Chapter Sixteen
The buzzing of my alarm came too soon and I immediately groaned. Reaching to turn it off, my eyes go wide as the arm appears over me shutting it off. Shit. I forgot about Dick in my bed. I smile softly as his arm wraps around me, snuggling deep into my shoulder with his face.
"I haven't slept this good in years." I yawn still exhausted.
"Stay asleep then" he kisses the back of my shoulder, "I have to get going. Some of us don't get to stay at home all day and read books." He slips out of bed.
"I'm off today." I mumble.
The loud yowl begins, "Junie Bee." He hissed, "your mother is trying to sleep. Come on." He pushes her out of the room as he follows cracking the door. I hear small whispers of a conversation he has with Junie but my eyes are heavy and I do stay asleep.
Sleep absorbs me and when I finally do decide to wake I see my clock reading 1 pm. Holy shit I've slept half of the day. I sit up as Junie stretches in her princess tower, noticing my awakening. "Did Dick give you food?" I trace my fingers down her back as she stretches. The yowl tells me no, but I bet otherwise. Sliding out my phone I have 6 missed calls from Megan. Shit. Just three weeks until her wedding I wonder what she did. I roll my eyes texting Dick about the food situation as Junie rams her head into my arm. "Chill" I laugh. Calling Megan back she picks up on the second ring.
"Rachel?" She almost yells.
"Woah, yeah hi?" I am stunned
"What did you do?" she jumps quick.
"Nothing? What is going on?" I stand from my bed walking into the bathroom.
"Dude, your whole office is filled with flowers." She says in awe.
"What?" I roll my eyes, "who sent them?"
"No cards on them." I can hear her aggravation, "there's like 50 bouquets here."
"What the hell?" I question. Opening my bedroom door I'm met by a sea of flowers filling my entire penthouse. Thousands of dollars worth of flowers sit in vases. "So who did you screw?" She laughs, "cause someone has it bad"
"Nobody yet" I huff. I walk through the pathway to a card laying on the end table next to the picture of Jason and I. A bottle of wine sitting next to it.
"Yet??" She screeches, "alright margaritas tonight, I need deets."
"Margarita night is what started it last time" I roll my eyes.
"Well maybe this time will seal the deal." She tells excitedly.
"Rain check on it, I have some things I have to do. I'm back in the office next Monday and I will fill you in on everything, I promise." I smile.
"Ughh! Fine!" She is aggravated, "bye bitch." She hangs up before I can reply. I smile at her good bye.
Sitting in my chair I open the envelope. The hand writing tells all. Red hood has sent me this crap. I sigh reading the card,
Rachel,
Hoping I didn't cross too many lines last night. Understandably you shouldn't trust me after stalking you for years. But, I want to talk to you in private. I'm coming to see you tonight.
-RH
Great Rachel. You now have a date with the man. Looking at the room I see the sea of flowers. I'm assuming his drug laundering paid for these. My phone rings with Dicks call. "Hello?" I answer slightly annoyed.
"Hey, you okay?" He senses my tone.
"Yeah great." I throw the card on the floor, "what's up?"
"You seem chipper." He scoffs. "Yes I fed Junie."
"Okay, thank you." I cover my eyes as a migraine forms.
"What's wrong Rae?" He sighs.
"I have to settle things with Red Hood." I sigh. "I just woke up to my house filled with flowers and so is my office."
"Damn, guy has it bad" he laughs.
"I didn't ask for this." I hiss. "I just wanna punch this jerk in the face This is so embarrassing to have everyone at my work spreading rumors now."
"So never send you flowers at work?" He laughs.
"Not unsigned like all of these. Megan blew up my phone for details." I scoff.
"Megan would probably tell you to ditch the guy." He laughs.
"No she's pushing for me to have my first orgasm in years." I roll my eyes.
"Wait, w-wh-what?" He stumbles on his words.
"Yeah." I sigh, "I uh, haven't done anything like that since, Jason."
"You and that Kyle you worked with never?" He questions.
"Kyle? What? No!" I blush. "Dick, he's gay."
"Rachel." He says blankly. "I thought-"
"No." I laugh, "he is just a friend."
"I thought when I went with Barbara you decided to move onto him." He admits.
"No." I smile, "I haven't been able to move on. I've been stuck in this place for so long and I'm trying to get myself out."
"And you never did anything by yourself?" He questions
"Had no desire." I laugh.
"You're going to be a mess your first time." He admits.
"You think?" I scoff.
"20, I bet you'll cry." He bets.
"So what I should try to have one?" I roll my eyes walking to the kitchen to make tea.
"Maybe." He sounds hopeful. "So when are you setting him straight?"
"Tonight." I sigh.
"Good, get him out of your mind Rae. And let me know when you're ready for us to begin."
"Yeah yeah." I wave him off, "I need to meditate."
"I'm staying in Bludhaven, let me know if you need help. Those buttons alert everyone. Not just me." He warns.
"Yes I'm sure Tim could help." I scoff. "He's a good kid but I still think about how quick he came to the family."
"You're apart of the family too Rae. Don't forget it." He sighs.
"I know, I'll talk to you later Dick." I smile.
"Alight, bye Rae." He hangs up.
My sigh rings out as I run my hand over my face. I guess it's finally time. I breath. Finding my purse on a barstool next to the full countertop of flowers I dig out the hidden gem. The small silver bullet, still in its packaging. This can't be so hard, can it? Boy was I wrong.
Laying in my bed I break a sweat as my naked body lay sprawled across the bed. My legs lay spread as I hold my small bullet to the tenderness of my clit. Damnit it's been two hours and I have been close a few times but nothing. Frustration overtakes me and I throw the bullet into the wall. What a freaking waste of time. Envisioning Dick didn't help, nor did Jason. Not even the Red Hood. I am doomed to stay dry for the rest of my life. Obviously I can get wet, I just can't finish the fucking job. Getting out of my bed I decide to shower, cleaning myself up. The warm beads of water fall over my tortured body. What is wrong with me? Why can't I do this? Swimming myself in lavender scented soap I smell better. The wetness of my hair drives me nuts as it's over half way down my back. Why haven't I cut it yet?
Wrapping my body in a towel, I scrub my teeth and face. Guess I'll get dressed for the day. Here it is 4 in the afternoon. Stepping out into my bedroom i go to my closet pulling out a pair of jeans and a green blouse. Hearing Junie from my room she's yowling and giving a pur. What's gotten her in a good mood? I smile. Turning to find her I stop dead in my tracks.
His legs spread wise in that, come sit here look. The leather jacket and helmet fixed on him. Junie sits on his lap and he pets her gently as his other hands holds my book in his fingers. My book. The book I read about being tied up and fucked by a masked man. Holy shit. I stand stunned.
"I thought you weren't coming until tonight?" I choke out. Looking out at the sun still out in the sky.
"Figured your boy was too busy to come during the day." He scoffs, "do you always read such sinister things?"
"No." I clear my throat. Walking to him I gently reach for the book, "it's private." I grab it from his grasp.
"But I was just getting to the good part." He pouts. "Tell me." He stands as I close the book. His towering body over mine sends a jolt of fear through me. Holy shit I bet he could fuck me up. Suddenly I wished I had a panic button. "Which part turned you on the most, where he ate her from behind? Or when he made her scream his name."
The blush burns through my cheek. "The name." I admit. Thinking back to how Jason would be more turned on when I moaned his name. His toes would curl right after he came when I was screaming it.
"Fuck." He laughs, "that's a turn on." He steps closer to me. Shivers running down my spine I'm looking into the red mask. He's so close I bet I could fog it up with my breath.
"Oh yeah?" I breath shakily. Looking over the muscles on his chest I feel lust pounding into my chest. The shower did me no good as my wetness is right back. Noticing his pants my eyes draw wide. Holy shit he was big, and he was hard.
"Yeah." He breathes heavily.
Trying to compose myself I turn away from him, "sorry I don't fuck men in helmets." I smirk. Suddenly my skin is ice as the towel is ripped from my body.I turn fast to grab it but he holds it high.
"I think you do." He smiles. I fold my arms over my chest, trying to hide my hard buds.
"But how would you kiss me?" I smirk. "Or bite my neck." I walk to him pressing my body against him. Pushing my limits. What the hell am I doing? His hard body under mine tenses. "It wouldn't work." I smirk as I'm an inch from his mask. Grabbing my towel I rip it from his hands. Turning to walk away from him his hands trace on my skin. His hands wrap around my naked body, starting on my stomach and gliding to my breasts. Holy shit. His hands felt warm even in the gloves on my skin. Bitting my lip as he squeezed them. "I'll take it off." I hear him in my ear. His lust lays on me and I feel his desire. Shit this only feeds my own.
"And the gloves?" I add almost in a moan.
"Gone." He removes them slipping them off as his body is pressed into mine. I feel his hard member pressed into my back. Undoing his gloves he drops them to the floor. The pale skin shows lack of sun as he returns them to my breasts. "Better to feel you with." He pinched my nipples. My head falls back into his chest as the feeling rushes over me. Holy shit it felt good. Fuck it, lust wins.
"I'm going to fuck you, aren't I?" I moan out with a defeat tone.
"If that's what you want." He stops the movement in his fingers.
"Yes." I sigh in defeat. My mind was made, I was going to get him out of my system once and for all. Even if it was wrong.
"Do you trust me?" His fingers start back on my nipples.
"Yes." I moan out. A small laugh comes from him. Suddenly his fingers are gone. And then my eyes are covered. "Eh-what?" I feel him tying something behind my head.
"I won't wear the helmet" he laughs, "but you don't get to see."
"Party pooper." My eyes roll. In reality the moment turns me on more as my other senses heightens. I hear a release of air and the helmet thud against the floor. Suddenly his bare fingers return to my breasts and my neck is open game as he plants subtle kisses to them. His lips are soft on my neck as he presses delicate pecks on it. His hand traces lower and finds my wetness. My head falls back onto his shoulder as his fingers find my delicate button.. "Cum for me." I hear his voice, but it's not his. It's grumbled and forced. He's trying to disguise his voice.
Still on my theory of Red X, he knows I would recognize his voice. The way the black clad villain moaned yes about 30 times during our 3 minute adventure. I should be able to tell fast when it starts.
"Yeah I can't." I laugh. "I just tried for 2 hours."
"Is that why you're all wet." He moans still grumbling as he presses his fingers faster.
"Yes." I moan. Honestly the feeling of someone else on my clit sends shivers down my spine and I shake slightly.
"Seems you're close." He stops pulling away from me.
Frustration hits me, "then why stop?" Suddenly my body crashes against the bed as he swoops me up. Laying with my legs spread, I scramble trying to get up. He risks at me as I feel his weight on the bed. "Quit moving, or I'm binding your hands."
"My hands?" I question. Oh shit why am I such a fucking fool. He's going to blind me, bound me, and kill me. "Are you going to hurt me?" I yelp out.
"If it hurts to cum, then yes." I hear his light chuckle. Still the deep cover voice. The muscles in my legs spasm. Okay maybe I will cum, I admit.
Before I can think his weight is on my chest and I realize he is straddling me. Taking my hands over my head I feel him pull zip ties through my headboard slats. "Be a good girl and I'll let you out of these." I feel his body lift from mine.
"And if I'm bad?" I breath out hard.
"Then I'll fuck again." I can hear the smirk from his voice.
"Ha." I laugh, "this is a one time thing." I admit.
"Sure." He doesn't seem convinced.
"No it is." I press, "and if it's not understood, then we can stop now."
"Okay." He seems more convinced.
"This isn't for you." I admit. "I want this."
"So what, you're using me?" he laughs.
"If that's how you see it." I sigh.
"Okay." He says quieter, I feel a clash of hurt rolling off of him.
"I'm sorry." I huff, "this was a bad id-" suddenly I'm cut off by the sensation on my mound. The heat from his mouth lifts my back off of the bed.his tongue darts out as he laps at my folds. I moan loud in response.
"You taste so good." He moans as his arms wrap around my legs, holding them apart. The feel of his face snuggled into me makes me weak. His tongue probing every inch of my mound. His work continues and I feel myself build. His hands move and suddenly his two fingers slide into me. Arching my back and pressing into him, my body is alive. Holy shit I might cum. Cum right on him. Right on his fingers, right on his mouth.
The sensation of him on me, sends sparks of electricity through my body. The feeling unlike anything I've had in so long. My body is budding closer and closer, when I'm about to fall the sensation disappears. The man has a low chuckle as he slips from my legs.
"God you were so close." He chuckles.
"Bastard." I hiss out.
"This is for you. Not me remember?" He laughs. "Be a good girl and I'll let you cum."
"And what do good girls do?" I smirk.
"Suck it." He says flatly.
"Then let me have it."I dare to say out of my mouth. Before I can think I open my mouth like a greedy whore. Before I have time to say anything I feel the giant piece of flesh hit my tongue. Holy shit he was big. If my mouth wasn't full I would have gasped. How much I wished my hands were free to stroke it as I sucked. Bobbing greedily I did my best. I swirled my tongue around his head. At least I could play with my clit, it's throbbing begging to be touched right now. The rouse I got out of him led me to continue. The moan escaped his mouth as his hand snaked up my face.Brushing softly as he pulled my hair. The taste of his precum from his tip made me squirm. Fuck it tasted good.
"Fuck." He groaned. Popping it out his touch was gone. "That's a good girl." He whispers in my ear. I feel the pressure in the bed as he sits between my legs. "You want this?" He moans, placing his fingers on my clit, slowly rubbing back and forth. I feel his member softly lay on my wet heat. It's huge as it just lays on my slit.
"Yes." I moan
"You want to cum Rachel?" He moans as his other had trails onto my neck.
"Yes." I pressed upwards onto his fingers.
"What do you want to cum on baby girl?" He coaxes as his breath hits my neck.
"Your cock." I moan out. Suddenly everything surrounding us stopped as he ripped through me. His thick member overfilled me and my body could barely handle it. The moan I shrieked was loud as I tensed. Thank god Megan was wrong about the whole hymen thing. Trying to adjust himself he sits with his soft skin against my entrance as he is plunged in deep.
"You okay?" he whispers in his gruff voice next to my ear. I nod pulling at the zip ties. How bad I wanted to touch his skin, take my fingers through his hair. But then another surprise hits me and his lips press into mine. The stirring in my chest is unsettling as he pumps into me slowly. God it felt so good. His lips on mine, I kissed back in a needy way. I've kissed these lips before. I've tasted this before. Suddenly their gone before I can figure out the person.
Not having time for disappointment my hips are yanked upwards by the strong hands. My body arches as the thrusting begins. Shit. This was better than any little bullet. Suddenly his fingers glided against my clit and started its furious task. Shit it felt so good. His cock filled me up and pressed deep into my cervix. The pain left me breathless as he rammed into me. With the thrusts and rubbing I was building towards the goal. Finally! My body broke out in a sweat and my moans screamed out. I began to shake as the climax raised in my body. Yes! Fuck yes! I was going to cum hard.!
With the flood gates bursting, I felt my soul release. Oh shit, not good. The shaking orgasm consumed me, but my emotions raged. All I could think about was how bad I wished Jason was back inside of me. As the stars danced behind my squeezed eyes I felt the mourning pain of my loss of Jason Todd. I haven't allowed myself any form of pleasure since his death and now I regret allowing myself this one. Guilt consumes me as the wave of ecstasy ends. Before I can speak my eyes start the mourning for my body. Shit I owe Dick 20. The masked man on top of me tenses and suddenly his member twitch's inside of me with a grunt. My chest shakes as my tears flow.
"Rach?" His voice isn't grumbled. "I'm so sorry."
"Please." I sob, "just get these off." I press on the zip ties. With a quick motion he pulls out a knife, slicing them off. I sit up fast as my chest huffs in and out. The tears flow into the blindfold.
Hearing a click I know his first priority was his helmet. Keeping his identity must be super important. While his aura is familiar, I can't say he is Red X. The emotions from this man were so wound tight I couldn't get a feel for him. But now that I pulled the blind fold off I curled my knees into my chest, sobbing. His emotions showed worry.
"Rachel?" He asks as he sits on the bed next to me. "I'm sorry I didn't mean to." He pleads his case.,
"It's not your fault." I hide the redness of my face. "I'm the one who hasn't came in 5 fucking years."
"5 years?" He questions, shocked.
"Not since Jason. God I'm such a slut." I cry. "This shouldn't of happened. I mean you're my fucking stalker. This should have been with Dick, not you." I scold myself out loud.
"Dick?" He questions. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. What did you just do idiot? I turn my head upwards looking at him. My red face is evident with swollen eyes. I look horrific as I stare at the red helmet.
"I need you to go." I look away.
"Rach, it's-" he starts
"Please don't call me Rach." I squeeze my eyes. "It's Rachel." I huff out.
"Rachel." He breathes. "I wouldn't have pushed you if I'd known."
"It's my own screwed up life." I breath out, "now operation save Raven starts over. I need you to leave. Please." I keep my eyes squeezed shut. Hearing him stand I listen as his boots step softly on the ground. After a moment, I finally release everything. The tears stream down my face as a waterfall. What the hell have I done? Screwed up my life once again for a quick screw. No. I wouldn't let it fall apart. I had to move fast and activate my own plan.