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Entry Ten
January 10, 2001
How many days has it been? I feel like I'm single. I'm kidding, today was good, I guess. I got ready for the day, ate in the dinning room with Blaise and Pansy. Which they were delighted to have me. Blaise had suggested to go take a go to his office. Blaise heads a law firm, it isn't surprising with how good at bullshitting he is. I wore an emerald green silk blouse, with black trousers and black mary janes. Pansy threw a fit about what I was wearing, she wanted to dress me up, but I had no interest in getting so dressed up when I was just going to follow Blaise around like a puppy. Blaise showed me around his office, where I just nodded and smile. I could hear people asking each others who I was, until Blaise finally introduced me as Mrs. Nott. Then everyone settled down and went back to their work. It was boring actually, I could of sat with Pansy and had her talk my ear off, but she was wanting to do some girl time with her friends, and I did not want to be apart of that. Pansy was trying to get me to stay with her, but I took the chance to go with Blaise instead. I didn't want to sit around with her, Astoria, Daphnie and some of the other Slytherin girls.
The thing I hate is when they start asking questions, asking when I am going to have children and how my marriage is going with Theo. I know some of them were in love with him when we were back in school. Theo and I have talked about children, but we decided to wait. In my condition and with what is going on, we decided it was best to wait. Something I don't want to elaborate on with strangers or barely there acquaintances. We are rather private with our relationship/marriage.
When we got back, Pansy was already done with her soiree, majority of everyone had left, except Astoria and Daphnie. They were dressed in their finest, covered in jewelry sipping on a cup a tea. I tried to make a bee line back to my room, but I was stopped before I could get to the stairs. I said my pleasantries and ended up sitting with them unwillingly. I never really got along with the girls at school, since I was always with Theo, Draco and Blaise, so there were always gossip about me dating one of them or all of them, so because of those unnecessary gossip, the girls did not like me. Plus I was already a weirdo introvert, so sitting here with this ladies who like to yap, I get bored and tend to mentally drift off. Until Daphanie asked about my husband. Back in school, I knew she wanted to be next to Theo, but he was always with me. I just told her he was working and wasn't available. Which was true, and I didn't want to talk about him with her because she does have a loose mouth. But she was persistent with her questions. Then she asked me why I was staying with Blaise and Pansy, and I just looked at her and asked her if we were close friends. She just looked at me, and said I hope we are. I told her we weren't, we never were. So why should I tell her my business. It was then I got up and left. I went back to my room and changed and sat on the sofa looking out at the beautiful view. The sun was setting, so the sky was painted with pretty oranges and pinks, and thought about my silly husband. I am trying not to dwell on the time and days I've spent at Blaise's home. It was a good day up to that point. I remember why I don't enjoy spending time with other ladies, because all they ever do is ask about my husband and where he is at. But when he is there with me, and I'm next to him, they don't talk to him but just glance in his direction. I spent my evening and night here on this sofa. I need to find a hobby to occupy my time. I really miss my husband. I hope he is safe and he comes back to me soon. It's been to many days without him.
XO
Mrs. Nott
Author's Note:
I am tired. She is tired of waiting. How many more days is it going to be?