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Secret Book Of Desire by Lady Hinata Uzumaki Chapter one

Naruto woke up at his Hokage desk, blinking as his eyes adjusted to the dim morning light. "Ugh," he muttered, staring at the mountain of paperwork piled high in front of him. He had once shouted his dream of becoming Hokage from the rooftops, but the reality was exhausting, an endless stream of responsibilities. Requests from the feudal lord poured in constantly, especially about matters like the Land of Fire's tax budget.

The Hidden Leaf Village wasn't so hidden anymore it had transformed into a thriving city. People from all over traveled to see the village and learn about its rich history. They wanted to know about its heroes Naruto, Sakura, Kiba, Sasuke, Shikamaru, Choji, Tenten and others who had shaped its legacy. Figures like Lee and Shino trained the next generation, keeping the spirit of the village alive. People flocked to learn about the legends who had played crucial roles in the last Great Ninja War, those who made the Leaf a name known far and wide.

Naruto sighed, his mind drifting back to the days when things were simpler, before the weight of the village rested on his shoulders.Naruto looked at the empty cups of ramen scattered around his desk and sighed. "Oh my goodness," he muttered to himself. "It feels endless. No matter how much I do, there's always more. I'm never going to get all this work done."

He rubbed his temples, thinking about everything he had just completed. "I just finished the budget for the Ninja Academy," he thought, "ordered kunai, shuriken, and uniforms. Balanced the paychecks for all the different ranks of shinobi... and I still had to go over pay raises with Shikamaru for the Jonin and Chunin ranks."

The weight of his responsibilities felt like a mountain pressing down on him. As Hokage he never imagined it would mean drowning in paperwork. With another sigh, he leaned back in his chair, wondering if he'd ever see the end of it all.

"I really fucked up," Naruto thought, guilt weighing heavily on him. He had missed his daughter's birthday. The look on Hinata's face said it all she was disappointed, despite her endless patience and understanding. She had always stood by him, forgiving every mistake and forgotten moment. But this time, he knew he'd hurt her deeply.

Boruto was furious. He had stormed into Naruto's office, scattering papers everywhere in his frustration, adding hours to Naruto's already endless work. The words Boruto threw at him stung accusations that Naruto didn't love him, didn't love his mom, didn't care about Himawari. Boruto called him the worst father in the world and said he hated having the Hokage for a dad, wishing he had anyone else in his place. He even said that Sasuke was a real hero, out there making a difference, while Naruto just sat behind a desk giving orders.

"I didn't want to lose her or grow more distant from my children. That was a month ago, and I've been trying to repair my relationship with Hinata. We haven't been intimate in such a long time over a year now. When we were younger, we couldn't keep our hands off each other, and sometimes I wonder if she still loves me the same.

Finally, with the help of my best friend, Shikamaru, who serves as my official advisor, and my beloved sensei Lord Sixth , I've managed to create a workable schedule. My sensei agreed to serve as the active Hokage on Fridays, while Shikamaru stepped up to cover Sundays. For the first time in four years since I became Hokage, I would actually have days off. I couldn't wait to tell Hinata. Today was Thursday, and I wanted to make things right with her. Just because she's understanding and patient doesn't mean I should take her for granted. I knew that if I didn't make this work, I risked losing her gentle heart."

I came home and called out, "Hello!" as I slipped off my shoes. It was quiet, unusually so. I glanced around the house, but no one was home, even though it was already 7 p.m. "Where could my family be?" I wondered, feeling a twinge of worry. Quickly, I activated Sage Mode to sense where they might be.I located Hinata and Himawari they were with Kiba and Shino, all of them at a restaurant. I took a second to remember what today was, then noticed the calendar. Right, it was Shino's birthday , I headed to the bathroom for a quick shower, the exhaustion from the day catching up with me. But tomorrow was my first official day off in years, and I could finally spend it with my family. Still, guilt gnawed at me. I hadn't really been home in months, practically living at the Hokage's office. I had a small back room there with a bed and bathroom, so I was always caught up in work, burning myself out without even noticing.

After my shower, I wrapped a towel around my waist and went to our walk-in closet to grab a shirt. As I rummaged through the shelves, a small brown shoebox fell from the top shelf, along with a small lavender-colored book. The familiar scent of lavender hit me, and I knew it belonged to Hinata. I picked it up, noticing the cover. My Secret Book. Opening the front page, I saw a line written in Hinata's careful handwriting:

This book belongs to Hinata Uzumaki.

I am writing this book to express my deepest desires so deep that I can't even share them with Naruto. I keep having these dreams and thoughts that I want to express but never will. How can I tell my husband? My husband is the Seventh Hokage, the most honorable and important position in the village. I miss him, and I know it's selfish, but because of Naruto, my entire perspective has changed.

It's because of Naruto that the Leaf Village orphanage is well-funded. It's because of him that our village has transformed into more of a small city. It's because of Naruto that we are able to live in this time of peace. As his wife, I'm supposed to do everything and be by his side as I always wanted and raise our kids together. But that's not enough. I want my husband not in the selfish way you might think I want him!

Naruto picked up the lavender book, his heart racing as he realized what it was. Should he be reading this? He couldn't help but wonder how he could understand Hinata's feelings otherwise. But now that he had started, he felt a mix of guilt and curiosity. Would it be wrong to delve into her desires? As he read on, he couldn't shake the feeling that he was crossing a boundary. Still, he felt compelled to keep reading, wanting to know everything Hinata had poured into those pages.Since I can't stop myself and I can't stop thinking about it, I'm going to write down all my desires for my husband in this book. Naruto turned the book over and realized it was full. His curiosity piqued as he opened to the first page.

Page One

Hinata's Hidden Desire #1

I want Naruto to be upset with me. I don't care about the reason. I want him to release everything he's been holding back. I know all about Jinchūriki the tail beasts inside them. Since Naruto has the Nine Tails, I know he has this aggressive side. Come on, my husband is Naruto. I want him to be powerful and commanding. I want the ground to shake beneath us.

I want him to grab me by the neck and tell me I've been a bad wife. I want him to express his disappointment and make it clear that I need to be punished. I want him to take me from behind, his claws extended, and spank me while telling me how bad I've been.

I want to be made so soaked with desire that he takes me right there in the woods, against the ground, without mercy. He's always so gentle, I want it rough reminding me of my faults, and I want him to make me beg to not disappoint him ever again.

"What the fuck?" Naruto growled as he slammed the book shut, his mind spinning. Did Hinata really want that? He felt himself harden at the thought, and he couldn't wrap his head it. Then he heard the door creak open downstairs. "Shit, they're home!" Panic set in as he quickly shoved the book back into the shoebox and tossed it to the back of the closet, desperate to hide it. His heart raced as he tried to gather himself, unsure how the hell he was going to face Hinata after what he had just read.

As he came down the stairs, Himawari ran up to him and hugged him tightly. "Hi, sweetie!" he said, rubbing her head as she looked up at him with bright eyes.

Hinata looked surprised. "Hi! I didn't know you'd be home. I could make you something if you want, or are you just stopping by to grab clean clothes?"Naruto felt a pang in his chest at the thought that Hinata believed that was the only reason he was home. Thinking quickly, he replied, "Actually, Hinata, I'm upset."Hinata looked shocked. "I'm truly sorry, Naruto. I would have made you something to eat. It's just that today was Shino's birthday, and I just didn't think…"

"Yeah, you didn't," he said, trying to keep his tone cold. It was hard ,Hinata was really close to perfection in his eyes.

Her face fell, sadness washing over her. She had never disappointed him before, and seeing that look on her face made his heart ache."Hinata, I'm taking the day off tomorrow. I want you to pack up Hima and take her to your father's. I need to speak to you," he said firmly. "I'm not happy that we didn't have dinner together."

"Yes," Hinata replied, stuttering slightly. Hima let go of her and bounced over to him. "Bye, Daddy! I'm going to see Grandpa and Auntie Hanabi!"

"Bye," he replied, watching as she dashed out. Hinata looked back at him as she closed the door, and he let out a heavy sigh. Since they'd been together, he had never talked to her like that before. Tonight, they were going to make this desire happen.

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