Cedric's hand flew to his mouth and tried to stop himself from letting out a shocked gasp. He chewed his lip until he drew blood; he didn't dare to fight back with his words because once those deadly words erupted from his lips there was no going back. Harry spun around on his heel to leave Cedric alone, but Cedric yanked Harry roughly back towards him by the wrist.
"What do you mean by you're not ready to fall back in love with me?" He whispered, voice full of hurt and sadness. Cedric tightened his grip on Harry's wrist and waited for him to say something. Harry tried to escape Cedric's vice like grip sadly he couldn't, his nails dug into Harry's skin like talons. Harry closed his eyes and thought about what he was going to say now, with his spare hand Harry scratched his head and massaged his scalp to soothe the pain of thinking to hard. He sucked air through his teeth and said plain words, so that Cedric could understand. "You've changed since we broke up. You're not the same person I fell in love with, I'm sorry but you need to get you're shit together." Harry managed to tug himself free from Cedric. He rubbed his wrists and stared at the marks he left behind. Cedric ran his hands through his hair and kicked the wall with his sore foot. "Fucking Hell!" he exclaimed loudly. In the corner of his eye he saw harry try to leave, luckily he got there just in time. He cornered Harry into the wall and pinned his wrists above his head.
"Cedric, you're scaring me." Harry whimpered and turned his head away from the monster in front of him. Cedric forced Harry to look him in the eyes, breathing heavily he opened his mouth then paused at the beginning of his sentence. He pulled away from Harry, letting him breathe once more. Cedric sank to his knees, covered his eyes with both hands and began to cry. He rubbed his eyes and choked out the words "please give me another chance. I promise to try and get better mentally, emotionally and physically." he pleaded with a hint of hope glittering in his tone. Cedric hoped that Harry would forgive him and forget what happened between them and push aside the darkness to find the goodness in his heart. Harry tried to push Cedric head away from his crotch, no matter how hard he tried Cedric wouldn't budge because of his intense neediness and stubbornness.
Harry tried to push Cedric's head away from his crotch once more, Suddenly Cedric gave up and gave Harry the puppy dog eyes. Harry froze in the spot completely and utterly powerless, staring into those big brown chocolate-coloured irises his mouth turned to cotton. Harry wanted to get on his knees and kiss those luscious lips that made his pain go away, snapping out of his daydreaming state Harry managed to find the doorknob just in time before Cedric could take things further. With trembling hands Harry twisted the doorknob and bolted out of the room, leaving all the toxicity that was consuming his heart behind. He ran out of the house as fast as his feet could carry him, exhausted from running Harry stopped at the plum tree and let out a frustrated scream.
Harry ran his hands through his sweaty hair and repeated to himself "Come on man snap out of it. You're better than that lowlife scum. You can get any man you want." He kicked the tree, and a plum fell onto his head. He picked up the plum and squeezed it until all the juices squirted out, he pretended that the plum was Cedric's head. Meanwhile inside the house Cedric couldn't believe that his puppy eyes failed, they never failed when it came to getting what he wanted. While he was trying to figure out how Harry resisted the puppy dog eyes Cedric watched Harry from the window, surprised that he was still there. He pressed his palm against the glass, hoping that Harry would give him a second chance. From outside Harry saw Cedric spying on him from his window. He clenched his fists and planted his feet firmly to the earth and tried to stop himself from running back to Cedric. "Not today." Harry mumbled to the cold breeze, walking forward without turning his back Harry used the portkey to go back home. Just like that Harry disappeared into thin air and that was officially the end of Teddy Bear and Honeybunny, never to be seen holding hands out in the open or never to be heard giggling like schoolgirls and kissing and arms wrapped around each other's waists.
They both knew that they would break up eventually, but not at the beginning of the new year. Cedric walked away from the window and flopped onto his bed, spotting A huge amount of dried up cum on the sheets Cedric shook his head in disgust. He tossed the sheets from their intense love making session into the washing basket. Now that all the sheets were removed from the bed "If harry can move on then so can I." Cedric huffed as he covered the bed in new sheets, pillows and blankets. Cedric was considering smothering himself with the pillow, suddenly a thud at the window disturbed his thoughts. Cedric sighed and opened the window for the family owl "Stupid fucking owl." The owl hooted in response and nipped Cedric's fingers, causing Cedric to bleed heavily all over the table. The owl dropped the letters and flew away, leaving Cedric to bleed to death. He shuffled through the junk mail and one specific one caught his eye. Cedric healed himself and sat on the chair and sped read through the pamphlet. On the cover of the pamphlet there was a couple holding hands with smiles on their faces, opening the pamphlet Cedric read the first sentence and was instantly hooked. Once Cedric finished reading, he looked for contact information, and he was in luck in the bottom left corner there was an address. Cedric chewed the inside of his cheek and written a letter to the person in charge of the retreat.
Nine weeks of endless torture in his home, by locking himself in his room and not coming out Cedric would cry himself to sleep until his tears melted into the pillow. Mr. Diggory knocked on his son's door and said from the other side "Cedric, please come out. You've been in there for weeks now. It's time to get some fresh air." Cedric didn't move he just sat there, nails tapping against the wall "not until I get that letter." He growled. Mr. Diggory mumbled "Alohomora." Under his breath, once he opened the door he gasped at the state of Cedric and his room. He marched over to the window and yanked the curtains open, making Cedric hiss and scramble under the sheets. His dad pulled down the blankets, hauling Cedric up by the collar of his shirt.
He forced his son to look at the sun "Cedric, you've got to snap out of this depressed state. You're not a zombie for fucks sake." Cedric yawned and rubbed his eyes "sometimes I feel like one." Mr. Diggory wrapped his warm hands in his son's cold ones and smiled gently "I may not know what you're going through son. Love can be a bitch sometimes, but in the end, everything will be just fine."