February 2007, Metro Court hostage crisis
" Something is wrong with the baby. I need to get out here." Elizabeth whispers but it is too late. She passes out and everything turns into chaos and the dust settles Alan Quartermaine and Elizabeth Webber and her baby are gone. "Jason open up and let me in I just want to help," Carly says. She is the fifth visitor of the day after Emily, Sonny, Monica, and hell even Edward tried. He even stopped responding to Sam and he tricked into running an errand and locked her out. They know he is in there and the guard tried to get in but he had his gun waiting and shot near their head. They know he does not miss and that is why he changed the locks. " This is not what Alan or even Elizabeth would want Jason," Carly said. " Do not speak her name you fucking hated her. You are probably glad she dead admit it, Carly. I know you were happy her baby was not mine. So fuck off. You hate my father and you hated Elizabeth." Jason says as he takes drinks from the bottle.
Their funerals are tomorrow becuas it took forever to find their bodies. He is going fucking kill Criag. He wanted to at least honor them one last time before he went out for vengeance. He made Spinellii follow up on any leads for the fucker. He took his Elizabeth away and her son is now an orphan. A letter was slid under his door with her handwriting two days ago and he has not dared to read it. Fuck it she deserved to be heard.
Dear Jason, I want you to know that I am only writing this because I am a coward and cannot tell you the truth in person. I have tried to tell you so many times but I was afraid and I don't want to ruin your happiness because your happiness is more important than my own. It is because I am in love with you and have been since I was the girl on the back of your motorcycle bike. I just never thought you could love me the way I loved you. It is why I walked out on you but I left my heart with you and I am sorry for all the ways I hurt after that. I have no excuse but I was angry and hurt and wanted you to feel how I felt. It was selfish and cruel. I do not want to be cruel now. I am not telling this to disrupt your life but you deserve the truth at least. That is right this baby is ours. I was going to tell you but Carly beat me to it and you said it was the best and I thought it was a sign that you do not want our baby. That they would be never more than an obligation but I cannot hold onto this anymore. I want us to still be friends and if you hate me I will understand but I am not asking for anything. I will take my children and I have decided to leave Port Charles while I figure out my life. If you decide you want to be a part of their life call me at this number and I will give you the address. See you later Jason, Elizabeth.'
No No NO the baby was theirs. A baby that was part Elizabeth and him and now it is gone. Another piece of Alan is gone. Another piece of him is gone. She was in love with him how could he not see it? He tears apart his penthouse and the guards break down his door and that is how Emily finds him. She came back because she was going to get a locksmith but now she does not need it. " Jason it's me Emily I am coming in okay," she says as he is rocking back and forth muttering. " I am right here," Emily says. " She wrote me a letter and she was in love with me and the baby was ours. How can someone so perfect love a monster like me? It is my fault it is my punishment for being a monster. My baby is gone. They are both gone. I want them back. I want them all back."
Jason cries and collapses and Emily holds him and cries for him, for Elizabeth and her unborn nephew. " I will never get to tell her how I felt and I will never know if it was a boy or girl. Can you imagine it Em? A little boy with her mischievous but beautiful spirit and maybe even her eyes or a little girl who would have been my princess and she would have had me wrapped around her finger because she would be just like her mother. I want them back. I just want them back." Jason said. " It was a boy and he would have been brilliant and beautiful with the bluest eyes and maybe he would have her laugh and be an artist but I am here and we are going to get through this. I know it hurts but I am not going anywhere."
Jason fell into a restless sleep because he was so agitated they had to sedate him. " My poor and beautiful Jason you are so broken and this world has been so cruel to you." She said. " Grandmother, have you come to take me them too I want to see them please. I know I am not a good person but I just want to see them." He whispers. He is pulled into a beautiful field near some woods and he sees them. She is giggling and wearing a white sundress with a flower crown and there are three beautiful little children. Two boys and a girl. The little boy runs to him and says " Daddy hi you should come to play with us." He looks just like him but he has her smile and his hair curly. " Jason oh my gosh is it not your time yet? You have to go back. " Elizabeth says. " No I do not want to go back I want to be here with you and our children. Don't make me go." Jason says. " My little angel Momma has to talk to Daddy so go and hide I will find you." They giggle and his son runs to the woods to hide.
" You know what I love most about you is that without hesitating you called them our children. You are going to make an excellent father one day but our son is beautiful, isn't he? He looks just like you. I want you to go back and take care of Cameron for me." Elizabeth said. " You do not play fair. I got your letter and I am in love with you too and I wish things could have been different." Jason says. " I know but you are not a monster. I do not fall in love with a monster and our son was created out of love," she said. " If I could do it all over again I would choose you like I should have I am so sorry I was too late." He said,
" We both made mistakes and I am sorry for everything. But I love you too much and I could never be selfish with you so you have to go back I want you to raise Cameron to be a good man and tell him stories about how his Mom fell in love with his dad and that I love him so much and that we love him here. We won't see him or you for a long time. I will always love Jason be happy for me." Elizabeth says and kisses him. Jakey, Emily, and J.J. come say see ya later to Daddy he has to go." They say goodbye and he studies their faces. " I will honor your request but I have and always will love you Elizabeth." He feels a whoosh and he is back with his grandmother. " I am going to give you a rare second chance. The love you two have is rare and pure. I am giving you a choice if you picked the moment in time to go back to then you won't remember but if you chose to remember I pick the moment. Chose wisely dear." Lila says. " I trust you grandmother so choose the moment. I love you, Grandmother." Jason says and so she does.