This is my second Fanfic and yes I know that I haven't finished my first one but i got hit with the biggest writing block ever for the third chapter (so I apologise!!), so please be patient on that story anyways I hope this isn't rushed or that I have repeated words in this!! Please enjoy (even though I am a bad writer)
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DISCLAIMER: I don't own Supernatural or the characters, I only own my phone and the plot
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SUMMARY: This is my take after season 9 Episode 16 'Blade Runners', so after Dean kills Magnus and they go back to the bunker (I hope I explained that well)
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-Chapter 1-
"Give me your hand, give me your hand!"
"Good… Next time, it'll be easier"
"You'll get used to the feelings, even welcome them"
Dean can still hear Magnus's voice in his head looping over and over again, 'get used to the feelings? Welcome them?' His hands are gripping the wheel tighter until his knuckles are white and putting his foot more the foot pedal, he is pissed that those Demons keyed his car and Crowley taking the First Blade but he's more pissed that he can still feel the Blade around his hand… and the calmness he felt, he wants to feel that again he felt powerful in that moment, he really can't wrap his head around it but he knows that killing Magnus felt…good? Did the Blade do that or was it the mark? Or both?
"Dean"
Dean's too deep in thought to realise that Sam is calling him, Sam turns his head to look at Dean, observing Dean closely he knows something wrong when there's no music, Dean starts to make the Impala increase in speed and the way he acted after killing Magnus, Sam is sorta glad that Dean is in thought because Dean would call him out for staring. Sam starts at Dean's hands his knuckles are white, his fingers twitching every couple seconds. Sam moves to observe Dean's face, his eyes are unfocused, blurry and glistening in the moonlight, his jaw locked in place. Sam knows this look it means that something is bothering Dean.
"Dean?"
Sam says his name abit louder to get Dean's attention, it does work Dean snaps out of his thoughts and snaps his head towards Sam then turning back to the road.
"Um yea Sammy what's wrong?"
"Do you want to stop at a motel or something? It's a days drive back to the bunker…."
Sam just says that with his puppy dog eyes even though Dean can't see him, and he knows if he asks Dean if something bothering him or if he's okay, Dean will get all defensive and avoid the question or say he's fine. In fact he does see a motel up the road and he is super tired, sleeping in the car is a bit uncomfortable but he wants Dean to rest, Sam still can't shake the feeling that there's something wrong with Dean, the way he killed Magnus and the way he had to call his name until he snapped out of trance, shaking his head to hide that thought and continuing his sentence.
"There is a motel up a head"
Sam lifts his right hand and points out the neon sign which is slowly getting closer, Dean looks at where Sam is pointing Dean thinks for a minute
'We could rest and looking at Sam he looks tired, I am tired myself so it's not a bad idea'
"Sure but your checking us in"
Dean turns to Sam with a big grin on his face, slowing down Dean starts to pull into the car park and tries to find a parking space, it's kinda full so it takes him a minute to find one, pulling in Dean turns off the car and takes out his keys, taking a quick glance at his watch it says 00:42 AM looking towards Sammy he says
"I'll bring the bags in, you better hope the owner is up"
Grinning again while tapping his watch to show Sam what time it is, Sam just sighs in response and opening up the car door to get out. After a moment of Sam getting his moose body out of the car then walking towards the reception area, Dean waits in the car until Sam gets back to tell him the room number while waiting he feels his right forearm being to twitch in pain.
Looking down at his right forearm and seeing the bottom of the Mark peeking out its pinkie reddish colour popping out of his normal skin, Dean's right hand starts to clench his trousers as the pain begins to agitate him now, lifting his left arm he brings to hand to the Mark. Lifting a bit of his sleeve to reveal the rest of the Mark then he presses his thumb against the Mark trying to soothe the pain, feeling the outline of the Mark.
His mind begins to wonder again, getting the mark from Cain the feeling of it, Dean starts to push harder into in the Mark with is thumb, holding the blade and sinking in to Magnus head 'oh it felt soo good'. Dean starts to replay those memories in his head not knowing that small little tremors are making his right hand shake even though his hand is clenching his trousers so hard that his knuckles are white again.
A small knock makes Dean jump, looking at his window he can see Sam leaning down dangling a pair of keys and smiling probably from scaring him, while Sam begins to walk towards their room Dean pulls down is sleeve to cover the Mark fully and letting go of his death grip on his trousers, lifting his heavy body out of the Impala then going to the trunk and grabbing their duffel bags. Dean walks to the room that has the door open and seeing Sam taking his shoes off, before going in the room he checks what room they are in, their in number 4.
Closing the door behind him and throwing the duffels on the floor, he sits on the closest bed to the door taking his shoes off, Sam grabs his duffel opening it and starts to search through it.
"Right I am going to get a shower, do you want one after me?"
Sam says while grabbing semi-clean clothes, turning around to look at Dean for a response he sees that Dean is laying stomach down, one arm underneath his pillow and readjusting his head probably to get comfortable.
"Nah I'll get one in the morning…gonna sleep"
Dean says while shoving his head into his pillow making his words mumble, Sam can't help but smile at Dean's response Sam knows that Dean hasn't been sleeping well so he probably needs this, going towards the bathroom closing and locking the door behind him.
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There finish I am sorry that all my chapters (including my other story) are really short, its just that I get hit with the biggest writers block but in the future I will make my chapters longer. I hope this short chapter you enjoyed, there will be more chapters coming!!
