#81

I read the message over and over again, my heart memorising it till I never forget. The words are imprinted in my brain, and repeating them brings me a feeling of peace amidst the restlessness and loneliness. I put my phone down and stare up at the ceiling, letting out a sigh.

I try my best to fall asleep, but tonight I'm craving him more than ever, wanting his arms around me, to hold me close to him. I remind myself that the wait will be over soon. Just two more months, only sixty more days till we get to see each other, touch and hold and kiss each other. God, I can't wait.

I hear the sound of wind rustling the leaves out the window, and suddenly it dawns on me that it's autumn already. I saw him last when the days were hot and the sun was burning bright. Sometimes it feels like just yesterday, and sometimes it feels like years have passed.

Turning onto my side, I close my eyes and try to sleep. And I'm almost on the brink of a dream, when I hear a loud knock on the door. I jump at the sound, my eyes snapping open as I suddenly feel anxious. Who could it be at this late hour?

Slowly getting off the bed, I grab a pillow without thinking and tiptoe towards the door. I wait and try to listen for something, almost thinking someone knocked my door by mistake while passing through the hallway. But then another knock sounds, startling me.

"Who...who is it?" I ask, my voice small.

"Don't worry, I'm not here to kill you." I hear from the other side, and my eyes widen in shock. I could recognise that voice anywhere. Quickly opening up the door, I let out a gasp at seeing who's on the outside.

"Tobias?!" I cry, dropping the pillow to my side.

"Tris." He smiles, taking me into his arms and holding me close. "Were you really gonna attack me with a pillow?" He chuckles.

"Is this a dream? Are you real?" I ask, still in shock.

"Yeah, I'm real." He smiles before crashing his lips onto mine.

Tobias lifts me up off the floor, making me wrap my legs around him. His tongue enters my mouth as he walks us inside my dark apartment, pressing my back to a wall. His hands roam over my body, his kisses intoxicating me. I press myself closer to him, my lips moving eagerly with his.

We kiss for what seems like forever, only pulling away to come up for some air. I try to take in deep breaths as I stare at him, still in disbelief that he is here. He was away at the police academy for training, I can't imagine how he got permission to come here.

"Tobias...how did you...when did you..." I can't even form sentences right now.

"I finished training early, and they let me go." He grins. "I was going to tell you, but I thought a surprise would be so much better."

"But we were just texting on the phone! You said you were busy!" I shake my head at him, but he just smiles.

"Yeah, I was busy driving, trying to get here as fast as possible." He smiles before getting serious. Taking my face between his hands, he leans his forehead on mine. "God, you have no idea how much I've been yearning to see you, hold you, kiss you." He presses his lips to mine again.

We hear a few noises coming from outside the hallway, realising we left the door open. Tobias reluctantly pulls away from me, walking out to grab his duffle bag and then closing the door behind him. He drops the bag to the side and takes his shoes off in the corner. Reaching for the light switch, he turns it on, filling my small apartment with the warm light.

"God, you are a sight for sore eyes, my love." His eyes travel all over me, making me blush.

I slowly move away from the wall and take his hand, walking us further inside. Passing the couch in the living room, I lead us straight into my bedroom. Tobias takes his brown jacket off, his eyes still glued to me. I take the time to admire him as well, loving the way his arm muscles fill up the sleeves of his black shirt. He has bulked up quite a bit from the training, and I absolutely love the way he looks.

"Were you already asleep when I got here?" He asks, looking at the clock which reads the time as 12:34 am.

"I was just about to." I say. Our eyes stay locked for a moment, and I feel the strong currants of the sexual energy that is flowing between us, making my heart race. "Are you tired?" I ask him, trying to breathe evenly.

"Not really. But I wouldn't be able to sleep anyway." He tells me, his eyes intense, and I know exactly what he means.

"I wouldn't be, either." I whisper. The small string lights above my bed make his face glow gorgeously, and I move closer to him.

Tobias smiles and I see that familiar mischievous glint in his eyes. I hold my breath in anticipation, waiting for him to do something. I feel a new kind of excitement race through my body, eager to have him make love to me after so long, to have him take me completely.

I push myself closer to him, feeling his hot breath fall on my face. His fingers slip under the hem of my cotton sleep shirt, touching my bare skin. He slowly trails them upwards, his arms dragging my shirt along. A sigh escapes my lips at the warmth of his touch. And I cherish it, absolutely loving his hands on my body after craving them for so long.

Tobias takes his time touching me gently, but my patience seems to disappear, not wanting to wait anymore. Taking my shirt, I slowly drag it up over my head, revealing my bare breasts to him. He tightens his hold on me, his eyes becoming darker, almost black as he stares at me. He lets out a low growl and reaches over to gently cup them.

Biting my lip, I watch him as he massages my breasts, the pleasure starting to slowly build up. I hold my breath as he circles my nipples with his thumbs, slowly rolling them between his fingertips till they harden. I moan out at his touch, but he pulls away all too soon.

And then, holding my gaze intensely, he bends down a little. Our eyes stay locked as his lips press kisses to my chest, tugging on a nipple gently before moving down to kiss my navel. And then he grabs the waistband of my sleep shorts, pulling them down along with my panties in a quick motion.

My breathing shallows as I stand there naked in front of him. And all he does is stare at me with the most awestruck look. His fingers roam over me as he stands back up, moving closer. I look up at him, wanting us to be even more closer.

Tobias leans down to me, his lips pressing over mine as he kisses me roughly. While his hands wander over my bare skin, I try to work on the buttons of his shirt, undoing them eagerly. When it's off, he helps me with the rest of his clothes, and together we take them off. Breathing heavily as we pull away, my gaze goes to his impressive length, admiring how hard it is.

"See what you do to me?" Tobias asks, his lips brushing mine.

We lock eyes and breathe each other in, and I see that he can't wait anymore either. Lifting me up, he carries me to the bed and lies me down onto the mattress. His body hovers over mine, and I pull him to me. Holding my face, he kisses me again, deeper and harder than before. It drives me completely crazy.

"Tobias, don't make me wait any longer." I plead, my voice raspy.

He pulls away slowly, his eyes on mine, and then grabs my thighs to spread them apart. Looking down at me, he lets out a low groan, and then his member slowly aligns with my entrance. He rubs himself over me, making me gasp. And with his forehead resting on mine, he gently pushes inside me till we are fully joined.

I moan out, wrapping my arms around him and holding his back. Tobias kisses me again as he begins moving in and out of me in long strokes. And then it's nothing but us in the whole world. I get lost in him, my body moving with his as we try to get more and more closer.

My legs tighten around him, and I pull him in deeper still. Running my fingers over his strong back, I let out a soft moan. Tobias brushes his nose against mine, kissing me roughly as he threads his fingers through my hair.

"I've been so lost without you, Tris." He grunts out, pushing harder into me. "I missed you." His voice breaks a little, and I almost cry.

Pulling back a little, he looks at me with an expression that leaves me breathless. And I think of his message from earlier, my heart swelling up with the warmth and love I feel for him. How did I ever get so lucky as to finding him?

"I missed you, too." I finally whisper, a stray tear rolling down my cheek as the months of separation finally fades away.

Tobias wipes my tears away, taking my hands in his as he laces our fingers together. The speed of his thrusts picks up, and I feel him even more deeper inside me. He fills me up completely, and I feel the pleasure slowly spread through my entire body.

His lips place kisses all over my neck, and he sucks the skin of my collarbone. I'm sure he's left a mark there, but I don't mind a bit. Every part of me belongs to him, and he can mark me wherever he pleases.

I place my lips to his shoulder when he buries his head in my neck, breathing me in. Letting my hands go, he trails his fingers down to grab my legs. I immediately move mine around his waist, arching my back to press myself closer to him.

Tobias kisses me again before looking into my eyes, his breathing shallow. Slamming himself harder into me, he caresses my inner thighs, opening me further up for him. And then I feel myself inch closer to the incredible peak, my walls squeezing down on him repeatedly.

"God, Tris..." He groans out, not stopping his movements.

The orgasm passes through me strongly, more intense than I've ever felt one. Crying out his name, I shut my eyes and let all the sensations take over my body. I hear Tobias groan again, and he buries himself in me a couple more times before letting go.

Opening my eyes, I find that he's already staring at me as he jerks and releases his love inside of me. Our smiles match as we press our lips together, relishing the feeling of being in each other's arms again after so long.

Tobias falls on the bed beside me, never loosening his grip on me. I run my fingers through his hair and down his face, and he caresses my lower back. We just stare at each other as we let our breathing return to normal, and my heart flutters when he takes my left hand in his, pressing his lips to the fourth finger, directly over the engagement ring he put on me.

"I can't wait to marry you, Tris. And then we won't have to spend a day apart. Your face will be the first thing I see every morning and the last thing I see every night. We will take our morning showers together. We will cook and eat every meal together. We will go on impromptu dates in the middle of the night. And I'll finally be able to touch you, not just stare at you through the screen. I'll be able to kiss you whenever I want, wherever I want. I won't have to wait for months on end to do that anymore. Just a little more while, and we'll be together forever, my love." He speaks the same words that he wrote to me earlier in the night, the same message I've read countless times and memorised.

"I love you, Tobias. More than you'll ever know. And I can't wait to share my life with you." Those are the last coherent words we speak for the rest of the night, and way into early morning.


#82

I roll over onto my back and let out a little yawn. My hands go around to hold her naked body close to me, and a huge grin splits my face as I remember the events of last night. Tris and I finally made love, and it was beyond incredible.

She stirs a little in my arms, her head resting on my chest as she gets comfortable. I pull her closer, gently running my fingers through her hair. She's awake now, and I squeeze her shoulders a little as I whisper her name.

"Tris." She slowly lifts her head to look at me, her eyes beautiful as ever. I want to kiss her, but first I need to ask something. "How are you feeling?"

A smile streches on her lips, and she quietly says, "Elated." I grin back, pressing closer to her. "And you?"

I roll her over onto her back, leaning in as I whisper, "Just as happy."

Our lips meet, and we kiss deeply. Deeper than ever before, our lips and tongues refusing to part away. But we eventually have to, needing to breathe. I press my lips to her jaw and down to her neck, slowly going lower till I reach her breasts. They are so much more better than I imagined them to be, and I just stare at her perfect mounds for a second.

Moving to kiss around her soft skin, I put my mouth on her perfect pink nipple, kissing and tugging on it. Massaging the other one in my hand, I feel how absolutely soft they are. I kiss her other nipple too, before pulling away and getting a little more serious.

"Tris, are you..." I try to breathe evenly, scared of what her answer might be. "Are you sore? Down there?" I whisper out.

She stares at me for a moment before speaking. "A little bit." My heart sinks, I hurt her. "But I like it." She adds.

"What do you mean?" I furrow my eyebrows.

"I am a little sore, but it's a reminder of where you were last night, and I love it." She bites her lip. "I feel how you streched up my walls as you made love to me, and then gave me my first orgasm. I wouldn't change anything about it."

I smile at her words again, feeling a little relieved that she's okay. We move closer and kiss again, our fingers intertwining. Tris gasps in my mouth as I pull away, stopping before we get too carried away.

"Tobias." She calls my name so sweetly, and I feel the affect of her voice between my legs.

"Yes, baby?" I rub my thumb over her cheek.

"I want to...I want to make love again." She murmurs, her eyes holding mine.

"God, I want that too, Tris. But I don't want to hurt you."

"You won't." She takes my face in her hands. "You won't ever hurt me, Tobias. Please make love to me."

I feel myself twitch as Tris stares at me with longing in her eyes, and I just can't say no to her. "I love you, Tris." I whisper and move my hands over her body, kissing her again.

Tris parts her legs open, and I settle between her thighs, my fingers going between us to reach for my favourite spot. She gasps when I move my fingers over her delicate folds, gently rubbing my thumb over her small nubbin. Pulling my mouth away, I watch how she's reacting to my touch.

Her mouth hangs open when I circle her clit more roughly, and she whimpers out. "Tobias, please. No more teasing."

I pull my fingers away from her, grabbing my length to stroke it a couple times with Tris's wetness still on my fingers. And then I guide myself towards her entrance, pushing into her slowly as I did last night. But this time I slide in easier, my member fully inside her in a quick thrust.

Tris breathes heavily, looking up at me as our bodies join for the second time ever. Somehow it is even better. Placing my hands around her head, I brace my upper body and begin to move my hips over her. She lifts her legs from the mattress and places them on my back, wrapping herself around me.

I slide in deeper, feeling how wet and tight and warm and loving she is. How am I gonna last any longer? But I push my own pleasure away, trying to focus on her just like I did last night. Tris moves her hands from around my back to my chest, and she looks at me with the sexiest eyes as she pushes me to fall on my back.

Moving on top of me, she sits down on my length in a smooth slide. I watch her in awe as she straddles my hips and lets me look over her perfect body. Our eyes stay locked the whole time, and I let out a groan when she squeezes her inner walls tightly around me, slowly starting to move.

The sight I'm witnessing right now is probably the most sexiest thing I have ever seen. And my eyes stay transfixed on Tris. I watch as she moves over my body sensually, her breasts swaying gently as she rides my hardness. Her fingers rest on my chest as she picks up the speed, letting out deep moans and arching her back. Fuck me.

It takes everything in me to not explode inside her right this moment. But I want her to come first for me. Slowly, I begin bucking my own hips to meet her in the middle, and together we make incredible love. Tris throws her head back and another moan escapes her lips, our movements quickening.

I grab her firm ass in my hands as I help her lift herself and lower back down onto me. My eyes travel to where we are joined, watching myself disappear inside her again and again. Bringing a finger down to her, I touch her clit, brushing over it lightly before circling it forcefully.

Tris stares into my eyes as she whimpers out, her legs trembling as she closes them over me. Her orgasm immediately takes over every part of her body, and she clenches down on my length repeatedly.

I growl out, my patience disappearing as I let myself go, spilling my love deep inside her, my own body shuddering from the pure pleasure. Tris falls on top of me, and I pull her to my chest, twisting our bodies to make us lie on our sides, still connected and facing each other.

We catch our breaths, big smiles on both our faces as we relish in the aftermath of our passionate lovemaking. I brush my fingers over her thighs, bringing her leg up to wrap it around me. Tris squeezes me a little, making me groan.

"Tris..." I breathe out. "I don't think I've ever felt so good before."

"Me either." She bites her lip. "Do you like being inside me?"

"Like? I fucking love it." I kiss her deeply. "You feel absolutely amazing around me, baby."

"I'm glad." She laughs a little, it's affects making me groan again.

My eyes catch a glimse of the clock, and I realise we should be getting up.

"We're late for work, Tris. We should get up." I say, reluctantly moving away from her. I wish I could spend more time with her before the day officially begins, and an idea pops in my head. "Do you..." But I think better of it, shaking my head.

"What?" Tris asks, nudging me.

"Do you want to take a shower with me? I totally understand if you don't-"

"I'd love that." She smiles, and together we get up on shaky legs, walking into the shower to mark the start of what will be our daily routine from now on.


#83

"Tris? Where are you?" I hear him call out to me as I look around the old parking lot. This area was abandoned a long time ago, and nobody comes here anymore.

"Right here!" I reply, peaking out from over a pillar to look at him.

"God, don't run around like that! I got worried when I couldn't see you." He walks over to me, taking me in his arms. "Did you find anything?"

"No, nothing useful." I shake my head.

Our car broke down while passing through this old town on our way to a resort, and now we are left stranded. Our phones don't work and there's nothing here for miles, not to mention it's supposed to rain during the night too. We wandered here to look for something, but with no luck yet.

"What are we gonna do now?" He lets out a sigh, looking lost.

"We'll figure something out." I say.

"Yeah."

"Hey, at least we have shelter here from the rain. Don't lose hope." I tell him.

"You're right." He brushes his hand over my hair. "I'm just disappointed because I wanted us to have a nice weekend together."

"We can still have a nice weekend together, right here." I smile, but Tobias only furrows his eyebrows.

"Here?" He asks.

"Yes." I pull him in deeper into the lot, finding a spacious spot near an old car.

"What now?"

"Tell me what you would do if we were in the resort right now." I ask him, leaning back against a wall.

"Well, the first thing I would do is take a long relaxing shower. With you." He comes over to me, resting his hands on either side of my face on the wall.

"And then?"

"And then after I was done with you in the shower, I would've helped you dress into something nice and comfortable." His face is only inches away from mine.

"And after that?"

"I would take you out to dinner, but keep it short, because I'd want to get back to our room as soon as possible." His lips brush over mine ever so slightly. "Want me to tell you what I'd do there?"

"No." I whisper, shaking my head. "I want you to show me what you'd do." I tell him.

"Tris..." His eyes become dark, his breathing sharp.

"Please." Our eyes lock and I see how turned on he is. Because he knows nothing's more arousing for me than to have him take control of me.

"Right here?" He asks, slowly smirking.

"Right here." I nod.

"Okay." He whispers. I hold my breath in anticipation, waiting for him to do something.

He slowly grabs my hands and pins them above me over the wall. His lips hover over mine, but he doesn't let them touch. Instead grabbing my thighs and wrapping them around him. He kisses my collarbone and slowly slides the thin straps of my top down my shoulders. His lips move over my chest and before I know it, he's sucking deeply on my left nipple.

I close my eyes and let him kiss me, feeling the pleasure start to build up. He kisses my other breast and drags my top up over my head, throwing it away. I move my arms around him and hold him close, feeling his teeth graze my skin gently. When he pulls back, he stares at me for only a second before his lips finally come crashing onto mine.

He tangles his tongue with mine, while his fingers work on unbuttoning and unzipping my jean shorts. He hurriedly pulls them down along with my panties, and then I feel his calloused fingers rub my soaked folds. I moan into his mouth, and he firms up his touch, soon slipping a finger deep inside me.

I squirm and gasp as he moves it in me, curling it slightly. His other hand threads through my hair, and he pulls my head back to stare deeply into my eyes. We both breathe heavily, and I feel his thumb press down onto my nubbin. He rubs it in circles, his eyes intense. Soon another finger slides in deeply, and I moan as I feel the pleasure course through my body, making me tremble.

Tobias continues fingering me, making me so wet. I bite down onto my lip as I try to stifle my moans, feeling his aggressive touch. I'm almost on the edge, ready to fall over, when he very suddenly pulls his fingers out, leaving me hanging. He brings them to his mouth to taste me, and I moan.

The abrupt loss of touch makes my sex ache, and I press my thighs together. But that doesn't work for long, as he spreads them open again. Kneeling down in front of me, he darts his tongue out and parts open my folds, licking my clit and lapping up my wetness.

The roughness of his tongue on my sensitive skin makes me crazy. I try to catch air into my lungs as I watch him lick my centre, his head between my legs. His full lips kiss my folds and I almost fall, but he steadies me, his mouth never moving away. Shutting my eyes, I throw my head back and feel everything that he's doing to me.

When his tongue presses over my clit to circle it, I lose it, screaming out his name and coming hard. My balance falters and I fall, but Tobias catches me onto his lap, his large hands running over my body before kissing me. He presses kisses down my neck, and I tilt my head to the side, letting him leave his mark on me.

I squeal out when he suddenly stands up, his hands under my ass. Walking us to the old car, he sits me on the hood of it. He steps back a little, opening up my legs and staring at me with a harsh breath. Hurriedly grabbing the hem of his shirt, he rips it off over his head. I admire his hard chest and abs before I notice his jeans and briefs are pushed off too, and then my attention is on his immpressively thick cock.

My sex aches again and I lick my lips a little, hearing him growl and seeing his cock twitch before me. Tobias massages the length of my inner thighs, reaching close to my dripping entrance but pulling away each time. I moan in frustration and he finally gives in, moving closer to me and placing his hardness directly over my slick folds.

I gasp out as he begins to rub himself over me, making me feel exactly how hard he is. I look down and see how his length gets covered in my wetness, and a deep blush forms on my face. Tobias rubs harder against my clit, and I moan.

"Please, Tobias."

"You want me inside you?" He asks, still torturing me. I moan again, nodding my head at him. "Say the words, Tris."

"I want you inside me, Tobias." As soon as the words escape my lips, Tobias buries his engorged member inside of me.

I cry out and rest my hands behind me, leaning backwards. He moves closer into me and begins to slide his cock in and out of me. His pace is slow first, but soon picks up speed and he's pounding into me roughly. I tremble and hold him close, whimpering at the intense pleasure.

Grabbing my thighs, he holds them around his body, grinding into me harder. I whimper out, loving the way he fills me up completely. Wrapping my arms around him, I let out gasps with each thrust. Tobias stares deeply into my eyes, and our breaths mix together.

Thunder roars through the sky and it suddenly gets darker in the old lot, but we can't seem to care. The only thing I can focus on right now is the intensity in his dark blue eyes, how he keeps on pulling me closer and closer into him, how our noses brush against each other, and the overwhelming amount of pleasure I get from where he's burying himself in me again and again. I cherish each moment.

Our lips meet again, and I feel myself inch closer and closer to the peak. Tobias pounds harder into me, and I give myself into the sweet ecstasy. My legs tremble and my walls clench around him, making him let go inside me. When our lips part, we realise that it is raining heavily.

"Fuck." He breathes out. "You're perfect, Tris." His hand moves down my back.

"So are you." I reply, smiling.

Tobias hugs me close to him, and I lay my head against his shoulder. We stay still for a few moments before he suddenly pulls back, a look of realisation on his face.

"Tris! This car! Damn, why didn't I think of it before?" He moves back, making us stand.

"What?" I ask in confusion.

"There must be a start up cable in here..." He opens up the hood, finding the wire and pulling it out. "See? We can use this to start our car back up!"

"Really?" I ask, hopeful that we can get out of here.

"Yes! Let's go and check."

"Tobias! We need to put on our clothes." I stop him, laughing.

We dress back into our clothes and then run hand-in-hand through the rain to our car. It starts back up with the cable, and I smile as I realise that no situation is ever too hard for us to face, especially if we're together.


#84

I strip out of my clothes, gathering and throwing them into the laundry basket. Then I pull on a pair of loose sleep shorts. Turning off the light, I walk out of the bathroom, shutting its door behind me. My eyes immediately land on Tris, who is lying crosswise on the bed on her stomach.

I watch her as she reads a book, completely oblivious to her surroundings. She already got through her nightly routine, dressed to sleep in one of my t-shirts. It's loose on the top, but barely covers her legs. As I move closer to the bed, walking up behind her, I admire her perfect feet.

But my heartbeat immediately picks up as she adjusts a little and the dark grey shirt rides up her body. I notice that Tris is not wearing anything underneath, giving me a clear view of her firm ass. Fuck. My member rapidly grows hard as I stare at her.

"Are you trying to kill me, Tris?" I ask her.

She jumps a little at the sound of my voice, turning her head back to look at me. "Huh?"

"Why aren't you wearing anything?" I ask, perching on the bed and picking up her right foot.

"I am." She says. "It's your shirt."

"And the rest of your clothes?" I lightly kiss her ankle.

"Oh, all my clothes are in the dryer, Tobias." She bites her lip, watching as I suck on her toes.

"How convenient." I move to her other foot, kissing it too. "You know I'm gonna have a heart attack one day if I keep finding you without underwear."

"So you want me to stop not wearing underwear?" She smirks.

"Absolutely not." I bend and kiss up her legs, pressing my lips to the back of her thighs.

Tris breathes unevenly as I push the shirt higher up her body, grabbing onto her perfect ass and giving her a hard squeeze. As I keep massaging her firm behind, I see the slit between her legs, and my hardness throbs in my shorts. Spreading her open a little, I rub my thumb through her folds. She gasps and looks at me as I lean down, running my tongue up her centre, tasting how sweet she is.

A moan escapes Tris's lips, the book falling out of her hands and hitting the floor. I feel her start to get wet, her body instantly reacting to my touch. Pressing my tongue harder against her, I continue squeezing her ass. Reaching a hand behind her, Tris holds my head, crying out from the pleasure.

"Tobias," She gasps out. "Oh god."

I lift her up a little, parting her legs and continuing to attack her with my tongue. Tris trembles and tries to move away, but I don't let her. I want to make her come before anything else. And when I tease her bundle of nerves with the tip of my tongue, she cries out again, arching her back as the orgasm passes through her.

Sitting up a little, I hover over her body and kiss her butt, dragging the shirt up as I slowly move my lips up her back to her shoulders. Tris takes it off over her head, leaving her completely bare under me. She moves her arm back to wrap it around me as I bury my face in her neck, groaning out when she wiggles her ass over the hardness in my shorts.

Grabbing her hair, I move the blonde strands away and kiss behind her ear, lightly tugging on the lobe. Tris hangs her head forward, enjoying my hands on her as she rolls her hips back into me. I lick the back of her neck, tasting her skin and sucking on it. But my patience soon vanishes, and I lift myself a little to turn her around under me.

Tris gasps at the sudden movement, but it quickly turns into a moan when I take her left nipple into my mouth, tugging on her. She arches her back and rests her head onto the mattress, her long hair falling off over the side. Taking the waistband of my shorts, she tries pulling it down, and I help her, hurriedly kicking it away.

Our eyes lock, and I see the reflection of the night lamp on hers. My heart races as I keep staring at her, the blue overtaking the light grey in her eyes. My breath catches when I feel her sure fingers wrap around my shaft, slowly moving up and down my length. I steady myself by resting my arms around each side of her head, groaning out.

"You're so hard." Tris whispers, our faces only inches apart.

"Only for you, Tris." I grunt out, moving my fingers to her hair and titling her head back, bringing our lips together.

We kiss slowly and thoroughly for a few moments, our tongues pressing together and moving in a rhythmic dance. I love how soft her lips are, kissing me back soundly as her fists pump up my length. She increases the pressure slightly, and I groan in her mouth, biting on her bottom lip softly as I pull away.

"Tris, I need to be inside you or...fuck!" I growl as she squeezes my tip.

"Okay." She breathes out deeply, letting me go.

I take her mouth again, kissing her desperately before lifting up on my elbows. I grab her by the knees, folding them up and gently separating them. Another growl escapes me as I pull away to look down her body. Her folds are inviting, glistening with want as she spreads her thighs further apart, opening up the entrance to her tight body for me, welcoming me inside.

Falling down onto her again, I align my body with hers and slide in deeply with a sharp thrust. Tris clenches around me, moving her fingers up my arms to hold onto my shoulders. Her lips part open when I start moving inside her, taking in shallow breaths. I take the opportunity to push my tongue in to tangle with hers, kissing her roughly.

My shaft lengthens more as I increase my speed, feeling how wet, warm and tight she is. No matter how many times I make love to her, I still can't get enough. Our bodies were made for each other, fitting together perfectly to create incredible pleasure. She is like a drug to me, my addiction. And spending even a minute without her leaves me craving for more.

Tris pulls her lips away from mine to let out a loud moan, and I nuzzle my face into her neck. She wraps her legs around my waist, rising her hips each time I slam into her. Kissing down to her collarbone, I graze my teeth over her soft skin before leaning down to take the tip of her breast. I lick my tongue over the pebbled bud before tugging on it, making her squirm.

She tangles her fingers in my hair as she whimpers, moving her body closer to mine. I kiss her other breast, giving it the same attention before I look up at her. She throws her head back onto the side of the bed, biting her lip as she arches her back. I sneak my arms under her body, lifting her up slightly to press our chests together.

Tris cries out and opens her eyes to look at me as I speed up my thrusts, pounding into her slick wetness with newfound vigour. She roams her fingers down my back, stopping at my butt and pulling me in closer. I growl and slide in fully inside her, touching her so deep that I fear we could never part again.

My lungs burn as they try to breathe in enough air, my body writhing with hers desperately. I feel Tris's orgasm build up slowly, her inner muscles closing around my pounding cock. I keep driving my thick length into her, stretching out her spasming walls. And then her body leaps off the bed, shaking as she comes hard.

I watch her every movement, one hand intertwined in her hair as the other cups her face. She looks the most beautiful to me in these moments, when she has that blissful expression on her face, with my name on her lips. Nothing makes me feel more happier than when I make her come, being the one responsible for the pleasure she feels.

And with her name like a chant on my lips, I snap my hips a couple more times into her, sliding in fully before I still and release my love deeply inside her. I let out a long groan as the intensity of the orgasm takes over my entire body, the release the longest I have ever experienced.

Tris finally opens her eyes, squeezing me one last time as she claims every drop of my love, her arms and legs wrapped tight around me. I rub my nose against hers and stare at her intensely, our open mouths breathing each other's air. My body sags onto hers, and I turn us on our sides to not crush her.

Tangling our legs together, Tris gives me a soft kiss. I trace my fingers over her lower back, returning her kiss before pulling away to gaze at her stunning beauty. Even with her golden hair messed up, her cheeks and nose flushed, and her lips swollen from rough kisses, Tris looks ethereal.

"God, I am so in love with you, Tris." I say.

"I know." She laughs adorably. "And I'm so in love with you, Tobias." She smiles.

We shift on the bed to get under the covers, snuggling in close together. I breathe in her hair, kissing her shoulder and holding her close. Tris moves back in snugly against me, and we slowly drift off into deep slumber.


#85

"This way." Tris pulls me out the elevator doors, her hand in mine.

The cold night air hits us, but my focus is on something else. I look at our surroundings, watching the decorated rooftop with wonder. It has a glass cabin right in the middle of it, it is a little hazy from outside, but I can see a warm glow from inside it. The sun has already set, and the view is incredibly amazing. Tris leads me towards the shimmering cabin, opening up the door and walking us in.

"Tris, this is absolutely insane..." I shake my head, looking around in awe. The glass cabin is fully adorned with twinkling lights, dozens of glowing candles, one big table in the middle with two chairs, and another small one to the side holding all the food and drinks.

"And it's ours for the whole night." She looks up at me, kissing my cheek. "Happy birthday, Tobias."

"Now this...this is definitely gonna help me get over my fears." Tris had asked me what I wanted for my 30th birthday, and I only had two wishes. That I wanted it to be just the two of us, no lavish party or anything big. And second, I really wanted to try to get over my fear of heights and confinement. She said I was crazy, and I thought she wouldn't do anything about it. But seeing this tonight, I can't believe how smart she is for setting up this thing, I don't feel an ounce of fear. "Thank you for all this, you really outdid yourself, baby."

"Well, you might be crazy enough to want to ruin your birthday, but I'm not." She laughs.

"I should've known." I grin, pulling her closer. "I love you, Tris." I whisper against her lips.

"I love you, too." She moans softly into my mouth, her arms moving around me. "Tobias." She gasps when I move my lips to her neck.

"Damn." I mumble, intoxicated by her unique scent.

"We should probably eat before the food gets cold." She says and I nod.

Moving away, I take my coat off and lay it on the back of a chair. It's quite warm in here, the outside cold not bothering us in the cabin. Tris follows me, slowly sliding her long coat off of her shoulders, her eyes on mine. I couldn't see what she was wearing at home as she already had her coat on. All I could catch was a pair of sexy silver studded stilettos.

I see a mischievous glint appear in her eyes, and then a low growl escapes my lips when I see what she's really wearing. A satin black dress that has a deep sweetheart neckline, and a hem so short it barely even reaches her mid thighs. She's wearing sheer black leggings under, and they go all the way to her toes, covering her feet in the stilettos. She's never looked more sexier, and I feel myself grow hard in my pants.

"Fuck." I breathe out. "You look so sexy, Tris."

"I wanted to dress nice for you." She blushes. "But wait till you see what's underneath, birthday boy." She whispers in my ear.

"Tris..." I growl her name, grabbing her waist.

"Have a little patience, baby. You'll get everything you want." She winks at me.

"Fine." I take a deep breath and try to clear my head.

Helping her sit into her chair, I take my seat right next to hers, our knees touching. We enjoy the delicious gourmet food she arranged for, all of my favourite dishes. She feeds me small bites, but my attention is barely on the food. Because I can't look away from Tris for a single second.

I love the way her blonde hair is curled tonight, the soft strands falling gorgeously down her back. Her eyes are outlined, making the blue in them even sharper than ever. And her lips are a pretty shade of red, making me want to kiss them over and over again. Tris smiles and reaches over to brush some food from the corner of my mouth, her touch setting me on fire.

Bringing her hand to my mouth, I kiss every finger, lingering a bit on the fourth one with the wedding ring on it. The night grows darker and the moon shines above us, a few clouds covering it occasionally. When our food is almost gone, Tris reaches beside her to the small table. Picking up a small plate, she uncovers it to reveal a decadent chocolate cake inside.

It is small, perfect for the two of us, and a single gold candle stands in the middle of it. She smiles as she lights it, and I grin back, squeezing her hand. Placing the cake in front of me, she moves closer and kisses me.

"Happy 30th to you, baby." She says.

"Thank you, my love." I kiss her back.

"Make a wish, Tobias." She whispers as we pull away.

Turning my head to look at her, I see everything I've ever wanted in her. What else could I possibly wish for when I have her? Yet, I wish that she always stays happy, healthy and loved. That our love only grows stronger by the day. And that one day it creates a tiny life that we could call our own.

"Okay." I smile and blow out the candle.

We both grab forks and dig into the chocolate heaven. The cake is absolutely perfect, rich and creamy frosting with the softest of base. Tris feeds me small bites, laughing at how messy I'm being. When we're done, we sip on our glasses of red wine, talking and laughing about the silliest things.

Soon the wine is gone and our conversation is paused, our mouths too busy tasting each other instead. I take her face between my hands as I kiss her, my tongue seeking hers out and tangling them together. Tris slings her legs over mine and I immediately grab them, pulling her closer.

"Tobias, we can't make love here." Tris says between kisses, her voice soft.

"Why not?" I ask her, my fingers travelling up her legs to reach the fabric of her panties.

"What if someone sees us? It's a clear glass cabin." She says.

"I doubt it, it's very late." I kiss down her chest. "Besides, the glass is translucent."

"Then who am I to say no to the birthday boy?" She smirks.

"God, I love birthdays." I grin.

Kissing her deeply again, I stand us both up before pushing our plates away and sitting her up on the table. Dragging her dress up her thighs and grabbing her legs, I part them open to see the most incredible sight ever. She's wearing a pair of dark red coloured completely see-through lace panties. I caress her inner thighs, feeling my pants tighten rapidly.

Tris smirks naughtily as she lets me take in her sexy appearance. Moving my hands up and down her legs, I decide that I want her to be wearing the sheer tights and the killer shoes. So I leave them be, instead slowly taking the thin material of her panties into my hands to peel them off of her legs. Throwing it to the side, I feel my length twitch in my pants.

Holding my breath, I watch as Tris spreads her legs further open and leans back on her arms. I see her gorgeous folds glisten in the dim light, waiting for me to touch them. And without thinking another thought, I wrap my arms around her thighs and pull her to the edge, bending and moving my lips to her centre, devouring her.

My tongue laps up her wetness, tasting how sweet she is. I kiss her folds before moving to her clit and taking it between my teeth. I tug it roughly, making her cry out several times. Her legs shake as I continue my attack on her. And she lets out the sexiest moans, burying her fingers through my hair.

When I push my tongue into her entrance, she calls out my name and trembles. I see her back arch up as I move towards her bundle of nerves again, giving it my full attention. Tris pulls on the strands of my hair as the pressure builds, and then in a matter of seconds she shatters and comes hard. Smirking to myself, I lick my lips and stand up.

As Tris catches her breath, her eyes focus on me, and she grabs my shirt, unbuttoning it hurriedly. I pull my pants down and together we throw my clothes away. Her eyes land on my thick, throbbing cock, standing hard just for her. She bites her lip and looks up at me, slowly reaching behind her to unzip her dress. Pushing the thick straps down her shoulders, she lets the fabric fall down around her stomach, and I am greeted with another surprise.

A sexy lace bra, made of the same deep red colour, completely see-through except for little flowers sewn on it. The thin lace clings to her skin, outlining her perfectly round breasts. And her nipples perk up from the slight cold air, begging for my attention. Without thinking, I move towards her chest and take her pink bud into my mouth.

The flimsy material soaks from my wet kisses, and I hear Tris moan. Moving back a little, I stare at her bralette again, completely obsessed with it. She grabs my head and pulls my lips to hers, kissing me deeply. I feel her fingers wrap around my thick member and stroke me gently. And as she pulls away, she guides my cock to her entrance.

I hold her legs apart and push myself inch by thick inch into her, feeling her walls stretch and wrap around me. Tris hangs her mouth open as she takes me in deeply, her chest heaving with her shallow breaths. When I'm fully inside her, I still and look into her gorgeous blue grey eyes.

Tris clenches around me, her fingers going to my back and grabbing at my skin. I begin moving inside her, pulling out and slamming back in again and again. Taking her thigh, I caress her sheer net clad skin before wrapping it around myself. The pleasure builds as we move towards an incredible orgasm.

My cock pounds in and out of her tight body rapidly, and Tris leans back on the table on her arms, shaking. She throws her head back as she feels everything that I'm doing to her. Rolling my hips, I hit her harder and deeper inside, and she calls out my name as she orgasms.

I let her calm down a little before pulling out of her. Taking in a deep breath, she climbs off the table, sliding the bunched up dress down her legs, getting rid of it. I grab her waist, bending down to press our lips together. My hands roam around her back before landing on her firm ass, squeezing it lightly. While hers works on my hard length, grabbing me tightly.

Pulling away breathlessly, she stares at me before biting her lip and going down on her knees. I watch her as she keeps stroking my length, and then her soft lips presses kisses all over me. I breathe unevenly, the pleasure overwhelming. She locks eyes with me as she darts her tongue out to taste me. A loud groan escapes my lips, loving the way she takes me in her mouth.

Her hand keeps stroking me while her mouth moves over me, and I feel myself losing control. Tangling my fingers in her hair, I keep staring at her, cursing out. She focuses on my tip, her tongue caressing me lovingly. And I know I'm close.

"Tris," I growl out, trying to warn her. "Baby, I'm gonna come."

But Tris keeps on moving her mouth over me, sucking on me deeply. And then I lose the little restraint I had, my body shuddering as I come hard and release my seed in her mouth. She finally lets me go, licking me off to claim each drop of me. Breathing hard, I grab her body to stand her up, crashing my lips onto hers eagerly.

"Tris..." I moan her name, feeling myself stir again.

We make out for several long minutes before Tris pulls away breathless, her cheeks red from the intense kisses. She gives me a sly smile before slowly turning away from me. She turns her head to look back at me and then deliberately leans over the table. I curse out and look down at her, watching the perfect curve of her firm ass.

My hands go to grab her soft skin, and I knead her flesh before I part open her legs to move up right behind her. Aligning my hard cock with her entrance, I rub myself against her wetness. Tris moans as I keep grinding over her, my fingers brushing her hair over her shoulder as we stare at each other. She holds onto my arm and we both let out gasps as I bury myself inside her again.

Tris squeezes me tightly, and I thrust hard into her. My fingers travel to her front, and I massage her breasts over the lacy fabric. Tris gasps, biting her lip and squeezing down on me. I push the straps down her shoulders and reach inside to touch her bare skin, taking her nipples between my fingers and tweaking them.

"Oh, god!" Tris moans.

Arching her back, she pushes against me, her hips grinding into mine. I kiss up her back before pressing my face into her neck, speeding up my already intense thrusts. Trailing my fingers down her stomach to where we are joined, I circle her clit roughly, making her clench around me again. We let out moans at the same time, and then the overwhelming pleasure consumes us so completely that we both explode, crying out while shaking.

Once our bodies have come down from the high, I pull out of her and turn her around to take her into my arms, falling onto a chair. Tris straddles and moves closer to me, and I rest my head against her chest. I kiss her soft skin and hold her close.

"This is the best birthday I ever had, Tris. And this..." I touch her lacy bra. "God, this is my new favourite thing."

"I'm glad I picked it then." She whispers. "But I still haven't given you your gift."

"You did all this and so much more, baby. I don't need anything else." I tell her.

"Well, I think it's too late to cancel the gift now." She smiles.

"Why?" I ask.

"Because it's already on it's way. Should be here in about 8 or 9 months." She says, looking deep into my eyes.

"What? That's way too long, where di-" And then all words leave my lips as I realise what she's saying. I look at her with disbelief, but she only smiles. "Are you...are we...Tris?"

"Yes!" She giggles, and I let out a deep laugh, the biggest grin on my face.

"Oh, my god. I love you so much, Tris." I take her face in my hands, kissing her deeply.

"I love you, too, Tobias." She says. "So much."