"Father forgive me
And hallowed be Thy name
For I have sinned
Like a moth to the flame
I seek now repentance
Wish I could atone
But there is no payment
For the deeds I have shown."
I raise my fist in reverence
Bow down before your eminence
Give up the ghost of vile events
And purge my soul with diligence
I am here to confess my sins!
Mother Mary, I'm contrary
Feed my fears to make them scary
Made a stolen home my sanctuary
And built up shed blood in estuaries
Break the dam and flood the city
Boiling in rage and self-loathing pity
I made damn sure that no one was with me
Before I killed them all in calamity
I walk alone in darkened streets now
With a violent sense trying to break down
There's no one left that I can turn to
My heart hurts my chest, I feel it may burn through
Come save me, or is it too much
Am I too evil to feel your touch
The podium stands on broken steps
Above the wasteland where love was kept
The congregation now left to burn
Intoxicated masses never learn
The shattered stained glass tells the tale
Of a hungry family and proof that I failed
This burden kills me, it was all my fault
Lock away those memories in my heart-like vault
I can see the fire that will lick my skin
I can feel it burning out and from within
It was in this carnage that I called my home
That I made the choice and turned my soul to stone
Will I sink from heaven or are you a lie
Did you ever hear the prayers I sent by
Did my mother, father, die for nothing
Please hear me Lord, and show me something
Am I lost in your eyes, static to your ears
Will you ever hear my cries or see my tears
I know I caused all of this anguish myself
But surely this does not deserve this hell
Come save me, or is it too much
Am I too evil for you to touch