(4months, 16wks Thursday)
A/N: Holy shit, its been like forever since I updated this! I know I'm already in summer vaction, but balme Kingdom Hearts, I forgot how addicting the game can be! But enjoy this chapter and more soon, maybe tomorrow :3 Enjoy
Rigby was still at the house for another week, since Jeremy had his finals the upcoming week. After what happen last week at the house with the two, Jeremy has been having his head in the books. He was finishing up his master's degree, he need some other classes he forgot in his sophomore year. Jeremy does try every night to text Rigby before bed, but he often sends him a smiley face and a sleepy face emoji.
Today the weather was hitting up to the high 80s, it was blazing outside to even walk or much to stand outside; so the park was closed till the weather simmers down. Everyone was trying their best to keep cool, once again their A/C wasn't working once again. Rigby who for some reason was wearing his sweater, he was feeling the opposite from being hot. Everyone wanted to know, how the heck does someone feel cold in 80 degree weather. Mordecai and Benson had an idea to make some lemonade. It was either complaining or just dealing with the terrible weather.
Mordecai and Rigby were at the snack bar today, since there was nothing to do at the park. They were chilling in the empty place, drinking up some warm soda and eating stale chips. Mordecai brought out his cards, they always bet on money to make it a bit more fun, but Rigby was saving his own. As they were playing with their cards, Mordecai started asking some questions to Rigby.
"I see you and Jeremy had gotten really close, is it to the point where you guys are ... boyfriends now?"
"Well, I don't know how to answer that Mordecai, uh….Mordecai do you think it's possible for having feelings for one person, without changing who you are? Like its okay to feel happy or that feeling like your high all the time; it's hard to explain."
"I'm going guess this is about you and your feelings towards your sexuality. Hmmm, well I'm going to say you shouldn't really care man, if you feel in your heart that makes you go why but at the same time happy; then don't question it."
"...I think me and Jeremy are past from the whole kissing and cuddling thing already...we um kind of did it... last week."
"Wait-wait, are you saying he already did the thing."
Rigby at this point couldn't look at his best friend, his face was flushing in red and pulling his hoodie over his face. This conversation had gotten so awkward, he's talking to his best friend that he just had sex, kind of but it was still sex. Mordecai could feel the thick awkwardness about this topic so he scratch the back of his neck, looked around the room to talk about something else. But Rigby first spoke out by pulling his own hoodie off and straighten himself up.
"Um, Mordecai ugh let's drop this okay, its gross okay. Sorry that I brought this up and I shouldn't even said it ugh."
"That would explain the hickey on your neck man, and its no problem dude, its stuff to talk about with friends. Its kind of awkward you did the butt thing, um did it hurt like hell when he stick it in?"
"What? No, no he didn't do that um he kind of gave me some ... head man, but is it really that noticeable. I thought my sweater would at least cover it, I kind of like it, but I also don't want everyone to see it."
"Dude you have like three of them, I'm not only one who notice them you know. Kind of suck at hiding them ha-ha, we all thought you were already getting some; you know in the butt ha-ha."
Rigby couldn't believe it how the bite marks had lasted this long, its been a week since the last time he saw him. It was the first time he gotten a hickey during that crazy night. He could remember a little of what happen, but it still felt like a crazy dream at the same time. It was strange experience he had so far with another person, but yet it felt okay. The only thing out of that night was that he didn't notice Jeremy giving him a hickey, maybe when he was asleep. Out of nowhere the two heard Benson, calling out their names from a somewhat close distance. Mordecai poked his head out, while Rigby was hiding the snacks in the lower cabinets. Benson soon saw Mordecai and walked over to snack bar, he stomp his sweaty self towards the guys.
"You idiots get out of there, don't think I don't know you guys are eating all the food in there!"
"Benson, jeez were just chilling in the shade and all the spots in the park had been taken, do you want someone like me in a situation to be around weirdos."
"Yeah Benson, all the trees are hogged by the homeless people, and trying to fight them is pretty scary, so here was the best place that we can find. Plus we brought our own food, everything else here is boring and stale."
"Hmmm, well alright but if I catch you guys eating the food in the stand, it's off in the house and your pay checks. Just clean up your mess once you go back to the house, and Mordecai could you clean around the trees if the homeless leave a mess too."
Mordecai let out a groan and flop back onto the ground, where Rigby pulled out the snacks from the cabinets. Benson storm his way to the tree where Skips and Pops were sitting under. Rigby pulled out the sodas, he chug one down before spitting it out in disgusted; when he tasted the soda was warm was too warm. The heat sure did came early this year, everything felt sweaty, mucky, and even tiresome. Another thing the hot weather can make a person a tad irritated or annoyed.
"Ughhh why is it so hot, its not even summer, and like dude I can't even stand looking at you. Like how can anyone wear a sweater out of all days like this?"
"Mordecai, I told you already man I just feel cold today plus its just today."
"I wish I had your ability to feel cold right now, my body is screaming for anything to be cold."
The two went back playing cards and the weather seem to simmer down a bit. Rigby ended up taking his afternoon nap, as he was laying on his side just snoozing. Mordecai was texting to Margaret; it seems she was also busy with her finals also. Bored as he was, he notice Rigby's cellphone popping out from his pocket of his hoodie. The phone Rigby had was touch screen phone and he notice it also had an apple logo on the back. He pull it and turn the phone on, the lock screen had a photo of him and Rigby taking hilarious selfies that was made into a collage. Opening the phone up, there were tons of games, no surprise Rigby used the phone for this purpose. But his eye caught him having two messages un-opened. He first look back at Rigby, he was still asleep; he watch his breathing as it rising and falling. Then his attention turn back to the white phone.
He touched the green icon, it opening to a list of people who Rigby had text messaged. Under Mordecai was Jeremy. It look like he haven't check the message, since on the top right corner it reads unread about 10 minutes ago. Mordecai does wonder what they talk about, so he decided to check or take a peek, surprised they talk about how there day went till he got part where he felt he shouldn't had read.
[Rigby: Damn I can't stand this pain anymore :( ]
[Jeremy: What wrong babe?]
[Rigby: it's my...chest that's hurting today...]
[Jeremy: I already explain it to you, that's it's normal and your just producing milk.]
[Rigby: Ugh it's so gross, like this stuff is leaking out and its freaking everywhere, just look.]
Rigby sent Jeremy a picture of his chest, his fur was matted with white substance and his nipples were also perk.
[Jeremy: Ew. You should clean those Rigby. Probably the next time your over, I wouldn't mind tasting your milk ;) ]
[Rigby: Barf, dude that's nasty. Listen I have a favor to ask...]
[Jeremy: Okay shoot.]
[Rigby: Ummm could you come with me to the next doctor appointment...Mordecai is busy on my next checkup...but if you want to that is...]
[Jeremy: Sure, I wouldn't mind going, am I going to see the twins?]
[Rigby: Yeah, the checkup is seeing if their okay and my health. Its quick so we can go somewhere afterwards, plus I be super hungry since I can't eat anything ugh.]
[Jeremy: Alright, I go with you next time, but I gotta go okay my pee break is over, later.]
Rigby reply back with a smiley face and Jeremy reply back with a winky face.
Mordecai shutter at the sight when saw the photo, he really wish he didn't see that disturbing picture of Rigby's chest. He could go on life without seeing it, he can only blame his curiosity. He careful place back the phone in Rigby's sweater. Mordecai decided himself to also take a small nap, nothing much to do so it was the best thing.
After a couple minutes went by for about hour or two, Mordecai slowly open his eyes, to see the sight of Rigby texting on his phone while eating a donut. He was into what he was doing he didn't even notice his friend waking up. Mordecai stretch out his arms and grab his phone to check his messages. Checking the time to see he had slept for two hours, a bit over but there wasn't like he anything better to do. Without turning his attention, Rigby began talking to Mordecai who was listening while staring at the ceiling.
"Mordecai do you think that it's possible that my feelings for Jeremy are okay; is it really okay to have them? I been thinking about it and felt that Jeremy does make me happy, maybe in a gay happy way, but I still like boobs and girls...what does make me, Mordecai."
Rigby was circling a finger on his cellphone screen, blushing a dark ruby shade on his checks. He didn't want to admit his true feelings for Jeremy, feeling unsure or ashamed for even having them. But to even have the thought made it a bit hard to even explain to himself. Rigby didn't even wanted to say the 'b' word, can he ever call Jeremy his boyfriend? He can say it in his head but words couldn't come out. Why was it so hard for him, it shouldn't be because he was finally happy with Jeremy.
"Mordecai um...how would you describe someone to be your partner...?"
"You mean like a boyfriend or girlfriend relationship stance, well let's see you go on dates, always spending your free time with that person, kissing, cuddling, and having intimacy."
Rigby was frozen in place, all those things Mordecai just listed, he and Jeremy already had check on. He couldn't bring himself to really tell him how he feels about Jeremy, he will never have to know. He shake his face and try his best to cover his rosy checks. Mordecai let out a small snicker at him, it was fun seeing his friend all blushful. He couldn't believe himself that his best friend was actual falling for someone. It was a bit unwary since Rigby often talk big being with hot women, but never took the step to be with one. He did try a couple times asking a girl out, but he often fail impressing one or often forgets to talk.
Mordecai told him that maybe he should talk to Jeremy, and watch his own movements around him. Rigby didn't feel like bothering him on his finals, but maybe a night visit wouldn't be bad. He grabbed his phone and send a quick text to Jeremy. The text read if Jeremy wanted to grab a late night snack later the day. Mordecai gave him a thumbs up, but Rigby quickly got a reply. Jeremy had replied with a yeah, and even told Rigby he pick him around 8. Rigby was surprise how fast that he got a respond from him, he look back at Mordecai who had a face that most idiots make when something cute happens to their friends.
"Ohhh looks like someone got a date tonight ha-ha, better use a rubber man."
"It's NOT that kind of date dude! Were just getting something to eat okay..."
"Well if there's any kissing and hugging then that's going to be consider a date dude."
Rigby yelled out 'STOP TALKING' while Mordecai was laughing at him. No matter what situation Rigby will be in, there's always time to tease the raccoon. They notice the sun was setting down, the two headed back to the house; the weather had gotten better that night. They decided to play some Strong John till Rigby's ride had arrived. After an hour had pass, Mordecai was having a blast beating Rigby, but they soon heard the door knock. Rigby was too lazy to open the front door, he just simply yelled out 'doors open'.
"I guess I could come another time, I see your busy, Rigby."
"Ah! Jeremy you came um do you wanna play against Mordecai?"
Jeremy stare at the game control, he walked his way around the couch and sat next to Rigby. The young raccoon decided to sit on his lap, worrying his boyfriend wouldn't want him. But surprisingly he didn't mind it one bit and gave him a peck on the side of his head. He play for a couple minutes before beating Mordecai and his high score.
"Lame game if I can beat Mord-lame like a pancake."
"Nice to know Rigby's 'bf' is such a chill guy..."
"Rigby, let's go eat, umm do you want anything too Mordo?"
"No thanks, have a good time Rigby, I be upstairs if you're coming back or not. Night."
Mordecai headed upstairs to only saying his goodnight to Rigby; Jeremy shrug his shoulders. He caught his raccoon un-guard and began giving him kisses. He pushed Rigby onto the couch, the raccoon was somewhat enjoying it, Jeremy was giving him pecks on the checks and his nose. But, he notice the fire between his best friend and him, he didn't like the jerky attitude towards his best friend.
"Jeremy can I ask you something?"
"That depends Rigby, do you want to talk or my sweet my lips back on your own, so choose wisely."
"How about you stop being a dick to my friend, he might not like you, but at least try to like him."
"Sorry, I'm just being me."
Rigby sigh knowing one day they just kiss and make up, it just wasn't going so soon or now. Jeremy asked where Rigby if he still wanted to go out to eat. The raccoon simply say anywhere that sells good burgers and that was still open. But before they could head out, Jeremy push his hands under Rigby's sweater.
"Jer-Jeremy please not here..."
"Hmmm I just wanted to give you more kisses."
"Yeah about that, no more dude. Apparently you leave hickeys and everyone thinks I'm already boning you..."
"Leaving a mark is telling everyone that your my, Rigby."
Rigby rolled his eyes at the statement Jeremy just made, he brought Jeremy's face close to his for a soft kiss. Their kissing often gets passionate to where they're sloppy tongue kissing. Rigby suck at kissing, but he enjoy it more then there soft cuddling. Jeremy finally push himself off and said they have to get going before fast-food restaurants close. Rigby gave a pucker face as their session was cut short, but he was right.
They drove to 24hr drive-thru and where there burgers were decent. Rigby was munching on his large fries. They felt so warm in his tummy along with his cold milkshake. Jeremy was on his phone since he only order a burger. He looked over to his little lover and patted him on the head. He ask if he wanted to sit in the back for a while. Rigby who's was mouth fill with soggy fries had his checks like a hamster checks; but he nodded yes to his requested.
Jeremy lay his back first having Rigby laying his back on his stomach. Rigby was drinking up his milkshake, enjoying this non-date with Jeremy.
"Rigby, can I ask you something"
"Hmm sure dude."
"How do you feel about me?"
Rigby almost spatted out his milkshake from his mouth and nose. Out of all the things he could ask him, this was the one he try to avoid answering. He looked up to Jeremy, his face was serious and waiting for an answer. Rigby's eyes darted back to looking at the back seats. His mind was scrambling for an answer, but sadly Rigby couldn't think of a good one.
"Ummm like you know...your uhhh like ... an awesome guy and your amazing beating Mordecai at Strong John."
"Rigby that's not I was asking, I meant your feelings towards me...do you feel having attraction to me or this relationship?"
"Uhhhhh..."
"...sigh...you know what I'm sorry to ask this question, let me go drop you off."
Rigby was letting his insecurities taking control of his feelings once again. He knew he had to tell him or it will be over between the two. He quickly grip tightly to Jeremy's sweater and cover his face on his sweater.
"Jere-Jeremy hold up...I...um...I do have feelings for you...I just don't want to sound...gay..."
"Your worry that it sound gay for having feelings for me?"
"Wha-what?! Um well...yeah man, I never had feelings for a guy like this, I'm scared that I be like this forever."
"You know there's a thing called being bisexual, or just having gay feelings for that one person. If this was the real issue, then I have no idea what to say. Rigby the only thing I'm just asking is to just tell me how you feel."
Rigby couldn't hold any of his emotions any longer to himself, he was finally corner up with his feelings. He felt the heat rising up on his checks, his heart pounding in his ears and his hands shaking uncontrollable.
"...it's because...I...love you...Jeremy...there I said it..."
Jeremy was happy by Rigby's answer, he finally said the three words. The three words that felt like pins to Rigby's heart. Jeremy wrap his arms around Rigby, he could feel the warm tears falling on his red sweater. The rascal raccoon didn't say anymore beside crying in silence.
"Thank you, I feel the same way too Rigby...I love you too..."
Rigby squeeze tightly his mouth with his hand, he held tightly a single word sound will come out. He didn't want to sound too defeated to his feelings. But he knew he couldn't keep them lock up forever. Jeremy grab a hold of Rigbys checks, pinching them to be pucker and pushing his lips onto his lips.
Rigby was weeping a bit that tears ran down on his checks, he wipe them off and allowed himself to lay on Jeremy 's chest for while. Rigby clearing out his eyes and try to his best to keep his voice down, his breathing was short breathe. Now that Rigby finally had said what he was holding on for a long time, he felt relive. As he didn't need to feel guilty about his emotions nor feeling confused too. Everything felt right for once, now that they are sailing the same boat, Rigby and Jeremy were now as official couple. Suddenly Jeremy jump as he almost hit his head on the car roof. And Rigby let out a huge gasp with a small jump; that his head ended up hitting the bottom jaw of Jeremy's mouth.
"What the heck was that?!"
"I felt...a kick...in my stomach!"
The two sat in silence, Jeremy was rubbing his bottom jaw in slight pain. But as for Rigby who was still shaking, he was confused and in shock. Rigby reach down to rubbed his stomach and pressed the area where his stomach, felt the kick. Once again he felt a kick on the same spot, Rigby scream in fear and began yanking Jeremy's sweater.
"Rigby, stop screaming, people are going to think I'm doing something to you."
"But-but-but my tumm-tummy-the baby i-is kick-kicking!"
"Just relax Rigby, now let me feel your stomach."
Jeremy pulled Rigby's green sweater where he place his hand onto his boyfriends bare skin. He also too rubbed around the place that Rigby said that the baby kick. Jeremy felt a thump on his palm , he pulled back his hand and gave Rigby a tight hug. This was really happening, the babies were growing and coming closer to earth.
"Looks like someone is telling mommy to cheer up, they seem to be happy to hear me with you."
Rigby was shaking, but not in fear only in excitement with tears rolling down on his checks. He grip his small hands onto his belly and with one hand grabbing onto Jeremy's hand. Another kick was felt once more with a flinch that Rigby reacted, but was over excited by the kick. This kick was a bit harder, Rigby squeeze his eyes tightly as it felt like being jab on the side, which it did.
"I can feel there little feet, kind of cute huh Rigby."
Rigby nodded back still not wanting to believe this is actual happening. Jeremy wrap his arms around his official boyfriend, and making sure he wasn't squeezing too tight. He asked if Rigby wanted to go back to his place or to the park.
"I do miss having someone with me in my big and lonely bed."
"Hmmm I don't want to get in your way, your busy with things."
"I do have a lots of snacks and action movies, plus more you know what I mean."
Rigby began jumping around and asked to go back to Jeremy's place, his ostrich boyfriend shook his head. Jeremy jump up front of the car, turning it on and driving to his place. Rigby texted to Mordecai he was spending the night at Jeremy's place. He also jumped in the front, he went back drinking his milkshake.
When they arrive to the apartment, Rigby rushed his way over to the bathroom. He closed the door to slip his shirt off, he look down in disgust. His nipples have been lactating milk like crazy, he forgotten to put his nursing pads. Annoyed to himself has he was staring at the mirror, looking at his own body. Rigby took a while to look at his belly, he had lot of stretch marks around his belly. He then felt around his breasts, they were still small but they began to look like moobs. He couldn't really touch them since they were highly sensitive, but they were just matted. Rigby wish he could have wore his nursing pads, since they help him from his shirt getting stains.
He heard a knock on the door, Jeremy's voice shaken him a bit. He was asking Rigby, if he wanted something to eat. Rigby stood quiet and said anything would be fine for him. Jeremy asked him again if was okay, his raccoon boyfriend remain quiet, and respond back to him the best answer he could come up with. Rigby felt his voice was shaky and he was worry Jeremy was going to come in.
"Hey, are you alright in there?"
"Umm...yeah, just thinking about ummm something."
The door open and Jeremy saw Rigby sitting on the bathroom floor. Rigby quickly grab his shirt and hid his chest. Jeremy rolled his eyes and got to Rigby's eye level. Jeremy didn't save anything as he was sitting next to Rigby. After a few minutes Jeremy began comforting Rigby as he was still holding tightly to his shirt.
"I can help you, remember what I said last time."
"Bu-but Jeremy this is really gross...I mean really gross."
"..Sigh...I don't care, I'm your boyfriend and I'm here to help you; now come come over here silly."
Jeremy pulled Rigby close to him and grab a hold on to his shirt. He yank a bit from Rigby's hand, Jeremy saw mange chest that was cover with white substance. He placed a hand over one of Rigby's nipples, pressing it with his index and thumb with pressure. Rigby let out a yipe, as if he was in pain and a bit of pleasure.
Rigby allowed Jeremy's hands to do whatever with him, he was able to make him moan a bit, then he wanted to see what else what he could do. He felt his boyfriend's hand lowering below the waistline, his hand reaching down in Rigby's private area. Jeremy brought Rigby's body closer to his own, having Rigby's back on his chest, and wrapping his arm tighter around his chest.
"Ah-AH! Jer-Jeremy I'm not sure about-Ah-Ah!"
Rigby was trying his best to control himself, Jeremy's hand was gripping his fingers around Rigby's shaft. Playing around with his foreskin and pulling the skin near the head. Jeremy couldn't help himself, but to find this to be very amusing. He continue with his hand work, pumping Rigby's penis furiously. This time Rigby's moaning was a bit louder, he wasn't holding back this time, and he wanted Jeremy to hear him. The noises he was making was making a certain someone getting a boner, which Jeremy was truly enjoying it. Jeremy began giving him some neck kisses and more tugging to Rigby's foreskin.
"Jeremy...ah-ah please hmm more..."
"I do want to finish you off, but I want to wait for the right time."
He picked up Rigby and walked back their bedroom, Rigby was feeling somewhat frisky tonight. Jeremy then place him on the bed, he then patted him on the head. The raccoon only wanted his boyfriend to touch him a bit more, but Rigby suddenly lost the feeling. Jeremy join in bed with him, he continue to roam his hands on his tiny boyfriend. It did took a while for Jeremy to notice that Rigby was looking at him. The two sat on the bed, in one another arms, till Rigby's stomach began to growl.
"Its a bit late but you know who cares right, maybe we should get a quick bite and chill before bed; sounds like a good idea to you."
"I want to get some grilled cheeses and extra large fries dude! And maybe a large coke too."
Rigby remember leaving an extra bag in the room's closet, he wobble his way to find some extra clothes and nursing pads. He was feeling that this night was going to be a good one. Once he got ready to go out, Jeremy greatly pick up his little boyfriend downstairs. Maybe this night was going to get better, him and Jeremy were official, and Rigby can feel his two boys kicking because of hunger.
Wasss up guuys! I know it's been too long since the last updated, I just finish my school just a few weeks ago. And I'm looking for a part job and volunteering. I sadly will probably never have a break till the day I finish with my dumb degree. Anyhow, I be uploading another chapter and a chapter Somethings Happen. I hope you like this chapter and again, sorry for the late updated.