AN: This chapter is explicit. It contains intimacy and nothing plot related. Skip it if you are under 18 or prefer to read something PG.
"Yes. I… I've been wanting to for a long time." Hazel whispered.
Teddy kissed her thigh once more, stroking the other side with charcoal stained fingertips. His fingers climbed higher and higher. When his thumb reached the seam of her knickers, he shifted to be on top of her. He captured her gasp with a kiss as he began to lightly stroke her most sensitive place. She gripped his bicep, moaning into his mouth. Teddy started to work her panties down her hips.
Soon they were both down to nothing, panting and shivering in anticipation. Teddy stroked sweaty hairs from Hazel's face, hovering over her. "I think I might love you, Hazel Nott."
Hazel wrapped her legs around his hips and traced his stubbly jaw with her lips. "I think I might love you too."
Teddy put his forehead against hers, lips almost touching, and entered her slowly.
Hazel had expected discomfort, maybe even pain, but all she felt was pleasure. It was Teddy. Sweet, lazy, gentle Teddy. There was no one she would rather give her virginity to than him.
Soon both of them were moaning, breathing in each other's gasps. Hazel couldn't stop touching Teddy, and he couldn't stop kissing her. He was slow but firm, and Hazel was crying in pleasure.
"Are you okay?" He panted, but seemed to know the answer.
"Just overcome. Don't stop."
He buried his face in her shoulder and started to thrust harder. Hazel knew that she was coming close to that magical thing she had heard so much about, the elusive high that most girls never achieved. It was raw and uncontrollable. Hazel found herself repeating 'don't stop', moaning it breathily in Teddy's ear.
Hazel cried out and dug her nails into Teddy's back as he thrust one final time, sending them both tumbling over the peak. What a sweet, delicious peak it was. Hazel's body felt like a live wire, and her heart felt as though it would burst. She had never experienced anything as intoxicating as his bare skin against hers.
Teddy lifted his head from her shoulder and stared intently at her. Hazel realized at that moment that Teddy lived his life in hiding. He lived behind a sturdy wall of laziness and nonchalance, pretending that nothing could hurt him. Pretending he didn't care. In that moment, however, Hazel saw Teddy as he truly was. His eyes burned with concern, gentleness, and care. There might have been love there, too, or perhaps the beginnings of it. Hazel carefully stroked his cheek.
"Oh, Teddy." Hazel felt overcome with emotion. "I wish we could stay right here. I wish we never had to leave."
"Let's not then." Teddy said, slowly moving inside of Hazel again. She moaned and gripped his shoulders. She was so sensitive from their first time that it was almost too much. "Don't you want to feel this way forever?"
"I didn't…" Hazel shivered and felt herself start to cry again. Teddy kissed the tears away, gently kneading her small breast. "I didn't know this would feel so….so…"
Hazel was so overcome with sensation that she couldn't speak. Teddy had began sucking on her nipple and caressing her clitoris at the same time. These were the things experienced lovers did, perhaps even married ones. Combined with his thrusts, it was simply too intense. Hazel began to make loud, embarrassing noises.
"Sorry," She managed to moan as he turned to focus on the other breast.
Teddy gave her a sly, very un-Teddy like smile. "I like you this way."
Hazel quivered and trembled beneath his caresses.
They remained entwined the rest of the day. Hazel felt caught in a haze of exploration, learning Teddy's body as he learned hers. Sometimes they simply laid together, him still inside her, and talked. They spoke of dreams, aspirations, and goals. They confided what they truly wanted from life, which seemed to be so different from what others wanted for them. They didn't stray to the topics of Teddy's art or his godfather, however. Hazel didn't want to push him to share things and ruin their perfect afternoon.
Hazel had taken Teddy in her mouth as the sun started to set, eager to learn. It had taken an hour of gentle, blushing instruction from Teddy for Hazel's skills to be permissible. She was not quite a natural at pleasuring him in this way, but she enjoyed the challenge. She felt powerful when her ministrations caused Teddy to gasp and grip the couch.
"Was that your stomach?" Hazel giggled, releasing Teddy from her aching mouth. He blushed and scratched the back of his head in a rather sexy manner.
"I could probably use some supper." He muttered, but seemed preoccupied with gazing at his lover's bared breasts. Hazel, somehow still voracious, climbed up onto his lap.
"One more round?" She breathed in his ear, nibbling the lobe gently. He kneaded her hips with a firm grasp. "Then I can call for something."
"I won't lie, I don't know if I can finish again." Teddy sighed, letting his head fall back as she put him inside her. "You feel fantastic, love, just brilliant, but I'm spent."
"I suppose that's fair," Hazel pouted, still feeling rather horny. Teddy lifted his head, growing hard again at the sight of her pout.
"Don't do that." He groaned.
Hazel pouted harder. "Do what?"
Hazel suddenly found herself face down on the couch, her arse in the air. Teddy was behind her, rubbing himself against her slick entrance. Hazel's heart raced in excitement. They hadn't done this position yet.
"When you pout, I can't help it, I want to do awful things with you." He said, occasionally thrusting into her slightly.
"What if I want you to do bad things?" Hazel said. She felt him grip her waist.
"Are you sure? I've had you so many times today."
Hazel rocked back on him a little bit. "I'm sure." She still sensed hesitation. "I'll tell you if you hurt me."
That seemed to sell him on the plan. Hazel and Teddy had been having gentle sex all afternoon. They caressed sweetly and moved softly. It had been heaven. What Teddy began to do, however, was something else entirely. Hazel felt every inch of him as he slammed into her, making her cry out. He kept a savage pace and didn't hold anything back. Hazel felt like she was drowning in pleasure. She had to bite her hand to keep from screaming her feelings.
All too quickly, she felt herself reaching that peak. Her walls tensed and trembled around him, and her legs grew wobbly. She was sure he'd noticed, but he didn't stop. He didn't slow down. In fact, he went harder. Hazel felt as though she could scarcely breathe. Normally she would start climbing down from her high by now, but she was forced to stay there.
"Teddy! Teddy it's too much!" She cried out, but he continued as if he couldn't hear her. Hazel began to weep. It was too much, too soon. She couldn't handle this level of intensity. Every time she would start to finish her orgasm, she would shoot right back up again. "Please!"
"You feel so good." He groaned, starting to near his own finish. Hazel knew that she should yell at him to stop, that she should kick him off, but she found that she couldn't. She was too weak from pleasure.
She simply wept until Teddy finished inside her.
The second that Teddy removed himself from her, Hazel curled up in a ball and began to sob.
"Woah, woah. What happened? What's wrong?"
Hazel found she couldn't speak. She didn't know what to say. She covered her eyes with her hands and cried harder. She felt Teddy scoop her up in his arms. She buried her face in his chest. He felt warm and safe.
"We did too much today. I'm sorry." Teddy mumbled into her sweaty hair. "When you said it was too much, I took it the wrong way. Why didn't you tell me to stop?"
"Because I asked to have sex again. I didn't want to be a tease." Hazel hiccuped, trying to stop her tears. "It felt like a betrayal to myself."
Hazel, if nothing else, was an honest person. She never felt the need to hide things from the people she was close to. She supposed that she should be embarrassed for admitting such a thing. On the contrary, she felt the pain and relief of ripping off a bandaid.
"Promise me to tell me next time you want to stop. I don't want to hurt you." Teddy tilted her chin up, showing her his lazy smile. "Sex should be fun."
"That's embarrassing." Hazel moaned, putting her face back in his chest. "Please don't say that again."
"Okay." Teddy chuckled, resting his chin on top of her head. "I really am hungry though."
