Disclaimer: I do not own black butler or harry potter or any of their characters.

Warnings: will be slash, possible mpreg, torture, mentions of child abuse, you have been warned turn back now

Pairings: Harry/Sebastian/Grell, Snape/Undertaker

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Five forty-five saw Harry standing in the entrance hall with Eric, waiting for Severus and Draco. It would be a lie to say harry wasn't a little nervous, his hands were shaking almost violently. Harry found himself wishing he still had a vial of calming draught, but he had taken the last one that morning, before leaving for town. Harry began to pace, wringing his hands infront of his chest, and he kept nervously glancing at the hallway.

"My Lord, please calm down, take deep calming breaths and name every flower you had planted in your garden." said Eric.

"I am trying Eric, but i have never been in a setting such as this. Every time my relatives left for a dinner party, i was locked in my cupboard. i have no idea how to act in this situation," harry said starting to hyperventilate.

Hearing footsteps coming down the hall, harry all but ran to the door, yanking it open. Seeing both Severus and Draco, Harry gave them a small shakey smile. Reaching out he grabbed hold of Draco's hand, and pulled him into the room.

"I need your help," harry said. "I have never been to a dinner party, I'm a nervous wreck, and i feel like im going to vomit. I need a crash course on dining etiquette, or i just know I'll make a fool of myself."

"Ok first take a deep breath, thats it now let it out, there you go, and again. Now you have mastered occlumency, correct?" Getting a shakey nod, Draco continued, "Ok now put up your walls and push all your emotions behind the wall, got it?"

"I-I'll try, just give me a second," harry said as he closed his eyes. Taking a deep breath, Harry fell into his mindscape, a beautiful garden that almost matched the one outside. Roses of all colors boardered the edge of his mind. Petunia's and Lilly's formed a sort of maze along the path leading to the center. Dead center of his garden had a large concrete statue of a snake wrapped around a roaring lion, symbolizing both his Slytherin and Gryffindor heart.

Pulling up his occlumency wall, harry watched as the concrete wall rose from the edge of his garden to form a dome, protecting its beauty, and secrets. Pulling his emotions back, Harry grabbed his fear, and his nerves and locked them into a chest that rose from the fountain. Already feeling calmer harry surrounded his wall with traps, just to make sure nothing could get in or out. Taking another deep breath, and one last look around his mind, harry brought himself back to the surface.

"Prof-er Severus, would you please check? I feel like it worked, but I just want to be sure," harry said in a much calmer tone.

With a nod Severus locked eyes with harry, "legilimens," and sank into harrys mind. Looking around severus could see nothing but a concrete wall ahead, and blackness behind. Reaching out he proceeded to tes the barrier, poking at different places, and getting quite the nasty shock for his toubles. Pulling back out, he added his own barrier to help keep Harry's emotions in.

"That was much better than the last time i was in your mind, you have finally mastered occlumency Harry. Very good." said Severus giving Harry a proud smile, if a small one.

"Thank you Severus, while you were testing my walls, Draco gave me a basic rundown of how i should act. I do believe i can handle this now with few mistakes, thanks to both your help gentleman."

"Your welcome harry, now straighten your shirt, Draco fix your tie, there now we are all presentable and calm," said Severus. " Harry, the potions lab should be set up by tomorrow afternoon, i need to make dreamless sleep, is there any potions you need right away?"

"Yes, if you wouldn't mind i need a new stock of calming draught. I still cannot go into town without having a panic attack."

"Still? I had thought getting away from your Aunt would have made it better."

"No, unless you or Draco were to accompany me every time i go into town for the next month. I dont want to take you away from your brewing, so a batch of calming draught should do for now."

"As you wish Harry."

"My Lord," said Eric, "your guests are coming down the drive now, would you greet them outside or here?"

"We shall greet them here Eric, please meet them and lead them in."

"Yes My Lord," said Eric, turning and walking out to the front porch.

" My Lord?" asked Draco.

"Yes, due to me being a dual lord, they call me nothing else, trust me i have tried. Everytime i hear it i think of voldemort," all three shivered, "so glad i dont have to worry about him ever again."

"Oh, I get it, we never liked him either," said Draco. The door opening stopped all conversation, as the Earl, followed by his butler, entered his house for the first time.

"My Lord, Earl Phantomhive, and his Butler Sebastian."

"Thank you Eric, we shall take tea in the drawing room please," said harry.

"Yes My Lord."

"Earl Phantomhive, May i introduce Lord Draco Malfoy, and Lord Severus Snape-Prince, my psuedo family. Severus, Draco this is Earl Ciel Phantomhive, the last of the Phantomhive name." Harry introduced.

"A pleasure to meet you Earl Phantomhive," said Draco giving a small bow of his head.

"Yes a pleasure," sneered Severus nodding in their direction.

"Lord Potter-Black, thank you for the invitation, it came as a shock to finally find something my butler could not make," said Ciel.

"Please follow me, we shall adjourn to the drawing room, and please call me Harry, stating those titles just gets tiring."

"Alright... Harry, please call me Ciel. Your home is quite unique, I dont think i have ever seen portraits done this well."

" And you never shall again, the artist died last month in a farming accident," said draco, not wanting to explain magic to this child.

Arriving at the dining room, Harry gestured for everyone to sit spotting the tea already on the small center table. Grabbing the tea pot, he poured every one a cup, and after getting their preference, gave everyone their cups. Half an hour passed, making small talk between themselves.

"My Lord," said Claude, "Dinner is ready, if you would all follow me." Turning he walked away, causing everyone to rise and follow him down the hall to the dinning room. Harry walked to his chair at the head of the table, Severus on his right, Draco on his left, and Ciel next to Draco. Seeing Sebastian standing behind Ciel, harry cleared his throat.

" Sebastian, did i or did i not say we are all eating dinner?" asked Harry.

"You did," Sebastian answered sounding shocked and a little confused.

"Then plant yourself in the empty seat next to Severus, or i shall destroy your shell and feed your master the carcass." Harry said, his magic pulsing strongly, giving him a threatening aura.

Swallowing thickly, and blushing slightly, Sebastian walked swiftly to the other side of the table, taking the indicated seat. 'What is the matter with me, i am a millennia-old demon, he is nothing more than a mere human. How could he ever be that frightening?' thought Sebastian to himself. Looking up he immediately spotted his master, his smirking master. 'Oh just what i need, to be laughed at in front of such a handsome lord- wait what!'

Harry watches the demon fighting some form of mental battle, and he can't help but chuckle. It reminds him of himself when he tries to work up his courage, or fighting himself to go into town. Sebastian looked up at the chuckle, prepared to glare at the offending human, but paused at the knowing look on harrys face.

The doors opened to admit Scarlett and Beatrice, both pushing a trolley loadedwith food. Severing each person a bowl of salad, and a bowl of Shepard's pie.

"So Ciel, what buisness is your family in?"asked Severus, trying to be polite to the child.

"Before my father died, he ran the Funtom Toy factories. I carry on in his stead, i am learning, and so far i have done well. I like to think that i have it under control on my own." Ciel replied. "What about your family Severus?"

"We have always been in the medical buisness, and we always will be," Severus replied shortly.

"Oh, I see. What about your family Draco?"

"We have dabbled in a bit of everything, we have many different businesses. It all depends what country you are in as to what we do."

"Interesting, what about here in England?"

"Here we join with the Prince's, we are mostly in medicine here, but we also have a clothing company, and a wool factory. My wool factory is the main supplier to the Black's clothing lines. In return the Potter cotton feilds are the main supplier to the Malfoy clothing lines," draco said smugly.

"That is true, but you forget Draco, cotton is more expensive than wool. You have to trade twice as much wool for the cotton, in the end i still make more money," harry said, sending a smirk to Severus and Sebastian.

"so harry," Sebastian asked, "you said this morning you could make this Shepard's pie on your sleep, does this mean you are the chef of tonights meal?"

" Oh heavens no sebastian, but i did teach the chef the recipe, so i am the creator in a way," harry stated with a sort of strained smile.

Sensing harry did not want to talk about his past, Sebastian turned to Ciel to start a new line of conversation.

"So Harry, how did you lose your parents?" Ciel asked, and almost immediately regretted opening his mouth at the silence that greeted him. Looking up from his plate, he saw a sad look on harrys face, looking to his right he saw Draco was glaring at him while reachong over to grab harrys hand. Across the table Severus was giving him a look of such hatred, if looks could kill Ciel woild habe been incinerated.

"Harry i-"

"Lets take this discussion to the drawing room shall we," Harry interrupted Ciel with a fake smile fixed on his face, his eyes were cold, almost dead. Looking to Sebastian, Ciel saw his butler staring at Harry with a look of longing.

Standimg from the table Harry led the group out and back to the drawing room. Draco, Who was still holding Harry's hand pulled hom over to the couch and say him between himself and Severus, both of them holding one of his hands, govong him strength.

"When i was born, there was a group of terrorists that plauged london. They killed, raped, and tortured many families, all of high standing, for not comforming to their beliefs. The leader was a mad man, drunk on the power amd fear he held over everyone. My father, fearing his families safety, moved us out to a small town near ottery st catchpole. for a while we were safe only their closest feiwnds knew where we were hiding. One night, one of their friends who had joined the terrorists, sold them out hoping to gain a higher standing in the group. The leader personally hunted us down, i was only a year old. After killing my parents he had started to come find me when he heard the police at the door. Scared, he ran but not befoee giving me this scar.". Harry paused to move his hair away from his famois scar, and to wipe away his tears.

" I was sent to live woth my mothers sister, a horrible woman who hated my mother and by associaation me. They treated me horribly, they starved me, bbeat me, and treated me as a slave. The room they so graciously placed me in was a cupboard under the stairs, i slept there and lived there for ten years. Then i was accepted to a school for the gifted, at first it was a godsend. As the years went on i couldnt tell which was worse, my home or my school every year my life was threatened by the leader of the terrorist group. in my fourth year, a war started, students were fighting in war and the government wasnt doing a thing. Then about two years ago it all came to a head, in one large battle we faught to be rid of the terrorist group."

"Severus and Draco at the time were part of the group, they were marled by a tattoo on their left forarm. My friends and i faught them, several times until they switched sides half way through. With Severus' help we got the leader alone, just like the saying goes 'to kill a smnake you must remove the head.' And we did, ot came down to him and i... And i won. i killed him. After the battle we all gathered to mourn the ones we had lost, my godfather, my uncle, my friends and their families, all dead because ofa mad man. We waited until we were well enough and moved back here." Harry ended in a soft voice, tears falling unchecked down his face.

"We dont like to bring it up, we all have nightmares from the war, Harry most of all. What Harry didn't tell you is that he was tortured, more than anyone. Harry led the war on his side, He saw many die, he saw them tortured. he watched his sister be stabbed multiple times in the chest, before my father slit her throat, laughing at Harry's pain and tears. Laughed as his friemds took turns torturing harry." Dracos spoke softly while pulling harry onto his lap, cradling the smaller man as he cried.

"Was that satisfying to you boy? Do you feel better now? You did not watch your parents die, your friends and everyone you love taken from you. You act as though the world has done you a great dishonor, when you have not lived through half of what Harry has," Severus spat at Ciel.

"I think its time you leave now, Earl Phantomhive," said Draco. Nodding Ciel and Sebastian stood and walked towards the door, stopping Ciel turned around.

"I am truly sorry, i should not have asked, i hope that the three of you may one day foegive me," añd then he turned and left, Sebastian following one step behind.

Standing Severus lifted harry and carried him back to his room. Laying him down, severus bent and kissed Harry's brow before covering him and leaving the room. No one slept well in Potter Manor that night.

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Pri-chan1410: Draco is a special one to me.

Chocoholic202: i am! but not for long i will be slowing down a bit now.