"Cut the crap," Jan Di said. "You're in love with Ji hoo, aren't you?"
"What?" Gu Jun pyo said.
He stumbled back. "Ji Hoo? In Love with Ji Hoo? Where the Hell did you get that idea from, Geum Jan Di?! He's my love rival!"
Geum Jan Di said. "Maybe last time." She said. She pointed accusingly at him. "But Now, you're in love with Ji hoo! Were you even in Love with me at all?! Were you Faking it so Ji Hoo sunbae would pay attention to you?"
"Wha –" Gu Jun pyo Stumbled back and forth. "Why – Ji Hoo –" He seemed Angry.
"Me, in Love with Ji Hoo? Are you Crazy, Geum Jan Di?! Ji Hoo's a Man!" Jun pyo Stuttered in Anger.
"You're the one Crazy in Love!" Geum Jan Di said back. "How many times did Ji hoo's phone vibrate and he said it's a message from you?!"
"It's because he's a Man, isn't it!" Geum Jan Di felt like she had finally figured Gu Jun pyo out. "So you don't Dare show your feelings for him! Even if you're Gu Jun pyo!"
"You -!" Gu Jun pyo looked angrier but worried at the same time. He pointed aggressively. "Hey, you think if this Gu Jun pyo fell in love with another Man, Yoon Ji Hoo, he wouldn't Dare show his feelings just because He's another Man?! Hey! I'm Gu Jun Pyo!"
"Yes, Gu Jun Pyo!" Jan Di Hit his shoulder hard. "Don't pretend anymore, it Only Makes it Hard for us! You're Gu Jun pyo! Who Cares if it's another Man? The Heir of Korea is going to lose to Korea?! Don't bullshit! Hurry up and go to Ji hoo and tell him you Love him! Aren't you Gu Jun Pyo?!"
"Stop dragging this on! I Can't Take this Anymore!" Geum Jan Di shouted. She blinked back a tear. "Go, Gu Jun Pyo! Hurry up! Go tell Ji Hoo Sunbae you Love him!"
"Ji Hoo…" Gu Jun pyo didn't Know what to say. He felt like he was seeing this surprisingly selfless side of Geum Jan Di for the first time. He turned away slightly. "…Ji Hoo loves you."
"You really should have just told me you Loved Ji Hoo in Macau! At that bridge!" Geum Jan Di said, tears trailing down. "I would have Accepted it! I Care for you More than you Think, Gu Jun Pyo! And for Ji Hoo Sunbae too!"
"Oi, I said Ji Hoo Loves YOU!" Gu Jun pyo shouted, then realized his mistake as Geum Jan Di seemed like she was still crying. He looked slightly away. "…When?"
Geum Jan Di threw the words at him.
"You refused to meet me at Macau but you were willing to meet Ji Hoo."
"I got no contact from you but Ji hoo's phone was always vibrating with your messages while you were in Macau."
"You just keep on looking at Ji hoo with that Special eye gaze."
"Ji Hoo is always the first to Know everything about you. Not even Woo bin or Yi Jung get that privilege."
"Did you think…I wouldn't know?" Geum Jan Di said with tears trailing.
Ji Hoo was playing at the piano with Geum Jan Di nearby when his phone vibrated.
Geum Jan Di who looked lonely looked as Ji Hoo took up his phone and read the message.
Seeing her look Curious, Ji Hoo smiled and replied to her. "It's from Jun pyo."
"…How is he?" Geum Jan Di asked.
Ji Hoo laughed lightly and put the phone down. "I Guess he's doing well."
"…I Haven't got a message from Him yet." Geum Jan Di said softly.
Ji Hoo was immediately attentive. "Don't Worry," He reassured in his usual way. "Just Give him Time. He's Busy."
But Geum Jan Di never received a Message from Gu Jun Pyo as Months passed.
They Spent Good and Quality time together, but Ji Hoo's phone would always vibrate when he was with her.
One Day, Ji Hoo Received a call. "Hello? Gu Jun Pyo?"
Geum Jan Di tensed. "What?" Ji Hoo said. "I'm Fine."
"Oh Yeah," Ji Hoo Looked over to Geum Jan Di. "Jan Di's Here. Do You Want to Talk To Her?"
He blinked later, pulling his phone away from his ear. "…He Hung up on me."
"…That," Geum Jan Di Started. "Is that frequent?"
"What?" Ji Hoo looked at her.
"Gu Jun pyo…Calling you."
"…I don't know." Yoon Ji Hoo turned to the Side. He looked Uncaring. "He calls, sometimes."
"So he's staying in contact with you…" Geum Jan Di said.
"…Well, we're best friends," Ji Hoo said, looking at her. "Even if…" he trailed off, turning away.
Geum Jan Di realized it then.
"…I still haven't received a Message from him."
One Day, Ji Hoo brought Jan Di to their piano place.
He Made her Sit down.
Then he went to the Camera in front.
"What is this?" Geum Jan Di asked.
JI Hoo pressed a button and said. "Okay, say it now."
"What?" Jan Di was confused.
JI Hoo smiled Wryly. "What you want to say to Jun pyo."
Jan Di's stare moved, her eyes growing in belief. And shock
"There's a way to get this to him." JI Hoo was Already speaking.
He looked to the side casually. "It was hard to get in touch with him after the funeral…"
Ji Hoo smiled slightly.
"But this time it will definitely get there."
Jan Di was in surprised shock and had to cough breathe.
"This is so sudden."
"I don't really have anything to say to him."
That meant…Ji Hoo had a way to Jun pyo which She didn't.
And Gu Jun pyo had Given him that way.
Geum Jan Di thinks she Realized it then.
With her months of no missed calls and messages and obsessing over her phone, she realized it.
She looked at the Oblivious man before her.
Gu Jun pyo was no longer hers, he had fallen in Love with Yoon Ji Hoo.
Geum Jan Di looked at Gu Jun pyo, with tears trailing behind her eyes.
"Gu Jun pyo, you've Given me a lot…"
She Reached forward and pushed the surprised Gu Jun Pyo, then Turned him around and Pushed him forward.
"Go! I give Ji Hoo sunbae to you!"
This was the right Choice.
Jun pyo looked like he had finally given in to Jan Di unexpectedly Figuring out his feelings. "In Macau…" he trailed off. "I couldn't even say it."
"All he wanted to talk about was you."
"JI Hoo…" the proud Gu Jun pyo couldn't say it.
That he was scared that Ji Hoo didn't return his feelings.
Geum Jan Di looked on with a smile and tears in her eyes.
"…Tell him Geum Jan Di sent you there."
He Stared at her. "We're Over, Gu Jun Pyo." Jan Di said. "We're Over. You're Free to Pursue your Love now."
He was still Shocked, Stunned. She Pushed him Again. "Tell him Geum Jan Di sent you there! Afterwards, the Rest is up to you!"
She remembered all of Ji Hoo's smiles when he was with her, but she didn't return his feelings…his precious laughter, the laughter of an angel, the smiles from an angel…
Such a precious person shouldn't be with her. Maybe…
"Ji Hoo needs you!"
'I've grown to Know him, and he needs you!' Jan Di spoke dramatically and touchingly. 'He needs you to take care of him, I've witnessed his moments…'
'He shouldn't be with a Stupid girl like me!'
But Jan Di couldn't say that, she wasn't that eloquent, she could only shout her feelings out.
"…Thanks."
Jun pyo finally replied, turning away, looking like he was about to run.
"…And I'm sorry."
He looked at her for the first time.
Then he turned away and ran after Ji Hoo.
Jan Di waited to make sure Jun Pyo was out of sight.
Then she collapsed to her knees.
Geum Jan Di cried. She had to Let go of Jun pyo, her First love.
"I'm sorry." She clutched the necklace of the star and moon to her chest. She looked at it. "I know this doesn't belong to me…"
He was the one who stood behind Jun pyo in F4.
The moon.
"But please let me keep this for a while longer…" She clutched it tighter.
Gu Jun Pyo Walked to meet Yoon Ji Hoo.
Ji Hoo was there, and he lifted his beautiful face up.
"Gu Jun pyo. You wanted to Meet me?"
Jun pyo hesitated. Then he remembered Jan di's words.
'"Ji Hoo needs you!'"
Gu Jun Pyo just Stared at Yoon Ji Hoo. His Secret love
"Jun pyo?" JI Hoo looked Concerned.
'I Give Ji Hoo Sunbae to you' Geum Jan Di Had said. So now, he had the Right…
He Finally, Had the Right…
Ji Hoo looked at him.
Gu Jun Pyo closed his eyes.
Gu Jun Pyo rushed and embraced Yoon Ji Hoo emotionally, to his chest.
"I love you." He said with serious eyes.
Yoon Ji Hoo looked at him in surprise and shock, but also appealing embarrassment.
"Jun pyo…" He whispered.
Gu Jun pyo Shook himself out of it, shaking his head. No, the real Yoon Ji Hoo was in front of him now. He didn't have to close his eyes like when he was with Geum Jan Di. Not that Geum Jan Di had been an easy girl to deal with…he didn't have to close his eyes.
He could look at Yoon Ji Hoo.
So Gu Jun Pyo looked. Gave himself permission to look at Yoon Ji Hoo.
Who Definitely wasn't looking at him the same way.
"Jun pyo? Is there something Wrong?" Ji Hoo asked.
"…Jan Di sent me here." Gu Jun Pyo finally got out.
"…Geum Jan Di?" Ji Hoo looked immediately concerned.
"…Geum Jan Di Sent me here." Gu Jun Pyo said more confidently.
"…Why?" Yoon Ji Hoo Asked him.
This was impossible. There was no way Ji Hoo returned his feelings.
This was a terrible idea.
This was a horrible idea by Geum Jan Di and him.
It was way more easier to keep on with the relationship with Geum Jan Di, while secretly looking on Yoon Ji Hoo from afar…
Then when they fought over Jan Di, all of Yoon Ji Hoo's attention was on him, he finally got to see Ji Hoo's emotions…
"…I love you." Gu Jun Pyo said.
Ji Hoos stare widened. "…What?"
Shit. Gu Jun pyo stumbled over his Words. "Do you need me?"
"What…?" Yoon Ji Hoo said again. He was still shocked from the words.
Gu Jun Pyo looked to the side with his own scoff. He turned back. "I said, do you Need Me, Yoon Ji Hoo!"
Not good. He was getting aggressive again. Protecting his own feelings.
Ji Hoo looked behind him to check if Jan Di was there. She was not.
"N-Need…? You're my best friend, so…but that…what…" Ji Hoo stuttered out.
"I broke up with Geum Jan Di," Gu Jun Pyo said quickly. "I love you, Yoon Ji Hoo."
"I want you."
He couldn't let too much of his desire show through, he would scare JI Hoo away. So Jun pyo Made sure to keep his eyes placid. Let no one know he had to practice in front of a mirror for Yoon Ji Hoo. Gu Jun pyo didn't need Practice.
So it was with his not practice that Ji Hoo looked up at him cautiously. "…You love me?" He said skeptically. "I'm a man…wait, Jan di sent you here and you broke up with Jan Di? So does Jan Di…" he looked pained.
For the first time, Gu Jun pyo wished Geum Jan Di was there so they could both shout at Yoon Ji Hoo. She was good for that. Shouting. Shouting out feelings
Gu Jun pyo gave up and grabbed Yoon Ji hoo by the shoulder, Kissing him.
If only he could just let his body do the talking. But this was Good enough. Yoon Ji Hoo's eyes were widened as he was forced into a kiss with Gu Jun pyo.
Yi Jung's Five-Second-Kill…with the position he had Ji Hoo in, Jun pyo was really Tempted to do that. Maybe Ji Hoo would finally See.
But Ji Hoo wasn't a girl, and he would Scare Ji Hoo away. Ji Hoo would after his surprise, Punch him in the face and run away and only Geum Jan Di would bring him reluctantly bring him back.
"Do you understand now?" Jun pyo said when he finally let go of the kiss with Yoon Ji Hoo.
Ji Hoo just stared at him in surprise and shock. Gu Jun pyo held him to himself.
"I'm not letting you go."
"I…I love Jan di…" Ji Hoo said, still shocked.
"Really?" Gu Jun Pyo looked to the side. He gave his regular scoff. "But she sent me to you, so she doesn't return your feelings. Too bad."
He felt a vindictive surprise as Ji hoo's eyes looked saddened. Then realized he wasn't supposed to be like that.
Gu Jun pyo had his pride, Ji Hoo wasn't a girl, this was his Best friend, and it irked Jun pyo slightly to know Yoon Ji Hoo was that shocked.
"I know I'm a man." Gu Jun pyo Spoke out of nowhere. He held Yoon Ji Hoo close to him and captured him in his arms so he wouldn't go anywhere. "But I love you, Ji Hoo."
"I…" Yoon Ji Hoo stuttered out said.
He wouldn't admit it, but sometimes when he was with Jan di, he couldn't help wishing she would Take care of him too.
"I can't be best friends anymore." Gu Jun pyo said.
"Shinwa…" Yoon Ji Hoo said out.
"We'll Deal with it later," Gu Jun pyo said confidently. Then he dragged himself back, still holding Ji Hoo with one arm.
"Hey, Geum Jan Di sent me here to confess to you! Why do you still look like that, Ji Hoo!"
"…Why can't I look like this?" Ji Hoo said, offended.
"Hey, Geum Jan Di sent me!" Gu Jun Pyo said again.
"So? She doesn't return my feelings, but that doesn't Mean I'll give up on her." Ji Hoo got his manly composure back.
Gu Jun Pyo felt his heart Break a little. "Do you really hate me that much?"
Ji Hoo stared. Gu Jun Pyo made it Easier for him. "At least look angry that Geum Jan Di sent me here!"
Ji Hoo did indeed look a little angry. Gu Jun pyo thought it was just charming. "Why must I look like you Want me to look, Gu Jun Pyo?"
He looked to the side disbelievingly. "…Maybe you need another Kiss." Gu Jun pyo decided, and He quickly moved to Kiss Yoon Ji Hoo again.
He was stopped as Ji Hoo quickly held out a Hand, "Wait!"
Ji Hoo looked away…"I don't want to kiss another man."
"You didn't Struggle earlier." Gu Jun Pyo said.
Ji Hoo looked like his manly pride was being challenged. He got his ardour back. "I'll Accept it since it's a confession of love." Ji Hoo said. "But I don't want another kiss from another man. I'm not interested in a man."
Gu Jun Pyo closed his eyes. Ji Hoo was straight then. He thought he was straight too…or did he?
Gu Jun Pyo opened his eyes. "Really?" He said. He smirked. "That just makes me want to Make you my girl then, Yoon Ji Hoo."
"…Girl?" Ji Hoo said in disbelief.
Gu Jun Pyo Smirked. He wanted to get One up over Yoon Ji Hoo. It was like when they were love rivals, but different. He Loved Yoon Ji Hoo.
"Yeah," Gu Jun Pyo smirked and Lifted a part of Ji Hoo's hair. "Look at this hair, so long. Isn't it longer than a girl's?"
Ji Hoo looked immediately offended. "…Girl?"
"Ey, isn't it longer than Geum Jan Di's?" Gu Jun pyo felt Ji Hoo's hair. He was happy, being able to Tease Ji Hoo like how he had imagined while teasing Geum Jan Di. He loved Ji Hoo's expressions, Ji Hoo Trusting him to reveal his feelings. "Are you not sure that you're the girl in the relationship?"
Ji Hoo Punched him in the face, Gu Jun Pyo fell back Laughing. With a slight huff, Ji Hoo quickly strode away wordlessly.
Gu Jun Pyo Gained back his Composure and quickly Ran to catch up with Yoon Ji Hoo. He Threw his Arms around Ji Hoo from Behind and Hugged him tightly. "I love you, Yoon Ji Hoo."
"…I'm not interested in men." Ji Hoo said with a tight smile.
"What, you want me to crossdress?" Gu Jun Pyo said carelessly.
Ji Hoo whirled and looked at him. "Since you said my hair is long like a girl's, shouldn't I be the one to –" he cut himself off in surprise, eyes slightly widened.
A teasing grin he had never before seen on Gu Jun pyo greeted him. "Ji Hoo?"
"I Said Nothing." Yoon Ji Hoo forcefully tore away from Gu Jun Pyo and Stalked quickly away.
Gu Jun Pyo didn't let him go, Caught him again from Behind. "Don't you want to know how I treated Geum Jan Di?" He asked by Ji hoo's ear.
Ji Hoo said, "Are you that Desperate?"
Gu Jun Pyo let him go, then wrapped his arms around him from behind again, tone speaking seriously this time. "I love you, Ji hoo."
Ji Hoo paused, hair swaying to the side as he thought about something.
"…I need to talk to Geum Jan Di."
He left those words with Gu Jun pyo, tearing away from Jun pyo's grasp away and walking ceaselessly without a Word.
"Ji Hoo!" Gu Jun Pyo called out.
"Aren't you just Lonely?"
Ji Hoo stopped, then ignored Gu Jun Pyo. Continuing on his way
Gu Jun pyo stopped and Scoffed to himself. A smile on his lips.
That smile that was always for Yoon Ji Hoo.
"He Didn't say he didn't love me back."
