I and x snow-pony x have started a new account. It's called IHseries, and the stories are all titles with initials IH. The stories are all for Tracy Beaker returns. The story is about life, death and love that reaches through anything. So if you're a fan of TBR- check it out! (Trigger warning for suicide)

Floss is my least favourite character from any of these series. Ugh! I can't stand her.

Yet I wanted to make one chapter for her and now we know about Ross and Fee. So I put together the little we know about Ross and Fee. And Floss's story. And this is the result

Sophie "Fee" and Ross Maydens, along with Floss Guppy

Fee

Four-year-old Sophie Maydens didn't quite know how lucky she was. How she had both of her parents- they were even together. They cared for her more than anything else in their lives, none of them had ever hit her or left her alone at a nail salon, to take a phone call and then never return.

But that one, fateful Saturday at Poseidon, Shopping Centre near Newcastle, England things were ought to change. Despite that she was- at only four years old, about to go years without knowing who her dad really was, or what he was doing.

Or was she? Was she really lucky?

She really thought she was lucky, but when she had gone to bed in the evenings. When her parents, Amelia and Theo were "talking", with shushed voices- if she had known what it was about. What would it have done to her four-year old's mind?

Would she even have known that Amelia's name was Amelia and not "mum"? Was that something a toddler knew?

Or did she know when she went with Theo into town it was to meet someone who wasn't doing something wrong. She just knew that Theo bought her an ice cream, and asked Fee to sit on a bench by the wall and eat. And absolutely not go with anyone at all except for him.

So when she saw him meet up with someone younger and licked her scoop of vanilla ice cream. When she watched the younger woman and kiss her dad. Would she know that Amelia was the only one that should be able to do that?

And this wasn't Amelia. This woman was younger and had red hair. Maybe all girls Theo liked had red hair.

Then how was Fee supposed to know that she was supposed to keep it secret?

Ross

A woman, by the name of Jennifer Sadler but that the twins only knew as "mum" had taken two pieces of freezer tape and written their names on them- Floss and Ross. And while she had tears rolling down her cheeks took one little twin's hand in each of her hands while she led them into Poseidon Shopping Center. That very same day that Fee sat there and ate her ice cream and Theo met up with his Madison.

Ross, at only eighteen months old couldn't see that Jennifer had written his and his sister's names on the pieces of tape she had stuck to their shirts. And maybe if he had, he wouldn't understand

Ross

Floss

He wouldn't understand the fact that when Jennifer let go of her twins' hands and walked away. She wasn't going to come back to him. No matter how much he tried to run after Jennifer knew very well that she couldn't take care of a kid- let alone two.

And it would be far too long before he understood what his whole life had been up until that point. While he tried to run after Jennifer but was stopped when he found a store with football merch. Things he liked so much that made him stop to take a look.

He didn't know the red-haired girl that had come to him neither. She had the same red hair as his biological twin sister. But in a future, way too close he would have forgotten all about her. And it would be a long time before they met each other again as arch enemies.

"Dad?" Fee had taken Ross's hand and gone up to Theo despite Theo telling her not to come and talk to him. "This boy is looking for his mum."

None of them knew yet that there was no one there to find…

Floss

"FLOSS GUPPY?"

Months passed since the day at the shopping centre. And Floss couldn't remember her, or ever having a brother- or a mum for that matter. But she could remember the smell of nail polish and that something with it had made her feel safe.

Safe? In some way that hiding from her foster mum did not make her feel. Was she due to stay here forever and ever?

Still, there was something safe as well. Something that was there but disappeared, something that was there at last- nail polish as well as guppy fishes that had made her. While she remembered the aquarium filled with guppy fishes at the mall…

Just in that same way that football gear comforted Ross…

Everyone

When Madison found out what Theo had done, from the child he had had she left Theo without looking back. Meanwhile Amelia found out too and threw Theo out before knowing much about Ross. She was trying to ignore the fact that with a broken heart she couldn't even stand. Let alone take care of a kid.

Now, as we're nearing the ending of this story. There is still many years until Fee will run away, broken by her mum who had never forgiven Theo who had tried to choose Madison.

Floss and Ross had, despite their rhyming names not a clue that the other one even existed. Even though either one of them felt half in some way. As if they were always missing each other too. They were to grow up in different care homes and would turn into mortal enemies before they, almost grown up by then would be found by Jennifer again.

For now, we leave Fee where she's doing her best to comfort her mum, Ross as he's watching Theo trying to set up a flat for them in loneliness, and Floss as she was hiding from her foster mum. Who was starting to doubt the decision she had ever taken to ever foster a child….

Sophie "Fee" was sitting cross-legged on the floor where Amelia had collapsed as if something had left her whole body in the move when she noticed what Theo was, and had been doing. Fee was stroking her hair, but maybe even knew herself that it did not do any well.

How could she have known that Amelia had always wanted a big family, with children- foster children and grandchildren, she had seen herself living that way ever since she could remember.

Now, with Sophie who refused to go by her full name, and Ross that had gone with Theo. Was this the way all of their lives were supposed to be?

Random fact (as I'm writing this I have a bit written but I'm not finished)

If I would have a character in the series I'd probably take notes making them. Like a syoc form. It seems, when they made Floss's character they kept forgetting stuff and adding as they went on.

I've tried to think of everything- Fee with their mum, Ross with their dad, Poseidon Shopping Centre, Floss hiding and so on. And I think I found ways to add everything. I ended up finding it quite alright. I hope you guys liked it.