opening theme
To some people, this life ain't right: waking up every day knowing you might have to take someone else's life.
Out of their family's sight, when you live the life of an outlaw, you better be right to fight." In the heat of it, there's no thinking twice; if you ain't ruthless enough, you might go insane and lose your mind. If you're even thinking twice, don't take that cut and cross that line because, in the end, you've got to look this life in the eye.


On this sunny day I was with Jax and some of the others to inspect the crates.
being built at the warehouse to hide and disguise the AR-15s during transport
After everything looked to be on the up and up, I stepped out and called Emily.

Emily: Hello.
Me: Hey babe, just calling to ask
how it is going.
Emily: It's going good. Your mom is teaching me a family dish.
Charlotte is watching the little ones.

Me narrating: while I was on the phone
Jax steps out looking annoyed and mad.

Me: I'll talk to you later, babe.
Me narrating: I then hung up my phone and asked Jax
What is up?

Jax: Miles called and told me that shithead Kozik let the guns be taken.
So let's go.


Me narrating: Jax told Tig not to call Clay and that he and Bobby need to talk and for him
to get other prospects to help finish up, but Tig refused to be an ammo bitch for Clay.
Jax then said to him, Ok, Tiggy.
me Jax, Half-sack, Chase, Happy, Tig, and Opie
made our way to Kozik location.

at the location Kozik tells us it's just a hiccup.

Jax: Someone stealing our guns is a hiccup?
Me: Are you shitting me?
Kozik: They took the truck, thinking it was full of booze. It only had one case of AR-15s.
Jax: Those guns are already sold, asshole. The cartel is expecting all of them in two days.
Kozik: I get it!
Jax: No, what you get is jacked by a bunch of ghetto babies, asshоlе.

Me narrating: Jax was ready to kick Kozik's ass. But Opie steps in front of them.
stopping them

Me: Save it for church!
Tig: We got to find those guns.
Chase: No way they're going to be on the streets.
with that shit.

Kozik: They're probably going to try to sell them.
Jax: OK, now shut up.
Happy: in this hood? only one person to see
Vivica French fence


Me narrating: Jax looked at Kozik, saying they better be there.
So we made our way to see this Vivica.

Jax: Truck got jacked a couple of hours ago. We're thinking you may be their first stop.
Vivica: Do I look like I buy guns?
Kozik: Well, maybe you know the kids. Brewster
He called his buddy Frecks.

Vivica: I got enough kids. Don't need to know anyone else's. Look,
If you want iPads, microwaves, or organic vegetables, I'm your Nubian goddess.
But guns... that's dirty business. Not my flow. Everybody around here knows that.
Luther, Vandross. Show them out.
Jax: Well, if, for some reason, they do flow your way, we need to know.
Vivica: The only thing you need to know is that my soil is in desperate need of aeration.
Jax: Wouldn't want to get between you and your dirt.
Vivica: I appreciate that.

Tig: I don't believe her, man.
Happy: Got no choice. We rock that boat.
gonna blow back on the whole neighborhood.
My aunt and mom included.
Kozik: Shit, that's them!
Jax: You, Miles, and Chase stay here in case the truck shows up.


Me Tig Opie Half-sack and Jax got on our bikes.
and chased after the van, but overall these dumbasses got cops behind them.
Jax yelled if the cops find the guns, they will lead back to Happy's aunt's house.

Kozik then passed by us saying, I got this.
He rode up to the cop car, kicking it and pulling away, making the cop chase after him.

The two dumbasses in our van looked relieved, but then we all surrounded them.


some time later, in an alley, we were standing
around a car while the two thieves were crying, Let us out!

Guy 1: Man, you cracker-ass bitches trying to kill us?!
Me: That's the plan, unless you start talking.
Guy 1: I don't know what you're talking about, okay?! I don't! Oh, shit.
Guy 2: No! No!

Kozik: Lying bitch!
Guy 1: Hey, man, what's wrong with you?!
Guy 2: Listen, listen, listen! Yo, what are you doing?! Yo, man, what are you...? Let me go, man!
Me: Hey, hey, listen to me. Listen to me. Now this guy here,
He's cracked three of a friend's ribs by giving him a hug.
Now he is going to shatter your boy's face, and then I'm going to work on you.
Until you give it up, by then you will wish death had come for you.

Guy 1: All right, goddamn, just listen! We sold it to Vivica. Luther only gave us half the cash.
We were headed to get the rest when y'all spotted us. The money's in the glove box.
Happy: It's here.
Guy 1: We unloaded the truck on Langley.
Me: Okay.
Opie: I'm calling Miles.
Tig: I knew that bitch was lying, Jax.
Jax: Or these assholes are. Put him in the trunk.
H-Sack: Get up!
Guy 1: Man, come on! We told ya!
Jax: Go check on the truck.
Guy 1: We told ya everything we kn-


Me narrating: We put Dumb and Dumber back in the trunk and went back.
As we got close, one of her sons aimed a shotgun at us.


Me: Yo! We just want to talk to your mom.
Vivica: It's okay.
Jax: Thanks for looking after my people.
Vivica: They look thirsty.
and I don't like white boys spying on me.

Me: Well, we found the dumbasses that jacked our hardware.
They're saying they were sold to you.
Vivica: Listen here, white girl, I don't have your guns!

H-sack: Maybe your boys know something about it?
Jax: Yeah, how 'bout it, boys? You taking on a little side biz mama don't know about?

Me narrating: Vivica yelling, calling her sons idiots! Then a boy came out saying, Mama! and shot off a round.
Tig tackled Jax down for safety, and I pulled my 9mm, saying, Drop it! aiming at the boy's head
but Miles and Chase grabbed his gun.

Jax: shit!
Vivica: Knock it off!
Tig: Jesus Christ.

Vivica: What the hell were you two cat-brain morons thinking?
her son 1:Sorry, Ma. It was supposed to be a surprise.
We were going to get you that F-350 Super Duty.
her son 2: We know how much you love that truck.
Ma. Had even had a red one all picked out and shit.

Vivica: My apologies, white girl.
Boys, give them their guns! All of them!
Opie: Cops are gonna be here after that blast.
Vivica: No, they won't for your troubles. Tell Happy I'll send his mom some tomatoes.
Family meeting inside!
Luther, Vandross!

Me narrating
Chase says That one there, she makes Gemma look like Donna Reed.
Jax then laughs, saying, I'm suddenly feeling a little less dysfunctional.


She gave Jax the money he returned from our
van for the guns, then we headed back to TM. When we pulled up, Clay was talking.
My mom was walking inside, and she got in her truck.


Opie: You really think that we can handle the drug end of this?
Jax: I know we can.
Opie: Getting as cocky as Clay, too. That's not a bad thing, man.
You came out harder. Looking like a guy who can lead a club.
That bullshit today, you handled it, man.
Jax: Thanks.
Opie: You got my vote and Miles.
But when we're done with the cartel and Clay is gone,
It's you, me, and Eva.
sitting at the head of that table.
Get this back to the way it should be. You good with that?


Me: narrating later where
inside the chapel starting church.

Clay: You've all had time to think on this. Yea or nay? We get in business with the Galindo Cartel. Yea.
Tig: Yea.
Chibs: I don't trust 'em. No.
Opie: Yea.

Miles: I'm a yea.
Piney: Nay.
Juice: Nay.

Bobby: No.
Happy: I'm sorry. I'm a no.
Kozik: Backing my prez and VP. Yea.
Jax: Yea.

Me: I'm with you, Jax. Yea
Chase: Nay, there the cartel! guys
I don't trust them.
H-sack: I need this money, so I'm in.

Clay: 8 to 6. It passes.


Me narrating: Clay then bangs his gavel.
and everyone gets up as I leave. I overhear Clay telling Piney

You ever try to end-run me
through my old lady again,
I'll slit your throat.


Half-Sack looks at me and tells me to come shoot with him.
I agreed, and we left the Clubhouse together and went somewhere.
where we can shoot in peace


Me: Is this about the money you all of a sudden need?
H-sack: Yup.

Me narrating:
we were drinking beers and firing at targets
we put up earlier.

H-sack: sitting back and just shooting
kind of reminds me of my training back in boot camp
(laughs) Me: I bet losing a family jewel in Iraq was great.

H-sack: At least I know I can still have kids.
Me: Huh?
H-sack: Yeah, that is why I need the money.
Sienna is pregnant with twins.
Me: Really? Congrats!

Me narrating: For the rest of the night we just hung out.
Sack gave me a few names if they are boys.


end of chapter.