This one is shorter than average but it's also cutesy, hope you like it!
He couldn't believe his fucking luck. This wasn't supposed to work, but it did, what the hell? Life wasn't supposed to be this easy and this good, he confessed to his crush and he confessed back? He really should drop by his granny, this must be her praying for him to find someone and give her great-grand-children (well, maybe the gods send him an alpha and they couldn't have children together but that was a teeny tiny detail, and besides they're not in the children phase yet but surely- well, he digressed).
Kakashi was now his boyfriend!
Holy fuck he still couldn't believe it. And Kakashi was the perfect boyfriend! Maybe he really was a genius, he was good at everything he did, including dating. He was so caring, so affectionate, so sweet, Obito just wanted to melt on the spot every time they were together. And the kissing, oh god the kissing. He could get addicted to it. Probably was already. Kakashi's lips were so soft, his tongue insistent, his hands greedy, his taste marvelous. Obito had never kissed anyone taller than him before, even if only a couple of centimeters, there wasn't much of a difference between them, but it was a curious adjustment, kissing while looking straight ahead. He also had to adjust to the enthusiasm with which Kakashi kissed.
In fact, he was struggling with that. As in, with keeping things wholesome when Kakashi kissed him like his life depended on it. Besides lucky, Obito was also feeling privileged. Not only Kakashi had accepted his feelings, but he also trusted Obito with, maybe not a secret, but some sensitive information, regarding his body. Of course that on that day when he got home the first thing he did (after maybe a little victory dance) was to start reading like a maniac about dualsexuality. Obito learned a lot about this secondary gender presentation that he only heard maybe in passing during some sex education class in middle school. He wanted to honor Kakashi's trust and show him that Obito could be worthy of it. And for that he needed to keep his cool because Kakashi wasn't ready for them to have sex yet.
Actually, neither was Obito. When he appeared on Kakashi's doorstep two weeks ago on a whim and then proceeded to kiss him on a whim, he was overwhelmed by Kakashi's scent and body, and lust took over. If they hadn't stopped on the couch to talk, Obito was sure that he would have been too weak to not fall in temptation, and he would've had sex with Kakashi. But later when he got home, he realized why that would be a bad idea. First there was this information about Kakashi being dualsex, and Obito was worried about doing something that could offend or hurt him during sex. Second, he presented as mostly alpha, which meant he didn't have self-lubrication and again, Obito could do something in his desperation that could end up hurting Kakashi since he never had to worry about that before in his sex life. And finally, there was this issue with alpha-on-alpha sex, he didn't know if it would be satisfying for both of them, if it would fulfill Kakashi's expectations and he ended up feeling nervous about it.
So Obito dedicated himself to his studies, which meant he was watching from university lectures to porn and trying to piece together what would make Kakashi happier. Of course, he could only put the theory into practice once his boyfriend felt comfortable enough to have sex. On his side, days of research did work to make Obito more comfortable, but now when they ended up kissing and making out, it was really hard not to give up all control and let his animalistic instincts take over.
"God Obito, you smell so fucking good."
"It's because you don't know your own smell, babe."
"Fuck! I love it when you call me that." Kakashi moaned against Obito's mouth, and he had to think about something else or he'd get hard just with Kakashi's voice.
"Oh babe, I need to go, I'm sorry."
"No... don't go. Stay. Please." Kakashi grabbed the fabric of his shirt and tried to nuzzle Obito's neck, only making him shiver more before freeing himself from temptation.
"I only have ten more minutes before they close the station, I promise I'll drop by tomorrow, beautiful."
Kakashi's hands darted to grab the cuffs of Obito's dress shirt. "Do you... do you wanna sleep over?"
"Sleep here?" That would be the first time Obito would stay over since they became boyfriends, because obviously, that held a very different connotation now. Wholesome thoughts, wholesome thoughts, wholesome thoughts, he kept repeating inside his head like a mantra. He's not inviting Obito for sex unless told otherwise, he tried to remind himself to calm his heart.
"Yeah... like you used to, before we... you know." Kakashi shrugged as he kept pulling Obito closer.
"Yeah... yeah, I'm used to the couch by now so-"
"No, stupid Obito, in my bed." Obito swallowed and prayed his nerves weren't too obvious.
"In your bed?"
"Yeah, just sleep, nothing more, it's just... I don't wanna let go of you yet, I wanna spend all the time with you." Kakashi looked so precious when he acted all shy, it was like Obito's heart was jumping out of his throat. His boyfriend turned to look at him with big pleading eyes and he gave up reason for today.
"Fuck, these puppy eyes are a low blow, beautiful."
"Is that a yes?"
Just one very wholesome night with his boyfriend, they'd kiss and then sleep, and nobody would get a hard on, his body was a temple, he could bend it to his will, mind over matter.
"Yeah."
"Great! I'll grab your pajamas." Kakashi jumped out of the couch and darted to his bedroom. Why did Obito have pajamas here? He didn't bring any with him before, did he? Maybe Kakashi was talking about those t-shirts that he always borrows?
"Babe, I'm gonna take a shower first, ok? Then we can go to bed." The way Kakashi said it was so casual, so domestic, and also, imagining him taking a shower, water running down his perfect skin, soap making him even softer… god. Obito's horniness hit worrying levels, he hoped Kakashi couldn't tell by his pheromones, he was sure he was leaking a ton of it by now.
He continued to struggle as they both laid in bed, on their sides, facing each other, and Kakashi's image was almost saint-like, with the soft lights of the bedside lamps were dancing in his eyes, going through his hair, making it look white, circling his head as a halo. He wanted to grab Kakashi, bury his fingers in him and never let him go. Was Obito allowed to touch this man? Was he allowed to love him? It all seemed so unreal.
"How did you get this scar?" Kakashi's eyes were looking down and he felt his finger brush against his stomach, making Obito shiver a bit. He looked down and noticed Kakashi was caressing the horizontal straight line on his abdomen, close to his hip bones.
"This small thing? I had appendicitis a couple of years ago." He half shrugged. It was something very trivial, he was sure a lot of people out there had this scar.
"Damn, was it bad?"
Obito smiled. It was really bad, it was some of the worst pain he ever felt, and probably one of the worst weeks of his life. He was relieved that it was all behind him now, and besides, he wasn't gonna tell Kakashi that, he didn't wanna look like a loser in front of his boyfriend.
"Yeah, my appendix ruptured, and somehow I still had to go back to work after the surgery."
"You worked for the devil before coming to Konoha."
"You think I don't know it?" Obito laughed at the cute pout on Kakashi's lips, was he angry on Obito's behalf? Now he had butterflies in his stomach. "Why are you asking about that one?"
Kakashi smiled and poked around his scar. "It's so straight, I thought it looked funny."
"No, I mean, why didn't you ask about the very big and obvious ones?" Obito just moved his hand around his face gesturing to the big scars on his face Kakashi should be asking about.
"I don't care about them." Kakashi answered with finality, and Obito appreciated Kakashi's attitude, he really did, hell, he wondered himself how his boyfriend could still find him attractive even with all the scars, but Obito wouldn't mind if Kakashi asked about them. He just hated when people treated him differently because of them, like the pity looks, the shameless staring, the rude nosing, those he hated, but Kakashi never did any of that,
"Thanks babe, but you can be curious about them too."
Kakashi squirmed a bit at that, looking sheepish and Obito loved it. "It's not like I don't find them pretty, I think you look hot on them, I… I just don't wanna be rude."
Obito's stomach sank when he heard Kakashi call him hot, that was so surreal, that he looked hot with the scars. He blinked hard and inhaled to answer him. "You won't be rude, I promise."
Kakashi shuffled a little bit more in his bed before asking in a low voice. "How did you get these scars?" His hand reached out and touched Obito's face carefully.
"It was a motorcycle accident." Obito smiled at ease with Kakashi's gentle touches, but his eyes grew comically bigger in shock.
"What? Really?"
Obito just pecked him on his pretty lips and smirked at him. "Yeah, really Bakashi, you think I'm lying?"
"No but… that's so cool!" He saw a twinkle shine on Kakashi's eyes with excitement.
"Geez Kakashi. You're happy I got in an accident?" Obito tried to look angry to make his shameless boyfriend feel some sort of guilt, but it only worked partially as Kakashi was still smiling at him.
"No! Sorry, sorry!" Kakashi's hands shot up to hug Obito's neck, an apologetic smile in his face, and how could he ever be mad at him, when he looked so pretty, when he smiled so brightly? "I didn't mean that you getting in an accident is cool, I meant that you riding a bike is cool! I never knew you could ride. Do you still ride? How did the accident happen?"
His boyfriend was so cute, almost jumping in place, getting closer to Obito waiting to hear more. "Well, I was nineteen and dumb, you know, the usual, trying to impress people, I was speeding on the highway after drinking and crashed. I ended up having some very bad burns."
"Was it serious?"
"Yeah, the burns were bad, but besides those, I only had a broken arm." He could still remember how he passed out on the spot and woke up confused and in pain in the hospital already. He found out that Yahiko and Kisame had to pull him from the wreckage in the middle of the fire, and they got some burns themselves, but that was what saved his life back then. "It was a good thing my friends managed to get me out in time before anything worse happened."
"That's a relief."
"Yeah, I was well enough that when my granny got to the hospital, she slapped me a few times for being so reckless before the nurses stopped her." He laughed at the memory and Kakashi joined him. Poor granny, she was really worried, she even cried despite being so angry at him.
"Really? Your grandma is so metal." Kakashi's smile was full of mirth and Obito nodded to him in agreement.
"She is, she grounded me from riding until I was 21. My bike was totaled after the crash and I didn't have any money, so granny was relieved I didn't have my own bike anymore, but I couldn't even ride with my friends, can you believe it?"
"I mean, it sucks, but she's not wrong you know?" Obito rolled his eyes knowing full well that she did the right thing, but he still wanted some support from his boyfriend saying that Obito's perfect and did nothing wrong, was that too much to ask?
He conceded a bit. "I know! But I was so pissed back then, it was very uncool."
"Oh man, you were one of the kool kids, you must've thought it was pretty lame to be together with us mortals." Kakashi was shaking his shoulders in teasing and Obito wanted to punch him.
"Shut up." Obito rolled his eyes and pressed a long peck on Kakashi's mouth trying to effectively shut his boyfriend up. Idiot.
"I bet you were-" Obito kissed him again. "-beating chicks off-" Another peck "-with a stick." And another. He was trying to make Kakashi stop sputtering nonsense, but it seems that was just in his blood, so Obito just teased him back.
"I won't deny it, you landed yourself a pretty good bachelor."
"Shithead." Obito kissed the cute pout in Kakashi's perfect lips. God, how could he be so gorgeous?
"You're just jealous." At least, Obito hoped Kakashi was jealous. He didn't want any chicks, he wanted only Kakashi.
"I am!" His stomach was filled with butterflies as Kakashi turned to the ceiling gesticulating with his hands as if he was a cameraman making a movie. "I wanna see bad boy Obito in a leather jacket, riding a Harley Davidson, posing like that Akira poster, under the neon lights-"
"It wasn't a Harley, it was a Suzuki, c'mon, we've got plenty of good bikes in Japan."
Of course, Kakashi couldn't care less what kind of bike it was. "Do you have pictures? Please tell me you have pictures."
"I guess I do, I'll have to check with granny."
"I bet you were hot." Kakashi said with this dreamy look and his eyes and Obito felt cocky.
"Do you think eighteen-year-old Kakashi would have liked me?"
"Oh, absolutely!" Obito might need to go back home so he could do his celebratory dance. Kakashi was being too cute and too honest today, Obito's heart might not take it. "The thing is, eighteen-year-old Kakashi didn't get out much."
"Fucking nerd."
"Fuck off! Only other nerds can call me nerd, you fucking preppy!" Kakashi shoved his shoulder weakly. He hated that word but couldn't deny it.
"I'm only a preppy because I had to go into the job market, so really, the fault is on capitalism."
"Really now?" Kakashi asked in a low voice, one of his hands caressing Obito's chest and shoulder in a slow seductive way. "Though I don't mind you in a suit. You look hot too."
Kakashi leaned in to kiss him and Obito lost his sense of direction for a second. God, he already felt the need to kiss and hold him all the time, but when Kakashi was actively trying to seduce him, god it was even worse. He could already see it, in this relationship they were starting, he'd give anything Kakashi wanted, he'd just need to ask and Obito would give it to him on a silver platter, no questions asked. He's been wrapped around Kakashi's little finger since they met, and from now on, as boyfriends, Obito was just a humble slave.
They broke away before Obito wanted to, but it was a good idea, or he wouldn't be able to keep things wholesome. "Ma, do you still have a bike?" Kakashi asked in a low voice, raising one eyebrow and smirking at Obito.
"Not that one, I have another one now." Words were thick on his throat as Obito looked at Kakashi's foxy look. But soon he was smiling again in a silly way and Obito couldn't keep up with the changes.
"Then why do you go to work by subway?"
"I…" Obito shook his head, still a bit breathless from the kiss, trying to piece his thoughts back together. "Kakashi please, it's not the kind of bike for the city, it's the kind to hit the road and stuff."
"And you do that? 'Hit the road and stuff'?" His beautiful boyfriend asked with a grin of mixed excitement and teasing.
"Yeah... every other weekend, but less than I'd like to."
"And what do you do?" Kakashi looked so excited and interested in the things Obito was saying, honestly, it made him a bit shy, shrugging in an awkward way.
"Well, I haven't done much since we started… you know, dating." Fuck, just saying it out loud was unreal, was this really possible? He wasn't hallucinating, was he? He even said it in a lower voice, like it was a secret, but he didn't know why. "Mostly just tourist stuff, like visiting some small towns. Last time I went to the national park. Sometimes I stay overnight, not a big deal." Truth is he's been doing that less and less as Kakashi started inviting him over to spend the weekends, even while they were still friends. Obito's friends were complaining saying they never see him anymore, really he should make some time for them later, but it was so hard resisting the urge to stay close to Kakashi. Maybe he should introduce him to the gang one of these days.
"That's so cool… I never considered doing these touristy things…" Kakashi had a dreamy look in his eyes.
Obito poked Kakashi's cheek in a teasing way. "It's because you can't drive, can't even ride a bicycle."
"Shut up, I can ride a bicycle." Kakashi slapped his finger away in an annoyed manner.
"When was the last time you rode a bicycle?"
Kakashi looked away while he shook his head. "… I was fifteen. Maybe?"
"I bet you forgot already."
"Fuck off." His pretty boyfriend smiled and pushed Obito's chest.
"You're so cute…" His smile was so beautiful, the way his lips were pulled, his fangs appearing, they made him look more playful in a certain way, Obito wondered how he would look without them, like a beta, still pretty of course, but this way was cuter somehow. He shouldn't be thinking that about an alpha, when those fangs were supposed to mark omegas, but Obito couldn't help it. He wondered what it would be like to get bitten by Kakashi. Not only on his neck, but anywhere really. Would it sting? Would it hurt? It turned him on so much, he wanted to be eaten whole by Kakashi.
He leaned in for a chaste kiss, trying to shake those thoughts out of his mind. "Do you wanna come with me?"
"Come with you?"
"Yeah, next time I go riding?"
"No, I'm gonna be butting in your free time."
Obito rolled his eyes, this was a habit from Kakashi's that was starting to rub off on him. "What an idiotic thing to say for someone as smart as you."
"Shut up, dickhead."
"I'm serious, c'mon…" Obito trailed his hand up Kakashi's arm and rested it against his cheek. "Come with me?"
"Are you sure?" His whisper was so soft that Obito fell in love all over again.
"If I'm sure I want the man I love with me doing stuff I love? Yeah, I'm pretty sure."
Kakashi's eyes grew wide in shock and Obito was afraid he did something wrong. Was he not supposed to invite Kakashi? Did he want some alone time? Did he find Obito too clingy?
Kakashi's mouth opened and closed a few times before any sound came out of it. It would've been comical if Obito wasn't feeling so nervous.
"You love me?"
Obito drew his eyebrows in confusion. "Of course I love you Kakashi, I've told you that before."
"No, you didn't, you said you're in love with me."
He felt his frown deepen at that. "Is it that different?"
"I-I don't know! What- what do you think?"
"I think I love you. No. I'm positive I love you, and I wanna take you riding with me."
Kakashi's face did that thing that Obito loved, in which he wanted to smile really hard but he still pursed his lips closed, trying to keep a straight face, but failing at it.
He let out a soft whisper back. "… I think I love you too."
Oh.
Obito felt like time slowed down for real. He felt like he was floating, and that if he ever came to live in any future or alternative universe in which Kakashi's sentence wasn't true, he might die of heartbreak.
Now he got it.
He closed his eyes because his own emotions inside him were already too much to process, he didn't need to see Kakashi's beautiful feelings reflected on his face or he might go insane.
"Fuck… ok, it does sound different."
"I told you! Idiot!" A pillow came crashing against his still closed off eyes and time started running again. Obito opened his eyes to an angry Kakashi kneeling on the bed, beating him repeatedly with his pillow. "Stupid smartass sassing me because of semantics! Semantics matter ok!? Dickhead!"
Obito could only smile, Kakashi could beat him all he wanted, he didn't care, he'd take it smiling.
"Ouch! Hey!" He raised his hands trying to defend himself from the merciless pillow. He managed to hug Kakashi's middle and bring him crashing back on the bed and over himself. He looked up into his boyfriend's face, a bit reddened by the effort, and couldn't help but say it again.
"I love you, Bakashi."
Kakashi opened his blinding smile back to him. "I love you too, stupid Obito."
