Chapter 4: The Case of Cases
The Nevada desert stretched out as far as the eye could see, vast and unforgiving. Penelope Garcia sat in the back of an unmarked black SUV, staring through the window at the barren landscape. Her laptop was open in her lap, the hum of the cooling fan providing a constant, almost soothing noise in the otherwise quiet vehicle. She was in Nevada to work a case, but she knew it wasn't just any case. There was something deeply personal at stake. The missing teachers—the women who were pregnant through donors, each one with a different story but linked by a cruel, twisted fate.
Her fingers danced across the keys with a practiced efficiency. Her mind was working at full speed, but her body was not. The chemotherapy treatments she'd been enduring for the last few months were starting to take their toll, and the toll was even more evident as she tried to ignore the fatigue creeping up on her. At 14 weeks pregnant, she was beginning to feel the weight of both her body and the responsibility she was carrying. Her baby, her precious little one growing inside her, was her only thought now. The world outside could crumble, but she had to keep going for this baby. She had to be strong.
But she was far from it. The faint nausea in her stomach, the exhaustion dragging at her limbs—these were constant reminders that this was not a fight she could win alone. She'd fought cancer before, but now, fighting for her health meant fighting for her baby, too.
"Are you okay, Penelope?"
Penelope blinked, pulled from her thoughts, her eyes drifting over to Dr. Spencer Reid, who was seated across from her, a comforting presence in the otherwise empty vehicle. Reid had been by her side for most of the case, even though he knew she was barely holding it together. She smiled at him weakly, hoping it would reassure him, even though she knew it wouldn't.
"Yeah, I'm just... tired," Penelope replied, her voice softer than she intended. She forced her eyes back to the screen, though it felt like the letters were blurring in front of her. "The unsub has been really meticulous. He's leaving coded letters for the families of his victims. I've cracked some of it, but not enough to find him yet."
Reid glanced at her, then back to his notepad. "Do you want me to take a look? I'm sure I could—"
"No," Penelope interrupted, shaking her head, her voice firmer now, though she was aware of how weak it still sounded. "I've got this. I can do it."
She could feel Reid's gaze on her, sharp and perceptive as always, but he didn't argue. Instead, he settled back into his seat, his fingers tapping out a rhythm on his thigh, a quiet but steady companion in the midst of her uncertainty.
The days were a blur. Time passed, but Penelope barely noticed. They'd been working the case for two days now, and still, no breakthrough. The pattern had become painfully clear: the women were all teachers, in their early 30s, all pregnant through donors. Christy was the first victim, a five-months-pregnant woman who had gone missing on Friday after school. Then, just days later, Molly—a two-months-pregnant teacher—vanished. And now, another teacher was missing.
Penelope felt the urgency rise in her chest like a storm about to break, her breath short and shallow. She couldn't shake the feeling that time was running out. They were getting closer, but every moment that passed felt like it was too late.
The team had gathered in the conference room later that evening, the hum of fluorescent lights above them adding a steady, oppressive pressure to the conversation. Hotch stood at the front, his voice steady but filled with concern.
"Penelope, Reid," Hotch said, "what are we missing?"
Penelope swallowed, trying to focus despite the pounding in her temples. Her body was fighting her, each movement making her more dizzy than the last. "I—I think the key is in the letters," she said, her voice growing weaker. She could feel the familiar tremor in her hands, but she didn't stop typing. "The unsub is using some sort of... a substitution cipher. It's complex. He's trying to communicate something, but I'm not sure what. If we can figure that out, we'll have a lead on where he's hiding."
Reid leaned forward, peering at the screen of Penelope's laptop. He'd seen her work through exhaustion, through sickness, but this time it felt different. Her face was pale, her eyes sunken, and the exhaustion in her features was something he couldn't ignore.
"Penelope..." he said softly, his voice hesitant. "Maybe you should take a break. You're not looking so good."
Penelope waved him off. "I'm fine, Reid. I've got to focus." But the effort of trying to keep her composure was starting to wear thin. She could feel the wave of nausea rising again, the dizziness threatening to overtake her. She needed to get back to the task. Lives were at stake, but her own body was betraying her.
Derek's voice came through her phone, breaking through the fog in her mind like a lifeline.
"Baby girl, how're you holding up?" Derek's voice was calm, soothing, but she could hear the worry beneath it. He had been checking on her regularly, and she hated to admit that she needed it, but she did. She always had. Derek's presence, even through a phone call, was like an anchor, keeping her tethered to reality when the world felt like it was spinning out of control.
"I'm okay, Derek," she said, her voice strained, though she could hear the lie in her words. "The case is moving forward. We're getting closer."
"Listen, Penelope, I don't want to be the one to tell you what to do, but you need to take care of yourself," Derek said, his tone firm now, the worry slipping into a protective edge. "I don't want you pushing yourself too hard. You've been through a lot. You're not just fighting the case; you're fighting your health. Let the team handle it for a while. We can't afford for you to burn out."
Penelope opened her mouth to protest, but her stomach turned violently, and she had to swallow down the wave of nausea threatening to spill over. She closed her eyes, trying to steady her breath. Derek was right, as always. She couldn't keep going like this. But she couldn't admit it—not yet. Not when the case was still unfinished.
"I'll be fine, Derek," she whispered, though her voice trembled.
By the time they reached Nevada, the case had taken another horrifying turn. Christy had gone into preterm labor, and the team knew they had to act fast. The unsub was escalating, and if they didn't stop him soon, there would be more victims, more premature births, and more lives at risk.
Penelope sat in a small, cold hospital room, her laptop open in front of her, still working as Reid sat by her side. Her chemotherapy had taken a toll on her, but she refused to let it stop her from doing what needed to be done. They had found Christy, but the unsub had already taken four more victims.
The adrenaline from the case masked some of the physical pain, but it didn't make it easier. Penelope could feel her body growing weaker, her hands shaking as she typed in the last of the crucial information.
"Penelope," Reid said softly, leaning closer. "You don't have to do this. Let us help."
"I am helping," she replied, her voice firm, but it cracked under the strain. "I'm fine. I need to do this for the women. For the babies."
Reid wanted to argue, but he knew she wouldn't listen. Instead, he simply nodded and stayed close, offering his silent support as she worked.
Hours later, after more intense investigation, the team finally closed in on the unsub. They had tracked him down to an old farmhouse outside of town. Penelope's mind raced as they pieced the last bits of the puzzle together. The man they were after was cold, calculating, and his obsession with causing premature labor was becoming clearer with each clue they uncovered.
Penelope's exhaustion had caught up with her, and as the team moved out to apprehend the unsub, she felt a wave of dizziness wash over her. She had been pushing herself too hard, and now, it was too late.
"I can't do this, Reid," she whispered, her voice shaking.
Reid looked at her, concern written all over his face. "You don't have to do this alone. You've already done more than anyone could have asked of you."
"I'm scared, Reid," Penelope admitted, her voice breaking. "I'm scared the cancer... what if it affects the baby?"
Reid's heart ached for her. "You've been through so much. But you're strong, Penelope. And you're not alone in this."
By the time the case was over and the unsub was caught, Christy and the other victims had been rescued. But for Penelope, the real fight was just beginning. Her health was deteriorating, and the fear of what the cancer might do to her baby lingered.
And yet, even in the darkest moments, Derek was there. His steady voice, his hands gently holding hers, his love a quiet but undeniable promise. "I'm not going anywhere," he whispered one night, as she lay in his arms, exhausted but safe.
"I know," Penelope whispered back, feeling the weight of the words. "I'm not alone."
