made no sense. I liked Leila she was a lot of fun, but did she really take Janna? I felt like we were trapped in a bubble, and we needed to stay away from all the bad guys. I didn't know who they were and when they would strike, I was lucky I didn't get taken when I left the house. I was scared now because if I did get onto the bus the fake mommy would have taken me. I think I am more scared of her than I am of the other guy, but I don't really know. He has kids working for him and that is scary to me, but I talk to kids a lot.

I know that I have Jaxon, but would I always have him? Was he going to leave me at some point, I wanted him around forever. He was my best friend right now, and I wanted it to stay that way. I felt like I could tell him everything and he was the one to always notice if something was wrong. He treated me like I was special, and I liked that. "Little lady, are you ready for bed?" Jaxon asked, "nope" I said, and he laughed picking me up and carrying me upstairs, I giggled the entire time. He made bedtime fun, and mommy and daddy also tucked me in. I was in bed, "Jaxon what are mommy and daddy going to do to make up for my party?" I asked. "I am not sure, but I bet it is going to be awesome" he said. I read me a story and I fell asleep; I dreamt of flying and going somewhere fun. I was not going to leave the house again because even if I didn't think mommy and daddy cared they did. I was going to need to share my time with Janna, she was mobile now and getting into everything. She needed to be put on a leash or something, but I fell asleep, and tomorrow was a new day!