Bad Dream Bad Memory Chapter 3
Lily awoke and found herself not in her room but in an empty space. She looked around and saw no signs of life. "Hello, is anyone here?" Lily called out, but there was no reply. She called out again, but there was still no response. Just as she was about to call out once more, she heard a voice.
"We hear you," a voice called out. Lily turned around and her sisters. Lily ran to them, glad to see them. "Guys, what happened? Where have you been and how did we go..." Before Lincoln could finish, she was slapped in the face by Lynn. She lay on the ground, feeling pain on her left cheek, and looked back up at her sisters.
"Why did you do that? Aren't we family?" Lily said in a sad tone, tears streaming down her face. "Family? Ha don't make us laugh. We are not your family, you are a mistake," Lori replied. "Do you think we love you? We have hated you since you were born," Lynn Jr. added "Our lives were better until you came along. Our lives were better when mom was pregnant with you," Leni said. "Yeah, dude, you're not around, everything is better. But every time you are around us, you always get us in trouble with your stupid plans that always ruin our lives," Luna said.
"I didn't mean to hurt you; I was just trying to help," Lily said, causing her sisters to look angry and disgusted. "Helping with your foolish plans always ruins our lives. For instance, your plan to watch your favorite show caused us to miss ours to an outage," Lori said. "You get in the way when Lori and I are fighting, and you just stay out of it, letting us fight each other," Leni added.
Making us agree that you should have the sweet spot not just van to break but also us to miss our vaccine. Ever acting like an adult at an adult table, still behaving like a child and hurting my feelings while listening to music and trying to help you. Making that embarrassing video of us caused everyone to mock us for a week.
"I got hurt taking your place in football, you made us lose the game. You are weak and a bad luck charm for the team; you should go back outside," Lynn Jr. said. "You blame us for clogging the toilet looking stupid wearing the Ace Savvy suit," Lucy. "You made me dress like Lola to win that stupid contest and almost ruined my twin career," Lana said. "You almost ruined my pageant career with that stupid plan that you thought would help us but just made things worse," Lola said. "You ruined my experiment, caused chaos" Lisa said.
"Look everyone! The crybaby is crying," Lola announced. "Nobody likes you, Lily. Even your friends despise you," Lori added. "That's not true! My friends care about me," Lily protested. "That is true," a voice called out. Lily looked around saw her two best friends, Clyde Ronnie Anne. "Clyde, Anne," Lily said in a worried tone. "You been good friend. You are toxic, and you got angry when I wanted to spend time with your sisters at a sleepover," Clyde said You made me cry twice so everyone could laugh," Anne added.
Before Lily could say anything, two hands appeared out of nowhere grabbed her arm, causing her to scream loudly. "Oh, shut up! You are so annoying, Lynn Jr.!" "Why do you guys hate me so much?" Lily said, trying to free herself from the. "You want to know why we hate you? Okay then."
You always cause trouble, literally. Lori says, "Punch her in the left arm." is Lily We don't have sisters with names foolish as Lily. L says, "Punch her in right arm." Dude, no one is ever going to love you. Luna says, "Punch her in the where her heart is You know the difference between you and us You are the root of trouble. Luan says, "Punch her in the throat." You are the right person to get hit by my bat. Lynn Jr says,Swing a bat at her stomach." You don't deserve to live, worthless. Lucy says, "Punch her in the face." You are too fat. Lana says, "Step on her left foot." You are ugly. Lola says, "Step on her right foot." Do you know how stupid you actually are? Lisa says, " her in the face."
With that, the shadow head let go of her causing her fall to the ground in pain. Not only had she been punched by her sisters, but she all the mean things they said her family, and the worst part was that it was true. While tearing up, Lily looked back at her sisters and her best friend; what they did scarred her for life. They started to rip into pieces, and each piece formed into two people: her parents, Rita Lynn Loud Sr.
"Mom Dad," Lily said, tearing up. you even think we want you? You know you are just a mistake that shouldn't have been born. We don't love you," Lynn Sr. and Rita said. Lily tearing up upon hearing that, but Rita started speaking up. "Don't worry, I will make you don't feel anything." Lily looked up, and what she terrified her.
Rita Loud was holding a sword at her "Mom, please don't," Lily said, scared in her mind. "Goodbye, my mistake," Rita said, stabbing Lily in her chest, causing Lily to wake up from the nightmare. Lily looked around and saw she was back in her room. "It was just a nightmare," Lily, but she couldn't shake the thought of what everyone said. "Am I a mistake?" Lily asked.
3-hour pass
Lily, awake in the middle of the night can't shake out the feeling of devastation and heartbreak after what happened. It has been 4 hours since the arguing with her sisters and Lily that her sisters don't even care about her even though she may be the main reason why they always fight a lot and never get along. For the last hour, Lily had reflected on all the previous times she had caused trouble for her family and realized how shellfish she was. The first time she wants to watch her favorite show is by tracking her family. With that she made her other sisters miss their show.
But sending a mean voicemail to Lori was the worst thing she had ever done. But 2-month age of making that embarrassing video of her sisters was the worst thing she have ever done. With that she remembers she does not cause trouble and harm to her family but even her friend as well. Remember that makes her feel even worse than before. Lily doesn't know why she does that in the first place. But when her sisters Lynn Jr mock her that no one will eat weird food, play video games and read comics makes her feel she all long and Luan makes that joke was top on an iceberg.
But when Lori says she was I am very disappointed in her that she couldn't take it anymore. Lily doesn't know what to feel now after this. She remembered how close they were when she was little but now everything she did or does just makes it worse not just for her family but even her friends too. Lily signs and turns to the window. Wondering why she caused problems and trouble to her family. Lily remembers the first she caused trouble back when she was 5-year-old. When Prank calls the police with her best friend Clyde they laugh.
Of course, they both got in trouble for prank-calling the police and wasting their time, but they were only grounded for week. However, as the year progressed her act started getting worse. When she turned 8, she was supposed to watch her sister Lucy but decided to watch her TV. When her parent asks her where Lucy at. They were looking for her everywhere but found her outside next to the tree she was grounded for a month for that. At age 10 her shellfish started getting very worse and remembering the things she had done started getting worse than ever. When she tried to get her sisters to miss their show to watch her and even sent Lori that mean voicemail for breaking her VR game. Deep down she knew it was wrong, but her shellfish desire got the better of her. I should have let them watch their show. I could have remembered it and watched it later.
I know Lori didn't mean to break it but why did I say that to her? Lily says with a sad tone. Lily feels the guilt within grown even worst remembering everything she have even did. Tricking her sisters to get the sweat spot. That end up causing the van to break and cancel the vacation and worst thing her sisters ignore her for a few weeks. Not too long she even remembers making her best friend Clyde and Ronnie Anne mad or upset with her. Thinking back on all of it now Lily realized how foolish she had been all this year to understand how shellfish she is. Tricking her sisters to get what she wanted was bad, making her best friend mad and upset with her was even worse, and when Lori said she was disappointed in her was the breaking point of everything she couldn't handle anymore. Lily was the mean problem why her family kept fighting and causing trouble around everyone.
Lily thinks about this a lot and keeps on upsetting her a lot. She can't shake the feeling that if she wasn't in trouble, nothing like this would happen. It keeps replaying in her mind that she was a mistake of the family. Lily: What have I done? Lily lamented softly feeling the urge to cry once more she held out of her room and tried not to make any noise to wake up Lucy and Lynn Jr. After walking out the door she looks around at the good thing her sisters are sleeping. So, she closed her eyes thinking the same thing happened. Seeing her family, friends, even her parents not saying anything, just look at her with a mixture of disappointment, anger, and slight disgust while they glare at Lily. It only lasts short while all her sisters say to her.
Lori: You always cause trouble like literally. Leni: Who is Lily, we don't have sisters' names that stupid like Lily. Luna: Dude no one is ever going to love you. Luan: You know the difference between you and us, you are the root of trouble. Lynn Jr: You are the right person to get swinging by my bat. Lucy: You don't deserve to live, you are workless. Lana: You are too fat. Lola: You are ugly. Lisa: Do you know how stupid you actually are. After that her two best friends walk next to her. Clyde: Why are we still friends with you are just toxic. Ronnia: You make me cry by saying mean stuff about me at lunch. Before that her parent walk to her say something that Lily don't want to her. Rita and Lynn Sr: We shouldn't had had you.
After that Lily open her eye and started tearing up having bad thoughts in her head. Lily wants to ignore that though but she was too depressed to forget about it. She held downstair to go into the kitchen to get glass water but stopped short when saw the door to her parent's room wide open. She felt the urge to cry again as she stood in the center of the living room. Staring into the empty room at ever ahead of her. Apart of Lily mind that her parent in their room want to help what trouble her but she knew she only fooling herself.
Lily knew that her parent far away in hospital that she alone and Lily couldn't challenge in any way. She walked up to the doorway leaning to link and leading into her parent's room and felt the tears coming on as the enter it. As Lily stared to Rita and Lynn Sr emote bed she whispered. Mom and Dad, I don't know what to do now. I keep making mistake and ruin everything and everyone's life I shouldn't have existed in the first place. I wish you were to help me. Lily says she finally broke down crying as she fell her knees in front of her parent empty bed filled with helplessness and depression everything that going on to then and now.
Lily didn't know what to do know or don't what to do now. She feels like she case trouble and problems to her family and her friends as well. She even thing if she wasn't born in the family maybe nothing bad could happen and everything would have been found without her. Lily no just feeling upset or sad she felt more depressed than ever before. 10 minutes later Lily crying her parent's room. Lori wakes up and her some noise downstairs. What that noise down there. Lori says getting out the bed ahead out the room making sure not make any sound to wake her sisters up. After Lori held it downstairs and into the living room. She saw her parent door open.
Lori: Maybe the noise is coming to the room. Lori thinks while she walks slowly. After she enters the door, she looks down and saw her little sister Lily on the floor. Lori was in shock and worry see Lily on the floor. She walks to her and knows that Lily was sleeping but looking close Lori knew that she has tear on her face and has sad expression that broke Lori heart after see Lily like this. Lori: I was to hash on her. Lori thought about this. Lori, know she need to have a heart-to-heart with Lily to understand what happened so they can fix it.
Before that Lori got up and gently lifted Lily out of the floor and carried her out of their parent's room and held her back upstairs back to Lily, Lynn Jr, and Lucy room. After open the door slowly and walking in Lori had carefully settled her back on her bed. After seeing did Lori can't help but remember when Lily was a baby, she carried her back to her baby bed. After that, Lori saw her little sister beloved stuff animal Bun Bun she picked it up and place it to her arm. That caused Lily hug it tight. Before Lori left the room, she leaned over to give her a soft kiss on the forehead. Goodnight Lily, Lori says whimper after doing that Lily smiled while still hugging Bun Bun. While Lily is wrapped in a cocoon of warmth and security. Taking a deep breath, Lori walked back to her own room, her mind easing into the tranquil arms of the night.