Diary of a Death Eater's Wife

by AsdzaaMalfoy

After several nervous breakdowns, her own magic bind, the love of her life risking his life on every mission as she sits back and witnesses the ins and outs of a Death Eater. Mrs. Nott keeps a diary of daily entries, to keep her sane as she figures out how to get her magic back all while hoping for her husbands safe return.

12. Chapter 12

DISCLAIMER: Obviously I don't own any of the characters in Harry Potter or anything belonging to Harry Potter World, it belongs to the only and only creator J.K. Rowling.

~~AM~~

Entry Twelve

Jan 12, 2001

Miss Miffy is writing for me again. This morning I woke up sore, so sore it hurt to breath. I could not get up to go to the bathroom, feed myself, talk, breath, or move a single muscle without my entire body cramping and hurting. I cried this morning because I had no choice but to make myself get up to walk to the bathroom. I could hear Blaise's dragon skin boots rush his way to my room. I was probably half way wobbling to the bathroom when he came in. He looked at my tear striking face and grimace once he hear my labored breathing and raspy voice. I pointed to the bathroom, he picked me up and carried me to the bathroom, after helping me sit, he stepped out to give me privacy. I sat on the toilet for awhile before I heard him knock on the door, and Blaise came in and helped me. Then carried me back to the bed, where he gave me all my potions, herbs and paste. I didn't want to eat anything. I refused to eat as I settled myself back in bed, and let the potion take their affect, I was out for the rest of the day and evening.

I think around ten o'clock I woke up. I could hear people talking, I couldn't make out the conversation or who it was. But it was right outside my bedroom door. I had my eyes close and I could hear the door open. I kept my eyes close, and I felt the bed dip next to me. I open my eyes, and it was Draco. I could see the worry in his eyes as he looked me over. He reached toward me and brushed my cheek and pushed my hair out of my face. I cried silently without any moving, that's when Draco got off the bed and came to my side of the bed picked me up and sat on the sofa with me on his lap leaning against him. I whispered to him asking where my husband was and why he isn't here. Draco then told me my husband was on a separate mission then he was, and he was traveling with the Dark Lord.

Tears dripped off my face, and Draco hugged me, and tried to comfort me. I kept whispering my husband's name. Draco kissed my forehead and said Theo was still out on his mission and it will be several more days. Draco carried me back to the bed and tucked me back into bed and laid next to me and held me. He just told me stories of our past that were fun memories and I fell back asleep.

I woke up again to no one in the room with me. I tried to get up, but my body felt so heavy, so I laid there. I couldn't call out for anyone, my voice was so raspy and my throat still raw. I heard the door open and I seen it was Pansy. She had propped me up to take my potions. I tried to talk to her, she just shushed me and continued talking about her day and what she had done. I only smiled at her and motion to her I was hungry.

I had some rice porridge and drank some water. Now I'm just waiting for the rest of my potion to be given to me. So I'll sign off here.

XO

Mrs. Nott

Author's Note:

I was busy yesterday and today, so two uploads, to stay consistent with the dates. Short entries, as she continue to heal and wait.