Chapter One: Rest at Last
The gargoyle leapt aside with a slow, grinding motion, revealing the entrance to the spiral staircase. Harry stepped onto it, feeling its familiar, smooth ascent. This time, however, it was descending, carrying him away from the place where he had just spoken with Dumbledore's portrait. His mind was a whirlwind of thoughts, emotions battling for dominance—relief, exhaustion, and something deeper, heavier. Guilt.
He had won. Voldemort was gone. But at what cost?
Ron and Hermione flanked him as they stepped out of the hidden passage and into the corridors of the castle. The destruction was everywhere—rubble, shattered windows, and walls scorched by curses. The bodies had been moved, but the memory of them still lingered in the air, thick and inescapable.
"Blimey, I feel like I could sleep for a week," Ron muttered, rubbing his face.
"A week?" Hermione scoffed. "I'd say a month, at least. And after that, maybe a proper meal. I'm starving."
Ron gave her a look of exaggerated hurt. "You mean to tell me you're prioritizing food over sleep? Hermione, who even are you?"
For the first time in what felt like years, Harry laughed. It was hoarse and tired, but real. He wasn't sure he would ever be the same again, but here, with Ron and Hermione at his side, things felt a little less unbearable.Be
Their footsteps echoed as they made their way to Gryffindor Tower, the Fat Lady's portrait still hanging slightly off its hinges. She gave them a weary but proud smile.
"I was worried for you three," she said, voice thick with emotion. "Password?"
"Er…" Harry hesitated.
"Doesn't matter," she interrupted. "Go on in, dears. You've earned it."
The common room was eerily empty, a stark contrast to the nights of celebration or study sessions filled with nervous energy. The once-cozy space bore signs of battle—burn marks on the floor, overturned chairs, a smashed portrait on the far wall. But none of that mattered. Their dormitory was still there, and right now, it was all they needed.
They climbed the familiar stairs to the boys' dormitory, and Harry felt a pang of nostalgia at the sight of his four-poster bed. The canopy was slightly tattered, and his trunk lay half open from when he had last left in a rush. He ran a hand over the blanket before flopping onto the mattress, exhaustion seeping into his bones.
Ron let out a dramatic groan as he collapsed onto his own bed. "You know, I was so looking forward to this moment. And yet, all I can think about is how much I smell."
"Same," Hermione said. "We should at least freshen up before sleeping."
Harry groaned but forced himself up. The bathroom was small but functional, and when he splashed cold water onto his face, he felt a little more alive. He caught his reflection in the cracked mirror—his face was pale, gaunt, the lightning-shaped scar still stark against his skin.
Then, as he pulled his shirt off to change, his breath hitched.
Right in the center of his chest, where Voldemort's Killing Curse had struck, was a nasty bruise—deep purple and sickly green, stretching across his skin like a wound that refused to fade.
And right in the middle of it was a mark.
A scar, lightning-bolt shaped, just like the one on his forehead. Only this one was bigger.
Harry's stomach twisted. He ran his fingers over it, feeling the rough, raised skin. He shouldn't be alive. No one survived the Killing Curse—except him. Twice now.
He quickly pulled on a clean shirt before Ron or Hermione could notice. He didn't know what to think about it yet, and he definitely wasn't ready to explain it to them.
When he returned, Ron was lying sprawled on his bed, and Hermione had taken a seat on Harry's, her expression thoughtful.
As Harry climbed into bed, pulling the covers over himself, he exhaled deeply. "Merlin, I don't think I've ever been this tired."
"Same," Hermione admitted.
Ron grunted in agreement. "Night, then."
But even as their breathing slowed, Harry couldn't sleep. His mind replayed the battle—the screams, the bodies, the moment he had stepped into the Forbidden Forest, knowing he was walking to his death.
He hadn't told them. He hadn't told anyone.
His chest ached dully, as if reminding him of what had happened. He forced himself to push the thoughts away and sat up instead, reaching for his wand.
With a flick, he summoned Kreacher.
The old house-elf appeared with a soft crack, his large eyes peering up at Harry with a mixture of pride and exhaustion. "Master Harry," he croaked, bowing deeply.
Harry swallowed the lump in his throat. "Kreacher, I—" He hesitated. How could he possibly put into words what he wanted to say?
Instead, he stepped forward and placed a hand on the elf's small shoulder. "Thank you. For fighting. For standing with us."
Kreacher's eyes widened, and he straightened slightly. "It was Kreacher's honor, Master," he said, voice thick with emotion.
Harry nodded, then hesitated. "Listen… we haven't eaten properly in ages. Do you think you could get us some sandwiches or something?"
Kreacher's chest puffed up proudly. "At once, Master Harry!"
With another soft crack, he was gone, only to return a minute later with a tray stacked high with sandwiches, a pitcher of pumpkin juice, and even a plate of biscuits.
Harry grinned. "Brilliant. Thanks, Kreacher."
Ron, who had sat up at the smell of food, immediately grabbed a sandwich. "You are a legend, Kreacher."
Hermione, despite her usual stance on house-elf labor, sighed in contentment as she took a bite. "Thank you, Kreacher. This is exactly what we needed."
The elf gave them a small bow before disappearing once more.
They ate in silence, too tired to talk much, before finally settling back down.
Hours later, when they woke, the sunlight filtering through the cracked windows told them it was well into the morning. None of them had slept well.
They sat on Harry's bed in silence for a while, until Ron broke it. "So…" He hesitated. "How are we feeling?"
Harry sighed. "Like I got hit by the Hogwarts Express."
Hermione gave him a sympathetic smile. "I think we all do."
Ron sat up, rubbing his eyes. "It's over, though. That's what matters. We did it."
Harry nodded but didn't respond.
Hermione studied him. "Harry?"
He hesitated, then looked down at his hands. "People died," he said quietly. "So many people. Fred, Tonks, Lupin…" His throat tightened. "And it's my fault."
Ron immediately sat up straighter. "Oi, no. Don't start with that."
Hermione's eyes filled with concern. "Harry, you didn't—"
"I did." He clenched his fists. "Voldemort came after me. This war was because of me. If I had just—"
"Oh, stop," Ron interrupted. "Seriously. You're not actually blaming yourself for You-Know-Who being an evil git, are you?"
Harry let out a breath, but the guilt remained, heavy in his chest.
Ron grinned. "There it is. Knew we'd get a smile out of you."
"Shut up," Harry said, rolling his eyes.
They sat in silence for a moment longer, the weight of the past day pressing on them.
Then Hermione stood. "We should go to the Great Hall. See everyone."
Ron groaned. "What if we just didn't?"
Harry chuckled, standing as well. "Come on."
As they made their way out, Harry glanced down at his chest. The scar burned faintly, but he ignored it.
The war was over. There was grief, but there was also hope.
And, for the first time in a long time, a future.
