Therefore, Goodbye

"Do you like Heart-Break, Tsukasa?"

"Wait! Hanako-san!" I called buttoning up my shirt as he stormed out of the auditorium. I snatched his arm, "Hanako, stop!" I yelled anxiously forcing him slow down.

He bit his lip as he turned around, I gasped- Hanako's red face was full of frustration as he fought back tears. The feeling of guilt burned in my chest.

This horrible feeling he felt was worse then any thing he'd ever felt in his life- both human and apparition. Hanako didn't know if he hated Yashiro, or if he resented Tsukasa; he only knew that he never wanted to feel like this again.

"Please- say something!" I cried shoving my face into his chest. "This can't be the end of us, I don't want you to hate me!" I sobbed wrapping my arms around him as he shook uncontrollably.

"I still love you-ok! I love you Yashiro, and it hurts. You hurt me," he cried covering his eyes with his arm. "I wish could take it back; I'm sorry; I am!" I apologized desperately.

"That's not good enough this time Yashiro, j-just leave me alone!" he sighed turning away but I pulled him back; holding his hand tightly as I looked down in shame, "Please, d-don't go, this can't be it for us," I cried.

He's shaking.

I can feel it, his anger and frustration the heartbreak that overwhelmed him; it was more then he could handle in 100 life times.

"I'm sorry you saw me and Tsukasa"- I gasped as he pushed me away, I looked at him desperately as we cried. Don't say it.

"I wish, I wish I never loved you- I wish I never knew you," he muttered painfully as he cried. Don't look at me that way.

I covered my mouth in hurt, he turned away and I reached out to grab his arm but stopped. I can't blame Tsukasa, I can't blame anyone other than myself.

And for a moment, as he walked away from me; it felt as if time went slow. I won't lose him. "I love you," I muttered tearfully. Hanako stopped waiting, "Shut up," He shook as his hands became tight closed fist.

I don't want to say goodbye to him.

"I love you, Hanako," I cried shyly taking tiny steps toward him. He turned around, "I said shut up! You don't get to do that Yashiro! Y-You don't get to date my brother behind my back and make me think that you still have feelings for me," He screamed making me shutter in tears.

"You don't get to, to take my virginity and then screw my little brother the next day! You don't get to tell him that you love him; when you couldn't even say it to me," he whimpered tearfully grabbing my shoulders as we cried. "You don't get to hurt me so badly, when I love you so much," he cried sadly.

"I'm sorry," I sobbed shaking my head. "I've been so confused and scared to be alone and the only thing I know is that I want to be with you," I sobbed feeling his fingers shake as they softened on my arms.

He could see it, the honesty in my eyes, but it only hurt him more. He shrugged his head, "I'm sorry, please don't hate me; please don't leave me," I begged innocently.

Hanako struggled to pull himself together, but the tears were endless- the burning pain in his heart just wouldn't subside.

"I love you," I cried again, he squeezed my arms, his forehead falling on mines as he struggled not to fall apart. Remembering every good moment, we ever had together, every smile and laugh and moment we shared ran through his head- all of them, decaying to nothing more than hurt.

"Nene Yashiro," He muttered tearfully.

"No, no, don't say it!" I cried beating his chest. I don't want to hear it. "From today on, you're released from your duties as my assistant," he sniffed. "Hanako! Please!"

"Your relieved from your obligations as my friend, as my first love; effective immediately. This is Goodbye, Yashiro," he cried kissing my forehead one last time. "Hanako!" I cried falling to my knees as he disappeared. Sobbing on the floor all alone, I'm sorry.

Creator's Note:

Ight, before you kill me for making Yashiro and Hanako split even though that's the current OTP… I-Ah… *Runs away*