Hey guys, I am back with another story for ya'll. This is one I have written before, but thought I'd do a fanfiction version. So updates should be more frequent as I already have the chapters written, but have to edit them.

Anyway, hope ya'll will enjoy.

Brooke

"I'm sorry Mrs Davis, we did all we could" Dr Garret says as he walks through the double doors of the waiting room.

I heard Mum let out a loud heart-breaking sob as she crashed bodies with Taylor my older sister. I sat back down on the uncomfortable plastic chair and stared out the window.

My whole world had just turned upside down. I mean how can someone just drop down and die. Dr Garret had explained that Dad had a tumour on the brain which no one was aware off. How could this have happened? They were doctors for god sake shouldn't they be able to make him better.

How could he just die like that. He was gone... My hero... My everything was gone and I felt broken. I felt lost. I now felt empty and numb.

All the memories I had were playing like a movie in my head overwhelming me with all these emotions I wasn't sure I'd be able to get to the end of the thoughts. I looked around me seeing everything go in slow motion.

I then felt a hand on my shoulder and looked away from the window and up to see my mom standing beside me. Her eyes were blood shot from crying and her nose was red from all the wiping she had been doing. I look up into her eyes hoping I would wake up from this awful dream and walk into the next room to have my Dad hug me and tell me everything was okay, but I didn't.

This was real... This was reality and I didn't like it "Brooke... Sweetie it's time to say goodbye" My eyes widened and I looked pass mom at Grandpa and Grandma, they were hugging Taylor as she cried. I couldn't do it... I couldn't walk into that room and see him lying there on the bed not moving. I couldn't say goodbye to my Dad, this isn't how it's meant to go. I can't say goodbye to the man who made me laugh when I was sad or the man who threatened to hurt my first boyfriend if he hurt me. How is this happening to me? Why me?

I look back at Mom and shake my head "No!" I mutter looking back out the window. I can't do it and she wasn't going to make me.

"Brooke... We have to say good bye" Mom says again

I shot up from my seat and move away from her "I said no!" I bellowed making a fist trying to calm myself down "I'm not going to say goodbye Mother. I can't okay and I won't" I walk pass her to the double doors of the waiting room. My calming technique obviously failing.

"Brooke... darling maybe you should re think this" Mom forces through the sob I heard as she opened her mouth and I span around to look at the room again "Please Brooke"

"No!" I screech running out of the room and down the corridor. I could hear Mom calling after me, but I don't stop as I run down the stairs and out the hospital doors.

Great it was raining... Typical... Awful weather for an awful day. I take my phone from my jacket pocket and dial Peyton, my bestfriends number. She answered on the first ring "OMG B... You okay?"

"Can you come get me?" I ask taking a step into the rain. The rain came down fast and soaked through my clothes. I shivered in the cold and held the phone close to my ear.

"Yeah of course" I heard Peyton reply "Where are you?"

"I'm at the St Helier Hospital" I state looking back at the hospital

The line was silent for a moment and then I heard a sigh from Peyton and she knew straight away what had happened "B... What happened?" she asked worried

"He's gone Peyton, he's gone" I say into the phone as I feel the rain plummet down on me

"Oh Brooke I'm so sorry" She replies in a sad tone

"Rachel still having her party tonight?" I question ignoring the sadness in her voice.

"Yeah she is. I was thinking to go, but if you want me..."

"We're going Peyt. Now come get me. I need to change"

"Okay I'm on my way" She tells me and I hang up without saying anything else and wait for Peyton to arrive.

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I've been to high school parties before and I've been to one of Rachel's parties before, but this one was different. Peyton took me home so I could get washed and dressed. I changed into a purple long sleeve dress that came down to mid-thigh with a pair of silver strappy heels. About an hour later and Derrick Peyton's brother came and picked us up to take us to the party.

2 hours had passed and I was sitting in the garden with a bottle of vodka in my hand. Usually at parties like this I would be the sensible one looking after Peyton and making sure she got home okay, but this time things had changed. I was no longer the same person as I use to be. Who knew losing someone close to me could switch my humanity switch off. That's right, I don't feel anymore. I took a swig of the vodka and scrunched up my nose at the taste as it burned the back of my throat and slides down.

Peyton was at the swing talking to a Vegas from school, she looked to me and wiggled her eye brows making me laugh a little. I held up the bottle and tilted it to her, she smiled back and I took another big drink from it.

"Rough night?" I look up and see Chase, Rachel's twin brother standing in front of me. He takes the bottle from me and takes a couple big gulps before passing it back. He sits down beside me and lays back "So... Brooke you having a rough night?"

I nod taking a swig of the vodka "You could say that"

"Want to talk about it?"

I shake my head and sigh "Not really... I just want to forget" I run my free hand through my hair and over my face "Drinking makes me forget"

"Oh that bad aye?"

Chase and I were once good friends five what's ago, but then school happened and we drifted apart and would only connect again at parties.

"The worst" I take a gulp of the bottle again and then reach out and pass the bottle to him "drink?" he takes the bottle from me and drinks.

"You know Brooke I have another way to make you forget" He offers and I turn to look at him. He was smiling at me and wiggled his eye brows "it's helped me before" He stood up and held his hand out to me and I took it. He said he'll get me to forget and right now I want to forget.

And that night I lost the one thing that meant something to me. That night I lost my virginity along with my father.

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It was a month or so after that night that I started to truly not care about anything. My dad's funeral came and went and I hadn't shared a single tear. I'm not sure what is wrong with me, but my tear ducts seem dry. I turned off my humanity switch and now I'm here in the blue dragon night club with my bestfriend Peyton.

She was off dancing with one of the many guys that she hooks up with so I was in the middle of the dance floor moving my hips to the beat and getting lost in the song when I felt two hands snake around my waist and stopping on my stomach holding me in place as he danced behind me.

Not caring who it was I went with it. I then rolled my head back feeling a hot breath on the side of my neck grinding my body against him I could tell he was a good dancer. Once the song finished I stopped dancing and turned around slowly to come face to face with a tallish dirty blond haired guy with these amazing blue eyes.

"Thanks for the dance gorgeous" He whispered into my ear sending chills down my spine.

"Anytime handsome" I reply with a small smile. I then turn around and walk to the bar when I see Peyton wave me over "And there's me thinking the guy you was with sucked your face off"

"Ha ha funny B" Peyton poked me in the side as I stood at the bar with her "Who's the guy?" She asks nodding towards the blond haired blue eyed guy I danced with moments ago. He was still looking over at me so I gave him a cheeky grin before turning back to Peyton.

"Two Sambuca shots please James" I tell the barman when he stands in front of us. He nods giving me a smile "And the guy I have no idea, but he is hot" I turn around and lean against the bar looking into the crowd of people "So Peyt who's your next target?"

"The cute blond in the corner looks hot" I turn my gaze to where Peyton was referring too and see a blond guy sitting in the corner at a booth. He was watching his friends dancing with girls and he did look a little lonely let alone good looking "I think I'm going to go cheer him up a little" Peyton winked at me downing the shot James had put down for us and then waltzed back into the crowd making me let out a little chuckle downing my own shot.

"You look a little lonely after your friend walked off" I turn my head to see the blond hairedblue eyed guy I had danced with "Want to talk about it?"

"Two more James... Thanks" I tell James who nods again "Nah I rather drink myself to oblivion thanks..."

"Lucas Scott" He introduced himself filling in the blank. I smile at him just as James came back with my shots. I thank him and pay for the four I ordered.

"For you" I hand Lucas the glass which he takes "I'm Brooke by the way" He nods and we both down the shots and I laugh at the coughing he suddenly began doing. I guess he wasn't used to Sambuca. I looked at him and knew exactly what I wanted... I wanted him "You got a girlfriend?" He shakes his head so I take his hand in mine "Come with me"

"We really going to do this?" Lucas asks as we enter the disabled toilets and I shut and lock the door behind me "In here"

"Are you saying you don't want this?" I ask slowly unzipping the side of the top I was wearing.

"No... I'm game if you are"

"Good. Now drop the pants" I order throwing my top to the floor.

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"So what happens now?" Lucas asks as I pick up my skirt and step into it.

"Nothing happens now" I reply zipping up both sides of my skirt and picking up my top throwing it over my head and zipping up the side "I'll admit this was good, maybe even better than I've had before, but this is a onetime thing sorry if you thought different" I pick up his jeans I found beside my wedged heel "Here put these back on" He thanked me and began to get dressed.

"So I'm not going to see you again?" He questions and I turn to look at myself in the mirror.

"Probably not" I tell him honestly "I don't do relationships I'm sorry Lucas"

"It's okay Princess" He gives me his million dollar smile that made my legs go weak once again "But you were right about one thing"

"Yeah?" I raise my eye brow putting on my shoes

"Yeah" He nods walking towards me buttoning up his shirt once again. His blond hair a little ruffled from where I kept running my hands through it "This was probably the best I've had in a long time" I smiled back at him as he stopped in front of me. He leaned in to me and he was so close I could feel his hot breath on my cheek as he whispers "Until next time Princess" And with that he walk pass me and out of the bathroom. I turn around quickly to tell him there wasn't going to be a next time, but I was too late because he was already gone.

I could hear the music blast through the walls as I looked at the now open toilet door. I ran a shaky hand through my hair and let out a breath I didn't realise I was holding. Once I composed myself I pick up my bag from the side ledge and head back out to the bar where I see Lucas talking to some other girl. He catched my eye and gave me a cheeky wink before turning his full attention to the blond girl standing beside him.

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